#itd be much more (nonsexual) mature themes than my usual stuff

[straykats]

i want to talk about what i want to write about but i also dont want to confess and immortalise/acknowledge how personal such a piece would be for me

#kat talks #so obviously i'll do it on the tags 🥴💀 #itd be much more (nonsexual) mature themes than my usual stuff #but like. about childhood and adulthood #family and trauma #and just.. living eith those who havent had the best impact on you. #smiling with them. genuine smiles despite how much hurt #and conflictions with love even when there are genuine smiles #about how things can be so different between cultures #its fine in this one. normal. but under another light its a crime. its reportable. #about learning truths when youre too young. about being confided in about things you shouldnt hear as a child. #whether i do it as a fanfic or as an origonal piece.. idm #but i think it would feel so freeing and relieving to be able to share my experiences through a fictional lense #with relevant trigger warnings ofc #but also just writing something that personal and real and dark (i suppose) is such a different thing for me #writing it when i was younger and while i was experiencing things was easier #but now that im trying to heal and get past those things #writing and exploring the experiences again seems so heavy #thus the relief i will feel when its out ????? idk #if anyone has written anything thats this personal to them i'd love to hesr from u (whatever it is u choose to say) #and ofc i'll reoly priv if you want