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#it’s very funny because there’s a whole conversation about how white people treat k-pop and rap
jerseymuppet · 3 months
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getting up on my soapbox for a moment. i find it laughable that nearly every time someone says they don’t like rap they cite hamilton and k-pop as the only rap they can tolerate. because everything else is just so violent and full of blatant consumerism. first off. so is k-pop. secondly. idk how to tell you the founding fathers were some of the most violent people around (coming from a black american descentant of slaves who is most likely related to thomas jefferson. shouldn’t have to explain the relevance here). thirdly. hamilton and k-pop both reference and interpolate rap. so idk what to tell you babes. you do like rap. you just don’t like black people. say it with your full chest next time.
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talkfastromance4 · 4 years
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Measured in Moments--Calum Hood (Part II of The Click)
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It’s taken me four days but I’ve finally finished part II! I didn’t plan on doing more than one part, but I enjoy this dynamic and there will probably be a few more parts following. Read The Click here and any feedback is welcome!
Word count: 7.3 k
Warnings: casual drinking, smut (female receiving oral, fingering, unprotected sex), fluff, sweetness
Song inspiration: Moonlight Serenade by Frank Sinatra and When Loving You by ASL
Author’s Note: The poem by Michael Faudet mentioned is “A Slow Pirouette” from his book ‘Cult of Two’ and is written in italics. The poem near the bottom is my own that I wrote and is titled roses&rainwater :)
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Calum has been planning his and Rose’s first date since after he left her apartment a week ago. They stayed up talking until about 1 o’clock and they would have probably talked for longer if her eyes didn’t get so heavy. He gave her a chaste kiss on the cheek as he left and when he got home, he couldn’t fall asleep because all he could think about was Rose. 
The next morning, he met her at the front counter of the CBS where he made a plan to pay for her drink and muffin, but she insisted it’s her treat. She does get a discount after all being an employee. Teresa smiled at them the whole time and gave an inconspicuous wink to Rose as she handed off the drinks. 
“Then let me take you out to dinner,” Calum had insisted while they walked to campus. 
“Coffee for dinner isn’t a fair trade,” she giggled, and Calum was distracted by the sound for a moment. “But I’d love to get dinner with you, Calum.”
Rose had no idea where he’s taking her, but he told her to wear something a little on the dressier side. So, she chose a simple black dress with comfortable black heels and made sure her hair was perfect. Her nerves were building and pixelating in her entire body, so to try and calm down, she turned on her music and read through her poetry book.
Aside from being her favorite, it’s a comfort object. Would it be weird if she brought it on the date with her? She glances at the clock above her sink, the second hand revolves around the face evenly; the opposite of her heart.
Why should she be nervous? They already stayed up talking until 1 a.m. the first night they met and talk throughout the whole day every day. And they are soulmates after all, but Rose has never had an experience like this with anyone before. Her friends made it look so easy.
Is Calum as nervous as she is?
On the other side of town, Calum is sprinting through his house making sure he has all the essentials. Keys, wallet, phone, credit cards, cash. Throughout his mental checklist, his eyes scan over his poetry book that’s lying on his counter. Rose’s perfume still hangs between the pages so whenever he opens it for a read, it’s like she’s with him. 
When it’s finally time to leave to pick her up, he notices the slight shake in his fingers as he grabs onto the steering wheel. He takes multiple shaky breaths trying to calm himself down, but his fingers are still shaky. 
He selects his favorite playlist making sure it’s loud enough so he can’t hear the speed of his racing heart. As he arrives at the CBS and her apartment, his phone vibrates three times. When he looks at the notifications on his lock screen, they’re all from the guys wishing him luck and to relax. It eases him a little, but his palms are a little sweaty as he walks inside the coffeeshop. 
Teresa smiles at him in greeting as he passes, telling him to head on up to Rose. He nods in thanks then finds himself taking the steps two at a time. Just before he can knock on the door, it opens revealing Rose and he’s left even more breathless than when he arrived. 
His eyes drink her in just as she does him, and soon enough they’re chuckling nervously because they’ve coincidentally dressed the same. He’s also in an all-black ensemble. 
“You look beautiful,” he takes her hand in his lifting it to his lips. His brown eyes look up at her as he kisses the back of her hand, a smile spreading.
“Thank you. You look pretty incredible,” she smiles and steps closer so she can close the door behind her. He watches her with an intensity she’s never seen before and it gives her butterflies. 
They hold hands while they descend the stairs and all the way to his car until he helps her climb in the SUV then shuts the door for her. The static hanging in the car is felt by them both but it’s a good form of electricity. They’re both hyper aware of the others’ emotions.
He finds a decent parking spot after the twenty-minute drive to the restaurant; it was a silent ride but wonderfully comfortable as they sat listening to his music. Calum grabs her hand for the short walk inside and opens the door for her.
“Reservation for Hood,” he tells the hostess.
Rose is peering at the restaurant while the hostess eyes up her tablet. It’s a large space with white cloths on the tables and soft lighting from the golden sconces along the maroon walls. It’s a very cozy atmosphere but Rose can tell how classy it is. 
“I’m sorry, it looks like your reservation was for seven o’clock . . . an hour ago,” the hostess says apologetically.
Her tone brings Rose back to the moment at hand and Calum’s brows are furrowed in confusion.
“No, I’m pretty sure I made it for eight o’clock,” he tries to dissuade with the hostess. “Can you check again?” he rests his hand that’s not holding Rose’s on the ledge of the hostess stand, leaning forward.
Rose glances between Calum and the hostess, she can feel the awkwardness of the situation easily, just as she can feel Calum’s anxiety rise a bit higher. 
“I’m sorry Mr. Hood, but the reservation shows for seven o’clock.”
“All right,” he sighs heavily, his knuckles squeeze the wood. “How long for a table?”
“Um, reservations at La Perle needs a few days’ notice,” the hostess answers awkwardly, “I can hold a table for you in three days’ time.”
“Three days?”
“That’s all right, we’ll call again. Thank you,” Rose intercedes sensing his uneasiness. She pulls Calum with her back through the front door. Calum throws a disdainful look at the hostess over his shoulder.
“I’m so sorry, I could’ve sworn I made the reservation for eight--”
“It’s all right,” she smiles reassuringly and squeezes his hands. She glances across the street and spots a restaurant with a neon blue sign that’s flashing ‘OPEN’. “Let’s head over there, it doesn’t look like they take reservations.”
He turns at the spot she’s pointing to and his shoulders sink at the thought of leaving the premise of the five-star restaurant to hop across the street at what looks like a modernized mom and pop restaurant.
“Come on, it’ll be fun,” she smiles and tugs on his hands walking to the corner of the sidewalk.
When the light signals for them to walk he has no choice but to half jog with her across the street. Her excitement is palpable and wearing down his own anxiety and embarrassment. She pulls open the door and it’s much louder than La Perle across the street with some little kids running past them to a table where birthday balloons are situated at.
“Hello! Just the two of you?” the hostess asks cheerily from their left.
“Um, yes,” Rose smiles holding up her two fingers.
“Booth or table?”
“Booth please.”
“Follow me.”
Rose tugs on Calum again leading him through the tables that are filled with people. Laughter and loud conversation fill their ears until they’re placed in front of a booth against the far-right wall. Eclectic pictures and decorations scatter the cobbled walls.
“Your server, Tracy, will be right with you. Enjoy!”
When Calum averts his eyes from the walls to investigate Rose’s observations, she’s absolutely beaming at him. She looks beautiful under the dim lighting and while the noise is all around them, she quiets it for him. He still feels awful for mixing up the times for dinner and wants her to know he’ll make it up to her.
“I’m so sorry about the reservation—”
“Calum, stop,” she takes his fingers in hers across the table. Her thumb rubs over the initials inked on his skin. “I promise this is okay. We can pretend we’re back in high school going to a dance and this is our dinner spot beforehand.”
He can’t help but smile at her temporary fix to the poorly timed situation on his part.
“Funny you mention dance because after dinner there’s a concert in the park that I want to take you to.”
“What kind of concert?” her eyes dance at the thought.
“A jazz one,” he grins just as their waitress, Tracy, skips to their table.
*****
After dinner, they arrive at the park where a small stage is set up in the middle of the grass. Other couples are seated on blankets or chairs and orbed lights are hung up above the audience that’s also connected to the stage.
Calum tosses the blanket he brought up in the air letting it billow down onto the grass. They sit comfortably together with his legs spread in front of him while hers are tucked underneath her just as the concert starts. Moonlight Serenade by Frank Sinatra begins with the soft trills of flutes and violins before the gentleman in the center begins to sing.
Rose sighs happily while she watches the players play but Calum is watching her. He’s transfixed by her and how she’s reacting to the song. She sways slightly in her spot on the blanket and even hears her humming along quietly.
He studies her face as if she’s a work of art, her eyelashes cast soft shadows on the roundness of her cheeks that are still slightly blushed, and her lips are the perfect shape. He’s still staring at her when the song ends, and a torrential downpour falls on everyone in attendance.
When she squeals his name, he springs into action quickly gathering the blanket and they run back to his car. He scrambles for his keys that are buried in his jacket pocket, when it’s finally unlocked, Rose jumps in while he balls the blanket into the backseat and darts to the drivers’ side.
The rain hits the car hard, falling in rivers down the windshield and their windows and they’re both laughing.
“I can’t believe this happened,” he wheezes trying to catch his breath as he turns the car on. He makes sure the heat is on full blast, so she isn’t too cold.
“Shortest concert I’ve been to,” she giggles. “We can still listen to jazz back at my place if you want.”
How could Calum say no to that? He can’t.
Thankfully, they aren’t too wet from the rain so they’re pretty much dry by the time they’re walking up the stairs to her apartment. Rose hands him a towel to dry his hair while she rubs off the leftover dampness on her arms from the raindrops.
“How’s my make-up?” she asks.
Calum blinks a few times when he pulls the towel from his hair, he smiles at the small smudges under her eyes. She looks like an adorable raccoon.
“Not bad, but c’mere,” he grins motioning her closer with his two fingers. She steps forward and he dabs the corner of the towel gently underneath her eyes to remove the excess mascara.
“Good?” she asks when he lowers the towel.
“Perfect,” he smiles then drapes the towel over one of her stools by the kitchen counter. “I think you promised me some jazz music, Rosie.”
She giggles at the nickname then pulls her phone out as she walks to her speaker. She turns it on, presses play, then her apartment echoes saxophones and trumpets. The baritone of the singers’ voice carries over to them and Calum pulls Rose into his arms.
His hand holds onto her lower back while the other is firm in her hand. Her left hand rests gently on his shoulder and he begins to dance to the beat of the song. Aside from being part of the rhythmic section of the band, he’s also been known to be the best dancer. Years of football, or soccer, has perfected his footwork.
“How are you so good at dancing? Did you take lessons?” Rose asks when he does a little quick step and it makes her giggle.
“Something like that,” he chuckles. “I played soccer for a long time while I was growing up.”
“Really? Did they call you ‘fancy feet?’”
“No, but they should have,” he chuckles then turns serious. “I really am sorry about tonight. Everything got ruined.”
“It wasn’t ruined,” she shakes her head.
“Our first date was supposed to be perfect,” he huffs in disappointment, staring out the window above her bed. It looks like a piece of art with the water running down and blending the colors of the streetlights together.
Rose scratches the hairs at the nape of his neck, it forces him to tilt his head down at her. “It was perfect, Calum, I was with you.”
The static electricity is back, and it only intensifies when they press their lips together. The smell of roses is more potent from the rain and she tastes of rainwater. It’s his new favorite thing paired with dancing with her while they kiss tenderly in her living room. The song changes to Moonlight Serenade and he smiles against her mouth.
“This is our song now,” he mumbles, swiping his tongue over her lower lip. He loves the sweet, sweet taste of her kiss.
Rose pulls him even closer, chest to chest with her fingers interlocked behind his neck. He moves his hands around her waist so he’s holding onto her tightly. Their foreheads bump together, and they share the same breath as they continue to sway on the spot.
“You’re my love song,” she whispers and kisses him once more.
*****
Calum and Rose have been on many dates since then, most of them are study dates but if they’re together that’s all that matters. They see each other every morning for breakfast and their walk to campus. It fills Rose with joy because she never had a high school sweetheart, but this is exactly how she pictured it would be.
She’s over at his house and they’re both studying for a test that counts for 25% of their grade. She’s been brewing coffee hourly while she pores over her books and notes. Calum gets distracted by her much too easily, especially when she whispers the phrases out loud.
He finds himself glancing up from his own notes, most of them are small phrases written about her anyway, to admire her. He’s read about soulmates and what it will feel like but experiencing it is vastly different than what the books say. Calum constantly has this growing need to be beside her, even if the task at hand is ‘boring’, he knows it won’t be because she makes it fun.
While it is as easy as breathing, being with her, he finds his breath is lost when they are together. When she’s working a shift downstairs, Calum sits at a table doing his homework or writing, she’ll walk by him purposefully to stroke her finger over the back of his hand.
He’d glance up at her just to see her smile wryly, as if it’s a secret that she’s touching him and watches her continue her way. She always turns back around to give him her true Rose smile; the whole ordeal leaves him excited and filled with butterflies.
Butterflies that he would love to catch and keep in a jar so that he could give them to her, but he’d need to find a jar big enough to contain them all.
“Calum, you need to be studying,” she tells him sternly without glancing up from her textbook.
He continues to watch her highlight before she shifts her gaze from the words in her book to him.
“I am studying,” he grins, his brown eyes moving over her. She blushes and shifts in her chair.
“I’m not testing you,” she murmurs.
“You are more than you know, sweetheart,” he hums under his breath and resumes to his own book.
As the night ticks on, Rose begins to yawn more and more.
“I think it’s time for you to go home, sweetheart,” he says closing his books up.
“No, no, I’m fine,” she yawns twice more, covering her mouth with her hand.
Calum stands up, presses a kiss to her forehead and lets Duke outside. When he returns, she’s passed out across her books, her arm is used as a pillow. He beams at the sight then pulls out his phone to take a photo before scooping her up in his arms.
“I got the coffee,” she sighs tiredly, lifting her head up from his shoulder.
“You’re cut off, Rosie,” he chuckles and continues down the hallway to his room.
“Am I home? How’d I get home?”
“We’re still at my place, you can spend the night.”
“I don’t want to . . . be . . . bother,” she says through a long yawn. “I’ll drive home.”
“You don’t have a car,” he chortles setting her on the edge of his bed. “I wouldn’t let you drive even if you did. You don’t even have your eyes open.”
“Yeah I do,” she sighs while he grabs some old shorts and a t-shirt for her from his closet.
“Really?” he leans down in front of her, clothes in hand.
“Mhm.”
“Then what am I doing right now?”
“Smiling. You’re always smiling.”
“Because you always make me smile.”
“Aha! I was right,” she tries to focus on him through her heavy lids. He laughs at her cuteness and attempt to prove that she’s awake.
“I have clothes here for you to sleep in. I’m going to get Duke and some water bottles, okay?” he kisses her forehead. She sways from the touch.
With Duke and two bottles in his arms, he finds Rose curled against his pillow and he’s floored at how natural it is to see her in his bed, in his clothes, in his life. He sets Duke on the bottom of the bed and changes into his own sleepwear in his closet then joins Rose.
She cuddles into him immediately, sighing quietly. He counts the seconds in between her breaths and he’s fast asleep in moments.
The next morning, he makes her coffee and pancakes and syrup filled kisses are exchanged throughout the whole meal. Their first sleepover wasn’t planned, but it was a success nonetheless and opened the door for many nights of staying over.
****
It’s the start of their holiday break, exams and last-minute papers are finally over and done with. To celebrate, Calum is making Rose a pasta dish at her apartment while she drinks the second dirty Shirley that he made her.
She’s sat on one of the barstools, cheek in hand, admiring the way his shoulders flex and roll while he chops up some greens to put in the sauce. Her eyes move with the motion of his arm as he grabs his own beer, then her eyes watch his lips touch the lip of the bottle.
How is she enchanted by the simplest tasks he does?
“You’re drooling,” he interrupts her thoughts.
Rose sits up straight, instinctively wiping her mouth then glares at him.
“I am not,” she pouts then takes a hearty sip of her cocktail. The sweet cherry juice and bite of the vodka and sprite tickles her taste buds as Calum laughs. He scrapes the greens into the pot with the knife then moves in front of her across the counter.
He leans on his forearms, beer bottle in between his hands, while he stares at her with those brown eyes that make her even weaker now that she’s been drinking. He bites down on his lower lip as he reaches his hand up, his thumb swipes on her bottom lip.
“You are drooling, Rosie. I don’t blame you, I’m a hot chef,” he smiles, eyes twinkling.
“Can I kiss the chef, or do I have to wait until after dinner?”
“Mmm,” he pretends to think it over while inching closer to her across the countertop. She moves with him, his hand cups her cheek and their noses bump together. “I’ll allow it.”
When their lips touch, she can’t help but sigh at the softness and his tongue is quick to slip into her mouth so he can taste more of the cherries from her drink. Rose cards her fingers in his thick hair, nails rubbing at his scalp while his thumb caresses her cheek.
Her oven lets out a loud beep, breaking their kiss to announce that it’s heated for the garlic bread. Calum and Rose are heated as well, she gives him three more quick kisses before he resumes his culinary duties and she resumes her admiration.
“So, there’s a party tomorrow night and the guys are going to be there,” he says while they’re eating at the counter. Rose has her legs across his knees, his hand rests comfortably on top of them while he eats.
“I sense an ‘and’ coming,” she smiles twirling her fork in the noodles.
“And I was wondering if you’d want to come and meet them,” he finishes.
Rose lowers her noodle filled fork to look his way, he has a soft smile and hope in his eyes.
“Really? You want me to meet them?” she asks, excitedly leaning closer to him.
“Yeah. I talk about you all the time and if I don’t bring you with me tomorrow then they might literally kill me.”
“I can’t have that,” she shakes her head and laughs. “I’d love to meet them.”
****
Calum can tell Rose is nervous in the way she keeps chewing on her lower lip. She’s bouncing around her apartment gathering her things and Calum watches her fondly until she stops at her dresser to slide on some bracelets. He uses that as an opportunity to stand behind her, she jumps when she turns around and sees him right there.
“Hey, you’ll chew your lip right off and what will I kiss, then, hm?” he asks massaging her lip carefully with his thumb.
“What if they think I’m weird?” she’s pouting now, eyes full of worry.
“They like weird,” he grins then takes her hand to kiss her fingers. “It’s going to be fine. You’re my girl and they’re going to love you.”
When they arrive at the party hand in hand (Rose has a death grip on him) he weaves her through the other people in attendance. He spots the boys near the back of the bar where the couches are, and he points. He feels her suck in a breath and he kisses her temple.
“Cal!” they all shout as the couple gets closer.
The three Australian men stand from their seats giving him hugs and handshakes while Rose cowers behind his back. She’s finding comfort in the coolness of Calum’s leather jacket until he pulls her forward, hand still firm in hers.
“Guys, this is Rose,” Calum introduces, his smile proud as he gazes at her. “Rosie, these are the guys, Michael, Luke and Ashton.”
The use of her nickname calms her down a little and then all three of his best friends give her warm hugs, too. She says a quiet hello back as they all settle down onto the couch again. Calum orders their drinks and she’s hoping the alcohol will give her a confidence boost.
Rose finds herself liking Calum’s three best friends the more they talk and joke with Calum. She even notices that all their accents get a little more pronounced the more they talk with each other and share stories. She laughs the loudest when Calum and Ashton join in a banter together.
She chimes in when she can, but otherwise she just loves watching Calum interact with them. It’s a side of him she’s never seen until now, but she loves it. She can see how much he loves them.
“So, Rose,” Ashton starts, a pompous yet teasing tone to his voice, “is it true that Calum messed up your first date?”
“I’m gonna kill you mate,” Calum threatens and Rose giggles, squeezing his arm.
“He didn’t mess it up. It went a little off course but how we met was like that, too. He did steal my book and all,” she teases and pinches his cheek.
“You stole mine, too,” he chuckles leaning into her, his eyes darting between her lips and eyes. “Amongst other things you stole.”
Rose’s stomach flips and all she can do in response is smile. He kisses her quickly just as a woman’s voice breaks apart their moment.
“Sorry I’m late guys, work was killer. Oh! Is this Rose? Cal, she’s gorgeous! Hi, I’m Ruby.”
Rose takes Ruby’s outstretched hand, a little taken aback at her energy but appreciative at the same time for it. Ruby is Ashton’s soulmate and Rose can see exactly how perfect they are for each other.
“Rose. Nice to meet you,” Rose smiles kindly.
“Hey Rube,” Calum grins.
“I’m stealing your girl so I can get to know her better. We’ll be back, boys,” Ruby announces pulling Rose off the couch. She blows a kiss to Ashton who is used to her antics by now.
“Be nice!” Calum calls watching them head to the bar.
“I’m always nice!” Ruby shouts back then gives Rose a warm smile. “I’m so happy we finally get to meet. I remember Calum talking about you before you even met the first time, he was so in love with your poetry book.”
“It’s not my own poetry book, but I wrote in it sometimes,” Rose shrugs.
“It’s yours,” Ruby nods affirmatively then flags down the bartender. “Two lemon shots please, you like those right?”
“Yeah, I love them,” Rose smiles.
After the girls took their shots, Rose is feeling even more comfortable with Calum’s friends. Soon enough, she’s cracking jokes and singing along to the music that’s playing. Calum is elated that his best friend soulmates and his true love soulmate are getting along so well. He doesn’t even try to be inconspicuous as he kisses her in front of all these people, especially his friends.
*****
The rain pours consistently against her building, it sounds like large handfuls of rice hitting the glass of her windows. It’s a calming sound that almost mimics the ocean waves while she and Calum are atop her bed reading their poetry books. It’s a quiet night in and while she’s getting lost in the words on her page, a loud crack of thunder erupts outside causing Rose to jump and drop her book.
“It’s just thunder baby,” Calum grins at her and she glares at him.
“I hate thunderstorms.”
“Let me read to you, c’mere,” he shifts on her bed and she scoots closer to him.
From shoulder to feet, they’re touching, and she listens aptly to the low rasp of his voice. Through the rain it sounds even more sultry than normal and makes goosebumps form on her skin. While he reads Michael Faudet’s poem, she takes his hand in hers.
‘You took my hand in yours.’
While he reads of the author commentating on his lover’s actions, Rose follows along perfectly.
‘Guiding my fingers beneath the hem of your panties.’
Calum swallows harshly as she drags his hand beneath the hem of her cotton shorts, leading his fingers between her legs. When he touches her, they both stop. They both turn their heads and stare into each other’s eyes.
“Keep going,” she blinks at him innocently while her fingers are making his do the opposite of innocent.
Calum turns back to the page.
“’Showing me exactly how you want to be touched— ‘” she makes his fingers circle around her clit and his breath catches. “’—like a ballerina in the spotlight doing a slow pirouette.’”
He tosses the book away as soon as he finishes the last word of the poem, his mouth on hers while his fingers dance between her legs. Thunder rumbles and Rose squeaks when he teases his finger inside her opening.
He shifts his weight removing his hand so she’s in between his thighs. When he deepens the kiss by slipping his tongue in her mouth, Rose moves her hands over his shoulders and down to his waist. She places her hands under his shirt to glide over the soft, warm skin of his back. Her actions make his shirt ride up.
“What’re you tryin’ to do?” he teases playfully, teeth pulling on her lower lip.
“Take this off,” she huffs, and he pulls back to look in her eyes. She tugs on his shirt again.
Calum leans back on his knees and she follows him into a sitting position as if an invisible string has them connected. Rose watches him tug his shirt off. The movement tousles his hair slightly; he licks his lips moving forward but Rose stops him with her hand on his chest.
“What--?”
“Shh,” she hushes. Her eyes drink him in; his dark tattoos and smooth skin over his tight muscles that she can’t help but run her hands over.
Calum watches her with growing lust. He’s getting drunk off the way she’s looking at him and the way her hands feel that are now on his waist.
“How are you real?” she whispers, eyes looking up at him and he smiles.
His eyes lower to her lips before darting back to her eyes. “I was just thinking the same thing. Want to join me in the no shirt party?” but his fingers are already working on the buttons of her pajama shirt. She helps him by undoing the last buttons on the bottom, then pulls her arms out of the sleeves. Calum tosses the fabric to the end of the bed.
His eyes devour her, and it makes Rose’s belly burn insatiably until his mouth is on her neck, suckling and kissing the skin. His hand cups her left breast right away, his thumb stroking over her nipple before he removes his lips from her neck so he can suckle on the other breast. She sighs in his ear as his tongue flicks the hardened bud.
“Mm,” she moans quietly, and she falls back against her pillows, his mouth still attached to her breast as he falls with her.
He shifts his head over to the other one now, his thumb now brushing the underside as his mouth sucks on this breast. She’s plump and perfect in his hand and mouth. He releases her breast with a pop before kissing the space between her breasts and back up to her lips.
“Was that okay?” he asks around her mouth, the chain of his necklace knocks against her collarbone. The contrast of his warm mouth and cool bite of the chain electrifies her.
“Mhm, felt good,” she smiles scratching her nails down his sideburns.
They continue kissing, his hand travels down her waist and over her hip so he can pull her leg up over his waist, he wants her as close as possible. When he places his lips on her neck again, she huffs into his hair while he makes a mark. He’s surprised that she’s leading his hand in between her legs again.
Calum’s hesitant at first, not wanting to cross any lines, so he keeps his hand there while he kisses on her neck. It isn’t until she starts rubbing herself with his hand that he begins to circle his fingers over her core.
“Can I?” he asks trailing his fingers back under her cotton shorts and the waistline of her panties.
“Mmm, yes,” she exhales, and it makes him shiver.
His fingers slide between her folds until he finds her clit. Her body jolts at his touch and he grins against her neck feeling how wet she is. He rubs slow circles against her clit and Rose gyrates her hips with his motions, her breath becoming more ragged.
He wants to see her face, so he lifts his head up to gaze at her and she’s so beautiful. She’s biting her lip even as it trembles, her thighs trembling as well with his motions.
“You’re so pretty, baby,” he sighs and teases her hole with the tip of his finger just like before. Rose releases her lip from her teeth with a gasp, her body exhales. “Does that feel good?”
“Yes, yes,” she practically whines, eyes clenched shut and Calum teases her again, adding a bit more of his finger this time.
“D’you want more?”
Her fingers are in his hair now as she nods, forcing her eyes open to look at him. “Please, Cal, I want more.”
He inserts his finger slowly, feeling how snug she is and pumps his finger halfway a few times to gather her arousal. Once his finger is nice and slick, he pushes in all the way and she’s gasping, pulling on his hair. He rests his forehead onto hers, watching her mouth open and close soundlessly as he rotates his finger inside of her.
She’s warm and soft, and he can only imagine what she’d feel like around his dick.
He slips his other finger in as well and she cries out his name. Rose is rocking her hips against his hand as he slides and scissors his fingers in and out at the perfect speed, curling and swirling them each time.
“Ooh, I’m almost . . . don’t stop, please,” she begs breathlessly, and Calum obeys.
He feels her about to cum, the satisfying squelch of his fingers thrusting in and out of her is increasing as her orgasm approaches.
“So warm, baby,” he breathes, and he feels her clench around his fingers. “So pretty when you moan for me, am I making you feel good? Yeah? You almost there, for me? C’mon, I can feel you. . ..”
“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” she chants and holds him tightly against her chest as she comes.
He feels her body go rigid in pleasure, short gasps burst from her lips and he watches her come undone hungrily. When her body relaxes and her legs fall away, he stops his movements and removes his fingers slowly. He examines them in the lowlight, glistening with her juices and with his eyes locked on hers, he inserts them in his mouth.
It’s the perfect mixture of salty and sweet, his ocean and rose girl.
To his surprise, Rose pulls his fingers from his mouth and without batting an eye, slips them between her own lips. He feels her tongue swirl up and around his fingers, licking herself off him.
“Shit, that’s so hot,” he grunts. With his fingers still suctioned between her lips, she wiggles out of her shorts and underwear, tossing them to the side. “I have an idea.”
“Okay,” she whispers removing her mouth from his digits.
She kisses the pads delicately before he stretches down and grabs his book. He hands it to her and scoots lower on the bed, smirking while he kisses down her belly. “Open up,” he tells her and as she opens the book, he spreads her legs. “Read to me.”
Her head is swimming with the erotic act that he’s doing but she does as he says and starts to read. Calum starts off slow with soft kisses on the inside of her thighs because he’s listening to the way her voice shakes. When she turns the page, he fully dives in with his mouth suctioning to her folds and Rose gasps. Her voice shakes more, and her legs are quick to follow while Calum creates his own poem with his tongue and lips.
He eats her out slowly and with intense care. He nips and sucks in just the right formation. Rose stops reading and starts moaning, her body curves upward in pleasure. Calum’s palm is flat on her belly while the other is hooked around her thigh to keep her body open for him. He hums against her as he feels her stomach tighten and he licks at her faster, she sucks in a breath and holds it while she basks in her orgasm.
Calum is hypnotized by the rise and fall of her breasts as she gathers her breath, he tongues at her lazily before removing his mouth. With the shadows on her face from the rain falling down her windows, it looks like she’s been crying, but he knows it would be tears of pleasure if it were real.
Rose drags him back up her body, her mouth hot and urgent on his.
“I want you,” she sighs into his mouth, her hand cups the bulge under his sweatpants.
“I want you too,” he nibbles on her lip. They’re both scrambling to remove the last article of clothing he’s wearing, and she reaches into her drawer pulling out a condom.
Noses touching, eyes locked, he pushes himself inside her, both moaning at the intense feeling of the stretch. Their breath is hot as he settles his hips against hers. He fills her completely then pulls back so he can create a steady rhythm and to hopefully hear her moans again.
Rose moans instantly, her fingers trailing up and down his back while he rocks her world. Her head tilts back and he uses the opportunity to kiss on her sweet neck, she tastes like roses and rainwater. Their heads become dizzy as his thrusts become faster and faster.
Sequentially, she screams his name just as the thunder rumbles loudly and as he’s reached his own high. It shakes the framework of the building and when he collapses on top of her, neither one can tell if the thunder or their lovemaking shook the world.
****
The next morning, Calum woke Rose up with breakfast in bed complete with French toast, scrambled eggs, bacon, and a glass of orange juice. Rose is amazed at his gesture and they share the breakfast together while exchanging small pillow talk.
“You really are a great chef,” she compliments as they finish the last bite.
“Thank you,” he grins then discards the plates onto her nightstand. When he turns back around, he captures her lips in a sweet, syrupy kiss that he quickly deepens and makes her heart race. “Care to join me for a shower?”
“Yes please,” she smiles on his lips and kisses him once more. “Why don’t you go get it started, I’ll be in in a minute.”
“Don’t be too long, Rosie.”
Rose is left a little stunned as he slips from the bed and walks to her bathroom completely naked. He’s perfect from every angle. When the bathroom door closes, she scrambles for her black notebook and writes furiously on the page before skipping into the bathroom to join a wet Calum under the stream of warm water.
Since the night they shared together, Rose has been itching to share what she wrote in her notebook but it’s not that common for soulmates to use the ‘L’ word. The logic behind the reasoning does make sense, but if you’re soulmates there’s really no need to say those three little words.
Those three little words that are only written about and acted out in movies. Those three little words hold a different kind of weight, a different form of finality in the construct of soulmates. It’s been eating away at her for the last three days on whether she should just show him the poem.
Calum has tried to get what’s bothering her out of her, but Rose is stubborn and tells him it’s nothing. Calum is stubborn too but he’s more stubborn in a quieter version. He watches her actions, pinpoints her voice when it gets too high and notices how often her eyes glance to her book beside her bed.
She’s shown him her poetry in there before, but he hasn’t seen her write in it lately. While she’s fixing her make-up in the bathroom before going on a double date with Ashton and Ruby, Calum breaks his own moral code of privacy and opens her book. He flips through it until he gets to the last page she wrote in; he won’t look at anything else.
He begins to read:
‘Dancing in the moonlight while floorboards creak and hearts race, a moment frozen in time measured through the saxophone notes and rain patters against the windows. The smell of roses in her hair while rainwater grows their love right before their eyes in the palm of their hands it blooms and flourishes, growing, growing, growing.’
He’s speechless. This is clearly about their first date but that was nearly nine months ago, and she wrote the ‘L’ word. Does she want to say it to him? Did she know on their first date that she felt that precise word for him?
His mind is racing because even Ashton and Ruby haven’t said the ‘L’ word to each other. But he and Rose aren’t like them, what they feel and the connection they have runs deeper than the normal soulmate scenario. He felt it the first time their pinkies touched. He felt it when he looks in her eyes.
The door opens and Rose steps out, gasping when she sees what’s in his hands. Instead of anger for going through it, she feels embarrassment that he found it. She feels more naked and vulnerable under his gaze. Her throat is dry, but she still wants to try and rectify her slip up.
“I can explain,” she starts, fingers twisting together in nerves. Calum stares at her. “I wrote that the first night we slept together, it was just words in my mind that I needed to get out and I—”
Calum drops her book to the bed and gathers her in his arms in one swoop, one heartbeat of time. He kisses her with everything he has in him, her lips taste like cherries and she smells like roses and rainwater. His favorite smell. Rose gasps into the kiss but kisses him back with fervor, she untangles her fingers and clutches onto his leather jacket.
“You don’t have to explain, sweetheart,” he murmurs.
“I don’t?”
“No, because I’ve been thinking and feeling the same thing.”
“You have?” she gulps, staring up at him under her long lashes.
“Yes, silly girl,” he grins cupping her cheeks in his hands. His eyes never stray from hers and his voice doesn’t falter, “I love you, too.”
Rose smiles as she feels a new kind of warmth grow inside her, it’s a glowing type of warm that she knows won’t fade in time. It hovers inside her and she feels as if it’s waiting to latch onto something.
“I love you,” she tells him and that warm glow bursts out of her and right into Calum. She swears she saw it and the way he gasps makes her think he saw it too or is feeling it now inside him.
“Did you feel that?” he asks, his eyes widening, and she can see that glow burning inside his irises.
“I still feel it,” she nods sliding her hand up his stomach and onto his chest. “But I feel it in here,” she presses her hand right over his heart.
“I do too. Loving you is easy to do.”
They kiss and revel in this newfound feeling from saying those three words, it’s as if their kisses are sealing an unspoken vow to say them as much as they can. They were fifteen minutes late to dinner but when Calum traced ‘I ♡ U’ on the back of her hand, she decides that fifteen minutes was well worth it.
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Different Pt.2- Vernon Series
admin k: i didn’t have time to edit it, sorry if theres a lot of mistakes. also if it’s cheesy…sorry lol and ik it’s long…sorry. idk! I just wanted it up as soon as possible. I will link the first part later on but I’m busy rn, posting really quickly!
word count: 3k 
genre: fluff
summary: vernon is an idol who falls in love with you, the reader, throughout the series and as time passes, they face troubles that may separate them
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You thought that the time you met in the cafe would be the only time you’d ever see the boys, especially Vernon for the last time.
You never imagined that you’d meet up with them again…or get their numbers…or become friends with them. You didn’t know how just one meet up turned your life upside down.
Is…is it really happening? Are you really friends with idols? You weren’t exactly ‘fangirling’ but just surprised to know this was happening.
You only felt the shock of being friends with famous idols for a day. After that, you treated the situation as a casual thing since they are normal people..right?
They’re just like Hoshi, you’ve met them in person. Why was it still so hard to process this?
“Hi.” You breathed out. You’re next hang out with them came quicker than you thought.
This time, instead at a cafe, you were out to get dinner.
You were in front of Vernon as he gave you a small smile back. “Hi.” So you’re back to being awkward…
The others were much more casual with you which made you feel closer to them but with Vernon, you always felt distant at first. You hoped that the tension would go away later just like before.
Even with the tension, it drew you to be more curious about Vernon. He was very attractive, both on the inside and outside. Anyone who has eyes would say he’s attractive. His hair wasn’t styled today, it fell across his forehead, covering his eyebrows and his eyes a little bit. His hair was a little wavy and dyed brown. It looked naturally soft and it complimented his eyes. You could tell he was going for a more laid back look by his outfit. The black mask he wore covered most of his face which disappointed you since you loved to see his smile. Maybe he’ll take it off later on in the night.
Before meeting up, you had texted Vernon a few times. He showed his personality much more easily through his texts. He’d always send you something funny and reply to you often so you got to have good conversations with him.
“How was practice?” And now, you had to put so much effort into just making small talk with the guy.
Was he like this with everyone??
He talked in a low voice often while you two walked with the others to the restaurant near the Pledis building.
The conversation go nowhere so you let out a tired breath once you got to the restaurant.
After a while, you gave up on trying to talk to him. You weren’t going to force him to speak up or be the one to create a conversation between the two of you. He really was making you put in the effort and it upset you.
Instead of talking with Vernon, you talked with the other guys who easily made you laugh and smile and feel welcomed.
Vernon and you didn’t speak for a good amount of tim during the dinner. It wasn’t until the end of the night that the guy decided to finally speak to you in a commanding and loud voice.
He had grabbed your wrist a bit forcefully, stopping you from leaving. He didn’t pull you too hard because he didn’t want to hurt you or make it seem like he’s  a bad guy.
“Y/N.”
“What?” You groaned a little, turning around to him. He could tell you were a bit pissed off at him and he knew why…yet he still had a hard time apologizing and using his words.
All he could do was look at you in your eyes, in hopes you would understand that he was sorry.
You waited for an answer but seeing that he wouldn’t say anything for a while, you let out another big breath. Just as you were about to turn around again he quickly grabbed your wrist, shocking you but he kept his grip firm as he made sure to keep a strong eye contact with you.
“I’m sorry.” He finally said.
“For what?” You mumbled, feeling hurt and wanting to know what he was doing to you. How could he play you like this? Right now, you didn’t know what to think of Vernon.
Through messages, calls, tv shows and all that, he was so bright and happy but whenever you were with him, in person, he was a completely different person.
He bit his lower lip. “I’m not good with…talking, especially with you.”
You huffed. “I can tell.” You responded in a much bitter tone than expected. You continued to speak. “Look, you don’t have to talk with me if you don’t want to. I understand, you’re an idol, I’m just an average girl, a stranger to you. You’ll forget me faster if we just stop…keeping in contact now.” You decided to try to end things with Vernon.
Whatever you two had…
“No!” Vernon argued, becoming frustrated with himself for not being able to let his true feelings show. “Y/N…I like talking to you. Actually…it’s probably my favourite part of the day. I’ve been happier talking with you. Whenever I see your name pop up on my phone, it brings a smile to my face. Even ask Hoshi if you don’t believe me! I really do like talking with you, please..don’t leave.” His last words were a desperate, calming whisper that hit your heart oh so gently yet deeply.
Was…Vernon, an idol, asking you to stay? “That’s..the most I’ve heard you talk..ever. Even more than on music shows.” He laughed, showing off his shining white teeth. You loved his smile so much, especially when you were the reason why he was smiling.
Vernon let go of your wrist, seeing that you would stay with him. “I’m serious Y/N…” He spoke up again, wanting you to really understand that he was serious about you staying.
You gave him a small smile letting out a little huff. “I know Vernon, I know.”
“Vernon! Woozi called from a distance, calling for him to come with the others. 
 “You better text me.” Vernon said playfully. “I’ll see you later.” You said to him before waving to the others and headed the other direction.
Why was it that Vernon wanted you to continue your relationship with him? You were sure he had other friends, many idol friends. How could he possibly see something special in you? Weren’t you…just average? Just normal?
—-
You continued to talk through texts and calls, whenever you met up, he understood how to act around you now. He was much more open about himself and much more himself when you hung out as the days past. Then, months past and still, you were friends with Vernon.
It was surprising, thinking back to the time you met him up until now. You never thought you’d stayed this close to someone as big of an idol as he is.
Never would you imagine that you’d be friends with another idol, ever. Hoshi was the only idol friend but you knew him before fame.
Vernon…was different. You met him when he was already an idol.
At times, you of course forgot labels  and about your different worlds. Whenever the two of you talked, it felt like it was only you two in the whole world. He was your focus and your happiness for the moment.
You appreciated his friendship. Him being there was all you needed sometimes. At your worst, he was there to talk with you and when he was not feeling well, you were there for him.
Your friendship was strong and great as any other however, there were a few times where you’d..you’d wish things were different.
You’d wished that maybe…just maybe you lived in the same world, together. You didn’t know if it was because you truly loved having him in your life as a friend and wanted him by your side or…because there was something else there in your relationship. Vernon would make you feel butterflies in your stomach and you wouldn’t be able to sleep just because you kept thinking about him. You were confused. Did you like him? As a guy? Or is it just media that’s making him seem like..a perfect partner for you?
You had no idea and hated the thought, knowing it would never happen. It was impossible for you, a normal college student to love someone like him. How could he love you either?
You decided to think it was just a quick, useless thought so you shook it off and forgot about it but truly…you had that thought often and it hurt you..it really did.
“Would you…want to go out if you’re not busy?” Vernon asked through the phone in a soft, low and serious voice.
You were grabbing your keys from the living room while you were on a call with Vernon. You slowed down your movements, to think. He was asking just to hang out right? As friends? Of course he was! Why would he even ask you on a date? It was all in your mind.
“As…in a date?” He added. Fuck. But wait…is this a good thing?
You didn’t even think before already agreeing. “Y-yeah, I’d love to.” What are you getting yourself into?
“Great, then I’ll pick you up at 7?” You continued to say yes without thinking before you answered.
After ending the call you screamed, unsure if it was out of excitement or frustration.
You were happy to go out with Vernon right? You couldn’t believe, he’d asked you.
Is…is he being serious about it? What if someone finds out? It’s just one date…it’s nothing.
‘It’s nothing’ yet you still spent hours getting ready. He didn’t say where you were going but you still dressed up a little bit, just to make sure you were well dressed for wherever you were headed to.
7:00 came earlier than expected but you were already prepared and ready to go out with Vernon. Vernon Hansol Chwe. Wow, you’d never expected for yourself to be going on a date with an idol.
You weren’t starstruck, nor did you often think about him as an idol. He was more of a friend…a really famous, good looking friend to you. That..you were attracted to very much but, you had to keep in mind that there was a line between your average life and his fame life.
You treated you date with Vernon normal, as any other date you’ve been on because, you did know him and see him as a person in your life.
You didn’t know if there’d be another date but it seemed like your date went well for the two of you. You both smiled and laughed often, like your usual hang outs but this time, something different was that he secretly took your hand into his when you weren’t paying attention. He didn’t look at you when he took you head. Instead, his hood was one and he faced the other direction while you two were walking.
You giggled, biting your lower lip holding back your big smile. Giving his hand a squeeze, you let him know that you were happy that he held your hand and that you were okay with it.
When he did finally turn to look at you, his smile was so big and he acted like a child but he was cute. You loved his smile as always and you could never get enough of his smile or his happy mood around you. You wished you could see his smile everyday.
And again, you reminded yourself what your reality was and your smile faded a little bit. 
It wasn’t long til your date finally ended. “I would stay longer and do more things with you Y/N, but I have to get back to the studio.”
“It’s okay, I had fun.” You smiled, reassuring him that you understood that he had a job to get to and it was strict of him to get there on time.
He gave you a small smile. “Maybe we can do this again some time soon.” He hugged you and whispered in your ear, making you flustered.
Could you..really date him? Would your dream come true? Was it really that easy for you to just say yes?
“Yeah..I’d like that.”
And so, you had another date. And another, and another. The more time spent, the more attracted you were to Vernon and the more you fell for him.
He felt the same and there were days where the two of you would just stay up all night, thinking about the other one.
It still felt like a dream to you until really hit and your nightmare came along.
“Photos were leaked by Dispatch yesterday night of you two.” You had gotten a call from the CEO of Pledis, calling you in to a meeting with Vernon.
You didn’t even know that Vernon was going to be there until you entered the room. You had no idea why you had a meeting with Pledis but if the CEO calls, you thought it was important so you went to the building.
Directing you to one of the meeting rooms, you finally found out why you were there.
Seeing the photos from the news, you were surprised they had caught you out with Vernon. The photos weren’t horrible, it just showed the two of you walking out to a cafe, masked and covering your face.
There wasn’t much to say that you two were a couple yet the article tried stating otherwise. Rumours were now spreading about Vernon having a girlfriend which was you.
“You understand what this could do to Vernon’s image as an idol Miss Y/L/N? It’s only been a couple of years since he’s debuted. It’s not a good effect on his reputation as an idol to be in a relationship so soon in his career. He should be sen focusing on his group. Now, are you two really dating? Please tell me the truth so we can figure out maters this instinct before things become worst and more rumours spread.”
You had no words and you had no idea what to say. You knew something like this was to come, sooner or later but in the moment, you had said yes to dating him because..you did like him. Why couldn’t you be happy with him?
“Yes.” Vernon respond, confident but respectful. He felt no guilt in saying and confirming your relationship.
You looked to him but he kept his eye contact with his boss. You were still surprised of his answer. Why would he say that? What is he trying to get at? Wouldn’t you have to end things..? Doesn’t it sound like that?
The CEO of Pedis did not seem please about his answer but couldn’t be so angry as Vernon and you were only young adults, not fully aware of your mistakes.
“I’m sorry sir but it’s the truth and I’d like to continue being in a relationship with her. I also want to keep a good image so, if there’s any way to stop the rumours and keep our relationship a secret, I’d very much appreciate that sir.” He asked so kindly and he seemed so mature asking for such an offer.
You looked to the CEO, in hopes he would have a kind heart for you and Vernon.
He looked to both you and vernon, tapping his pen before placing it down. “This is a warning. If it happens again, I can’t promise anything. Surely, you’ll understand this is your only strike, don’t mess up. I’m warning you, I’m a man of my words and I’m telling you now, if it happens again, this relationship will be over and the two of you will no longer be able to see each other at all and under no circumstances.” He stood up, pointing at the both of you with his pen in a serious, dominant voice.
You both nodded and bowed, thanking him repeatedly before he tells you to leave.
“So..about what you said earlier..” You said in a small voice, looking up at him after you left the room. 
You were walking hand in hand and he laughed, placing a kiss on your cheek. “I thought we’ve already went through that Y/N.”
“I just…I just want to hear you say it.” You admitted.
He raised his eyebrows at you. “Say what? That you’re my girlfriend.” He exaggerated the word as he leaned in closer again and the two of you laughed. You pushed his chest gently, feeling your cheeks turn pink from how much he was making you feel flustered. —-
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