#it suuuucks cuz my hours are getting cut so bad and its like

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i need to like collapse into bed and have it swallow me whole and never emerge from the depths of it until perhaps four months have passed

#brot posts #im so tired like tired beyond words #i just want to lay in bed and sleep in. so desperately #it suuuucks cuz my hours are getting cut so bad and its like #frustrating beyond belief cuz i told myself yes i need to stop grinding myself to the bone by working 60 hr weeks #but also i said hey its december its the holidays this is the busiest time for both my jobs #so i told myself i’d grind out the end of the year by working myself a lot AND THEN take a step back #but no!! both jobs cutitng my hours im losing it #I NEED MONEY ‼️‼️‼️ #and yet despite the fact im working a normal 40 hour work week now - nay perhaps even 35 hours - im stull so tired #because despite the fact my hours are cut. im still fucking waking up at 5:30am every damn day bc my michaels shifts are early morning for #some fucking reason #and just the fsct i cant lay in bed for hours and sleep in is like. killing me #im so exhausted from the weather and the darkness and now also my period #and i just cant get the chance to recuperate even though my hours are cut #so its even MORE frustrating bc its like - if im gonna be this tired anyway i might as well be tired and making money )?) #but no?? im getting these measly ass paychecks and yet im still fucking tired #lose lose situation. this shit sucks man