i asked my friend if they wanted to go to a showing of TNBC for a fun halloween event and they reply with
"ive seen that so many times"
so i say "and?"
and they're like "i can literallt recite it by word"
alright then i'll ask someone else because i'm gonna pressume that's a no
Like i've seen TNBC 10000000 times i wasn't saying omg we shld see this new movie it'll be good, no i just wanted to do something for halloween because i've not been able to acc celebrate my favourite fucking holiday for over 7 YEARS
this is the same friendship that's meant to be my longest and closest but recently i've been having doubts on whether or not its worth it, like i cancelled things for this person multiple times for them to cancel on me...
But i keep feeling bad bc they are my closest friend bc high school isolated me from everyone in my year and now in college its all online learning so there's no real communication with anyone, and everyone else i know is online and i love you guys so much
i just wished i went out more or at least had people to go out more with
and with this friendship i feel like everything we once had in common is now gone, they barely think about HP, they hate Horrors, they look down on the music i listen to now as well
I feel so shit about it but i ignored them after they sent that last snap saying they'd seen it too many times
ok rant over
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Movie night for your Teen Wolf OCs?
Zach: he’s the asshole that makes jokes during the whole movie. Granted, it’s funny. Or he’s making out with Brett. Loves horror but will watch literallt anything
Matika: she’s usually the one who organized it and is at the bottom of the cuddle pile and loving every moment of it. She’s got one hand in someone’s hair and another on someone’s back or waist. Makes Isaac feed her bc her hands are busy. Sucker for Romantic Comedies
Ace: he’s usually sitting in a recliner, usually immersed in the movie. He brought the popcorn and he’s eating most of it. Will snuggle with pidge if she feels like it. Will NOT come to horror nights. He likes animated movies
Meena: it’s hosted by her and everyone has their own blanket and lil food kit and hot cocoa or if it’s summer everyone has cold drinks and she uses a bedsheet to project movies on. She always will pick animated movies.
Hue: likes to stretch across the whole couch, or will watch the movie upside down. Likes the oddest positions to rest in, gets into a movie pretty quickly. Always brings the veggie or fruit platter.
Lars: he falls asleep halfway through and clings to the warmest person in the room or Zach.
Lyka: she’s cuddling someone, or if it’s a horror night and someone’s scared, she’s clutching them to her chest. She’s got a crazy straw to drink her blood from (also makes it easier for her to not move as much)
Oz: watches everything with muted interest, if he shows any at all. Looks bored, probably was dragged to the event. Eats two huge bags of chips in a sitting.
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1. What’s your middle name, and do you like it? - not telling, and no
2. are you artistic? -i guess
3. Have you had your first kiss? -Ofc not im aidan fucking casey (anyone hmu im lonely)
4. What is your life goal? -to influence people
5. Do you have any experiences with a famous person? -i once tweeted at casey neistat and he didnt respond
6. Do you play any sports? -not any more
7. What’s your worst fear? -failure
8. Who’s your biggest inspiration? -probably casey neistat
9. Do you have any cool talents? -i can freak people out by looking at them
10. are you a morning person? -yeah if im not woken up early
11. How do you feel about pet names? -the closest i get to that is calling someone B
12. Do you like to read? -yeah but i dont read as much as id like to
13. Name a list of shows that have changed your life.- does casey neistats vlog count? (Ill shut up with the casey neistat)
14. Do you care about your follower count?- i do on my rinsta, but it bothers me that people feel validated based off of numbers like that (likes etc)
15. What’s the best dream you’ve had? -i dont remember my dreams- the weirdest dream i had was that everyone i knew was trans
16. Have you ever kissed someone of your same gender? -by accident once (does that count?)
17. Do you have any pets?- I have a kitten named Rocket and a full grown cat named Oreo (who is dying of multiple cases of cancer)
18. Are you religious? - Im pretty agnostic, and the catholic church disgusts me
19. Are you a people person?- definitely
20. Are you considered popular?- i try not to think in terms like that, but i guess i have a lot of friends?
21. What is one of your bad habits?- procrastination
22. What’s something that makes you feel vulnerable?- depression
23. What would you name your children? - ill name one of em’ Casey to fuck with them
24. Who’s your celebrity crush? - Emma Watson?
25. What’s your best subject?- Best- French, Favorite- Art
26. Dogs or cats? Doggos
27. most used social media besides tumblr?- Snapchat/INstagram
28. best friends name? I dont categorize people as best friends, but matt and sara are my oldest friends
29. who does your main family consist of? mostly my grandmother and grandfather tbh
30. Chocolate or sugar? SUGAR
31. have you ever been on a date? no
32. Do you like roller coasters? n0
33. Can you swim? n.O
34. What would you do in the event of an apocalypse? hide in a school with a weapon
35. Have you struggled with any kind of mental disorder? self-diagnosed depression? (dont worry i too am rolling my eyes)
36. Are your parents together? barely
37. What’s your favorite color? anything
38. What country are you from/do you live in? ‘MURCA (fuck yeah)
39. Favorite singer? whatever’s on
40. Do you see yourself being famous some day? i wish
41. Do you like dresses? no
42. Favorite song right now? All Night- Parov Stelar
43. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? im fine with it ironically, or as a joke, but if people are talking about it literallt shit gets weird
44. How old were you when you first got your period? did you just assume my gender?
45. Have you ever shot a gun? yep
46. Have you ever done yoga? nope
47. Are you a horror girl? did you just assume my gender?
48. Are you good at giving advice? i like to think that I am, but like i dont take my own advice
49. Tell us a story about your childhood. no fuck off
50. How are you doing today? meh
51. Were you a cute kid? i was thicc af
52. Can you dance? when nobody is looking im good
53. Is there anything you do that you can’t remember ever not doing? twirling pens
54. Have you ever dyed your hair? yea and im still recoiling from all of the people that called me a fag
55. What color are your eyes? BLUE
56. What’s your favorite animal? squirrels?
57. Have you ever made a huge fool of yourself? hell yeah man i do it like 3x a day
58. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? not really
59. Do you have good friends? most of them are 8/8 m8
60. Are you close with anyone of the lgbtq+ group? sure
61. What’s your favorite class? Studio Art? I put the most effort into it, and its where i get my lowest grades
62. List all the tv shows you are watching. not watching any atm
63. Are you organized? I try to be but i evenually get lazy and shit collapses
64. What was the last movie you saw? Opinion? Inside Out- I’m still super sh00k
65. Which tv character do you relate to most?- bob ross i guess i dont watch that much tv
68. What are some things that stand between you and complete happiness?- reality
69. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing?- I’d like to think I’d do something super cool and revolutionary but to be real id probably buy a lot of expensive shit and never do anything
70. What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die? I’d be a little less afraid of failure, because I’d have more chances
71. What would you do differently if you knew that no one was judging you? I’d dye my hair and shit
72. If you could start over, what would you do differently?- a lot of shit that I wont write here
73. Would you break the law to save a loved one?- depends on the law/ who
74. When was the last time you traveled somewhere new?- I went to The Grand Canyon last summer
75. When you think of your home, what immediately comes to mind?- I think of my grandmother’s house
76. What have you done to pursue your dreams lately? How about today?- I’m stuck in thsi existential gridlock where i know what i want to be but i dont know what to do next
77. What did you want to be when you were a kid?- happy
78. If you dropped everything to pursue your dreams, what would you be risking?- most of the safety and stability of everything around me
79.When did you not speak up, when you know you really should have?- no idea; i push that shit out of my head
80. Describe the next five years of your life, and your plans, in a single sentence.- highschool, then college.
81. What would happen if you never wasted another minute of your life, what would that look like?- I wouldnt sleep, and that would be pretty shit
82. If you could live forever, how would you spend eternity?- trying to kill myself (I dont want to live forever)
83. How would you spend a billion dollars? on myself
84. If you could time travel, would you go to the past or the future? past, but id want to go back
85. What motivates you to succeed?- nothing, and thats my problem
86. What dream that you’ve had has resonated with you the most? idk yet
87. Would you rather live in the city or the woods? Why? City- i need to be around lots of people
88. Do you believe in life after death? No
89. What teacher inspired you the most? How did they? So far, i guess Andrea Lee
90. What’s your fondest childhood memory? Gramma R’s house
91. If you could have dinner with any one person, living or dead, who would they be and why? My grampa dave, he seemed like a cool guy
92. What would you have to see to cry tears of joy? Idk
93. What is the hardest lesson you had to learn in life? Idk
94. What do you think happens after we die? We get buried/cremated
95. What would you do if you would be invisible? Walk around naked
96. What’s something you can’t do no matter how hard you try? Avoid awkwardness
97. Would you want to choose the sex and appearance of your offspring? Yeah i guess
98. How did your first crush develop? We were friends for a while and i guess it just evolved from there
99. Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it? Idk man
100. Do you live or do you just exist? You live
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