#it doesnt help that neither of them have stars so they cant actually contact aya

[chisatowo]

While all of random card au Tsugumi's broken relationships make me explode a lil, recently I've been the most obsessed with their and Sayo's relationship, because it's the one where a lot of what when wrong was not only actively Tsugumi's fault, but also consciously. It's honestly rly unsettling looking at it from Sayo's perspective, because with the others the things that went wrong were mostly contained to one moment, one scene pieced together by the past light vessels outside of either their or Tsugumi's knowledge. This isn't that. Tsugumi actively lied to Sayo from the start, and was in no way pushed to do so by the past vessels. Like Tsugumi wasn't exactly mentally stable, but that obviously doesn't stop it from being fucked up. Anyways can you tell I found a new random card au Tsugu song recently

#rat rambles #band posting #random card au #sayo is having A Time in this au fjfmdkdjf #I need to develop her and rei's plot more cause theyre rly important but they also dont do a whole lot at the same time #its just them pondering 50 things at any given time but obly being able to shrug and be like welp mayve well fibd out someday #meanwhile tsugumi is rapidly spiraling and just clinging to sayo as the only comfort in their life #while also knowing what theyre doing is fucked up and that all this is a ticking timebomb and wont last #but not being able to let go of that last speck of comfort #sayo doesnt know abt any of this ofc but she will eventually. she unsurprisingly doesnt handle it well #meanwhile hina is just farting around with chisato not realising that she was basically murdered lol #and chisato is mostly just glad that theyre out of the void place and that hina is ok but theyre also in a constant state of freaking out #abt everything all the time #look they basically just blacked out for like 5 years and now theyre an adult and so are all their friends and also one of said friends is #somehow a god now and no one else remembers anything abt him from before he was abducted #and hina both is and isnt helping #it doesnt help that neither of them have stars so they cant actually contact aya #chisato is part star and hina died and got better so she also doesnt have one abymore #if chisato did have a star though aya would have gotten a very long and loud voicemail in seconds #anyways I need to sleep gn