#it did kinda feel nice tho :)

[noriee404]

sweetness tolerance

#chuu #i bet he’s informed about the whole kissing thing by niwa (and living 500 years) but still kinda confused #like humans how did u even came up with idea smushing each others faces #silly creatures #feels nice tho #he doesnt close his eyes lolol #lightheaded #scaralumine #scaramouche x lumine #scaralumi #wanderlumi #fanart #genshin art #lumine art #scaramouche art #wanderer genshin #lumine genshin #wanderer art #genshin impact #genshin #my art #art

[batfossil-fr]

I’ve been really thinking of reopening my art shop soon… I’ve been taking some practice doodles (hence all the posting lately) while I shake off my rust and I’m finding things I enjoy working on again. I miss trying my hand at more dragons/OCs and colors. my shop’s so broken rn lmao but that’s a problem for a later date it’s just nice getting back into art

#my mental health is starting to improve a bit #took a couple years but I found some meds that finally work better for me #ofc things aren’t 100% but I was really in a pit for a while #like ‘did not leave my house in months and slept 14 hours a day’ kind of pit #so. any improvement is better lol. but nah I’ve been making real improvement and im doing better. a lil shaky sometimes but that’s expected #diagnosed with chronic fatigue too. which is unfortunate but not unexpected. i am indeed god’s sleepiest soldier #i feel like a raisin slowly rehydrating but considering i was in a desert before any hydration is welcome #just learning how to enjoy things again overall #one thing I just couldn’t get myself to do (and enjoy) was art. doodles here and there but nothing to post #and it’s kind of funny because I feel like that downtime actually gave me a chance to think about what I wanted to work on #even when I wasn’t actively practicing #just paying attention to things I guess. enjoying art styles #i genuinely think my experimenting with stained is helping me learn colors #i spend hours in the scryshop im glad it’s paying off lmao #i want to tackle bigger things but i just gotta ease myself into the hang of things again #for now im having fun and that’s coooool. thank you all for your nice comments #i read all tags while kicking my feet and giggling. thank u all #that’s the update on Me tho. more to come hopefully #starting next month/julyish I will have a significant amount of time to dedicate to drawing which i intend on doing #so who knooowwwsss #rambles #funny enough coloring has become my favorite part of the process now. it used to be lineart. now lineart annoys me LOL #i also feel like i kinda lost my ability to write which has been frustrating but im focusing on art first #anyways that’s a whole different tangent rant over

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i love haircuts. i cant stop petting the back of my skull

#ITS SO FUZZY!!!! #ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE BUZZED THE BACK!!! #im so smooth and streamlined... like a Seal... #Yes my head is cold. oh but i feel so so free #and! AND! it will make wearing hairnets so much easier & more comfortable #it was very funny tho #the stylist gave me the rundown on what she did #and added that she kept it kinda soft looking to give it a more Feminine feel while still being a masc haircut #as i stood there. in my pin-covered vest. Not Giving A Shit lmaooo #like thank you??? i am going to make it look masc as fuck anyway #i Do appreciate her attention to detail tho! she was very thorough! #it should grow out nicely until i trim it again #absolutely unprompted #tho i miss my lil' sideburns... i let her buzz the sides/back a bit too short... #when will they return from the war... #man i love getting my hair cut tho #i usually Hate it when anyone is in my space bubble but... sigh. its nice #i can just sit and space out while my hair gets cleaned up <3 #its odd. i dont like being touched Except for when its my hair - which i am extremely particular about. i contain multitudes #SIDE NOTE TONIGHT I HAVE HEARD MY FIRST FROG SYMPHONY #opened the back door and!!! Frogs!!! whoa! there's Creatures out there!

[sysig]

It’s hard to put on a bright face, in spite of everything (Patreon)

#Doodles #Flowey #UT #Underfell #Just regular Underfell this time! His interactions with Fellplates!Gaster are fun but it was also a great springboard of thinking of Just He #I've never really considered Underfell!Flowey - I love that he's duplicitous and tragic and terrible <3 So a happy Flowey was just kinda #Fine I guess? Kinda missing his depth tho isn't he? #That's what I thought initially anyway hehe ♪ I think he could definitely hold some lies in his belly still ♫ #I think no matter what version you end up with - no matter what stimuli you introduce to him - you're going to end up with Flowey™ #He's still just a lost little soul with too much Determination and the ability to use it to his own ends - and he's bored. And he's Tired #Especially of getting killed all the time - that whole Kill or Be Killed thing got old Fast - faster than it did in Undertale anyhow #He's still just a fearful little dust-coward in there <3 And when he loses his ability to come back? Oh I think that'd scare him silly #I don't believe for a second that he'd be any more merciful to the player if he didn't think he'd get something from it #Protection - new things to see or feel - maybe he'd even have something of a capacity to be appreciative that'd be nice #And I do think he'd be genuinely helpful! But I think it'd have a Lot of the same undercurrents as what happens to him in the Genocide run #Depends a lot on the player as well - maybe the kinder you are to other monsters the better he'd behave #But would it be out of fear or cockiness of still surviving haha ♪ I just love when he's the worst! He's my favourite when he's the worst! #I think the big question would be Omega Flowey - I mean. Even someone kind-hearted like Asriel became what he did #And Asgore was willing to give himself up to become a True Monster as well - I just :| I don't think he'd fare well lol #Maybe the rules are different in Underfell I dunno but if the rules are the same- #But then again ♪ I also like it when he has the opportunity to be terrible and then doesn't. For whatever reason - selfish - selfless #He's just my favourite :) And it's fun to imagine him acting differently from the same source/different reasons hehe

[elibean]

I’m showing s1 to my sister (shoutout to @sarakass , join the suffer train) and we know how the noodle lesbians parallel our boys, right? There’s a line in that ep where the black-haired woman says something like “I’m going back to the very beginning” and I’m just like….HMMM……

#text post #link click #also it is hard to rewatch s1 and convince ppl lg isnt a total irredemeable asshole #it is…really hard to defend him not telling cxs abt the earthquake ahead of time lmao #also with ep 1 and not telling cxs abt the boss tho that one still bugs me now #the earthquake i kinda forgive bc i think lg was trying to protect cxs in his own way (tho why did he lie abt the mom???) but #KNOWING WHAT WE KNOW NOW I EXCUSE ALMOST EVERYTHING LG DOES I LOVE U LG BE NICER TO CXS #but also it is nice we get that line in s2 abt how he never woulda let cxs experience that if he knew abt it #it feels like growth #i hope they dont fuck it up later

[lilpuffyart]

*rubbing my hand evilly (?)* I got some really nice Godzilla and Mothra drawing and comic ideas and such with my au

#one is cute is them meeting #and the other is pretty much angy goji lmao #i know i mentioned another comic woth maddie #but ive been quite busy these past two weeks #gonna try to draw some comics this weekend #puffy talks #the angy one is related with kamachi tbh #kinda hmmm the reason goji didnt kill kamachi and such #would be nice to have it fully colored and such tho i can see it with my third eye and it looks really pretty all colored and such #anyway #if u read this far hi how are you #hope u had a nice day #i can say i did but i talked with some friends and i feel better #also yeah yeah the maddie comic is related to my au lmao cjxjxjxjxjxjx kxxkxnxmxmxkx

[necrophiliak]

can I hear more about the mephrit dynasty you're cooking?

emmm ill be honest i kinda put the water on boil and then sat down to finish the rest of the necron books and i never put any food in. ive never rly done this kind of thing before my ocs are usually just designs to play with and dont even have any story or personality necessarily x0

ive thought about stuff like since its a vassal it doesnt have to focus on the same stuff as mephrit so i could have it be more bureaucratic or something. like more of a closely tied supporting dynasty. bt it would depend on the characters id make for it. and i havent done that yet. so mostly i was just thinking about colours lmao. the deathmark i doodled was when i was messing with colours and tried a bunch out bt i just love the sleek look of clean white+black+bright orange and my other fav colour (green) makes it look too human military esque? i dont rly like the aesthetic. shrugs. the white/black/orange scheme looks reallllyyyyy nice but its a bit simple and not very unique which bothers me.

the most ive really gotten is just the idea for the deathmark i actually wanted as an oc which i think ive gotten a personality down and will draw a design eventually when ideas come to me. the problem is just figuring out how to make it look unique without outshining its superiors (ive got ideas)

so tl;dr: theres not much. just colours.

#thanks for asking tho... its a nice feeling #m trying to talk more in tags or like wherever i guess cz. idk. #its the whole 'noone wants to hear so dont say anything' so i just never did on here #warhammer ppl have been. really really nice in tags and stuff tho. #oh i also cant stop thinking about the one necron judge dude in i+d (baalbekh?) who has the engraved water lilies on his head #i thought maybe thatd be fun to do smth with. a dynasty thats a little more focused on artsy stuff and is a real #backwater forgotten about kinda thing. still not like Mega artsy obviously but with more of a focus on the presentation of power #maybe even dipping into clothes of some kind. since one of my ideas is a necron+tech priest duo #........... i guess responding to this and then adding tags an hour later actually did give me more ideas

[elegyofthemoon]

😊

#it always feels so nice whenever i do things i just kinda. never imagined myself doing #aka 'i didnt think id have friends ever so i was just going to hermit forever' kgjdjdjsjs #its more 'i dont think people would like me enough to hang out' so. #but yeah.... #i got to talk more to this guy x at work who started the same time i did #so he and i just kinda vibe and are honest w each other #it was nice just chatting about life and all that #he didnt have a ride home so i offered him one and thats just something i didnt really think id do #idk bc it was more spontaneous and i feel id be too anxious or think 'oh god maybe he doesnt like me and would feel weird' #but we actually vibe so the ride was super chill #IT WAS CHILL UNTIL HE MENTIONED STAR RAIL AND I WAS JUST 'DONT SAY THAT #but yeah. #idk. #its that thing of 'try to be the friend you wished you had' #x is cool tho hes funny #i was just surprised he said hes quiet when he started. he was not quiet at all when we first had a shift together jdfjdjdj #orientation buddies ig sjfjdjsjs #ANYWAYS #i also started training on my promotion job and its been nice. a little overwhelming but skfjdjd its not bad #friends tag #avil speaks #it was just a nice day today haha #SORRY i just am mush lately about friends. believe me itd be worse here but djfdjjd you know. have to shut up. #otherwise its like everyday 'man.... i like my friends. my friends are so nice. i wish them happiness and warmth'

[deeisace]

..

#sorry sorry I just woke up and im having yesterday-was-weird thought again #and they are going here so i don't have to talk to the person that they're um about yet #basically im glad that im in a good enough space now that um #someone ive ive had text-based sex with and uhhh sent an ill-advised video to in like oct when i was Feeling Bad™ and doing. hm. too much. #like 6 months post text-based sex/ill adised video now aha and we've not spoke at all since like january and that was 'how was hols' #they asked to meet up 'not for sex just as friends' or i forget exact wording but basically that #no-pressure museum not-a-date #and i said I'd think about it. because i am as everyone knows a fucking idiot. #basically im glad that im in a better place now than the last time someone like expressed an interest in me as a person #because while this did give me a day long wobble i didn't have a full weekend long actual panic about it #tho they are two v different situs #an ace poly friend asking to go out with me vs someone i uh virtually fucked aha um asking to meet up for (mostly) being-friends purposes #same several-hours-later 'oh god no what have i done bad bad bad no thank you actually no sorry i cant sorry' but less intense this time #but at least i only said ill think about it? #and not actually immediately said yes because it's nice to feel wanted #and then gone Maximum Regret™ because actually all of this is way too much i don't like it i don't want it thank you but im sorry no #weird. i guess i don't have such a high baseline stress level any more? since i'm not at uni n stuff #and someone over messages going no pressure you want to be irl friends (maybe fwb no pressure)? is um #is different. to someone irl going you want to go out acely? yeah? awesome lets hold hands here is the discord with a whole buncha people #i guess #but i am being equally aro-not-super-ace Autism™ about it aha #and i am. eventually. going to be like. thought about it and no sorry. eventually. #if they ask again #i am kinda hoping they'll leave it there and forget they asked so i don't have to navigate social stuff #im much better at navigating canals everybody leave me alone please thank you #(everybody over there leave me alone. y'know. you guys are fine.)

[jessiesjaded]

Wore my pink frilly gingham dress with heart cut outs, curled my hair, had my kawaii nails, platform white shoes and did silver and pink eyeshadow and the waiter told me I reminded him of a young dolly parton so pretty much I peaked tonight and I'll always be chasing that high

#my cousin was like omg he was flirting and i was like hes almaor certainly gay but that makes the comment kinda better lmaooo #i did feel cute tho AND food was sooooo good ough #i love thai food #all in all nice day #and now i watch bleach #Amd wait for snap to wake up so i can cry at him

[juicemitio]

Shaving the rest of my head tomorrow I'll probably be ugly but idrc

#been growing it out slowly but idk what to do w the length. it's tough i like the feel of longer hair better but not the look. also refuse #to style that shit lol if it takes more than 5 secs to rix im wearing a hat #also im tryna date this summer but im at like my worst physically rn. not bad but medical shit and burned out and w/e it'll take me like a #month of goin crazy at the gym to get back to where i was. so idk maybe bein a little ugly will force me to try harder with that lmao. doin #my 50 pushups a day and slowly ramping back into weights and cardio. frustrating cuz i lost so much progress bc of the fuckin surgery #oh well lol i might get a face piercing tomorrow too who knows i kinda dgaf anymore i might just do a bunch of shit ive been wanting to but #held off. just throw in the towel and look fucked up for the summer ✌️ also its gonna be humid and hot as fuck so bald ass head will be nice #my fuck ass ponytail mullet was already hot in the winter i mightve died if i kept it. how tf did i manage waist length hair for so long #also i knocked over my pasta (reheated butter egg noodles) onto the ground tryna get my cat to stop eating a house plant while writing this #still ate them tho #also also yeah it's 2am but i was hungryy

[keeps-ache]

little soup cans are some of the neatest things we have, wish there were more soup-can-like things in this world

#just me hi #though canopeners need to stop being deadly weapons to some degree before that hfhs #'they're not deadly tho ?' well usually yes. but did you know that they can age Badly? i did not! #and the one I was using was dulled to an extent that it would Skip over a part of the can #(nearly the same spot every time lol) and when I thought I'd managed to fool it and had only #the tiniest bit of metal between me and some beans (pretty sure it was beans) I thought #'ohh I'll just pull up the can lid :)' Well the lid snapped off completely towards and Into my hand #and I had a bean-can wound on my pinky for about a week or so. I do not know how long it's been lol #//but soup cans are pretty cool I feel like they're kinda underappreciated !! #you can just have Soup ? Whenever ??? and it's Normal !! wow :D #sure making soup is pretty great. but that's a process man. and we're not even associates #[<- 'a process I am (not) intimate with'] #like there is a little can of menudo in the pantry rn - medunito they call it isn't that just !! - and it's just there. it can be made in #like 10 minutes. is this Not the best thing ever ! ? #//I've also gotta figure out this sleeping thing that I've got going on (everybody has it going on) #I was maybe half a week into actually have a consistent thing going but the night I stopped was bc I am a sucker of a storyteller and we #were up til about. I think 4-6 a.m. #that's on me yes. my siblings vs. my desire to tell stories and rubber willpower hfbdh #a deadly match truly #and also I lost my snoopy watch (RIP snoopy watch you will be missed (I can't find it send help Waough)) and that was the only clock I had #in this room so now if I wanna know the time I have to go the living room - which is like a whole dang thing lemme tell you about it #/first I've gotta get up - easiest thing by far - and get to the door - assuming I don't get KO'd by my siblings' belongings on the floor - #get to the door. the door Is broken to some extent. opening it means a loud THDPD noise is sent throughout the entire house lol. and you #have to yank on the thing to get it open - so double effort there - and then you step out into the hallwayish area where you can then enter #the living room - oh so easy! but No! you then have to either turn on the kitchen lights and wake everyone with their door open or sleeping #in the living room for whatever reason Orrr you have to clamber over chairs pots perhaps a cat if you've got real bad luck that night to ge #up nice n personal to the clock so you can read the dang thing and see it's 11:23. which is like nothing so you stay up Anyway and do not #check the clock again because not only was that a hassle but also you released every creature that was in the room with you (that's a lot o #noise). but Yea the clock situation is ongoing hfbsh #'why don't you get a clock' that would be much too easy loll :) (last one disappeared and we keep forgetting lol) //ran out of tag space so

[bunnihearted]

📚🎀💕

#hmm there's this librarian working at my local library.... #and i know him from before. i was in a bookclub that he was in charge of when i was like 14 #the books he chose are the reason i started reading again after a slump of like 2 years #he was always really nice and i felt an affinity w him bc he seemed to also be kinda awkward etc skksks #a couple of years later i was supposed to be in another bookclub that he lead but i ended up never going #he was very nice and tried saying hi to me and smalltalk etc for a while after #but since i was at that time really coming into my avoidant personality disorder #i was just weird and non responsive so obviously we just stopped interacting #however... he still works at the library and i've been seing him every time im there lately #he is SO cool and he has really grown into himself more and he is genuinely nice to ppl #also he was wearing a t-shirt today and i saw that he has tattoos @_@ #what im getting is that i think that i have a crush on him again skskksks #i did have a crush on him when i was 14 but it feels more appropriate now that im 25 lol #idk his exact age but he's younger. maybe in his early 30s i'd guess #*not younger that me younger than the librarian stereotype i mean lmao #but yeah my crush on him kinda revived and now im so sad bc i could've known him!!! i could've been able to talk to him #but i messed it up years ago 😔 so now it'd just be strange to strike up a convo. + im not sure he remembers me anymore #sighhhh. everytime i go to the library tho im like.. there he is... so dreamy.. he loves books and reading... #he was also very interesting and he just talks in a way that is compelling and like ugh #UGHHHHHH

[girl-bateman]

Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍

#girl help i cant get out of bed i feel so so awful for no reason at all #literally my soul is gone or something #i have no desires and no joys and no sense of being blessed #which is crazy bc i love life and im so blessed ! usually. #ig i should do something abt it tomorrow if it doesn't get better #alternatively get back into therapy bc tbh... after that horrible sex thing ive felt kinda off #like even after i was able to eat and sleep and function normally without the tremors and head jerks and whatnot #like its not dramatic anymore but i kinda feel drained of life and joy #moments of genuine happiness and fulfillment are ... ? idk. i did feel happy once this week and that was nice but it didnt last obviously #but like ! im not depressed in a depressed way. i take good care of myself and i read my books and eat food and hang out with friends #i just kinda dont recognise myself ig. i mean i know ill get my spark back but maybe i need some professional help #idk !! it kinda feels very silly tho #like ive been in and out of therapy for more than half of my life. and being one year therapy free was a big step for me ! #so going back for this little ridiculous freakout feels like a setback #kinda like im making up things to be wrong with me just so that ill have someone to talk to ? or to have attention idk #it doesn't make sense bc i really was proud for getting bettter and i rly dont want to be in therapy anymore #but who knows 🤷‍♀️ #there is also this slight risk. just clinically speaking by purely looking at symptoms of certain things. with no stake in the matter! lol #that there might be something bad and [lets not think too hard about it] that lies as a root cause of my little mental breakdown #like according to my sex having friends losing your virginity is awful but not THAT awful and not in THAT way #and my friend kinda said i scared her with how i was acting when i talked to her abt it. like my demeanour and body language and whatever #and i do trust her to know whats normal versus concerning when i dont have my own stable grip of reality #plus. if i was an outside party and applied my psych education on myself. i would say its not looking super good #but i cant really do that bc im not some random patient. im me myself and I 😩✋️ thank you #but whatever. itll be fine. tomorrow will be a better day ! yay !

[ozziesdisco]

See I don't hate RTD but I kinda wish he wrote lesser episodes this season and got more writers on... like don't get me wrong, he's a brilliant writer and he got me into Doctor who, but I also feel like he has a style that may not be for everyone, and, well... too much of it might be.... not great

We've had our first non-RTD episode of the season and it's easily the best so far in my books, and I think it could also be because it was a huge breath of fresh air after having so many episodes with RTD's distinctive style.

I feel like a good thing about having many writers in the season would be that we would have a lot of variety, and it would balance out all of the RTDcore camp we've all been seeing so far. And I mean, the camp is good and fun and all, but it does get a little tiring after a point

All that aside tho, the promo for 73 Yards looks amazing, and it looks like we're gonna have a Midnight-esque episode, which imo is one of RTD's greatest strengths, and I can't wait for it!

#doctor who #i have been yapping and i dont know if theres a point or mot #but while fifteen's season has been pretty good so far #the camp kinda got a little tiring by the last episode for he #me* #like space babies was cute but the camp was wayyyyy too much #devils chord was an improvement but also maestro did annoy me a little #church was amazing tho #like rtd has some strong points and i feel like we might get them #but i also feel like him writing 6/8 of the episodes #might not be the best of ideas isk #anyway ive ranted long enough have a nice day

[ramudamemura]

the second thing i wrote for ramuda week even though it’s technically for the day 1 prompt!! warning for they don’t like explicitly fuck or anything but it’s def a little. um. but i’m a little less nervous to post this one bc like. idk maybe bc it’s borderline smut so it’s less like prose heavy ??

anyway read it right now. /lh

#ramugen #ramuda amemura #gentaro yumeno #ramuda week 2024 #fling posse #my fics #fanfiction #hypmic #teehee i love ameyume. unrelated but did i tell you guys ab the fling posse weedfic #i love fling posse and i love weed so i feel like it’s only natural that id end up writing it #it’s a wip rn #“wip” more like i just haven’t written it 😭 #i have an outline tho #ameyume #technically it’s implied fling poly but dice isn’t physically there #why do we never call them ramugendice i think it flows kinda nicely and sounds cool