#is it the autism

[g0dtier]

you know i personally always felt that people are too varied to really be described as a trope and for it to fit. because people act differently depending on context/situation and thus are obviously perceived differently as well! my friends view me as someone who used to have a slightly unhinged reckless streak and did a whole lot of wild shit, but my clients and colleagues 100% think of me as the kind of person who doesnt even know that half the shit i did exists. i dress differently, act differently, tell different stories. as do we all! this is a normal part of the human experience

so can someone tell me why every time people try to describe me they always call me a "chaotic professor type" and why every time that phrase is dropped it makes other people do the farquaad pointing at me

#so many people independently of each other have called me that. friends. classmates. clients. BOSSES #is it the autism #it fucking has to be #im trying to hard to be professional and i get called this AGAIN. what can i do to stop this #am i just a really bad liar

[worstlovesong]

It doesn’t feel like Christmas Eve

#it never does #is it the religious trauma #is it the autism #is it because my parents are fighting #am I just too old #who knows! #cj.txt

[styjian]

“if we had the time i would spend hooours talking about my interests”

“okay tell me about some of them”

“uh- well you see- uhm- so there’s like-“

#i can’t infodump on command okay #is it the autism #i think it’s the autism

[jadedgeologist]

so this is what happens when a person who's been forced to be introverted tries to break out of that role

#is it the autism #or being socially inept #or is it trauma #probably all three

[wintuvern]

When I'm feeling emotionally constipated, I make OC edits and moodboards...

Today was one of this days so hehe more stuff to add to the queue

#is it the autism #is it fhe seasonal depression #is it just that time #who knows? #😀 #: kirb rambles

[preywhore]

what do you mean not everyone gets like five 100% when they take the bdsm test???

#not in a judgy way just in a fascinated way we have different minds #is it the autism

[goodbyeapathy8]

Fickle fucking muses

The writing muse left me for almost an entire week and by the time Friday rolled around, I was practically begging and almost cried from frustration. I want to write, please just let me write an update - a drabble, something.

Tonight, the muse decided oh hello I'm back WITH A VENGEANCE. Here, write three chapters in a manic state. And I could have sworn it was midnight but now it's 3 AM?? Like I legit feel like I blacked out for 3 hours because how the hell is it suddenly 3?

I was really going to be happy with one chapter but now I'm at the point where I'm asking it to stop and I can't. FML.

#ao3 writer problems #kinnporsche fic #writing muse #please can we work out a reasonable schedule #is it the autism #or is it the trauma #constant question in my life #anyway there will be 2 additional chapters on top of the 1 I posted #Killing me softly fic readers rejoice #I am back

[wellgoslowly]

I wish that writing on my phone didn't make me want to actually vomit. like. why can I only write on paper or on my laptop why does writing on my phone make me so uncomfy

#linnie chronicles #seriously why #is it the autism

[ionlytalktodogs]

Why is sitting on the counter so much better than sitting ANYWHERE else????? AM I A CAT???

#is it the autism #it’s probably the autism isn’t it #or maybe neurodivergence in general idk #my ramblings

[aidansloth]

the most mecore thing is panicking about your earphones working badly when you know you have backup earphones in the house

#seriously what is wrong with me #is it the anxiety #is it the autism #is it just me #aidan talks<3

[bugsinthebayou]

robots can be something i relate to so so much

#captains orders #it might be the autism #is it the autism

[wandered-rose]

ೀ I genuinely don't know how to explain this but I am still a teen girl at heart. I don't think I will ever grow out of it. I'm emotionally stunted¿

#is it the autism #Michelle's love letters

[commiekinkshamer]

I wish I was allowed to bring stuffed animals to scary situations and it not be weird… honestly I would love to bring my tiger to work with me to help relax me. But I never would bc that’s weird and embarrassing. Why am I like this

#is it the autism

[manenimittliv-moved]

My friend interviewed for a different job at the same vet hospital and they were actually courteous and called her quickly. I want to cry.

#( ooc. ) #what about me screams ‘disrespect me!!! I’ll just stand here and take it!!!’ #is it the autism

[celestial-otter]

y'all ever just want to bite a tree

#anthony thoughts #trees #is it the autism

[fuck-edfrugs]

My feelings on romantic relationships is something I don't have a specific name for but like, I have a list of people who if they asked me out id say yes and I'd absolutely be their partner but I have no one i would ask out.

I don't really develop crushes or like, traditional romantic feelings for people but like, I have a boyfriend and i love him. I do enjoy being in a relationship and the specific changes in affection we show that us different from friendships.

This is probably something that fits under the aromatic spectrum but I don't know if there is a label or how to find out because of how specific it is.

#lgbtq #aspec #is it the autism #aromantism #what is this #is there a name for this #can anybody relate? #or am i alone