#insomnia and all I guess

[novelconcepts]

It’s all fun and games being off the pain meds until your body forgets how to sleep without them.

#am I delighted not to need them for pain? god yes #am I also trash at sleeping on my back? turns out yup! #doc says to sleep however but given the discomfort when I so much as reach for a pillow I’m thinking I’ll be stuck this way for a hot sec #insomnia and all I guess #this is temporary. i am healing. this will be fine. #i repeat like a mantra because I tried to go to bed THREE FUCKIN HOURS AGO

[kaleidoru]

The Cat o Nine Tails getting supplies for the rest of the crew, with The Kitten o Singular Tail (Sadie) along for the ride. It's not easy being involved with a Criminal Gang whilst also being a Parent, but they make it work.

#anthro #furry #cat #kitten #feline #oc: cat o nine tails #oc: the cat #oc: sadie #guess whose insomnia is back in full force that's right its meee #i didn't sleep at all!!! #so i did this instead

[quinn-pop]

genuinely i could not sleep until i drew this. sewing jokes ft a very confused kirby

at first i thought this idea was silly but i mean. it probably would be a big deal for the prince of patchland to be made of synthetic fibers, so uh

bonus doodle of me when i actually am sewing lol (sorry for the anatomically incorrect iron)

#yeah it’s anatomically incorrect (like everything i draw) because i really didnt feel like getting a reference #okay here’s your explanations #singer and brother are both sewing machine brands lol #inter facing makes stuff stiff #smth not cut on the bias won’t stretch as well (basically he’s saying they’re not flexible. i didn’t mean literally but ig you could #interpret it that way. idk whatever) #tulle is a light and airy fabric yea but it’s also a bit stiff and scratchy so…don’t tell kirby that i guess #anyway these made me giggle and i lost sleep because!!! #I kept thinking about them for so long #and now ive had awful insomnia all week and have hardly slept lol so hoping posting this will help (I wish) #but i have more ideas so i might do more later #kirbyposting #kirby #prince fluff #king dedede #also fluff just looks angry a lot i promise he isn’t #can interpret as kirfluff #btw i suck at sewing so feel free to correct me

[eldritch-araneae]

Second day on Setralin.

I knows meds aren't supposed to work that fact ( esp when you start with small doses before moving to bigger) but the on second day I felt that the burn out that been plaguing me for months finally lose it's grip and I could draw without feeling exhausted. I'm excited for the treatment, hope I will feel better and full of energy, something I didn't have over a decade.

#my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #art #illustration #dragons #so far my treatment goes well #i can focus better on work (tho still procrastinate but that's ADHD being a bish) #and didn't had mood swings so looks like lamotrigine is working #and i can fall asleep with atarax without use of melatonine #looks like my insomnia was caused by constant anxiety that I didn't realize I had like I had bit episodes but didn't knew I had it all the #i guess i really got used it that it became normal

[aberooski]

Me through the lense of ygo, especially GX, is really one of the most genuine versions of me. It might even be the most genuine by now. Thank you for allowing me to find a version of me that I can make sense of and know who she is and not have to stifle her or hide her from you.

Thank you for allowing her to exist.

#I love my irl friends so much but very few in my life have ever been interested in a lot of things I was. #and they were very forthcoming about that. I've had to hide a lot of facets of myself #and I really donfeel like there are a lot of different versions of me that come and go and surface where they're needed #....I guess I really am a mirrorball thanks taylor #but I've found a lot of peace here. in this silly show and here on this silly hellscape of a blog of mine #so thank you for allowing me the space to be genuine and uninhibited and just all of myself. not just bits and pieces. #I can gush about final fantasy and ygo and all the things I love and I just really value this space #sorry to get all mushy I just needed to say it #I'll be back with more unhinged shenanigans tomorrow #or maybe even later who knows because lord knows the one thing I can't do is go to sleep at a reasonable hour and my mind WAKES UP at night #but anyway just yeah. thank you and I love you and I look forward to all the silliness inevitably to come around these parts 💕 #abby's insomnia thoughts

[peachfruitcake]

sweet lavender girl

#the walten files #twf #the walten files fanart #susan woodings #twf susan #the walten files susan #art #digital art #procreate #fanart #twf fanart #doodle #“sandy by Svenne and Lotta btw #inspired this #recommend giving it a listen #the song gave me enough dopamine to rush thru this immediately and overcome my art block and rustiness all in like. a short af amount of Tim #also it’s 9:30 am and guess who did not sleep last night #wide awake but my whole body hurts #hate this why is my insomnia so severe not a fuckinf gain #I just worry about health problems from this genuinely #anyways corals susan voice acting genuinely gave me life

[onsecondandfirstplace]

Humans are not really that bad after all; we say "bless you" after someone sneezes and we ask each other about what we have dreamt of the last night, we walk each other home. We offer each other pieces of gum and candy and we get easily attached to books and movies. We care about what our guests would like to drink. We ask ourselves "what is the meaning of life?"

#i often think about this when i am peeling fruits or when my mom makes me tea #life is not bad after all #it is really not #and i am really do mean this #even as someone who struggles with depression #human things #3 am posts #insomnia ramblings #humans are cute #everyday life #philosophy #existential thoughts #i guess #what is the meaning of life #mine

[kakusu-shipping]

You’re all getting another unpromted headcanon dump because I’m very personally tired of the “Mario would hide his struggles and trauma post Movie from Luigi because he doesn’t want to look weak and keep up the appearance of the Strong Older Brother” take. Don’t Eldest Daughter Syndrome Mario. He and Luigi are a team. A pair. He would tell Luigi everything.

Anyway here’s everything I think Mario personally struggles with and would rely on Luigi for

The Mario movie put it very blatantly on the table that Mario’s a little touchy about his height. It’s probably more so because he’s use to being picked on as The Short Guy on the sports team rather than it really actually bothering him all that much. He’s just assumes someone calling him short is an insult. The only personal problem he has with it is being shorter than Luigi. They spent a lot of their childhood the same height, and Luigi being taller still messes them both up from time to time

This is another left over from Highschool; Mario and Luigi (accidentally) kind of fell into the trope of the Smart twin and the Sporty twin, with Mario being the ladder. This messed with his head in a way he couldn’t really articulate, being expected to be a Meathead like the other guys on his sports teams did actually cause his grades to go down, especially in Math which use to be his best subject, which of course caused a lot of concerned backlash from their parents, especially his dad. Now he has it locked in his brain somewhere he’s stupid when he’s not.

He’s bad with people. Luigi’s a lot more of a people person than he is. He has a hard time connecting to people, or making simple small talk. He can be pretty blunt, or awkward, and maybe a bit aggressive sounding, especially to someone not use to how loud and confidently he speaks. As he gets older he gets quieter, speaks less, falls into a much more comfortable selective mute life style, and it suits him much better than trying to fumble through talking to people. He prefers to listen

He’s definitely a workaholic, he’d gotta be busy busy busy all the time. A lot of people will see him run from one project to the next, never turning down a request for help with something, constantly juggling tasks and working on something in his spare time and think it’s all because he’s such a nice, hard working guy. But no. It’s the stress of not doing enough. Or because he anxious being alone. Luigi’s the only one who knows Mario will keep going till he crashes, and is the one to always stop him and remind him he’s doing enough, he’s enough. Take a break.

Mario’s always struggled with separation anxiety. He’s never been one for the whole concept of “alone time”, he’d much rather be near people he loves and trusts and can relax around. He use to joke it stems from being born first, those few moments before Luigi was born was more than enough alone time for a life time. He tries to wave it off occasionally, but it really is a problem. If he is ever left alone, say Luigi goes off on some grand adventure without him, he finds things to work on until he passes out, and then just sleeps and lays about until Luigi comes back.

#Mario #Headcanon post #Emile's Writing #I forgot to tag my last few random headcanon dumps with that oops kfdjgkdfjkg #Also included of course is any insomnia and nightmares the movie and other such adventures would inflict #My personal Mario timeline is the Less Mario talks in any given game the older he is #Minus the first 3 2D platformers where there's barely any dialogue #Those are early adventures to me as well just also with Luigi #So we start at like 23 Movie Mario and eventually get to Early 30's Super Paper Mario #With any game with Jr in it being later in the timeline as well because Jr was born After Mario showed up personal headcanon #and is like 6 in Sunshine so kfdjgkfdgk #I do NOT have the mental energy to be talking about a purely headcanon based Mario Timeline actually #Here's all my personal ideas for Mario's mental weaknesses because to me he's a 3D human person with flaws and struggles #While also being just a Really Good Guy #I love him #Aight it's 2am I should be off to bed now I GUESS #Thanks for reading if you did #Lemme know if you ALSO have any Mario personal struggles would LOVE to see more headcanons from people #And Luigi too I know we all have a MILLION headcanons for Luigi Insecurities

[rainbowcrowley]

that thing where you're dead tired but can't sleep

why is that

#yeah i know it's called insomnia #i KNOW #but why is my brain doing this. Hm. #very sus #Somethings Wrong #(i guess it's just all the stress from the past 1 ½ weeks) #(ugh) #(good thing i'll talk to my therapist tmrw) #addi.txt

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water #my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort #bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle #the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum #isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year #program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to #get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying #as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol #hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of #sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess #but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it #hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not #causing it. ugh symptom management i guess #unrelated

[maplequeen94]

Oh…Hi insomnia

#it is almost 5am #and I haven’t slept at all #FUCK I’m not looking forward to the morning #I was doing so well too #I usually have insomnia at least once a month but I didn’t have it at all last month nor in November I think #Starting 2024 off strong I guess #anyway gonna try to get some sleep again I guess #maple rambles

[whatareyoudoingwithamaserati]

Recovery coma save me……. save me recovery coma

#WHAT THE FUCK IS UP GUESS WHO JUST SLEPT THIRTEEN HOURS #was in bed longer but hey! slepe is what matters! #love chronic fatigue. you have one bad week and whoops yeah you’re asleep all day. sucks to suck! #it was fun thoigh I haven’t slept that well in ages #blaming the insomnia #cats.txt

[strangefable]

i suspect i come off as cringe, try-hard, over-the-top, or even fake, but i assure you i am absolutely this effusive and excitable and it's entirely genuine. i've accepted that i'm just a weird old lady who overthinks and rambles too much, oversharing my thoughts, and heaping praises on people. some might think it's excessive, but it's just who i am, and i always mean it with a good, pure, and honest heart

#having stupid excessive thoughts and just putting it out there #i won't change any minds i know if you think i'm cringe or too much then that's fine i long ago learned to accept that #but just in case anyone doubts my compliments to them i really do mean what i say #overthinking is all i do i guess and makes me too much #anyway i'm exhausted so i'm going to try to take a nap #will get back to tackling tags as soon as i'm coherent again #apologies for falling down about it but oof my brain is a mess #i love you all <3 #(is it nearly 11pm? yeah. did i just say nap? yeah. welcome to insomnia hell. this is fiiiiiinnneeee #gonna flop over like my cat who is making good arguments right now #fable rants and rambles

[makeitpoppy]

about the last thing i reblogged, the stress one

YOU GUYS

i've always been a sensitive human bean in terms of allergies and having sensitive skin, AND i already knew im basically a little walking bundle of stressed out angry nerves

but my body literally decided to rebel against me and let me tell you, one more problem and im going to wrap myself in bubble wrap or become the modern real life bubble boy

#my body: im so stressed im going to start making myself sick so you'll calm the fuck down #im getting allergies and rashes from anything and everything #fucking tooth paste guys #food i eat today does nothing but tomorrow makes me go to the hospital because it triggers my immune system #cleaning products? i cant even be in the same ROOM as them #me cleaning the house is like those doctors in infection movies #i just wanted to vent a little because yeah #like the literal sunlight allergies and all the respiratory ones and the non pure gold or silver jewellery and amoxicillin #and goddamn BANDAIDs and surgical tape and anything adhesive werent enough #i guess thats what having a literal clusterfuck of a year and not getting treatment or talking to anyone about it and having consistent #insomnia for about 7 months does to you

[clariongradiation]

shows up to the meme 2 weeks late with a bunch of blorbos

#ffxiv #my blorbos #i had really bad heartburn and insomnia which made me stay up all night and also apparently insane #imagine making original content #color wheel meme #i guess

[sageispunk]

i've barely slept all week (like a few hours every night max) and felt FINE and then i pull an all nighter yesterday and i still felt FINE and then i sleep all night last night and i feel like i've gotten hit by a truck

#cw rant #literally so tired i had to bust out some coffee #and i never drink that shit #like i know its just everything catching up to me but goddamn #cw insomnia #?? i guess #i dunno i just havent slept well at all this past week #revenge insomnia probably daytime is mad stressful