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#inflicted w the yearnings for romantic relationship yet again 😞 but so keenly aware of how much I’d have to unpack in myself to truly be a
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#feel free to reblog the meme if u like lmao
#just leave the tags out
#vent.txt
#<- sorry just need to have a moment lmao
#inflicted w the yearnings for romantic relationship yet again 😞 but so keenly aware of how much I’d have to unpack in myself to truly be a
#part of it
#like. I don’t trust people. I don’t confide in people. I tell them nothing about myself for years and years and I used to resent a little
#that that was enough for them. that they didn’t NEED to know. that me loving and caring for them was enough. but it’s so silly because like
#how can you resent people for not knowing what you won’t tell them. so thankfully THAT has passed
#but it’s just like. there are so many issues. like I just CANNOT conceptualise myself as romantically attracted
#attractive*
#not even in a self deprecating sense it just feels like an immutable fact. I can’t imagine someone looking at me w romantic desire.
#and it’s like. I honestly don’t know if I could let my walls down enough to actively love someone back like that
#it’s so easy to love from afar. and hell haha maybe THATS because it’ll always be easier to love someone when they can’t know all of you to
#love in return
#but I just don’t know how I can do it. I don’t know how to view the risk as being worth it
#and at the end of the day I’ll be okay if romantic love isn’t in the cards for me. you can live a happy life without
#but ah fuck. sometimes the but I am so lonely.jpg hits
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