#in the spirit of being hot and sad lemme vent in the tags

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#point blank period #in the spirit of being hot and sad lemme vent in the tags #my uncle died the other day and my emotions haven’t really been the same since #and it’s like yeah i cried when i found out but he was old and sick I’ve already accepted it #but yet little situations make me sad more than what they did the week prior #I’ve been sharing my history with self harm with the people in my life but it’s never really been in an ideal way #I’ve kinda just been dropping random ‘jokes’ here and there and that’s not fair #but there’s no real way to bring shit up organically #im 7 years sober from self harm and i 100% don’t wanna self harm there’s nothing to worry about with me #but i feel very generically sad in a way that’s hard to explain #yes I’m dealing with grief to an extent but it feels like nothing is wrong and yet everything is wrong #you cant just say im generically sad and get taken seriously so I’m just here