#in anycase mori stifling dazai in a way thats ultimately beneficial to her by not letting her get involved with the criminal underworld

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god ur skk at school got me thinking a lot about how much angst can they endure..... how silent and lonely chuuya looks....and i bet she looks even more gloomy the days after a bad experiment in the lab....having to look normal again when monday arrives....

and dazai having the time of her live making friends i love her i hope she can help chuuya :(

Yeah. yeah, see chuuya is basically a fish out of water in this au, she never knew how other kids her age acted or what their home lives were like untill she went to school, and since she's never had the experience of being a 'normal' kid or having a childhood at all. So seeing all the other students have freedom where she doesn't only makes her more miserable with her situation and she chooses to isolate herself and keep a distance to avoid the jealousy and pain. Chuuya's actual experience at school ends up going against the original goal of sending her in the first place (learning to communicate with people her age) and N definitley realizes this soon enough.

Dazai on the other hand is given a genuine chance at having a relativley normal teenage (as normal as you can get for the adoptive daughter of a crimelord but ok). Dazai is a character who's really influenced by their environment, so NOT being in the actual mafia really improves her mental state exponentially, and being friend with the ADA trio brings out her heroic side a lot more. Another thing, Dazai does WANT to be part of the Port Mafia, out of curiosity and probably because it would be cooler, but essentially isnt allowed to (she's not allowed to touch dad's work lol). Ultimatley she's going to join the detective agency anyways but the journey there will involve less trauma.

#also maybe daz reminds mori of yosano in a way so he's trying harder with her. making up for his mistakes by giving her a normal childhood? #maybe thete a little bit of over protective dad gender bias thrown in there. 'i'd let my son in the family business but never my daughter'. #in anycase mori stifling dazai in a way thats ultimately beneficial to her by not letting her get involved with the criminal underworld #N is stilfing chuuya in a way that's actively harming her. good thing dazai's in her shounen protagonist era lol #ask #sends them to school au