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louisfrecklesss · 5 years

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LCH [5] | Louisentine

Description: Clementine gets confused with her feelings while she’s spending so much time with Louis, especially after babysitting baby AJ together.

Words: 1,757

Ship: Clementine x Louis

Warnings: make out session

Genre: Fluff, High School AU

A/N: it’s so fucking cold here in London, yes I live in London for those who don’t know. everyone seems to like this fic better than the other one? at least you like one of them because I don’t like my writing at all aH. anyway, I love you all. thank you for reading!

CHAPTERS

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It’s been a or two week since Clementine has agreed to this deal with Louis, and not for one second has she thought it was a stupid idea. She could see from hanging out with his friends that they do pick on him a lot, Mitch the most; they’re not bullying him but he is the joke of the group only because he is the lesser of them. Clementine knew that if she was in his shoes she wouldn’t know if she would be as strong as he is.

So, here they all are in the common room of the school. Mitch, Aasim and Marlon sat opposite the couple who were seated on one of the large body bean bags. Clementine sat crossed legged in between Louis legs as he rest his chin on top of her head, her hands held his fiddling with his fingers while she scrolls through her phone with the other.

“When are your friends getting her, babe?” Louis brushes his thumb over Clementine’s hand to get her attention, the girl switches tabs on her phone to their conversation reading the answer for Louis.

“I think they’ll be here in five, I’m not sure to be honest with you.” She looks up at him meeting eyes with him to which he winks at her causing her to look down smiling. Every time he winks, event though he has done it so many times, it still seems to make Clementine blush like crazy.

Clementine meets eyes with Marlon who is vaping the whole entire room up. “Brody?” His eye brows frown at the question before looking towards the door of the room; just in time, Brody walks into the room with Clementine’s friends. Louis knows them but they haven’t all chilled together as ‘friends’.

“Baby!” Brody practically screams as she sees Marlon in the far corner, he opens his legs up on his seat inviting her to sit on his lap. It wasn’t too long before they were all over each other.

Aasim turns away from the couple. “Looks like it came straight out of a porno.” Violet, who came in with the rest of Clementine’s friends, high fives Aasim before taking a seat next to him.

“Oh right, guys, these are my friends. Violet, Sophie an-”

“Ruby!” Clementine is a little shocked when the rest of the boys know who Ruby is. “Darling.”

Ruby giggles when Mitch and Marlon continue to shout her name. “Don’t y’all darlin’ me.”

“You know each other?” Louis questions.

“We always pretend to be sick so we can pay our little Ruby a visit, right Aasim?” Marlon hits Aasim with his elbow a couple times before he is rewarded with a punch on his arm. “Or is it to see that asian guy that is always sick but never fuckign speaks?”

“James?” Ruby questions sitting on the other side of Aasim who physically tenses in his seat, Louis tap Clementine lightly pointing at Aasim before smiling down at her. Clementine saw what he was talking about and mouthed the ways how cute before engaging back in the conversation.

“James is pretty fucking hot.” Clementine states nodding her head along with her fake boyfriend.

“Oh yeah, James has my heart.” Louis clenches his chest and Clementine lifts her hand to high five him behind her. The group just break into a fit of laughs including Aasim himself. It was only recently that Aasim came out about his sexuality so it was hard for him to joke about it still.

“Too bad his gay Clementine.” Mitch adds pointing at the girl who frowns slightly earning a hurt expression from the boy behind her. She tilts her head back looking at him who pecks her lips quickly earning a surprised expression from her, nevertheless, she grins.

Sophie is almost glued to Violet’s side not knowing these people enough to really fit in; Clementine notices this telling her to come sit opposite her which happened to be right next to Mitch. Mitch offers her a small smile to which she returns before saying something to him which Clementine can’t hear, she’s just glad that she has someone to talk too.

“So, party tonight? My house, everyone has to be there because I said so.” Marlon says standing shortly after, he goes round getting everyone number and adding it to a group chat, not too long after everyone receives his address.

Louis admires his girlfriend as he sees her shaking her head softly. “I don’t do parties.”

“Clementine does not do parties.” Violet says to clarify the point that Clementine just made. Louis did not seem too happy about this, he stood up making Clementine fall back onto the bean bag slightly.

“No, princess, you have to come.” Clementine smiles to herself before standing up to placing her hands on her hips.

“Nope, sorry.”

Louis flutters his eyelashes at her, bringing out his puppy dog eyes before moving closer to Clementine. He hopes this works on her because it works on most people, he can even see in the corner of his eye, Violet crumbling and slamming her hand on Aasim’s leg. “Come on Clementine, please.” Clementine looks back at her friend briefly before looking back at him.

“No.”

Everyone boo’ed and complained as Clementine grabs her stuff and Louis hand. “I have to babysit my baby brother, and you’re going to help me.” She addresses the last part of the sentence to Louis who rolls his eyes gently, following behind the girl.

“We all know that’s code for sex!” Marlon shouts as they both start to leave the room.

“Louis is going to have to wait longer than that!”

Lee runs around the house picking up all the mess as well as trying to find his car keys, AJ is screaming in his highchair not wanting his Dad to leave him.

“Daddy, it’s here.” Clementine hands Lee his car keys, he thanks her kissing the top of her head.

“I’ll be back in an hour, I just really have to finish that paperwork sweetpea.”

“I know Dad, go.” She tries to push him out of the house.

“And thank you too, Louis.”

“No problem, Paps.” Louis returns to feeding baby AJ who stops crying once the spoons meets his lips; Louis makes funny faces at the baby causing him to giggle almost choking on his own laugh. Clementine loves watching Louis play with AJ and call her Dad ‘Paps’. It makes it so real, a little too real. But she never bring up the fact that this isn’t real because she wants to feel like it is even when it isn’t.

“Everyone is going to be there, and I have to go because it’s my bro’s party. Open up AJ, woosh.” Louis guides the food into AJ’s mouth before turning to Clementine for a reply.

She sighs before laying down on her couch. “Fine, but I swear to go you can’t leave me alone Louis.”

He turns to her almost jumping up and down. “Of course I won’t babe, thank you so much. You’re amazing. Isn’t she amazing AJ? She’s so great right?”

Clementine smiles at them closing her eyes to rest slightly, without Louis she would have had to babysit AJ all by herself and she’s been so stressed and tired from school she just can’t function. She’s unsure of how long she’s been laying there with her eyes closed but Louis joins her on the couch laying beside her with half of his body on top of her due to the lack of space.

“AJ is sleeping, I put him to bed.”

“I don’t know what I would do without you Lou.” Clementine opens her eyes to meet Louis staring at her; she can see all his freckles up close, even the opens that overlap each other creating and even bigger freckle. Louis could see that Clementine was avoiding his eyes, he wants her to look at him even though she was but not at him. His hand grabs her cheek brushing thumb against it slightly, her eyes flutter shut slowly enjoying the feeling.

“No, look at me.” Louis whispers against her skin, she doesn’t listen at first until he says it again this time in a more demanding tone. As soon as he eyes meet his, she slams her lips against his;. this is the second time that they have shared a kiss during this entire relationship. But it’s the first time that they’ve kissed because they wanted too and not because someone was coming and they had too, like the first time.

Louis’ hand grips her face firmly as he pulls her into the kiss more, the uncomfortable position makes Louis move on top of her instead. Clementine’s arms wrap around his neck pushing him onto her to the point that if it was any further than it would stop her breathing. They pull away from a second only to get air before Louis mouth is on her neck, leaving soft kisses everywhere. A soft breathe of air leaves Clementine’s lips as she bits her lips, one leg moves around Louis waist as she moves him back to her lips.

Clementine’s hands grab onto his shirt pulling him in closer, Louis lets out a small groan feeding more into her lips. She parts her lips asking for more to which he gives her, it wasn’t just a dry kiss anymore as their tongues met each other. Clementine could barely control her breathing before the front door slams open and Louis rolls off Clementine almost as quickly as he rushes towards the kitchen.

Lee walks in with his back turned towards the door trying to get all the shopping bags into the house. “Hey kids, I did some shopping.”

Clementine is breathing heavy trying to compose herself and reply to her father; Louis can see that she is no state to reply muttering the best response he can.

“That’s great Paps.” He shouts from the kitchen taking down a large amount of water from the glass in his hand.

“W-we’re, um, going to a party Dad. Don’t wait up!” Clementine grabs her coat and rushes out of the house. Lee looks to Louis for an explanation, who has a red face, shrugs his shoulders and rushes after Clementine.

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mx-sfthrs · 5 years

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so ummm spill the tea abt your crush i wanna know 👀 - i’ll be 🌻 anon for now

🌻 anon just remember, u asked for this (i literally cracked my knuckles before typing this out jsjskdkdk)

SO ill spare u most of the bkg but idk if any of yall live in america, specifically the south but high school marching band goes HARD espeacially here in texas so because of this i spent a LOT of time w the band kids and so junior year i started to get kind of close to him and long story short we got very close very quickly and ngl i kinda started talking to him more because i thought he was a lil cute anyways cut to senior year im band captain and he's my lieutenant so we spent a LOT of time together then i was first chair trumpet and he was first chair trombone so we sat next to each other in concert band and yeah so we were inseperable in hs

so now he goes to school four hours away from me and i never rlly get to see him because he marches for a drum corps over the summer so we have like 3 weeks total over the summer so idk maybe i just miss him ???

but i think ive just always have this crush on him but lately got i just miss him and cant stop thinking about him

and like i said im a very firm believer in the idea that the strongest love starts in a friendship and like i love his family and he's always been so accepting of me ?? like he became my best friend during prob the worst time of my life and would always just listen to me ????? he did not have to take on all of my problems but he did and we were only 16 and god idk

he has this weird neck beard now and i never get to see him and he's SHIT at texting back like rlly rubbish (once when we were 17 he texted me at like 2am this paragraph abt how he's rlly glad that im in his life and i still think abt that like once a week) but i hadnt talked to him in like a month so i called him last night and he picked up and my heart went 💞💞💞💞 and i knew i was in trouble and be started talking abt his week and his classes and we laughed and part of me just wanted to jump through the phone and be with him because i miss his stupid smile and his stupid laugh and i just like being near him but part of me was glad that i didnt because i was smiling like an IDIOT like a COMPLETE FOOL the whole time and he was just ... talking abt his week like that was it

and THEN as if i wasnt already whipped (i also worry because he never rlly calls or texts that he doesnt wanna talk to me) i was thinking while we talked 'im gonna just call him once a week since he's so bad ag communicating' he was like "we should do this more often ! we should make it a weekly thing" and i was literally 🥺🥺🥺 on the other line like "yeah we really should" and he was like "friday nights?" and i was like "friday nights" and NOW I CANT wait for fridays i already miss him but

now the messy part he's dating someone (which idt he wants to be dating this girl but he's v nonconfrontational) and i know that another one of our close friends is in love w him because she told me when she got wasted on her birthday (and theyre roommates like they literally share a room) and also my gaydar is bad for dudes (to be fair mine only needs to work for ladies lmao) but he may be gay and like also he may not be fully gay like maybe bi idk but he's Such a closed book it's such a chore to get him to open up so idk it's messy messy messy but like at least every other day i think abt how nice it would be to spend the rest of my life w him :(( like i just cant get crushes on ppl anymore because my stupid head literally sees him as endgame u know ???? like i love his family and im close w his sister and like he's the kind of person that can charm anyone like he has such a high eq but is a little bit of a dumbass but im very blunt with a resting bitch face but im like crazy smart so idk if yall get the dynamic ?? but for us it's functional and like we're funny seperately but together we're funny as fuck

anyways sorry for that BOOK but it felt good to say haha i cant talk abt this irl for obvious reasons lol

#man my thumbs are in FIRE #amanda talks #🌻 anon

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phrynemegido · 4 years

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List of shit I have thought or said

* (After making chili and cheese in a Tupperware container) Dis some ghetto shit if I've ever seen it.

* FUCK I HAVE CANDLES BURNING

* Can't I have one day without this complete bullshit?

* It pisses off straight white guys, of course I love it

* Look we're both chronic disasters whose huge dumb bitch energy is rivaled only by that of sitcom characters

* I am sick 24/7 anyways, I might as well be sick with pancakes.

* You have a deep seeded resentment for a little black cat

* I can't believe you have a rivalry with my cat

* You're so cute, you're so cute when you're not being evil.

* Do not challenge a theater bitch to karaoke

* HOLY FUCK I JUST MADE BREAD PERFECTLY ON MY FIRST TRY!!!!!!!! IM NOW GIVING OFF EVEN MORE CHAOTIC NATURE GODDESS VIBES!!

* SOMEONE NEEDS TO CONFISCATE MY YEAST I CANT STOP MAKING BREAD!!! Dear god I've made four loaves in the past week alone!

* Endeavors flaming tiddies are always funny

* I'm a genius gen z with no motivation nor desire to submit to a capitalist government system.

* I am barely functioning today, please don't ask me to do anything that is not immediately crucial to anything.

* ITS A SODA NOT SEX!!! Chill!!

* He's a snarky, sarcastic asshole, of course he's my favorite character.

* I swear to Persephone if I need to screw on one more fake ass smile for all these rude ass people I'm gonna fucking murder everyone in this building with a goddamned pencil.

* You godless travesty

* Don't fucking try me you leprechaun looking piece of ass cancer.

* *moms judging my cooking* OK YA KNOW WHAT?!?! EITHER MAKE IT YOURSELF NEXT TIME OR STOP CRITICIZING!!!!

* Oh please! You're so judgy I've heard people accidentally call you "Your Honor."

* IT SAYS DEATH IS IN THE NEAR FUTURE!!!! HOW MANY FUCKIN WAYS CAN THAT BE INTERPRETED?!?!?!

* (Wrapped in a blanket burrito) I am no longer a shambling human, I am a beautiful chrysalis, eagerly awaiting the day I emerge as a stunningly beautiful lunar moth.

* Nah bro lunar moths are different from regular moths.

* Because he's fucking David, Trisha! This is exactly the type of shit he'd do!

* The reason I never fall for your pranks is because one, you are a king of pranks and japery, but I'm the goddamned Empress. Two because I don't trust a single fucking thing you say, I love you, but I don't trust you, and for good reason. You're a little shit.

* What the fuck is wrong with you? Like clinically, what's the medical term for whatever the hell is wrong with you on a psychological level.

* It's my first time drinking, so I'm just gonna go easy. (Two Busch Lights and half a Palm Breeze later) Honestly i cannot tell a difference except I'm a bit more peppy, like this is what I would be like if I didn't have anxiety. I could do another beer, I could, but I won't.

* Wait they couldn't finish a whole beer their first times? HOLY SHIT IM BEATING THEM AT SOMETHING!!

* did hE SHIT ON THE FLOOR AGAIN?!?!?!

* It has been a long fucking time since something other than my life made me cry actual tears, but this shit did it. An anime named fucking Banana Fish made me weep. It such a stupid fucking name, but I'll be damned if it is not fucking me up. I should not be watching something that emotionally compromises me like this when I'm seeing my therapist today.

* Ahh yes, the great shitstorm of August 2019.

* Thou shalt shut the fuck up while I am writing gay fanfiction.

* Oh genetics, why hast thou screwed me over so fucking royally?

* I am never having kids.

* I just hope I'm drunk by the time it's my turn

* Well the only other option is to get drunk alone in my room

* Back when I was a tiny little b cup....

* that does not look like a penis

* I didn't think you'd actually put the lotion on your tongue!

* I have no fucking secrets, ask me anything.

* Tell me your deepest secret about covens. I'm a solitary practitioner, I don't know shit about covens.

* Wellllll that's part of your search history now.

* Why are you screaming? I'm the one over $11,000 in hospital debt with type one diabetes and no insurance, if anyone should be screaming here it's me.

* IM BI, HIGH, AND READY TO DIE!!!!

* That's a good plan, but we can't just pee and eat chocolate all night.

* "Why can't you detect sarcasm?" It's called brain damage from over ten years of untreated anxiety and depression Deborah.

* Well don't put your tits in her face and you won't have lipstick on your brand new sweater. It's your own damn fault.

* In all fairness, spite is hella powerful motivation.

* (Said through a mouthful of Cinnamon Toast Crunch I was eating right from the bag for dinner) Let me eat like the teenage disaster gremlin I am.

* Well I guess I'm an anarchist now.

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