#im rotting them too hard 😭💕

[wave2tyun]

alex!! i saw ur lil ramble last night and i totally get what u mean abt being paralysed from emotions..

sometimes it gets to the point where im kinda numb and just let myself rot which.. i never used to do cuz i used to just deal w it and not let myself process anything and tbh not doing anything scares me 😭 but its so good that uve been getting urself up and doing basic stuff, being kind to yourself has also really helped even if its hard most days

and on homesickness! i think i remember seeing u study abroad, me too!!! i hope you're finding people and things that take your mind off of it bc it honestly helps hehe and i hope u can keep in touch w people from home too every now then.

life's so crazy and uncertain sometimes i wish i was like 16 forever ... but its fine.. i hope you'll see much better days too 💕💗💓💞💘

hiiii!!!🥹🥹💞💖 omg i'm so sorry for taking this long to reply to your ask- uni has been quite exhausting and i didn't want to hurriedly write something back to you :(((((((<3

it's the exact same situation for me as well, i never used to do it or at least not this much/often:( and sometimes it's like i randomly snap back to reality in the middle of it and it makes me feel so guilty....😭 it scares me as well, making me feel like there's just something wrong with me. i keep telling myself that there must be a better way to spend my free time or deal with x thing than just letting myself rot. i'm trying to make a change, and just like you said, being kind to yourself can really help- you don't need to have this crazy ass routine and not every day has to be super productive for you to feel proud of how you spent your time- which is why i think it's really important to start giving yourself a pat on the back for doing or simply attempting to do even the most basic of chores, such as preparing a meal!!

and omg you're studying abroad too??🥹🥹 it's an experience that i don't regret, but homesickness can strike so hard on some days!! it was difficult dealing with it during my 1st semester at uni because i felt lonely and didn't really know people, but now it's better!! i found some people that i really click with and we've been getting closer, i have some plans to hang out with them soon actually and i will visit my family at the end of april too🥹 sometimes even just having a phone call with your parents can help, finally getting a chance to take a break from english and speak in your native language can feel so relieving??😭😭😭

ahhhhh i wish so too:( things were so much simpler and we most likely didn't even fully realise it. but it's okay, despite our hardships having taken a much more different shape, i think we'll be able to get through it, things will turn out alright!!!! :(<333

#wave2tyun answers!! ☆ #and also!!!! #best of luck with your studies!! we can do it!!!!! :D

[griffin-wood]

how about song 9 or 99 for kaia or ray/arthur? 🥰

aaaa - ty Ari! 🥺💕 (I apologize it took me a while - but, here it is!)

9. Lover by Taylor Swift + Kaia.

Can I go where you go?

Can we always be this close forever and ever?

And ah, take me out, and take me home (forever and ever)

You're my, my, my, my

Lover

—

A glass of wine in hand; taking a small sip, it's one of those days again.

His presence is needed, as he waits for her. One hand is clutching her wallet — eyes gazing upon the crowd. There are some familiar faces, some new ones exchanging political smiles his way.

His lips thin slightly, with an expression loud and clear. However, it softened at the sight of a red clad human, making her way to him.

With the heels clutched in her hand, she lets out a painful expression.

“I swear, these are painful. Who invented these.” she gestures upon the stilletos one of the uncomfortable pairs she have - as it's a sudden invite too.

Kent place the champagne flute which is unfinished on the table - before taking the heels in his hands. His smile widen at her presence here, after standing up for the last few hours - it's good to have her by his side.

“Painful feet is worth being out here!” She tries to humor him, as she takes a bite of the bruschetta that's being serve at the event. His gaze lands on her again, something in his chest feels grateful. Not any words could describe his heart - yet, he held onto that feeling.

“Do you wanna leave?”

“I thought you never asked.” Maia nods quickly, as he chuckles at the response.

-

They ended up leaving, and a quick drive - their whereabouts are located at the park courtesy of Maia of course.

“The park really?”

“Really - and, despite this outfit isn't park appropriate, but hey- we live only once right?” Maia says, as she climbs on the playground. Embracing the inner kid, as he does the same. Running around, before he catches her in his arms, laughter erupts from their lips, as she held him there.

“you got me!”

“always.” he replies, before his lips found hers in the dark - forehead to forehead, it all feels like a dream, a new reality maybe. Being close to him, being with him, it's the best reality to ever woke up to.

They were under the same skies after all only a small change of scenery, but - hey, wherever he is, she'll be there and wherever she is, he'll be there too. It's always the one with the other, taking each other out for adventures and even the simplest drive back home. They could do this forever, and honestly, forever doesn't seem like a bad idea after all.

the end.

tags: @wayhavenots , @takemyopenheart , @eatingyarn , @winterkeys , @ambrosykim , @moderarato , @fantasyoverreality98 , @homeformyheart , @stephschoices , @winslowmontgomery , @indorilnerevarine

#x: kent x maia #kent x button #k zarneki #mind blind #alya writes #im rotting them too hard 😭💕 #but - enjoy this smol prompt from the spotify wrapped asks <3