#im not going to lie tho largely i feel ugly as fuck because my fat and bone structure is 100% cloned from my father

[britnxyspears]

(Abt the age post) I think you already look p breath taking but honestly? Most people tend to get their Looks looks at around 30-40 imo

I have a hard time finding myself truly attractive and always have because I find that I'm only really beautiful in the brooding exhausted way, you know? I look a lot older than I am in the eyes. It just juxtaposed with how young I look everywhere else so it just feels... gross to me?

And now that I'm working I haven't really been taking care of myself and I feel and look so much worse... The stress is really starting to plaster itself all over my skin and take itself out on my eyes and shit... my hair is falling out and my flaws are becoming a lot less reversible, I look like I'm aging on a skin deep level, yet I still look so stupidly young that it feels like im wearing a grotesque faceapp filter 24/7... That's why I don't post much of my face anymore :(

At least if I starting truly aging the stupid fat might come off and Id at least be 100% miserable hot... That's why a lot of people look more attractive in their 30s/40s. The fat sort of redistributes and more of the actual face structure is made clear and permanent.

#tldr i cant consider myself attractive bc im an age juxtaposition #im not going to lie tho largely i feel ugly as fuck because my fat and bone structure is 100% cloned from my father #Who is the ugliest white man you've ever seen even when hes not on drugs