#im not even short or anhthing u just baby talk me bc u see an easian woman and cant take her seriously

[tianshiisdead]

My hairdresser didn't spend the entire hour telling me about how she would purposefully mess up the names of her Asian coworkers and make racist comments to their face as if looking for me to validate her actions, in between comments about how I looked like a little doll (baby talk voice), all while I sat there and couldn't move, for ppl to say depictions of racism in books are 'too blatant' or 'too preachy' 🙄🙄🙄

#diary #hater tag #racism #its like whatever yk u learn to deal but it drives me up the wall when ppl act like its not a thing #it is a thing and its annoying and everywhere and u just . ignore it #i used to complain to my mom and shed say dont waste ur time w other ppl's stupidity and shes right. so i just move on #but uts not like its. a pleasent experience? i still avoid new ppl and all that #ottawa is sooo bad tho like alberta i was vibing and ppl werent nice but at least they didnt fucking run up to me and explain #their view of asians and then look to me to validate it like im suposed to give them forgiveness or smthn #proving their lack of racistness by forcing me to judge #the first time someone told me i looked like a little doll i was like hey thanks ig and then it stopped being a compliment tbh. fuck off #im not even short or anhthing u just baby talk me bc u see an easian woman and cant take her seriously #guy who jumped in and tried to play translator when i was talking to a librarian. lady who used a baby voice to ask me where im from. #lady who tried to gently show me how to use a credit card machine after giving me a butchered ni hao and bow. lady who kept telling me abt #how her son loves asia and asian girls and then call me 'omg so cute' like im not an adult. every one else. go die now!! kys im not kidding #id rather be called a slur than treated like im a 2yo dog while in a work situation