#im in interior architecture and have missed all the classes that lay the EXTREMELY IMPORTANT preliminary groundwork

[fairyfuyu]

im gonna vent in the tags please ignore

#i am slightly sad and anxious at the moment hehe #so i had covid all last week #we know this #following the cdc guidelines and all that today should have been my first day back #but i JUST found out that i can still test positive for the next 90 days #even though im no longer contagiuos #contagious * #this freaks me the fuck out because like #i genuinely dont feel comfortable going anywhere or being around anyone if im positive like ??? #that just seems the most logical thing to me #this makes things so much worse too because with the major im in #i kinda NEED to be in class #im in interior architecture and have missed all the classes that lay the EXTREMELY IMPORTANT preliminary groundwork #for a fucking 15000 sq ft space #and i am feeling #stressed #i emailed my teacher and she was like yeah stay away for a bit you can email your progress to me #and of course im gonna stay home because ....... i dont feel comfortable going out #but i just feel so in the dark with how much ive missed already i feel like i barely understand the project #so im gonna try and set up a zoom call w her and cry #but seriously i fucking hate the fact that i got this in the first place #im fucking vaccinated #and i literally only hang out with 1 person #and i wear a mask everywhere i go #where tf did i get this shit from im mad #straight up ruined my life #ok rant over #please ignore #honey talks