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thisismeracing · 6 months

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komh thot

https://twitter.com/tennistaboo/status/ 1405721695453843460?lang=en

you cant tell me hamilton!reader wouldnt poke mick's cheek dimple at random times

mick doing an interview? she's sliding in frame, poking it, and the leaves without explanation

mick standing behind toto with his arms crossed watching the race? she's beside him also watching the race the looks over at her lover and pokes it and then focuses back to the chaos on track

mick is in front of her talking and eating his food? she is reaching over and poking the boys cute face feature

he doesnt know why she does it but lets it continue on for a while because it seems to make her happy and who is he to question it?

but the curiosity never leaves him, much like how he wondered who she was pre- first meeting, so one day he asks

maybe its during post-fuck cuddles and he quietly voices his question to her with his neck tucked into her neck

and she just pulls his face out from his hiding space and pokes his dimple once more and admits its one of her favorite parts of his face and poking it is her way of showing appreciation for it

[this was born from reading this fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51746830]

hope you enjoyed!

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*insert that connected minds meme*

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C, I was just thinking about it a few months ago, not especifically about the poking, but about how reader would just love his dimple (because yes its only one, only one side and she would find it so precious she would always kiss that spot before kissing his lips whenever they greeted each other or one were on the way out).

Hamilton!reader would freak out too after being all giddy and poking his cheek, and her mind takes her to wonder if their kids would have his dimples, or how their features would look mixed together, and then she’s like “wait no omg we’re too young, wdym kids?” and suddently she’s looking for lewis because she needs her brother, needs to vent about how she just had the thought about having kids with mick, to which lewis will be “only now? I thought you guys had talked about it a couple months ago” and she’s like “what? why?” and lewis tells her that a few months back, she poked his cheeks while they were playing video games in the living room and left to grav groceries, and mick accidentaly made a comment about how their kids would look like something along the lines of “I wonder if our baby will walk around poking my dimples like she does” and you can bet lewis just drops the remote, the crashing sound making mick realize what he just said. “is yn pregnant?” and mick is like “no why? did she tell you something?” and now both drivers are wide eyed. “I just…that was just a random thought, she’s not pregnant,” mick is tapping nervously on the controller, and lewis breaths in relief. “so that was just something you were thinking about?” “I guess,” mick shrugs still a bit nervous. “you’re thinking about kids…with my sister,” lewis repeats and mick seems to get the depth of the whole comment. he’s not scared though, he loves yn, and he wants her to be endgame. “she’s my girlfriend…” mick tries to add, but lewis points around as if searching the words, “and youre not even thirty yet!”

so yup, after she explains the poking thing mick would ask her how she sees their kids and though lewis told her about the whole convo they had, she will still be all teary eyed because their love is just so mutual 🥺😩 brb Im gonna cry

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I loved it just how I love every thot you send, C!! *mwah* 💖💖💖💖

#thank you for entertaining me and feeding my mickyn brainrot #millies inbox #☕️ anon #komh #mick schumacher #ms47 #thots #f1 x reader #hamilton!reader

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mattsbella · 1 month

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“impossible” - matt sturniolo

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ pairings : matt sturniolo x almira gomez (fem!oc)

—— ୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ warnings : angst, fluff

୨୧ ₊˚•. ↳ summary :

ALMIRA GOMEZ had been a fan of the triplets ever since they started, coincidentally she also lived in boston, but in cambridge. she was posting on instagram once when the MATT STURNIOLO noticed her post, also posting pictures with the same caption. is it impossible for these two to get together?

chapter 006

“leave me alone”

messages, insta, real life

——— MESSAGES ———

matt.

almira please listen to me.

one missed call from matt.

almira please.

mira cmon

mira you just need to read one message

please almira just answer me

one missed call from matt.

mira 🌅🩷

leave me the fuck alone.

matt.

fine.

wait no its not fine

mira please.

mira 🌅🩷 HAS SILENCED NOTIFICATIONS 🌙

——— INSTAGRAM ———

@almiragomez

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almiragomez how i feel rn (i have been crying for the past 2 days)

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2 HOURS LATER

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matt.

mira please i will literally beg you just answer one call i can explain everything.

mira 🌅🩷

get on ur knees then.

matt.

still crazy huh?

mira 🌅🩷

now you answer my call.

“you have 4 minutes” almira says as she snuggled into the blankets of her cozy bed, and matt hold his phone to his ear. almira had him on speaker since she wanted to sleep right after.

“ill only need 2. so basically bree used to be one of my fucking talking stages who is obsessed with me.. i mean its me” making almira giggle a bit. “anyways, we ended off things the day before i found your account but she hasnt left me alone since. i swear to god i dont like anyone but yo- shit.” matt finishes and realises what he just said.

“what did you just say?” almira exclaimed as she giggles and immediately gets hanged up on, she finishes the laugh and goes to sleep.

but after about 20 minutes. she heard the doorbell.

she gets up from bed and goes to the front door.

“whoever cut my sleep off i will kill yo- matt?” she says as she opens the door and sees matt holding a bouqet of pink and white roses with brown paper wrapped around them, and a small bow on the bottom, with a letter on the top and a kinder bueno.

“i know this sounds fucking weird and shit but like i remember you saying you wouldve hated if someone asked you out from call so im never doing that, anyways besides the point, as i was saying, i would never ever like someone more than you mira, i swear” he says in what seems like one breathe, making him pant currently.

almira is speechless just looking at him with mouth agape.

“please say somethi-“ matt says in a soft soft whisper before he gets cut off with almiras lips on his.

sure they kissed before but not like this, not this lovingly.

as they pull away matt asks “can i be your boyfriend?” with a soft voice.

she giggles “yes you idiot”.

——— INSTAGRAM ———

@mattspinkshirt

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mattspinkshirt ME RN (marylou gonna be screaming “nuse reja jeme”)

matthew.sturniolo AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

↳ mattspinkshirt AHHHHHHH MY BABYYYYYY

↳ user : WHAT?

nicolassturniolo WHAT HAPPPPPPPEEEEENEED

↳ mattspinkshirt becoming a wife happened

matthew.sturniolo I PUT A RING ON ITT (not yet 😩)

↳ mattspinkshirt u better.

↳ user : HUHHHHHHH?

↳ user : HWAAATATATA YALL CLIP THIS

christophersturniolo tell me why matt just messaged the groupchat “I DID ITTTTT” and leaves.

↳ mattspinkshirt oh so im a joke to you. @matthew.sturniolo

↳ matthew.sturniolo NONONONO NEVER EVER EVER UR THE LIGHT BENEATH MY WINGS THE LITERAL LIGHT OF MY LIFE AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 😭😭😭😭😭😭

↳ mattspinkshirt i love you. 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🖕

↳ nicolassturniolo okay enough flirting

@rootbeersn1fan

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rootbeersn1fan literally our beach. ( i love my gf so much i love her)

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a/n

idk if this is last chap

#sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #matt sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #nicolas sturniolo #nick sturniolo #sturniolo smut #impossiblefanfic

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reilliane · 2 years

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holy frick i can't believe you listen to akie, im gonna go cry in the corner i swear. i've finally found my people 🙏 personally, i really love her cover of inochi no namae and shinpakusuu 8022, what about you tho? and also her voice is sooo soothing and i also like to listen to her covers while reading angst bcs it makes everything 20x more emotional istg 😭

OGMGOMGMGOGMHI-

Yes I do listen to Akie! Her voice is just 😩👌 I can sleep to her voice aaaaa

I'm kind of a new fan, though, and by new I really mean new 😆 So far the only song I'm aware of is Yakusoku.

I just recently started listening to Japanese songs (ones that didn't come from animes and aren't vocaloid for once lol) and she's the first one I listened to! So I don't know that many of her songs yet :'))

#moonlitchat #queued #i'll give those you mentioned a sweet listen when i'm writing something so emotional ahdjakshdjsakdhjaksd

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cinnabeat · 2 years

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in literal pain

#screaming and crying and throwing up #its the way i keep missing a note at the very last second for me #like what the fuck #im so tired kf this song #i love roselia but god #God #yukina voice rn 🤢#IM SORRY 😭#help i had to look up her name lmao bc i forget and i was genuinely confused when i pokemon showed up instead of bandori #im sorry i forgot roselia the pkmn existed </3 #anyways im gonna play this tommorow #like when i wake up tomorrow #if i keep trying and failing i might throw my phone 😩#michi tag

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gingeraleluke · 3 years

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𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿

𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: vinnie hacker x fem!reader

𝘀𝘆𝗻𝗼𝗽𝘀𝗶𝘀: vinnies girlfriend gets her heart broken by a disney movie and needs to scrub off the sorrow.

𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: pure fluff, swearing, crying, spoilers for the movie onward, showering… so nudity?, mommy and daddy kink jokes

𝗔/𝗡: this was inspired by the time i first watched the movie onward and cried in the shower for a good 20 mins! i’m aware this movie isn’t even that sad but for some reason the ending broke me.

◦◦,`°.✽✦✽.◦.✽✦✽.°`,◦◦

there was something about disney movies that scratched an itch y/n couldn’t reach. the films always seemed to resonate deep down with her, and after a rough day, she was itching for one.

it wasn’t her first choice though.

after coming home from work, she put her stuff down and ran to greet her boyfriend. he wasn’t in their shared bedroom so she checked his hangout space, and there he was, sitting with a snapback on, typing something on his phone.

“hey! oh… are you busy?” he snapped his head back and looked at her smiling.

“yeah, i’m about to start streaming but it won’t be long. come here.” he made a grab motion with his hands and she climbed onto his lap, cradling him as he held her in his arms. she had her head on his shoulder and could hear faint voices coming from his headphones that rested on the table.

“are you in a discord?”

she pulled away and looked at him, their noses almost touching.

“oh, yeah but i muted it. don’t worry.” he shook his head and his lips looked soft. “you look gorgeous right now,” he pulled out his phone from his pocket and opened snapchat. “come here.”

she looked at his phone to see that he was taking a selfie with her and she grew shy and shoved her face in his chest. she could feel the vibration in his chest from his giggles as he snapped a picture.

“honey, show your face!!”

“no…” vinnie poked her in the sensitive spot on her side and quickly took the photo, capturing her laughing. the picture was slightly blurry, but good enough. some of his face was cut off and you could see her arm around his neck.

“oh god, did you post that?”

“yup.” he wrapped his hand around the back of her neck and made him look at her before lightly kissing his nose.

“look it, everyone is a simp for you.”

y/n looked at his phone screen and saw numerous chats flooding his phone. she took it in her hands and opened some.

oh my god my parents 😩

she took a picture on vinnies phone of her kissing vinnies cheek before typing a reply,

we are happy to be your mom and dad :,)

another one was a picture of a girl crying with the caption,

im so jealous please love me vinnie

“oh my god, vin look what you did.” she showed him the picture and his jaw dropped as he awkwardly laughed.

y/n snapped a picture of her forehead and typed,

he loves you i promise, don’t cry :(

she liked to look at messages from his fans, especially when he had just posted of her. his followers loved her because of how inclusive she was. she never wanted to shove their relationship in their face because she knew what it’s like. she had spent nights crying over tom holland knowing that she would never date him, people did the same for vinnie and she tried to be as understanding and respectful as possible.

and they adored her for that.

“hey if you are gonna look at my phone, i want your phone.” he grabbed her phone from the back pocket of her jeans and typed in her passcode before opening fruit ninja.

“imma beat your high score.”

they stayed like that for a few more minutes, her legs wrapped around him as she sat, replying to more messages.

VINNIE TELL Y/N I LOVE HER

she smiled at the message. she decided that a text wasn’t enough for this one, so she sent back a video.

“HI WENDY! I LOVE YOU MORE!” she blew a kiss at the camera as vinnie shouted a “hi wendy!” in the background.

she hit send and immediately the girl replied.

OHDKDHDJC

Y/N I LOVE YOU OH MY GFUCK

*wendy screenshotted your chat!*

NO ME MORE OHDKDHDKD

y/n laughed at the exchange before vinnie asked for his phone back. you momentarily forgot about your shitty day as you were distracted by your gorgeous boyfriend and his incredible fans.

she pouted looking down at him as he stared at his computer screen, “aww, you’re no fun!”

“i know, i know. i can’t hang out right now, the guys are waiting. okay?” he looked at her briefly before grabbing his headphones.

“okay..” she got off of him and started to make her way towards the door.

“oh, try to be quiet please?”

“yes, daddy…” she said jokingly as his eyes went wide and he immediately turned around, mouth agape, looking her up and down before speaking in the discord call.

◦◦,`°.✽✦✽.◦.✽✦✽.°`,◦◦

all over y/n’s tiktok was edits of tom holland and honestly? she wasn’t complaining.

she was bored out of her mind and was going through disney plus before stopping on the film Onward.

holy fucking shit.

an animated disney movie with tom holland and wizards? i think the fuck yes.

y/n got excited and decided to order a pizza for dinner and grab her favorite fuzzy blanket.

she was around 20 minutes into the movie when the pizza guy arrived. she took what she wanted and texted vinnie that she left pizza on the floor outside of his door, not wanting to disturb him.

y/n 🤍

hey, i ordered some pizza, i hope that’s okay with you. i wasn’t sure what you wanted to have for dinner tonight lol

vinnie 🖤

thx babe 🥺

y/n 🤍

the pizza is here! i left the box outside of your door. i didn’t want to interrupt sdhjdj

vinnie 🖤

BABY OMG I SEE IT!! thank you i’m starving omgg

y/n 🤍

EAT IT!

vinnie 🖤

that’s what she said 😏

y/n 🤍

…

vinnie 🖤

what?

y/n 🤍

that wasn’t funny 🙄

vinnie 🖤

the stream thought it was.

y/n 🤍

vinnie wtf??

vinnie 🖤

what? 🤠

y/n 🤍

why are u showing our texts on stream??!

vinnie 🖤

BECAUSE ITS FUNNY DUH

y/n 🤍

jesus christ-

just shut up and eat your pizza 😩

vinnie 🖤

yes mommy 🤪

mommy my pizza tastes like feet

y/n 🤍

don’t

vinnie 🖤

what mommy 🥺

y/n 🤍

please shut the fuck up

wait

does your pizza actually taste bad or are you fucking with me?

vinnie 🖤

nah, the stream told me to say it

y/n 🤍

STOP SHOWING THE STREAM OUR TEXTS

vinnie 🖤

LMAOO

why did you leave me on read 😡

y/n 🤍

i’m watching a movie now play ur game 😩

vinnie 🖤

there’s a lot of viewers… i’m nervous

y/n 🤍

aww

you will be fine i promise. tell me how it goes :)

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almost 2 hours later, after many snack and tiktok breaks, she finally finished the movie.

and boy, did it fuck her up.

it started as a slight yet familiar burning in her eye sockets as her vision became blurry. watering eyes, trying to make out shapes but the illusion of light spots filled her vision. she’d blink but that would only get her lashes wet and everything appeared even more sparkly. a normal person would just see a bright screen in a dark room, yet y/n’s saw what looked like a whole city skyline. imaginary colors and shapes that were formed by her tears. the levee would break, one blink that lasted a little too long, causing a tear to slide down her cheek. that’s when all hell broke lose.

she was trying to hold on to her tears, but she slipped and lost her grip. the sobs started out small and then turned into long quiet ones. she wasn’t sure why it hit her so hard, maybe because of tom holland, or maybe because of the inspirational music playing through the credits. she picked up the remote and just sat there on the couch, sobbing into the blanket. you would have thought she had lost a loved one by how hard she was crying. she knew she was being ridiculous, but fuck, it really made her sad.

she was on the bridge of hyperventilating. sniffling as salty black streams made their way down her face. she hadn’t cried that hard since one direction broke up.

she gained the strength to get up and made her way to see vinnie, her blanket wrapped around her body and visibly upset.

y/n slowly opened up the door.

“vinnie-“ she whined, before silencing herself.

he was still on his stream, headset on, as he turned around and looked at her.

he ripped his headset off his head, “hey, angel! are you okay?”

“yeah, i’m sorry.” she closed the door before he could say anything. he told her he wouldn’t take too long so she was hoping to snuggle up with him.

but nope, he’s busy and she just interrupted him.

she threw her blanket on the bed before making her way to the bathroom. showering always helped her get her emotions out.

she stood and saw herself in the mirror. she looked hysterical. mascara was all over her cheeks and her eyes were red and puffy. the sight made her want to cry even more.

she felt her knees buckle and she dropped to the floor and just cried. motionless, she stayed like that for a few minutes before wiping her nose and stripping.

when vinnie saw her appearance, his heart sunk. he was almost done with the stream so he quickly ended it and walked out to the sound of water running.

y/n stood under the water for a few seconds before, once again, dropping to the floor and crying.

fuck disney and fuck hormones

she heard a knock on the door.

“hey, sweetheart. you okay?”

“yeah!” she shouted out through the water, her voice cracking. “i’m fine. get back to your stream.”

“it ended…” he stood with his side pressed against the door, leaning on it. “open up.”

“what?”

“let me in, the doors locked.” he jimmied the doorknob, before letting go.

“come on!”

“umm.. why?”

“because i want to shower with you!”

she closed her eyes and felt the warm water flow down her face. “yeah, no offense vin, but i’m really not in the mood. i had a bad day and i’m tired”

“huh? no i’m serious, i wanna take a shower too.”

she pulled back the shower curtain and unlocked the door, vinnie strolling in as she quickly covered herself with the curtain.

“so…. whatcha doing?”

“vinnie, i’m in the shower.”

all of a sudden, y/n felt something land on her head.

“ow, what the fuck?” she looked down to see vinnies hat sitting at her feet.

“did it land on your head?”

“no, fuckface, it didn’t land on my head, it hit me in the head.”

“oh… well. my hats in there so that means i have to get in there and get it.”

“what? no i’ll just throw it to you.”

vinnie groaned, “ugh, y/n will you please just let me hop in? i promise i’ll be good.”

“fine.” she rolled her eyes and threw the wet hat on the bathroom floor.

vinnie went to pull back the curtain.

“hey! i’m naked.”

“so? i’ve seen you naked a bajillion times, why do you care?”

“because privacy.”

“oh, please.”

vinnie pulled the curtain back, y/n now standing there on display.

“woah.” his eyes were wide as he looked at her.

“what?”

“nothing… i’ve just never seen you shower before… it’s uh.. it’s hot.”

“vincent….” she warned.

he held his hands up in defense, “i won’t okay! i’m just saying… jeez.”

he took his clothes off and dropped them on the ground next to her clothes. “‘m comin’ in!”

he walked in behind her, recklessly. water splashing and overflowing the tub.

“vinnie! careful.”

“shit sorry.” he laughed.

he was giggling like crazy as he stood there facing y/n, the back of her head under the water. vinnie was still dry, only thing wet was his feet.

“can i have some water mam’”

“sure, but it’s hot and i’m not changing the temperature.”

he nodded and they maneuvered their way by eachother, switching spots. she held his shoulders as he stood under the water.

“OW FUCK! HOLY SHIT WHAT THE FUCK!” he let out an inhuman noise once the water hit his skin.

“oh, stop being a baby! it’s fine.”

“i’m not a baby..” he pouted, “i’m a man!” he puffed his chest and turned his back to her, facing the shower head. he let the water run on his face and turned around towards her, spitting some out. he positioned the water so it hit both of them and moved back to his previous spot so she was the closest to the water.

she could feel herself start to cry again.

“hey.” he embraced her as she cried in his arms. “why are you sad?” he rubbed her back, the water dripping from his fingers.

“you know how i love tom holland?”

“yeah?” he was confused as to what the celebrity had to do with her sadness.

“well… he’s in a disney movie and it was really sad.”

“oh.” vinnie didn’t know what to say.

“no, you don’t get it! he wanted nothing more than to meet his dead dad, it was his biggest wish- his dream vinnie! and he had the opportunity to finally meet him and-“ sobs started to escape her lips. “and his- his stupid fucking brother got to see their dad and he didn’t! and he already knew the dad but ian didn’t!! it was so fucked up.” her body shaked as he held her, vinnie tried his best not to laugh.

“i’m sorry, princess. that sounds awful.”

“it was, vinnie. it was all ian wanted and he never got it. he worked so hard and- fuck i just can’t.”

he let out a giggle and kissed her on the cheek.

“okay well don’t worry, don’t let that movie bother you, okay? turn around and i’ll wash your hair.”

vinnie got shampoo and started lathering it through her roots and y/n did the same. they had their arms on either side of their necks, looking at eachother and laughing while touching each other’s hair.

“this is so weird.”

“i know.”

they would take turns going under the water to rinse the shampoo out. vinnies hair getting stuck to his forehead after being under the water. he shook his head like a dog and water droplets splattered everywhere.

“vinnie!”

they applied conditioner before vinnie decided to grab her body wash.

“what are you doing?”

“i’m gonna wash your body, here, lean your head back.” she leaned her head under the water, her back arched. vinnie tried to keep his thoughts holy as her chest was on full display for him. he started lathering the soap all throughout her body with his hands and grabbed a loofah before scrubbing all up on her chest and down to her legs. he squeezed the loofah to create bubbles before putting some in his hands and placing it directly on her boobs.

y/n couldn’t see what he was doing and all she could see was the shower head and the ceiling. she ran her fingers through her hair before standing up straight.

“what are you doing-“ she looked down at her chest to see a shit ton of bubbles covering her chest.

“you don’t have a bra on so i made you one!”

“you are such a dork..” she turned around and washed the bubbles off as he washed her backside and massaged her shoulders.

once she was all washed, she made him stand under the shower head and scrubbed his body with his body wash. he made jokes about “taking him out on a date first” anytime she washed somewhere intimate.

after they were done, she hopped out of the shower and wrapped herself in a towel. vinnie watched her as he stood in the shower.

“what’s wrong?”

“i’ve got bubbles on my feet.” he frowned, slightly laughing.

“we’ll just take the shower head off and spray your feet off, silly.”

he looked at her, flabbergasted, before trying it out, and what do you know, the shower head detached.

“hey! since when did it do this?”

he asked spraying off his feet as y/n dried her hair.

“since always.”

he put the shower head back and looked over at her suspiciously.

“y/n?”

“yeah…”

“how did you know the shower head was detachable?” he looked deeply in her eyes, trying to catch her.

“uh… i don’t know, i just knew….”

his jaw dropped, “oh my god, y/n, have you?-“

“gotta go!” she ran out of the bathroom, a devious smile on her face.

“y/n y/l/n, get back here!” he jumped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist, before running after her.

maybe, her day wasn’t too bad.

#vinnie hacker fluff #vinnie hacker fanfic #vinnie hacker x reader #vinnie hacker imagines #vinnie hacker #vinnie imagines #vinnie x reader

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goldenroutledge · 3 years

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can i please request “ I love you, I always loved you and I never really stopped. ” with Rafe🥺

second chances

pairing: rafe cameron x reader

wc: 1.8k

warning(s): mentions of throwing up, swearing, angst 😩 & fluff but a happy ending (this isnt canon rafe just a smidge of alcoholic rafe)

a/n: thanks for requesting! im combining this one with “I regret letting you go, okay?”. its more of an imagine lol, you’re welcome 🥰

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2 weeks. It had been 2 weeks since you’d heard from or seen Rafe. As much as you wanted to stay away from him, you couldn’t help but let your mind wonder if he was okay. You always would. Which is why it hurt so much to be apart from him. The two of you had never been apart for more than a few days throughout the entire year you’d been together. But it went down the drain once Rafe began to lose sight of himself, partying and getting wasted until the sun came up.

You hated watching him be so reckless, but you still would rub his back when he threw up in your bathroom. You still let him in every time he knocked on your window and needed a place to crash. Loving Rafe meant loving all of him and his mistakes, and you were more than willing to do so. It’s not like it was all bad, either.

He still paid you attention, but not as much as he used to. You drew the line when you began seeing pictures of him talking to another girl at a party. It could’ve been innocent, but it still broke your heart. He was paying more mind to random girls instead of you. Rafe came over at the end of the night like always, the smell of alcohol replacing his regular fresh cologne scent. The worst part was he didn’t even protest when you suggested taking a break. He walked out with no argument, which hurt you all over again even if you were the one to mention it. Was this what he wanted all along?

You didn’t get a wink of sleep that night, seeing as it’s a little hard to fall asleep when you’re violently sobbing. But soon enough you ran out of tears left to cry. Through the missed calls and irrelevant messages on your phone you finally slept, not bothering to go through them all. Most of them were from Sarah, as she had probably gotten wind of the news at that point.

Truthfully, you didn’t have many good friends. That was something you and Rafe bonded over. People attach to you when you’re up but not caring enough to be there when you’re down. You fought off the urge to call Sarah, you didn’t wanna talk about it with anyone. Anything anyone had to say right now, you didn’t care to hear it. The ‘It’ll get better’s and the ‘He didn’t deserve you anyway’s.

True colors were shown, and you knew they couldn’t care less if you and Rafe were broken up or not. But bashing him wasn’t something you wanted to do either. You wouldn’t let a bad word be said about him because he had been good to you. You settled on texting Sarah, sending ‘i’m okay’.

She read it almost immediately, your phone ringing shortly after. “Hello? Y/n?” She spoke anxiously.

“Hi, Sarah. How are you?” The lack of emotion in your voice made her frown.

“No, how are you, Y/n? Are you really doing okay?” Sarah had been one of your closest friends, so she knew how much you loved Rafe. Even if she didn’t really like hearing about her brother, the way you spoke about him as if he was an angel on earth made her happy that you could find that happiness.

“I mean I could be better. I think I’m gonna take a trip for a few days.”

“Oh.” She responded disappointedly. “I was hoping I could see you. When do you leave?”

“Tomorrow. I’m gonna go stay at my family’s vacation house in Nassau. I need a break.”

“Okay, whatever’s best for you. I’m all for you having fun.”

“Thanks. Maybe you can come by before I go? I’ll have to leave around noon.”

“Sure! I’ll see you tomorrow morning?”

“Yeah, see you tomorrow morning.” You confirmed, saying your goodbyes and hanging up. You sighed, dragging yourself out of bed to complete the packing ahead of you.

11:00am

“Where’d you go, Sarah?” Rafe asked his sister as she walked inside the house.

“None of your business.” She replied coldly. He followed her quickly, through the hall and to the kitchen.

“Come on, just tell me.”

“Fine.” She punctuated her sentence by shutting the fridge door loudly, grabbing a water bottle. “I went to Y/n’s. Remember her?”

He nodded at the confirmation, but ignored the last rude comment. “Was she okay? Is she doing alright?”

She sighed in exasperation. “You don’t get to ask that.”

“Please, Sarah. I’ll pay for your next shopping trip just please tell me. It’s driving me insane not knowing.” She smirked, holding her hand out and waiting for him to pay up. He rolled his eyes and grumbled some curses, digging through his wallet and slapping $200 in her hand.

“She’s fine. But I’m sure you’ll see that when she posts all of these bikini pics.” She giggled, counting the bills in her hand.

“What bikini pics?”

“The ones she’s gonna take in Nassau, silly.” She blurted, walking past him.

“She’s going to Nassau? When?”

“Like, an hour.” Sarah shrugged, looking back at him. “Toodles.”

Your older sister and brother were coming with you so you wouldn’t be all alone. Where’s the fun in that? They were ready to go for the most part, but were finishing up some packing in the house. Swinging on your porch swing after Sarah just left, your phone went off with a text message from the blonde girl. ‘i’m sorry in advance, i tried to stop him’.

Before you could reply with a ‘stop who?’, Rafe’s truck was flying down the street, coming to a halt at your house. And it was true, she had urged her brother not to go but he was never a good listener anyway. “Y/n?” You froze like a deer in headlights at the sight of him rushing up your driveway.

“You shouldn’t be here, Rafe.” You spoke.

“We need to talk. Please?” As if on queue, your sister strolled out of the house with a few bags to load up in the car.

“Oh, hey, Rafe!” She greeted politely, but confused as to why he was here. He replied to her with a smile, offering to help her with the bags before turning back to you. “You ready to go, Y/n?” She shouted in your direction.

“Yeah.”

“You going somewhere?” Rafe asked in a more hushed tone for privacy.

“Yeah, far away from you. Nassau.”

He hummed. “How long are you supposed to be gone for?”

“2 weeks.”

He sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Oh. 2 weeks.”

“What did you come here for, Rafe? I need to leave soon.”

“Right, uh- I just need to explain myself. Before you go. Please?” His eyes wore a pleading look, the ones you couldn’t resist.

“Fine. Let’s go for a walk.” You settled, leading him to a more private area of the property. A few minutes of silence went by, Rafe being the first to speak up. Seeing as though you were pretty much silent.

“I’m sorry, Y/n, for these last few weeks. I’ve been an inconsiderate asshole and I hate myself for disregarding you like I did. You don’t deserve that.” His voice wasn’t very loud, but you could hear him loud and clear. You didn’t say anything, though. The sounds of your footsteps beside his filling your silence. “I regret letting you go, okay? And I know you suggested the break but that was only because I was being an idiot. I miss you a lot.”

You had to keep from looking down at the ground so tears wouldn’t pool in your eyes. You hummed in thought. “I guess you don’t realize what you have until it’s gone.”

“Yeah. And that was stupid of me. You told me to tone down the partying and I didn’t listen. I’m sorry about the pictures, too. I don’t know what I was thinking, Y/n.”

“Clearly you weren’t.” You quipped, smiling and nudging his arm. He chuckled at your lighthearted insult, his eyes softening in the short but sweet eye contact you made. “I miss you, too, by the way.” You admitted sheepishly.

He let out a small sigh of relief, watching you fidget with your rings before taking your hand and holding it in his. You didn’t fight it off, in fact, you intertwined your fingers to give him some reassurance. You both smiled at the contact. Rafe thought for a moment, deciding to take another leap of faith. He cleared his throat. “Do you think you could ever give me another chance?”

“If you slow down the partying and stuff. I don’t wanna have to be worried about you all the time, Rafe. It’s not good for me.”

“I know. But I’d never risk losing you again.” He stopped walking, turning to face in front of you. “Please? I’d do anything.”

“Like pay Sarah $200 just to hear if I’m okay?” You asked him teasingly. He turned red, mentally cursing Sarah for telling you he did such a thing.

“Uh- yeah. I just um, wanted to know that you’re alright.” He stuttered out.

“You’re crazy, Rafe.” You laughed to yourself, patting a hand on his chest. “And clearly I am too for giving you another chance.”

It took his brain a moment to register your words, before he picked you up and spun you around a little. You shrieked at the sudden movement, as he placed you back down and held you close to his chest. “Thank you, Y/n. I love you, I always loved you and I never really stopped.”

“I love you too, Rafey.” His heart fluttered at your nickname for him, but he would never admit it. He really didn’t have to, you could feel his heart racing in his chest. It was your turn to take a leap of faith, guiding his lips down to yours in a passionate kiss.

You only pulled away because your phone rang, your sister’s contact taking over the screen. “Y/n? Where the hell did you go? We’re about to leave you here, damnit.”

“Shut up, I’ll be right there.” You told her before hanging up. “Babe?” He hummed in response, his hands finding home on your hips as you hung your arms around his neck. “Would you like to come with me to Nassau? I mean, I think it would be a nice way for us to start over.”

“I’d love to.” You both wore matching grins on your face, leaning in for a kiss once more. “I gotta pack all my stuff, though.”

“Let’s go then, we’ll get it done faster if I help.” He agreed before you rushed to his house, asking your brother to stall your impatient sister. You got back home just time, cuddling up next to Rafe in the backseat on the journey to the airstrip.

Paradise, here we come.

a/n: the ending was ass goodbye. this whole thing probably was OOPS 😩

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koishua · 2 years

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as your resident hwang in yeop stan i believe i should inform y'all of his new and upcoming drama 😩 the premise is a little similar to i can hear your voice, but it's darker and he plays the role of a law school student and y'all. HE IS FINALLY THE MAIN LEAD IM GONNA GO HOP ON MY BED AND CRY i am so excited i waited for so long oml anyways he is the law student and he keeps crossing paths with the female lead (who's like, one of the top lawyers) and then she becomes the professor after being thrown out of her firm yada yada

#ITS SO DJCHCJJF #i cannot wait oml #tp

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cyancherub · 3 years

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the yuuji fic...

ma'am, i don't even GO HERE. i had to go watch a clip of him on youtube so i knew what voice to hear in my head when he speaks 😂😭 and we're also getting SUKUNA? again i have 0 context for either of these characters, but according to the clips i watched, i know that man would ruin my life, and i would let him 👀

also, the atmosphere you've created with this one is *chef's kiss* just wonderful. i found myself getting anxious alongside y/n and then getting annoyed at her for being so anxious, like PLEASE LET US GO HOME AND NOT LEAVE THE HOUSE, I AM AFEARED.

i can't wait to see what the next part brings, especially with those nightmares. i have several questions 🧐

I AM CRYING AT THE MEMES AND THE I DONT EVEN GO HERE PLEASNEHDBDH. BUT ALSO I AM SO FLATTERED that u would read it not knowing the characters I SCREAMED 😭😭💖💖💖 $HHAHAHAHHA SUKUNA YES..... HE IS SUCH AN INSUFFERABLE COCKY BASTARD (as he should be.....) and he will ruin our lives indeed 😩😏🙏

NDBDHSFJ YES the paranoia and anxiety was something i really tried to build and itll get a lot worse in the next part !!! HEHE.... 🤫

IM SO EXCITED TO GET THE NEXT PART OUT im probably gonna rewatch more jjk and do some brainstorming and writing today 👹👹👹 WOOOO

#to cherub #👼 sphinx #wyws #THANK U SO MUCH FOR ALWAYS READING AND SUPPORTING #it means so much to me !!!!#ALSOOO #i still have that ask about my writing process in my inbox #I WANTED TO PUT SOME THOUGHT INTO IT so i could come up with #a helpful answer #WILL ANSWER SOON 💖💖💖

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aquagustd · 2 years

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just got back home from my trip so i’ve FINALLY had time to catch up on what i missed😭im sorry for being so late to the party but im here so LETS DISCUSS!!

(First Time)

i couldn’t even read First Time all the way through like i had to TAKE BREAKS!! PLS THEY WERE SO IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER MY HEART CANT DEAL😭😭 *in my cardi b voice* WHAT WAS THE REASON??!!! WHAT👏🏾WAS👏🏾THE👏🏾REASON👏🏾YUS??!!!!???! my heart is cracked, shattered, broken beyond repair, obliterated, disintegrated like peter parker in Infinity War😭😭they were so cute and in love with each other i-UGHSMABSJNANSJWN. i know how it feels to see someone that you loved and cared about change (and not for the better) like that shit HURTS. we still don’t know the end of the story and who OC will untimely end up with (NOT assuming that she’ll end up with either jk or tae, she could stay single…or get with jimin👀*wiggles eyebrows* JUST KIDDING…unless👀) but i just don’t see how OC could ever fall back in love with Jungkook, especially not after the way he has treated her since he’s been back. yea she probably still has love FOR him but getting back together with him just wouldn’t be a good call especially with Junho in the picture. i guess if things were different they could be together❤️.

(First Fall)

this was so heartbreaking. seeing not only OC crying but also Yoongi ??? yea my heart shattered. Jungkook really left Yoongi and OC in fucking SHAMBLES and not only that but Hoseok left too?? pls i can only laugh💀 jungkook gets OC pregnant then leaves her with his child, Hoseok gets her strung out on drugs then he leaves. i can only laugh because i am in complete disbelief L M A O. BUT YOONGI…YOON👏🏾GI👏🏾!!!! he’s the one that STAYED🤌🏾ugh i love him so much. he stayed with OC through THICK AND MF THIN!!! HE IS RIDE OR DIE MATERIAL😩🤌🏾you look up the definition of ride or die and Yoongi’s face pops up STAN YOONGI. Oc would have metaphorically drowned if Yoongi had not been there. we have been taking Yoongi for granted frl i want to give him the biggest hug and just tell him thank you for being there for Oc😭. NOW I DO WANNA SAY THIS THOUGH that whole “fuck jungkook” energy he had in first fall wasn’t KEPT cause he took a WHOLE ASS bullet for him🤡. and maybe the two of them probably had contact after the incident at the wedding (im only assuming this cause i recalled the phone call yoongi and oc had back in the beginning of the story) buuutttt i don’t think a couple of phone calls can get me to the point of going from “fuck you” to taking a bullet for you💀especially after jungkook left a mess that yoongi had to clean up. and this wasn’t no simple “just get a broom and sweep it up” type of mess. this was a “we gotta rebuild” type of mess which in my opinion isnt worth a bullet🫣but anyway im HELLA EXCITED to see what goes down on this beach vacation cause the smut tag👀??? is Tae gonna crash the “family vacation” and give it to oc GOOD??? or is Jungkook gonna get some even though he deserves absolutely NONE😤. *i mean I would gladly give Jungkook some😭all he gotta do is ask and he can have it!! like have y’all seen that man😩🤌🏾* ANYWAY IM EXCITED!!!! im sorry this is long but i was trying to kill two birds with one stone cause i didn’t want to spam you with multiple ask😭 but i love, love, love you and i hope you’re taking care of yourself and blocking all the haters😊 mwah 😘😘

hey !! ahh i hope you had fun on your trip !! and omg yesss 😭🥺 he changed a lot and it really hurt for oc to see him again when they were SO in love and they shared each other’s firsts and everything 😭 pls. but yeah we don’t know who she’ll end up with. jimin pls don’t tempt me 🥴

omg ‘oc would’ve metaphorically drowned without yoongi’ EXACTLY THAT hooo i’m gonna cry 😭 pls he was there for her through it all. he knows what she’s been through and he didn’t give up on her and baby junho 🥺 but you’re making some valid points 🤡 how did he go from ‘fuck him’ to ‘i’ll catch a grenade for ya’ 🤨🤨🤨 we’ll just have to wait & see 👁

& i saw your other ask about the beach 😏😏 jk got some. tysm for reading bb and i love you too 🤍 don’t apologize for the long ask you made me laugh and it was enjoyable 😚

#hobi got oc on drugs and left LMAOOO #crying 💔💔#fic: hie #squishies

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