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🌸[matchup trade arrived!]

Fandom: I’d like a romantic matchup (15 total!) for Bungo Stray Dogs, Blue Lock, Demon Slayer, TGCF, Honaki Impact 3rd, Tears Of Themis, Jujustu Kaisen, Persona5, Buddy Daddies, Danganronpa 1, Mystic Messenger, Genshin Impact, Twisted Wonderland, Bleach and Soul Eater please <3

No minors, No Junko Enoshima please! and since I’ve been matched up with Gojo Satoru a lot I’d like to see who else I can be matched up with.

My name is Jaxrel but I also go by Himawari, Rin, Luke or Eden too! I’m Transgender (FTM), Aromatic, Polyamory, Unlabled, & Bisexual, I’ve been diagnosed with Autism, ADHD, Schizophrenia, BPD & OCD, im wasian (eastern european & west-southeast asian), polish, arab/middle eastern, flipino, scottish & russian.

personality traits (and notes): extroverted, at first awkward, shy and distant when meeting people, extremely independent, when comfortable I talk about a lot of stuff for hours, loud talker, emotions come off as sarcastic or silly (due to autism), confident, straightforward (I have a urge to correct someone of faulty information), uses “big” words, good sense of humor, playful, entertaining, optimistic, mischievous, curious(I’m nosy and I love gossip), i can be a rule breaker(sometimes I don’t mean to), dad/tharapist friend, when I go out I bring water bottles, first aid kit, chapstick(s) just in case, chill but some people would say I have some “repressed anger issues”, I get a realllyyy overractive Brain, I tend to get deep and philosophical when I’m left on my own for to long, I can be verbally aggressive when prevoked, im on the more severe of of the Autism Spectrum so I would like someone to acknowledge that and I also stim when I’m to overwhelmed when there’s a crowded place, to much lighting, etc.

things I love about myself: when someone is going through anything or needs help with anything they will call me before anyone else, i have an ugly laugh so guaranteed if i laugh someone else will as well, how much i love animals if i see a stray around my house i will adopt it immediately, if i see a stranger crying in public my eyes will not leave them alone until i get the courage to walk up to them and ask whats wrong, i am very confrontational i will always stand up for whats right no matter how scary the situation may be, how greedy i am for money but when i love someone i will spend the world on them, how excited i get for little things like when someone buys me redbull, monster, cherry pepsi or chocolate pretzels/strawberries my day cant be ruined, how in touch i am with being grateful if someone helps me in anyway or does something in general to benefit me i will never forget it, dont take people for granted, ive been told anytime someone hangs out with me that being with me feels safe and peaceful, I pay attention to the little things, how even though i dont care about plushies i have been given some and i make sure to kiss them all goodnight in case they are actually real and see what happens, if i know someone is having a hard mental health day i will clean for them/ get them icecream and be patient till they are ready to talk about it, without fail a quiet person will always be loud with me, i am the type of person who just wants people i love to be happy even if its not with me, i will always choose them i dont say i love you until i mean it i will celebrate the people i love, i am very observant if i see that someone wants something i will get it for them no matter what, i will make it my mission to compliment a stranger that looks like they are having a hard time so their day is a little better, how i say i hate kids but i will protect them with my life and im so gentle with them, I am not ashamed of what i love like anime for example even though when I was teased for it when I was little i never once hid that i loved it, even if i dont like a song that someone shows me i will be hyper while listening to it so they dont feel small and embarrassed around me, how soft i become when someone holds my hand, even though hugging makes me uncomfortable i will push past that boundary and hug someone with all my heart if they needed it, i love how hardworking i am, whether its how much i love actually working or just getting out of bed knowing how hard my mind is fighting i love how i have gotten up everyday for the past 12 years despite how challenging it is to, i am an emotional person but i will always cry for a sad scene in a movie, if i love you, you'll be seen.

hobbies: anime/manga, gaming, anthropology, pathology, zoology, music (I’m a vocaloid/regular producer, i rap, i make odecore/breakcore/scenecore music and I make music like ATARASHII GAKKO, BABYMETAL, YOASOBI & Ado too), dancing, filmmaking, art (drawing, painting, pottery, digital art, etc), learning different instruments/languages, cosplaying, skateboarding, tabletop RPG’s, taking pictures of things that I think are pretty, collecting figurines/stuffed animals and puppetry, science/history, soccer(football)/volleyball/basketball and swim, cooking/baking, art is definitely my main hobby I dedicate a lot of time to it

likes: vocaloid/utau, k-pop/j-pop, V系, watching documentaries/youtube, decorating my room, iced coffee, boba tea, bread, sharks, cats, cold weather, christmas, musicals, cleaning, rhythm games, being with my friends, shopping, partys, mint candles, sweet and spicy food, any asian food (japanese, korean, chinese, taiwanese, etc), the mandela catalog, your boyfriend (game), roblox(game), otome games and more!

these are some of my top kins!!: hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld), eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), shu itsuki (enstars),miyamura izumi (horimiya), micheal afton (FNAF), lolbit (FNAF), mangle (FNAF), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), urumi akamaki (alice in borderland), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), geto suguru (jujustu kaisen), nanami kento (jujustu kaisen), minami kotobuki (oshi no ko), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa), blade (honkai star rail), hua cheng (TGCF), ame-chan (needy streamer overdose), k-angel (needy streamer overdose) and more....!

I'm a ENTP, 4w3 and a Aquarius

misc: I live in a mixed language house hold where I speak mostly polish and Arabic, and some Korean and Japanese, it world be nice if the person who I get can react to that lol, i know 6 languages (Japanese, Korean, Spanish, Arabic, Polish & French), clumsy; accidentally misuses slang or phrases bc i can never remember how they go (e.g. "bust this popsicle stand" instead of “blow this popsicle stand"); prone to be a bit directionless in life, tries to find comfort and humor in hard times, tries not to take life to seriously, i love dancing a lot, I do a lot of dancing like tiktok (idk I’m so sorry😭) dancing, belly dancing, dabke dancing and more.

appearance /aesthetic: 5'6 / 167.64 cm, midsize, rectangular body shape, i have a masculine and feminine face (somehow), dimple on chin, hazel eyes, wears glasses, dyed black boy hair, lots of piercings, no tattoos(I need some), for style, i wear a lot such as goth (trad goth, romantic goth, mall goth, cyber goth, and victorian goth), gyaru (hime gal, himekaji, agejo, rokku, manba, banba, kogal, tsuyome, and kigurumi), scenemo/emo, & vkei ouji and lolita, i wear streetwear clothes mostly at home/school/work, i basically wear casual clothes too but can also pull off a kpop idol look, i also wear a lot of cool dresses and suits, i wear fishnets and combat boats/converse, but I also wear Y2K and I also dress in alternative clothing a LOT, I wear a lot of other harajuku styles such as kimono style, jirai kei, decora, mori kei, cult party kei, i also like to dress in Asian traditional clothing and more but the ones highlighted are the ones I wear mostly.

_•* matchup incoming!

[a/n]- I enjoyed doing this trade matchup with you! I hope you will enjoy these matchups I have in mind for you, and that I’m not too out the ballpark. Small note: a shorter term for looking both feminine & masculine is looking androgynous, so its easier to say! also im so sorry for accidentally ignoring your text about the photo! it was of the fandoms you requested on, but you already replied jjk and bsd beforehand. without further ado lets get started!

FOR BSD…

✯ so, why chuuya? have you read a character analysis for him before, jaxrael? he’s described forwardly as a dog who snapped off his muzzle, a stray that knows gentleness, with no boss but heavy loyalties nevertheless. i think he has what you need and you have what he needs. but he is very loyal, and very dedicated. your values align much, and whatever you need, he’ll fix it up for you best he can.

✯ chuuya is an appreciator of many things, and earning his affection, he will throw himself (subtly) into appreciating everything you have - which isn’t hard. the way your heart works, your attitude and love towards the arts, dancing, drawing, being somewhat dumb (in a way) sometimes. that warms his heart immensely.

✯ in return - well not in return, he’d do it either way. research into your cultures, into your conditions. secretly learning polish and arabic to converse with your family. keeping you spoiled like the first grandchild to a pair of strict grandparents who melts when they first meet you. don’t feel obligated to give him anything back. he’s fucking loaded, why wouldn’t he try to spoil you?

✯ romance with him is never boring. his heart tickles whenever he sees the softness that graces your face - being empathetic, being sympathetic - he doesn’t have much of that to spare to others; the port mafia had beaten that into him when he joined. his ties are towards his loved ones, his ties are towards you. he adores the amount of heart you have, keeping strong, staying strong. have you considered how endearing you are as a person, outside of what you think?

✯ you’re a bold person when he gets to know you, which surprises him only the slightest, yet it always catches him off guard whenever you do something he doesnt expect. your presence is deeply imprinted onto his head.

✯ he’s very busy often times, away on assignments. he hopes you dont get lonely without him so long, but he’s sure it’ll work out. actually, i think he’d miss you more than you miss him 💀

✯ he’s very teasing and soft inside. sees you n goes mushy. many times, he’ll offer you a ride back home like a gentleman on his motorcycle. he DEFINITELY gives you his hats; he knows you’ll take care of them

✯ bickering, very good natured bickering. kissing in a ferris wheel, the night sky alight. going on shopping hulls together, introducing you to his favorite drinks (you have to help carry him home afterwards rip). hes very cheerful, so allow him to help you feel better! whatever happens, he’s your no1 supporter! no abandoning!

✯ oh but he would take care of you very well. definitely cuddling together for recharging energy and mental health.

RUNNER UP: idk hes perfect

FOR JJK…

✯ i am not surprised they paired you up with gojo but to be fair, i think you moreso resemble gojo somewhat rather than anything. of course in this case your kindness resembles that of nanami, but he is much more jaded in this aspect outside the only general consensus the fandom have of him being a Nice Guy to simp for.

✯ i think your demeanors would go well with one another. he’ll spot your troubles in a second, and he grows enamored with your subtle actions. he can read the emotion right off your face, and he’s there for you.

✯ being there with you too. lean on his chest, hold his hands in public, fiddle with the cuff of his shirt. he’s more there for you in an emotional manner though. he combs his hands through your hair and massages your scalp when you are feeling down. love with him is soft with giddiness bubbling subtly under your skin. life is good, and full of ambition. he’s here for the long run. the way he talks and maneuvers situations for you, his support during harsh times, his incessant wish to take away the burdens at your chest. support is the game, and nanami is truly winging it.

✯ your clothing taste contrasts endearingly - his salaryman fit and your plethora of clothing and accessories. seeing the two if you together on the street being sweet would definitely be shocking to watch for the bystanders around you. hell - when you met the people he knew, yuuji choked on the chips he was waffling down and gojo’s eyes nearly popped out of his sockets (of course he has his eyepatch thing on so you cant see it, but a multitude of emotions swirled within him at that moment)

✯ dating him is slow but steady. in his retirement, he sees you with him in Malaysia, but he isnt so sure if you’re keen on moving. this is a source of concern for him that would ride on for ages, until you kiss his worries off. in many of these, you’ll be the spark of these matchup’s relationship, but it does not mean they adore you any less than them.

✯ if you ever get interested in a singer or a different style of music - nanamin would be a bit shy at first - but he would definitely lend you his voice for singing! he was blessed with an amazing voice - why wouldnt he use it for his lover?

RUNNER UP: GOJO

FOR BLUE LOCK… ITOSHI SAE

✯ this was unexpected wasnt it. now i will do my masterful explanation of why this bitch

✯i feel like im definitely following a certain vibe here giving out these characters… i think you’d do better romantically and have more fulfilling relationships with someone very serious inside.

✯ heres the thing about itoshi sae: he’s a judging person. if you don’t meet his expectations or exceed them, he isnt going to hold back. like nanamin, he did not have a favorable outlook at you, but when did he ever have a favorable outlook on anyone?

✯ your attitude vexes him in a certain way. but he cant stop that magnetic pull he feels towards you. everything he does somehow turn out wholesome instead, skewed by many interferences and context by your dear friend bachira. dating him is eventful. he’ll joke with you with a straight face and only half the time you can understand what he’s thinking. he’s definitely doing it on purpose though. he’s the sort of man who wants to keep you around, so he’ll be on the attack for what you like, and pleasing you immensely. the aura of being mystical is definitely a part of that “attack” to keep you interested, but it’ll demystify.

✯ you liking soccer is a requirement that he’s happy you meet.

✯ he definitely expresses affection for you in terms of time. he’s a man who has always prioritized and made time for his ambition. adding you to the bulk takes time off, but it is highly rewarding. expect him to be tolerant of your physical touch, but he definitely needs time to relax into that sort of thing.

✯ now, he’s the opposite of nanami, he isnt too good on the emotional aspect. however, he has one (1) weakness and it is you. so, he will definitely give it his all. this is the only other thing he has given it his best other than soccer. give him some time

RUNNER UP: AIKU

FOR DEMON SLAYER… haganezuka

✯ if the one from before was surprising… low and behold

✯ i actually dont have much explanation for him except for the fact that it felt right. his passion and anger, the two of you slotted together for me like puzzle pieces.

✯ living in the village together is constraining sometimes, but is it really so bad? i think your relationship together would be like two spouses who are too concerned for each other. too concerned with each other. the village has a sort of heaviness that weighs upon your heart, but it isnt unpleasant. he definitely needs taking care of as well lol, please do drag him out, people are worried

✯ there’s a saying that “the only thing swordsmith haganezuka cares about other than his swords is his husband,” and really that’s… thats too true for the word. ah, but he’s such a handsome man! his affection is so passionate from his limited interest. everyone else watches in awe as he accommodates you. he hasn’t ever done so for others, especially in his youth.

RUNNER UP: MITSURI

FOR HI3rd… MURATA HIMEKO!

✯ - himeko looks right through you. she’s the one you tell all your secrets to, the person who was your friend before even leveling a chance at you

✯ - she’s actively participating in what you do. drawing? she slides into the seat next to yours and watches your pencil glide across the paper. dancing? why don’t you teach her the ropes of what that is? she feels at peace around you. just dont get her mad now!

✯ - very seeking. she’s always inviting you for wine or dinner or to hang out together. when she visits your family, she brings the most lavish yet thoughtful gifts. expect her to want to do everything and anything with you. thats what love means to her

✯ feeling lost? just come talk to her! she’s a teacher for a reason after all, why dont you go to her for some good advice? maybe she can help work out your feelings and desires and tie it to what you want to do

✯ now ive just realized ive given you another person who likes alcohol.

FOR TGCF… MEI NIANQING!

✯ the way you attract this man is unsurprisingly sad. it’s because at first, you reminded him of the younger, good parts of jun wu. how else do you think he would look away from that man?

✯ it takes him a while to remember he cannot treat you the same way he did him or feel like you are like him because the two of you are different persons.

✯ when he starts looking at the you, he starts realizing: this person is lovable too.

✯ so, he does.

✯ your relationship blossoms fast, like the blooms of a marigold. in the process of a single week after he’s realized feelings for you, he sweeps you immediately off your feet. he’s picked up some tricks along the way of these thousand years, why wouldn’t he put them to use now that he can?

✯ mei nianqing is a man of sweet words. you can expect the main affection he displays to you being his words. not only that, he has a great deal of patience. your relationship with him is rarely rocky, and your mischievousness is definitely something this man needs to wind down a couple of notch! your humor together is almost unparalleled. dianxia is very shocked at this development. his teacher hasn’t ever acted so youthful around him. you make him feel hopeful again, like the young man he once was.

FOR BUDDY DADDIES… KARIN!

✯ i paired you up with her because of your interests and your personalities! you seem very inclined towards describing your fashion, so i wanted to pair you with someone who can match that energy and speak more to you about clothing!

✯ not only so, she is a very persistent person. whatever troubles, thoughts you have on your mind, she’ll chase it away immediately!

✯ two peas in a pod. whenever someone asks for you, it is always to karin. at this point people are convinced the two of you are dating even beforehand.

FOR TEARS OF THEMIS… VYN!

✯ feels like he’ll be obsessed with you. like not unhealthily, but you’re definitely in the corner of his subconsciousness often.

✯ this is that time where i think the whole “fixing” thing is possible in some manner. it’s very obvious he is a man with a lot of problems and trauma. but this is one instance where i think the two of you have a good chance of working out and extending a hand to one another.

✯ i believe the journey would be long, but not as sad as you’d think. things work out in unexpected ways, but they still work out in the end. the two of you definitely will have a rather different way of thinking after this, dating or not.

✯ he isn’t affectionate physically. he grew up in a dysfunctional environment of some sort, leading to his behavior like this. you can tackle this once you’ve built up the courage to, and after seeing how he is and how he treats himself. but he definitely needs the warmth and comfort.

✯ leaving this one up for your interpretation. the paths ahead is very open. your relationship is definitely like a newly opened petal. you’re at ease with each other, but a sense of foreboding lingers around your skin

✯ he defines love around you.

FOR P5… MAKOTO!

✯ the thing about persona is that most of the characters are minors, but i do think this works well too!

✯ makoto is also very shy inherently until she opens up. fervent conversations would echo in the rooftop from the two of you. sometimes you’d get almost get caught for talking too loud but hey, never happened in the end!

✯ she’s very smooth lol. it will take her some time to build up the courage, but with encouragement from the others, she’ll go all out in romancing you. its a very warm start! giftwrapped trinkets smelling of roses, helping you study, colognes, perfumes, making chocolate with you

✯ she’s a fan of your affectionate gestures, and she’ll definitely do it back! the two if you would actually be the most healthy couple on this list if i have to be honest. i can just see a life of happiness and contentment ahead, and it’s very fulfilling to think about.

FOR GENSHIN… RAIDEN!

✯ i feel like the more i write the more i lose my sanity. like raiden losing hers

✯ she’s absolutely too fond of you. wayy too fond, i think yae is actually a bit concerned, but its the raiden shogun! it’ll fine, you have a good head on your shoulders!

✯ she kind of regrets it when she finds the two of you missing and winding up tangled together at the foot of the sacred sakura after a few days. seriously? the flowers fell upon the two of you, and both of your cheeks were somewhat flushed. she felt like she was interrupting a private conversation… the electricity from ei’s vision tingled around the two of you and she held you close to her chest. at that moment, she knew it was over

✯ she shares her sweets with you. she shares it.

✯ she’s very accepting of things surprisingly, and quietly fond in words and heavily fond when it comes to her gaze. she’s protecting you in every word, an extremely gentle lover.

FOR SOUL EATER… MARIE!

✯ you’re definitely a meister in soul eater! id expect you to be the one who brought her into the heights of being a death weapon. a fearsome duo indeed

✯ back in dwma when you lived together, it was definitely a give take relationship! she had shortcomings when it came to remembering to take care of herself, so you helped her pack her things many times, while she tried to repay you (and admittedly failed on many occasions). when she told her friends about her meister, they told her she had no chance 💀 and homegirl took that personally.

✯ i think whatever occurs, she’s like tsubaki, tuning herself for you when you really need it. she’s definitely equally as (would you take offense if i described you with this word?) physically clingy as you, so i’d imagine you’ll simultaneously react to the same thing, and she’ll clasp your hands.

FOR DANGANRONPA 1… KYOKO

✯ i think how she is as a lover is already well established within already. but philosophical? instead of broadly distracting you like others, she’ll build a conversation off of those thoughts instead. you voice your thoughts, and as further in you and her converse, you stray from those thoughts and work through to other things.

✯ she’s a very observant person! that is a given, yes, but she’s extra sensitive to the things you enjoy and the things you do not. she makes a mental note of everything you like, and tries to introduce you to other things you may enjoy based off of that.

✯ she loves it when you hold your head high. you are so gallant in her eyes, someone respectful and worthwhile to have been friends and later on, lovers with.

✯ her hands are very burned, so she holds you don’t mind how rough they are when you hold them

FOR MM… JUMIN HAN!

✯ another sort of uncanny matchup, but jumin has a lot of deep problems regarding all those things. but with your resilience, you’d definitely get through to him.

✯ piercings? fishnets? what are those weird looking things? do people really dress like this? [is how it fucking starts. wow jumin.]

✯ he loosens up as always though. definitely a calm jerk like always. he won’t be acting like such a prick when he trips over those expensive ass shoes thinking of you. serves him right, hope he gets sand in his eyes

✯ sugar daddy acquired! he’s investing time and money into whatever your interest holds. he’s like chuuya, but like, more of a prick. he’s got a lot of problems since he’s acting like a kid who first got his crush and is tugging on the hair of the person he likes. you’re exactly the opposite in terms of values, so he’s stuck between wanting to help you since he’s probably one of the people who can help you take out your front, but he’s also a coward when it comes to his feelings, so you definitely need to wait around for him.

✯ he’s very hard to discern when it comes to emotions sometimes. you and zen frequently gang up on him to have him admit things he would not like to admit in front of zen, but he feels unhappy not talking with you too. just private chat you idiot

FOR TWST…. VIL!

✯ this one you probably expected. sorry not sorry

✯ its too perfect. two people with absolutely amazing fashion taste fucking it up together? yessir

✯ he’s very interesting in the things you have to say. you’re quiet, yet you’re extrovert, a combination that is rarely seen to him! are you the type who gets going when they open their mouth? he has a many questions in mind when he first meets you. care to satisfy his curiosity?

✯ normally, there isn’t much people in the school or the vicinity of it that has the same fashion sense as you, since it is an all-boys school.

✯ thats how it starts anyways. but you are definitely a lifesaver to him! his psychological health is replenished to full with you. vil is always a prideful man, stubborn and a perfectionist. you taking a burden off his shoulders without a way of making him feel incapable, oh this is the spark!

✯ you apply chapstick for him. this is Tradition now. he does that thing where he kisses you to give you some of the chapstick, but then he thinks back on it later and goes “wtf did i just do 😐” like he shouldve applied it onto you the normal way. you make this man do crazy shit

✯ he is very proud of you for being you, did you know that? he hopes you do.

FOR BLEACH… KISUKE!

✯ years of living, and he hadnt expected to have fallen for a human boy!

✯ his attention is attracted with a blaze. you must be someone to have gained his attention, and to have it stay.

✯ he’s definitely goofing off with you 24/7. as a scientist, he has very indulgent moments. there’s no need to buy any new equipment for writing or drawing when he can whip something up for you right here!

✯ january mornings, the sky is cold, and he’s next to you, basking in the presence of one another.

✯ this one is very short, i hope you dont mind, im not good at characterizing kisuke in words!

[In some of the matchups I didn’t mention some things about you, but mostly about the relationship the two if you would have, but I paired everything based on everything you told me! So know that every aspect works out, for both you and them. It would be redundant to keep mentioning it with every character, so I kept it this way!]

#hope you enjoyed!#bsd matchup #blue lock matchup #demon slayer matchup #tgcf matchup #honkai impact 3rd matchup #tears of themis matchup #twst matchup #jujutsu kaisen matchup #too many fucking matchups im not writing all that

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