#im currently a mess

[ahsung]

Gosh, I’m so happy. I won’t have to pay the penalty this year. What do you mean? I had a wedding hall booked just in case. I was worried about canceling it again. 

CRASH COURSE IN ROMANCE (2023) dir. Yoo Je Won Episode 16 "You and I, the Union of Two Universes"

#crash course in romance #cciredit #kdramaedit #kdramanetwork #asiandramanet #dailyasiandramas #userdramas #kdramadaily #jung kyung ho #jeon do yeon #kdrama #userbbelcher #chewieblog #userpinenut #tuseralexa #cinematv #*ccir #don't talk to me #im currently a mess #i love them soooo much <333

[jokzs]

The engis n spys (again!)

#dont u guys hate when ur on ur break and some blu french weirdo appears jus to mess around w u #im back into the sfm making!!!! had no time for em #do not expect much more tho im currently playing yakuza #give the man some brown contacts i HATE how blue spy's eyes are #tf2 #tf2 sfm #team fortress 2 #practical espionage #engiespy #tf2 engineer #tf2 spy #sfm #sfm poster #tf2 engiespy

[sinnerghvst]

johnny cannot find simon anywhere, not even in his office when he doesn't bother to knock on the door before opening it and entering the room to call for his name. he looks around with a soft smile on his face and is about to leave when he notices a little, dark blue box on the desk and cannot mind his own business to save his life.

so he closes the door behind himself, reaches the desk and picks the box up. it's soft at touch and the blue is not as dark as it seemed from afar. johnny takes a breath and opens it, slowly. the ring pops up almost immediately, it's a thick, white gold one, entirely plain if not for a tiny diamond on the center of it that glimmers so much johnny thinks it's the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.

he looks at it for a bit, before his mind clicks and he realizes what he just saw. he knows simon wants to marry him, they've talked about it, he just thought the proposal would happen in a few years and he was okay with that - he's okay with it happening in a few days too, though. more than okay.

the sgt closes the little blue box and places it exactly where it was on the desk - if simon finds out he snooped around in his office only to ruin the surprise of his proposal, he's gonna kick johnny's ass. he doesn't wanna ruin it for simon, though - and he definitely didn't ruin it for himself, that's for sure. he's the happiest man alive right now -, so he's gonna pretend he never saw anything, keeping his mouth shut for once in his life.

he leaves simon's office without even knowing that would've been the last time he would've seen it, nor that he would've never worn that ring and that's because it all happens before johnny's last mission, the one in which makarov takes his life away from him.

he doesn't even know how these kind of things work, but when he realizes it all is coming to an end - and the realization plus everything that comes with it only last a few instants -, the only thought his mind is able to form is about the only thing he really cares for in that moment: he should've let simon know. he had thought about the ring for the entire time before the mission and, at some point, he had wanted to write down a note to leave on simon's desk, under the ring box;

"be careful where you leave your things, lt. not everyone is scared to enter your office.

yes, simon. you know i've always wanted to"

he didn't. he didn't, because he wanted to wait until he could tell the so important "yes" to his lt with his very own voice. it was never about ruining the proposal for simon, actually - the lieutenant would've been lowkey grateful for not having to kneel down and all those things, even if he would've done it without hesitation for johnny -, it was about making simon aware of how truly happy he was to become his fiancé.

johnny should've written it down and left it there, though, because now he is dead and simon will never know

#yall please remember im currently feverish plus english is not my first language so pardonne moi if this is a complete mess #oh and dont hate me please and thank u #ghostsoap #soapghost #ghoap #simon riley #simon ghost riley #john mactavish #john soap mactavish #call of duty #cod #cod: modern warfare iii spoilers

[sonhogentil]

I read Phantomarine and god the visuals are stunning the story has me hooked and just chef kiss, I couldn't help myself I really wanted to draw them

I highly recommend it if you haven't read it already!

#phantomarine #cheth #theyre currently on hiatus but will be back this upcoming monday im excited #guess also who finally figured out how to save pngs in photoshop without it being an unsaturated mess meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #also about cheths favourite lady? phae got the right idea we are all phae #personal art

[buwheal]

woah. actual thought out reference?

Completely disregard wtf the reference from a couple weeks (a month?) ago looks like. Completely inaccurate. not sure what I was thinking w/ that one. This time I thought this one through, lol. wahoo!! Ive been kind of lazy and totally leaving out features the past few times Ive drawn him and I dont want that to happen again because he loses all the fun features.

notes written out for those who need it (glances behind my shoulder at the mobile app) under the cut. be warned, its long, lol.

starting from the top left, going across to the right side in rows.

-TURN-AROUND -opt grey hairs/grey stripe. he keeps it evenly colored with car oil. -eyebrow crease opt. -head lifted for convenience (for the pose. Also spelt that wrong on the image whoops) -5" when slouched. -neutral expression. Teeth always visible. -eyebags NOT opt. (Except in certain circumstances.) -"Tail" not usually visible -HORRIBLE posture* -black bottom lip pokes out a little -hands reach knees in reg. posture -Gnarly mullet -Overbite -Constant slouch. -Warped lens/frame -Sweaty & jittery a lot - \___ misc. extremes ___/ -BJD body -Motherboard cover -Plush tummy :-) -wears heart boxers underneath. Not shown. - |dissociating-----|-------disconnected| -sensitive eyes w/o glasses. Squints. - :arrow: Sparratically ejects -overdramatic - *except when actively interacting with someone - 5"1 when standing straight - |forced--|genuine--|?----|???---|

#DISGUSTING freak. I love him so much. #Reblogs encouraged. #He is absolutely balding btw. The glasses even out the horrifying forehead. #the way the fandom has influenced my hcs and my design is crazy actually. he was kinda a twink before. #I am not about to have a twink spamton in my household #no sir. He is old and disgusting and needs to be such. Also there was no exaggeration in his shapes before. no idea how i survived. #also yippee!!! I figured out how to fix my stylus pressure issue. #this one and the last post were in firealpaca. Still learning it because its a new program but it is so much better. Phhhew. #i love the animation feature #Im messing w it currently muwahahah. I hope i can finish it. #zoom in to see the notes better lol. #if needed i can write out all the notes!! lmk if you need it. #deltarune #deltarune spamton #spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #spamton fanart #rotates him in my mind #killing him with hammers #never done a turn around w him but i think i did good this time #also this is mostly for myself because i kinda slack off. It ruins his body structure when i do and i want him to keep the triangle chest. #BuwheArt

[spear-gsun]

A character i designed in class today, got the assignment to make a character and for some reason i was thinking about bells I realized while making her that she'd actually fit into my oc world pretty well and add some really interesting stuff

Have not come up with a name for her yet unsurprisingly, so lets just call her Bell Goat(sheep? cow?) Grandma for now

Also heres the sketches from when i was trying to come up with ideas, first i drew the bells in the corner, then the person in the top right, and then the sketch i ended up refining

#I should really have a proper tag for my oc stuff shouldnt i? #OC #Original Characters #I dont have a name for the world/story/whatever itll be yet either #Thinking about calling it Reverie something.... Reverie Lost has been in my mind for the longest #But i dont really like it much lmao #Also i would like to talk more about my ocs but the problem is that they change so much because my worldbuilding process is a mess #Literally just decided one day “hey im gonna take literally all my current ocs and just mash them together in one universe” #And i ended up getting much more attached to my characters because of it but also #Making everything fit together as im still developing each character fairly seperately is like the worst puzzle ever #Its fun for me so its ok #Ill get there one day

[hooked-on-elvis]

Some of my favorite pictures of EP and two cute ballads. ♥

♥

#inst elvis the most precious boy in the world #currently listening to love songs and seeing his photographs #i cant help it... #i just love him so much #all the music as he know today started with elvis #he was music #my life is a mess today but looking at him... talking about him... reading about him... dreaming about him... it makes me feel in peace ♥ #everything feels better #for that im so grateful #elvis presley #elvis #elvis the king #elvis fans #elvis fandom #elvis history #50s elvis #60s elvis #70s elvis #but before you try you gotta love someone ♥ #elton john #my home lies deep within you ♥ #barry manilow #Spotify

[moeblob]

I met people I knew only online for the first time irl last night and I'm still extremely exhausted cause I am not a social person so here. Take an OC.

Katale (Kitty) is wonderful and I love her and she's a criminal and that's fine. She likes to look cute and so whenever I see a really cute outfit in public with a specific vibe, I'm like "Kitty would love that". So here. Please. Please know that I saw this very pretty woman jogging with her hair pulled back, running shorts, and the CUTEST top with a little scarf from the same fabric tied and wow. It was. So wonderful, please have a wonderful day @ the lady I saw jogging yesterday.

#my characters #kitty is so funny to me cause she is absolutely used to a life of crime #shes second in command in a huge group because she actually forfeited the top command spot to her future boyfriend #and now they are exes and besties and she just really likes their criminal crew #and then she adopts a lil agent guy bc hes like a puppy and she is like listen that is my son now you cant hurt him #ANY OF YOU TRY TO HURT MY SON I HURT YOU including you rud my beloved ex current boss #and hes just like okay #and then they become a very weird messed up family of two crime bosses and a good boy #but anyway kitty is the glue that holds everything together and she commits crimes on the side of being nice #like oh sorry im late to get here i had to kill a man #but its also her getting phone calls from rud telling her sorry babe cant show up im a bit gross #and shes like oh yeah dude i get it sometimes blood just doesnt wanna hide :c ttyl smooches ily #anyway she deserves to have cute outfits and no one is gonna tell her otherwise #ALSO for those who dont know and might care shes a weeb she watches so much anime #she just ..... really likes anime and makes rud watch some shows with her during and after dating #he just goes along with it no complaints and he doesnt understand all the appeal #but it makes kitty happy so hes happy

[gunsatthaphan]

The audience 🤝 Sand

Knowing something is going to inevitably end disaster but fall headfirst into it anyways😭 Sand falling for Ray knowing it's a bad idea and will end in disaster. The audience, shipping raysand knowing devastation is coming but we still can't help it💀

All this to say, if we don't get that sandray wedding in ep118. Jojo I'm in your walls!

#only friends #only friends the series #ofts #firstkhao #sanray #sand x ray #gmmtv #BUT LIKE CAN YOU BLAME US????? #I mean just look at them like wtf #the way they say they will get married in ep118..........idk if i should laugh or cry about that tbh dfjkhgdf #also khao said their story is currently reaching their first peak and idk what to do with that information #like we are only on episode 4 #hELP #also this took me 43 years to answer im sorry anon #it drowned in my inbox #its a mess in there djkhgfd

[gay-jewish-bucky]

we need more of the 'Jews and Arabs refuse to be enemies' energy that they have at Standing Together protests, I'm endlessly frustrated by the growing anti-Arab sentiment and islamophobia coming in response to the horrific increase in antisemitism, it is never acceptable to treat people that way all it's doing is playing into the current anti-Jewish narrative and making things worse for everyone

#personcole #i know im not perfect and i mess up and im trying to do better #but some of you aren't even trying and don't want to try #tw antisemitism #anti arabism #tw islamophobia #current events

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Doodles for you all

#i didn't like that fabby had the same shaped glasses as phoenix so i thought halfmoons would be fun :3 #also that last juniper one im SO SAD abt because the sketch was sm better but because my sketchbook is a monster he would have smudged #by a monster i mean (goes and weighs it) 826 grams. #that is more than i thought #then again #my last one his somewhere over a kilo? so uh. yeah #my one for art was like 4 and a half by the time I was done with it so yeah #ANYWAYS juniper you fucko #AND PRISM!!!!!!! oh i love her so #it's a little hard to tell because the strap on her goggles is in the way HOWEVER i do give her a nose bump #the goggle strap tends to sit on it when i draw it but auuu i love her #me realising im an artist and i can draw her HAPPY as MUCH as I WANT with her ROBOTS which SHE LOVES #also the reason i do all my drawings traditionally is becahse my desk is currently a mess and I don't want to fix ny set up for digital #but i can do artfight this year for the first time ever so I have fucking PLANS!!!!!!!!!!!! #im genuinely kinna excited <- had a singular oc which is my fursona #well ok in my defense i DO have an ieytd oc in the works but i have 0 ideas for a design but it is a funny concept #time for me to shut up #ieytd #i expect you to die #[agent moose's art] #john juniper #roxana prism #robutler #the fabricator

[satellite-starss]

liddol guy 💥

[please avoid spoilers in the comments and tags i haven’t finished the game yet💛]

#hollow knight #hollow knight the knight #hollow knight ghost #more messing around with the pixely brush 😈😈 #dont know if the shading makes sense HAHA i like it tho #im currently going through white palace for the first time #send help 😀 #i took one look at path of pain and ran the other way HAHA im struggling enough with just the palace 😭😭 #also 2 posts in one night after months of not posting?? y’all should be proud of me😭😭/pos #satellitesart✨

[owlf45]

(❁´◡`❁)

#imaginary #i could only write 50 words today #but i hit a lovely number that i wanted to share #im so eepy... work is a mess #there was a mixup for screening lines and now 5 lines are in danger we're currently writing a paper for #boss is calling for extra hours.. #and homework is.. well homework #smh #i used to be good at math what is this nonsense. anyway #i might have more time tomorrow to write. but no promises #please be patient with me while i work. my weekends are usually free but weekdays im busy from 7am-10pm (ofc i give myself time to eat dw) #im an eepy little guy fr #anyway thats my sole irl update i dont wanna bog down my tumblr with my irl silliness but id figure id give some context

[milkweedman]

Finally making a start on the handspun linen summer blanket (just a big garter stitch rectangle that so far I've only knit out of cotton. The gaps allow free air flow so it adds no additional warmth, but it's still quite heavy and feels like an actual blanket). Of course, still spinning the linen for it. I'm currently on skein #2... definitely will need to spin quite a bit more. I do also have a failed project that used a skein or two of this stuff that I cam unravel though, so that might help.

The little skein is what I just finished up today. Didn't feel like fighting with my wheel to ply a full bobbin--by about 2/3 full it's too heavy to treadle if wetspun, and must be turned by hand. And my wheel's center of gravity was definitely not made with that in mind. Might do exclusively mini skeins of linen in the future, its definitely less annoying.

#spinning #handspun yarn #knitting #flax spinning #linen #knit blanket #summer blanket #flax #my hands are like. already messed up from spinning just that skein really slowly #have been knitting intermittently which messes up the same fingers so im sure that doesnt help #bc its currently pretty rough. ow though

[bunny-uninterrupted]

what are your guys' f/os sleep schedules like?? do they match yours, or do you sleep at vastly different times? are they night owls or early birds? do they even have a consistent sleep schedule??

#writing this bc my sleep schedule is soo messed up #self ship #self shipping #f/o #f/o prompt #f/o prompts #self ship prompts #self ship game #i think my f/o (that im currently focused on) is a night owl but doesnt really have a set schedule

[lecliss]

I'll never be able to take the theory that Vincent is Sephiroth's real father seriously cuz I cannot stress enough how important I think it is to the plot that Vincent wanted to fuck Lucrecia and did not get to.

#once again i jest but now i have to actually talk about it #like. okay we have no proof of any actual timeline for the dirge flashbacks other than. it was at least 30 years ago #so who knows how long they were at the manor. could have been weeks before The Incident. or months. or maybe a full year! who knows #but to me a timeline of like. they fucked and like a week later vincent found The Evidence and lucercia had her little breakdown #AND THEN EXTREMELY QUICKLY SHE AGREED TO THE EXPERIMENT AND IT COULD GO ONE OF TWO WAYS #1. she knew she was pregnant and thats why she agreed to the experiment cuz there was already a usable subject #and therefore she must have fucked hojo like a week after she fucked vincent AND THATS STUPID FAST FOR THESE EVENTS #or 2. she didnt know. agreed to the experiment. fucked hojo. and therefore thought seph was hojo's and NOT vincent's #AND BY THE WAY. i dont even actually believe hojo fucked either!!! cuz theyre both scientists so why wouldnt they think IVF was the best way #okay. well.... hojo is canonically a fucked up little freak. so. he might have taken the opportunity to... get in there. #also when did ivf even start being a thing? cuz that may play a factor into this if nomura even considered that #well either way lets just unfortunately assume hojo got in there #ITS STILL AN ODDLY FAST TIMELINE #also. fuck man doesnt lucrecia have a later line in dirge where she actually says shes in love with hojo? or something along those lines #IMPLYING ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE SHE HAD THE FALLING OUT WITH VINCENT. YOU WOULDNT FUCK THE GUY AFTER ALL THAT SHIT #AND WHILE CLAIMING TO LOVE/CURRENTLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH HOJO!!!! LIKE CMON MAN!!!! SHE SUCKS BUT SHES NOT THAT KIND OF A MESS #i dont think vincent would fuck her until they sorted out their issues anyway and that CLEARLY didnt happen. #its VITAL that that did not happen!!!! #its just. if vincent and lucrecia fucked. everything would have had to happen EXTREMELY fast within like a 2 week timespan #and im just talking about up to when vincent learns shes partaking in the experiment. it was probably another week or two until vincent died #SO. logically it must have been like #fall in love->learn about the gimoire incident->refuse to speak to vincent->get obsessed with hojo->fall in love(?) #and then thats where i think its ambiguous on did the experiment become an idea before or after seph started to exist? #like chicken or the egg ya know. experiment idea or sephiroth zygote? #that feels fucked up to say. im so fucking sorry to seph to talk about this. yeah sorry i have to debate who fucked your mom bro #god imagine telling him that. like not even as a reveal thing cuz he knows who his father is. just like as a sick joke. your mom joke. #NO OH M Y GOD I HAVE A QUESTION NOW #in accordance to him having a photo of lucrecia in ever crisis. after he reads that jenova is an ancient (incorrect btw) #does he think that picture is still her? what about when he takes jenova's body from the lab???? #oh my god 30 tag limit. FUCK. i need like a rant blog for all this vincent talk now. my brain is going a mile a minute