#ik it’s just bcuz my bff has been in town but still. nice not to go to bed sad for a change

[midwestestbutch]

damn i’m like. happy😭😭😭

#ik it’s just bcuz my bff has been in town but still. nice not to go to bed sad for a change #and even tho she’s leaving tmrw i’m going to visit her for a few days in 2 weeks #and she’s coming down again the week after that so we can celebrate pride together #and we’re making lots more plans to visit each other the next few months instead of seeing each other once every few months like it’s been #since she moved #and i’m actually opening up to the rest of the friend group and don’t feel like. odd one out anymore ig lol #i’m happy to feel like i belong somewhere #and i don’t feel like i need to lie about myself to seem better than i actually am to get them to like me #or act like someone else to pretend like i belong #they just like. me #and i belong with them just like this #i’m v emotional lol #and i’m going on dates again soon!!!! v big for me #i rly thought i didn’t deserve to love or be loved after things i’d done #feeling v proud of my progress lately <3