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#ig its out of the question now😐
heulheul · 1 year
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Im actually INFURIATED (i always am)(but now even more) my „friends“ who are „gay and aromantic“ ALL HAVE STRAIGHT RELATIONSHIPS?? It would be ok if they werent so prideful and use their queerness as their whole fucking personality trait. HOW THE FUCKING DARE YOU TELL ME YOURE QUEER WHEN ALL YOU DATE ARE MEN AND ONLY LIKE FICTIONAL WOMEN FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. How fucking dare you tell me „im such a loner uwu potato and i dont do all that gross dating stuff bleghh ew“ THEN PROCEED TO DATE??? How dare you make me feel safe and comfortable around you when youre not even NEAR worthy of my trust FUCK ALL OF YOU. My „lesbian 😐“ friend has a male crush and makes it her entire life like SHUT THE FUCK UP OK SHUT UP YOURE SO ANNOYING I HOPE YOUR VAGINA LIGHTS ON FIRE. My 2 „aromantic 🫤“ friends are dating EACHOTHER and they think noone knows but its sooo obvious and i think the only reason theyre sneaking around is bc they flexed constantly how dating is not for them and only hopeless lonely loners do it, but guess whos doing it now you stupid stupid FUCKS. My other friend is ig the most true to her word. Shes actually into women but omfg she tries so hard to „hide“ her crush or whatever but its so obvious it makes me cringe and repulse on how she acts like a >_< potato when mentioned about her admiree. Like… we all know calm tf down. My other friends is also kinda true to her word. Shes „aromantic“ or somewhere in the umbrella but she has rizz and pulls. But thats bot her fault ok, what i have a problem with it id that she tried so hard to seem emo edgy mysterious harem senpai but tbh shes so annoying. I find it annoying how she acts like a baby and ive grown with her since were young so i thought shes outgrow it but now that were grown girl CUT THAT SHIT OUT shes a tall child like go take off ur diaper and stop sucking on ur moms tit AND THEN lets be friends. Gosh its so annoying bc shes so self centered. She wont be in a convo if it isnt about her or talking shit abt someone. Like kys u absorb drama like a parasitic sponge fuck off little shit, im so close to stop playing friend with her and just beat her the fuck up and leave her to bleed out or sth but im calm im calm ok. And i cant just cut these people off, i mean emotionally ill be ok but ill see them everyday at campus blablabla U get it. Im so fucking ashamed my life has gotten to the point im tolerating being friends with immature baby queerbaiters. Sad thing is ive grown fond of these people and have bad attachment issues and im just so sick of cutting people off me randomly and never wanna do it again but i swear theyre so ☠️ also do i just ATTRACT fake queer people?? My ex friend was … questionable. Pretty sure she had bpd and those people were just her fav persons but idk. Maybe its internalized homophobia thats why i have sm self hatred but the fact that i thought i had people that can relate to me and share the same feelings but NO you fuckers were never gay/lgbt and never feel the things and think the thoughts i do. NEVER. And ig thats my big problem abt it. Im ok with people experimenting and exploring their sexualities (aldo none of my business) but in this case, they had no reason to call themselves queer in the first place (ex. Never having feelings for opposite gender, etc.) so ifk where they got that but ok? The 2nd thing is they r HIDING the fact theyre not actually lgbt and keep queerpersonifying just to yk… talk about being queer. BUT THE FUCKING THING IS I HAVE DO MUCH HATE WITH WHO I AM AS A FUCKING DYKE AND YOURE JUST HERE SAYING „being part of the ögbt is so hard uwu huhu 😿😿“ WHEN YOU DONT THINK THE THIBGS I DO. YOU DONT EXPERIENCE THE THINGS I DO. Did you ever think of harming yourself since noone around you said that the things you like are ok, therefore making you feel like a shitty freak? Did you ever get so scared of your own feelings to the point you lie in bed like a paralyzed vegetable just crying inside and outside? Do you ever wish you were just created normal so you dont think about shit you have to? Fuck you quuerbaiters
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mulletmitsuya · 2 years
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Toman groupchat ft. the girls!
Warnings: swearing, suggestive, mentions of alcohol, mentions of underage drinking, also my headcanon that senju is a lesbian
Desc: Toman's plans a movie night with some visitors, chaos ensues
Baji: Mikey i've been knocking for ages now
Baji: open the fucking door
Mitsuya: you guys said 6pm right?
Baji: yeah but i came early and i need to take a shit
Mikey: sorry, i was jerking off
Mikey: and why would you wait to shit specifically at my house?? why didn't you shit at your own?
Baji: i didn't fucking need to then asshole
Mitsuya: dm each other, god
Mitsuya: we don't need to know this shit
Draken: i'm fucking nervous
Baji: why?
Draken: what if this guy figures out i'm not 18
Mitsuya: are you still at the convenience store???
Mitsuya: Draken it's been 30 minutes
Baji: you look grown as hell
Baji: and we're 17 so we're basically 18
Mitsuya: no, we're 17
Baji: mmmm basically 18
Kazutora: if you don't bring the alcohol i'm gonna stick a fucking cactus up your ass
Mikey: so, Emma wants to join
Kazutora: NO
Kazutora: ITS BOYS NIGHT
Mitsuya: it's movie night? anyone can watch the movie
Baji: but what about all the manly stuff we were gonna do 😐
Baji: Emma can't take a tackle and a knee to the ribs
Baji: but you know who can?
Kazutora: the boys 😎
Baji: the boys😎
Draken: ??
Mikey: ok so Emma has now told Hina, who's told Yuzuha
Mikey: ig the girls are coming over
Draken: I THINK THE GUY IS GETTING SUSPICIOUS
Draken: I'VE GOT THE BEERS
Draken: HOWEVER THEY ARE STOLEN
Draken: BECAUSE I STOLE THEM
Kazutora: dumb bitch
Draken: i've never shoplifted before i feel so bad
Draken: anyway
Draken: can i bring a friend?
Mitsuya: who
Kazutora: why are you letting trespassers in our circle
Mikey: wait y'all i'ma add the girls cause they keep asking me questions individually
*Mikey added Emma, Yuzuha and Hina*
Draken: she's kinda lonely and has no friends her age. Takemitchy knows her. they kinda went on a date idk. she's cool and her brother basically begged me to find her friends
Hina: Takemitchy went on a date with someone?😊
Draken: when did Hina get here?????
Draken: hi Hina
Draken: it was a friend date don't worry
Baji: haven't you caught Takemitchy lacking twice now
Emma: Hi Draken😊
Draken: Hi Emma 👍
Draken: how are you today
Emma: i'm fine! and you
Draken: i'm great. happy that you will be watching the movie with us. looking forward to your company
Mikey: 💀
Baji: that was so hard to read
Draken: maybe because you're fucking stupid
Baji: maybe so
Chifuyu: am i bringing the snacks?
Chifuyu: oh
Chifuyu: hello ladies
Hina: hi Chifuyu ☺
Chifuyu: hi Hina😚
Baji: ayo why the puckered lips
Baji: fucking cheater
Baji: all bisexuals are whores
Baji: can't keep it in your fucking pants
Baji: i hate men
Chifuyu: I JUST SAID HI????
Hina: Baji-kun! Chifuyu is not attracted to me! i have a boyfriend!
Mikey: I don't think he's good for you Hina, break up with him. you deserve better tbh
Emma: 🤨
Hina: i appreciate it Mikey-kun, but me and Takemitchy are very happy :)
Mikey: that's great 😐
Mikey: *☺
Mikey: sorry, i used the wrong emoji
Hina: i'm sure you did🤗
Mikey: yeah haha😁
Hina: yeah..🙂
Draken: i'm gonna add her btw
*Draken has added *** *** *** *
Draken: this is Akashi Senju btw
Baji: SENJU???????????
Baji: AKASHI SENJU???
Draken: that's what i said, yes
Senju: huh
Senju: hello
Senju: are you my new friends?
Senju: great!
Senju: are any of you single?
Senju: if so!
Senju: are any of you looking for a cute, 5'1, extremely strong, extremely attractive, girlboss girlfriend?
Senju: that is me!
Senju: my dm's are open
Emma: the entrance
Emma: i love her already
Emma: hello Senju!! i'm Sano Emma!
Hina: Tachibana Hinata here!
Mitsuya: Yuzuha are you not gonna speak at all💀
Yuzuha: ...
Yuzuha: hello
Yuzuha: i'm Shiba Yuzuha
Yuzuha: nice to meet you, ig
Yuzuha: where's my brother
Mitsuya: sorry, Hakkai can't be on his phone rn, i'm measuring something. we'll be done just now
Senju: woah there buddy
Senju: sounds kinda gay to me
Yuzuha: lol
Yuzuha: wait ew
Yuzuha: he's a fashion designer
Senju: my bad
Draken: she'll fit right in, i think
Baji: SENJU
Senju: bestie why do you keep saying my name idk who you are
Baji: IT'S ME, KEISUKE
Baji: THE ONE WITH THE FANG
Baji: WELL 2 NOW
Senju: ???????
Senju: DIDN'T YOU DIE??
Baji: THAT WAS LIKE 2 YEARS AGO, THINGS CHANGE
Senju: IESHHSKSKS
Senju: IT IS YOU
Draken: you know each other??
Senju: mhm!
Senju: joint Trauma 😊
Senju: now you reminded me of Mikey☹️
Baji: ....uhm💀
Draken: you know Mikey?
Senju: yes yes. Sano Manjiro
Senju: worse person to ever exist
Emma: 💀
Senju: WAIT
Senju: SANO EMMA
Senju: ARE YOU MIKEY'S SISTER
Senju: DIDN'T YOU DIE???
Senju: NAUR WHAT'S GOING ON
Emma: no i just have a bald spot now :((
Senju: GLAD TO SEE YOU'RE ALIVE BESTIE
Senju: you're too hot to die :(
Senju: the girls here are so cute!
Hakkai: ...
Hakkai: ....
Hina: oh no :(
Hina: there are too many women here
Hina: Hakkai will not be functioning
Hina: Senju-chan, please don't take it personally
Yuzuha: yeah he's womanphobic if that's a thing
Emma: even through text? :(
Yuzuha: he can only talk to Hina and that took years
Senju: it's cause he's gay innit❓
Yuzuha: no, mommy issues
Yuzuha: but that could be a the reason idk
Senju: oh
Senju: doesn't that mean you have mommy issues?
Yuzuha: ig
Senju: i do too :)
Senju: we have a lot in common ;)
Yuzuha: uh
Kazutora: the women have taken over the chat
Kazutora: this is what i was afraid of
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seoafin · 3 years
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in chp 58, there’s this subtletly of gojo’s insecurity,, which is kind of obvious when u rly squint lol but again,, this is another mistranslation 😐 (1)
a panel of gojou training megumi which goes :
m: well beggars cant be choosers
g : is it that annoying? to ask me?
what gojou is actually asking in the panel is 「そんなに嫌?僕に頼るの?」- "is it that bad to rely on me?" ,, the raw specifically used tayoru “頼る” 🥴
i think the whole point of 'fostering the next generation of strong jujutsu sorcerers' stems from this insecurity or rather his inner (and very well hidden) knowledge that he isn't invincible and he can't be relied on indefinitely
that's what bothers me about the fanon’s misconception that gojou has a 'god complex' the idea that gojou is the superior shaman doesn't come from him but from everyone else in his world,, it's a burden that was placed on him he's just trying to deal with it
but sometimes ur disinterest or indifference doesn't make u a better, bigger person ,,, gojou isn't necessarily a better person than geto just bc he didn't stray off the path. his indifference speaks volumes,, but yes he’s trying ig
but does this stop me from clowning this mf ? NO
jjk translation team 😭😭,, i rly dont even want to know what goes on behind the scene anymore,,,
I WAS SO HAPPY THAT JGKRK ACTUALLY HAVE A DECENT TRANSLATOR , i picked the series up like a week after i first caught up with jjk and was side eyeing it like “pls dont tell me its like jjk’s m.tl” after reading the EN tl b4 trying to re read with jp raws
the problem with translated things is that,, u have no idea if ur actually reading the manga/ manhuas/ webnovels/ etc or if ur reading what the translator interpreted with their personal bias
yes, morally grey/ ambiguos characters are so sexc to read but,, i dont even want to know if i have crossed path with those kind of ppl irl, in this life or the next one (i did twice actually, and hope that there wont be a third time💀) ,, getting into convos where it leads into someone questioning humans’ rights (to live) get my gears running on how to ghost them right away like HUHH IKFYL, HOW DO U ARRIVE TO SUCH CONCLUSIONS,,, im both fascinated and wary of human’s thought process
on an unrelated note,, YES!!! VNC IS GETTING ANIMATED AND BLUE PERIOD TOO ,, im not going to start with pandora hearts 🥴
also if ur going to start tog, i think it will be better once it’s out of hiatus (it’s almost been a year now) 😔 the story is actually getting real good,, this is one of the series i cant even talk abt bc it will be very biased ,, I JUST RLY LOVE HOW THE FEMALE CHARACTERS ARE WRITTEN , STRONG WOMEN GO BRRR
all of them are empowering but it doesn't mean that these women shld lose the sense of femininity (there’s more than enough series i went thru where the author turned the powerful women into sth akin with “not-like-the-other-girls” and reeks of sth,, finding out SIU (tog’s creator) is a man was so surprising like am i actually seeing this right?)
,, the story line is one hell of a slowburn but everyone is connected even the npc-ish turns out to have their hand dipped in the bigger picture not to mention the lore - 🐱 (2)
forgot to add this but i’m curious if part of megumi’s exasperation towards gojou is bc he cant be fit into the “black or white” box since gojou’s a gray character lol (3) - 🐱
yes!! i saw that translation mistake! I don’t know how they translated that into “do you hate me that much?” HATE RELYING!! ugh
i think one of gojo’s biggest flaws is that even though he knows and acknowledges that he needs strong comrades, he will always fall back on doing things solo because he’s the strongest, and that’s just the way that it’s been for so long. that is not the definition of a god complex at all lol
I’m planning on reading blue period. I’ve heard really really good things about it so im excited, especially since i finished jigokuraku yesterday. LOVED THE ENDING.
i haven’t read tog in so long!! i think I was in the part where rachel betrayed baam or smt I don’t even remember it’s been like 5 years so I can’t comment on how SIU writes women bc I’m p sure back then I was still struggling with my own occasional instances of internalized misogyny LMAO 😭 
everyone in jjk degree is gray to a degree, which I think is one of my favorite things about it. I can’t wait for this week’s chapter and what lord tengen is going to tell them....I need more information on gojo’s family/everything !!!
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mulletmitsuya · 2 years
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Dead people groupchat
Warnings: sano manjiro, swearing
Desc: um basically it's all the people Mikey lost and what they think of the current situation (spoilers until chapter 246)
Shinichiro: IM GONNA BEAT HIS ASS
Shinichiro: WHATS HE DOING NOW ?????
Shinichiro: IF HE KILLS SOMEONE ELSE SO HELP ME GOD
Izana: its kinda funny to watch tbh
Izana: but i guess he's going too far
Izana: and he knew me for 2 seconds idk why he said that to Kaku
Emma: Ken-chinless behaviour
Baji: LMAOOOO STOP
Draken: do you think OG Toman's gonna win?
Draken: i'm pissing myself here
Baji: i think they need to let Angry go beast mode
Emma: i just think we need to accept the fact that some people are gonna be joining us soon
Emma: Takemitchy might literally die
Emma: and idk how my girl Hina will handle that 😭
Shinichiro: i trust this Takemitchy dude. hes been doing good so far right?
Izana: it's his fault Draken died tho
Draken: stfu no it's not
Draken: i'm at peace with my death, and tbh i wouldn't have it any other way. i entrusted my life to Takemitchy so he could save Mikey. he's gonna win
Izana: 😕
Baji: okok enough about Mikey
Baji: can we talk about Hakkai???
Baji: he's so fucking funng to me. every single time something comes out of his mouth i shit myself laughing
Shinichiro: he's such a simp lmao
Baji: 🤨
Baji: weren't you the biggest simp of your generation??
Baji: you would lock eyes with someone and fall in love with them
Shinichiro: i had attachment issues 🙁
Shinichiro: there's nothing wrong with wanting to be loved damn
Izana: please don't cry
Izana: we don't know what to do when you cry
Emma: just hug him, it calms him down
Draken: really??
Draken: i hugged him when he was crying and it just got louder and more intense
Shinichiro: i'm right here guys
Izana: idk what to do when people cry so i just watch them until they get uncomfortable and stop crying
Emma: :/
Emma: you did that to me when i was younger
Emma: but you weren't a psychopath back then so it wasn't as weird
Izana: sorry ig
Izana: although i never said it sorry for orchestrating your death and stuff
Shinichiro: ngl that shit had me heartbroken i wish you guys just gotten along
Shinichiro: i just wanted my little siblings to love each other
Emma: he's crying harder
Baji: Shinichiro stfu you're a grown adult
Shinichiro: i'm not crying
Draken: you're literally weeping
Shinichiro: it's just
Izana: no one asked
Shinichiro: Senju's gonna have to fight Wakasa and Benkei
Shinichiro: i can't fucking take this
Shinichiro: i'm overwhelmed rn
Shinichiro: WHAT ARE THEY EVEN DOING IN THE KANTOU
Shinichiro: WHERE'S OMI
Draken: i think Waka and Benkei are looking after Mikey
Draken: probably guilty or smth
Draken: i'm annoyed tho
Emma: at what
Draken: Hanma
Draken: i fucking hate that dude jesus fucking christ
Emma: he put me 6 feet under 😔
Baji: jack skeleton lookin ass slenderman bitch ass mf
Draken: i wish I'd killed him tbh
Draken: or Kisaki
Baji: FUCK KISAKI
Baji: HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN SUBMITTING ASSIGNMENTS WHAT WAS HE DOING KILLING PEOPLE OMFG
Emma: can't believe a 13 year old took part in my murder 😭
Shinichiro: ...
Shinichiro: kids are nifty little fellas
Shinichiro: they come outta no where
Izana: don't try to justify getting killed by a 12 year old
Izana: that was embarrassing
Emma: yeah Shin you could have dogged why did you turn around so slowly💀
Shinichiro: y'all acting all cool by being mean to me and shit
Shinichiro: when you were deeply affected by my death😕
Shinichiro: you love me
Emma: you're still a pathetic old man 😁
Emma: ily <3
Draken: :/
Emma: he's my brother :(((
Emma: but i love you too Ken :)) <3
Draken: :)
Izana: disgusting
Izana: repulsive
Izana: revolting
Baji: stfu you never experienced love
Izana: 😐
Shinichiro: Keisuke🙁
Baji: sorry
Baji: change of subject
Baji: i think Haru might kill someone
Emma: oh definitely
Izana: no question about it
Shinichiro: c'mon guys give him a little credit he might change
Baji: Haru's fucked up, Takemitchy's gonna have to come up with another genius plan or smth :/
Emma: Senju'll save him
Emma: i wish I'd been friends with Senju
Emma: girlboss
Emma: i want her to beat Mikey's ass
Baji: remember that one time she girlbossed too close to the sun
Draken: while i was in Brahman i wanted to fight her but i didn't wanna live with the embarrassment
Emma: of losing to a girl?
Draken: of losing to someone who's 5 feet
Emma: i'm 4'9
Draken: Emma i was talking about fighting
Emma: :(
Draken: ily
Emma: :)
Shinichiro: ok guys we get it you're capable of being loved you can stop now
Emma: no bitches?? 🤔
Emma: i'm sorry
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