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music-my-angel · 6 years

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Prompt - Hello! my birthday is September 28 (if you can’t do it by that time it’s cool id just love it at some point) and I was wondering if you could do a stereo kicks imagine where Reece feels unwanted in the band and the boys are moody so they don’t notice and are kinda blunt with him and he starts feeling depressed and suicidal because he’s also getting hate so he starts self-harming and one of the boys (idc who) finds out and tells the rest etc. etc. - thank you!

Prompt - hi could u do a stereo kicks one shot (Reece centric) were he gets a lot of hate n then the boys r going to a party n Reece says he don’t wanna go n so the boys get annoyed n leave in a huff n then he gets a ton of hate and so he tweets something like “ok u guys win I’m done” and the boys get scared and come home finding him self-harming and about to overdose?

Prompt - hi, I read your Nathan one shot and omg I loved it. Basically it’s my B’day soon (ok not that soon- June 9th) and I wanted to know if u could do a Reece one shot (stereo kicks) kinda the same storyline but not rly. like the boys are being so douche to him bc they think he gets the most girl attention so he starts self-harming and then one of the boys walks in on him and they feel super bad bc he bleeds out rly bad? Tyy

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It had been a few days now that Reece just didn’t understand where he stands with his band. The boys had been like a second family to him but now he feels like an outcast in this family. Stereo Kicks had been a band that used to be all supportive and loving but it didn’t take long for the boys to let jealousy, insecurities and frustrations to tear them apart. Unfortunately, the one person who tried to keep them together happened to become a victim of their bullying and ill-treatment.

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This ill feeling within the band didn’t take long to catch the public’s attention. Their fans had been wondering as to what could actually be going on with the boys. And soon, it turned into sending them hate. One of the persons who didn’t deal well with the hate was Reece. But unfortunately, his bandmates were too busy accusing each other of slacking off or blaming each other for the band not meeting with much success lately. The boys being moody and kind of douche to him mostly, certainly, didn’t help with Reece’s feeling of not being wanted.

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When your own bandmates turn their back on you, it’s difficult to stay brave. Reece wasn’t really capable of dealing with the hate by himself. Feeling quite low, the only solution he found to fight the hate was to harm himself. One cut became two, then three and then he lost count of how many cuts he was actually doing. And his bandmates happen to only fuel his self-harm.

Early morning, Jake, Chris and Casey decided to remove their frustrations on the poor Reece who happened to be clueless about the party tonight.

“You didn’t know? Where’s your head at these days?” Jake shouted.

“I…” Reece trailed off.

“You just don’t care about the band, huh?” Casey asked.

“I didn’t mean” Reece tried to explain himself but was cut off by Chris.

“Just make yourself useful for once and get ready for the party after our interview” Chris huffed.

As he trudged back to his room, Reece could only forget these harsh words with a cut or two.

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The interview turned out real bad. Even the interviewer had pointed out at the fragile bond that could clearly be seen between them. Reece had moved a bit far from the boys after the interview, looking forward to greet some fans when suddenly a few girls approached him. What looked like fangirls being all over him was actually a few haters making sure that they let Reece know how much they hated him. But unfortunately for his bandmates, it looked like he was hogging all the female attention and they let him know that in a not so friendly way.

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As they returned home, Reece overheard his bandmates talking about him.

“He’s always surrounded by the girls” James huffed.

“Does he even know how much hate the band is getting?” Barclay sighed.

“He probably doesn’t even get any. He is always so loved by the girls” Charlie mumbled.

“You guys can’t be serious…” Reece exclaimed.

“Boys enough… Reece, just get ready for the party.” Tom waved off Reece’s protests.

“I’m not going” Reece snapped.

“I’ve had enough of your attitude. If you don’t want to go then so be it” Tom yelled at the boy as they all left.

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Reece had already been feeling quite depressed and the boys snapping at him like that made situation even worse. As soon as the boys left, Reece tried to calm himself down by cutting but the harsh words and the negative thoughts was just not getting out of his minds. And it actually pushed him to feeling quite suicidal. He grabbed a bottle of sleeping pills and was prepared to just kill himself but before that he went on twitter and left a kind of goodbye note.

@ReeceBibby: The hate affects people more than you can even think of. I tried to explain myself so many times but I can’t win with you guys. I’m done now boys. Goodbye!

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The party turned out to be pretty frustrating for the boys. Almost every of their friends pointed out at the problems within the band. They all felt it weird that the Stereo Kicks left Reece home and the boys started to feel a bit guilty about it. Charlie didn’t really feel too good about the whole situation about Reece and he wanted to return home.

“Boys, I don’t feel too good. I just want to go home” Charlie said.

Jake nodded, pulling his phone out to call for the car when he noticed Reece’s tweet.

“Something’s wrong with Reece.” Jake exclaimed.

Tom took one look at the tweet and they were all rushing home only to find Reece with a bottle of sleeping pills about to end his life.

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“Don’t you dare” Tom shouted.

“Why shouldn’t I? You’ll all be better off without me” Reece snapped.

“Reecey, please. We’re sorry but don’t do this” Charlie pleaded.

“Reece, we were wrong to shout at you or blame you but you can’t do this” Barclay said.

“Yeah, buddy. We’re at fault. Punish us, don’t punish yourself” Casey added.

“You thought I didn’t know about the hate? I’m the one who can’t handle hate, remember? I tried cutting myself but it just didn’t help. These sleeping pills will help. Please let me go” Reece sobbed.

“Reece, drop those sleeping pills now” Jake scolded the boy.

Diving forward, James managed to snatch the bottle from the boy with a sharp, “let go.”

“We’re so sorry kiddo. We’re so sorry” Chris apologized as they all pulled Reece in a hug.

“Listen to me here Reece. We’ve all been awful to each other and especially to you. But you can’t kill yourself over this. We pushed you to this, right? So give us a chance to make things alright now? Let’s all try and be better bandmates huh? Let’s get back to being a family” Tom asked, crouching down in front of the boy.

Reece wasn’t too sure about this but somehow, he found that he still trusted the boys. So he nodded and let Tom pull him in a safe and comforting hug.

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This incident had been a rude wake up call for the boys. They can’t let the hate, insecurities and frustrations get to them and make them hurt their own bandmate in the process. They, unknowingly, had pushed Reece to being done with themselves, with everything and now, they were slowly picking up the pieces of what could have gone seriously wrong. But this wakeup call was enough for the boys to understand that such an incident can’t happen again.

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Sorry for the delay. Hope you all like it.

#stereo kicks #oneshot #reece centric #tom #jake #barclay #charlie #chris #casey #james

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perfectionistincrisis · 7 years

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Day 73

Most stupid day ever!!!!!!!! So i got out of bed at SIX today. YESSS! Six. Six in the evening i mean. Its cause there was no water and basically for me if there is no water, i feel like i have lost the vital resource for my existence. I mean wth, i cant function knowing theres no water in the taps.

The last time i worked out for 3 hours and then the next day i couldnt cause my legs were aching but then i was supposed to get working again the next day which was yesterday but the water went and it wasnt there today too.

Ok when i say no water, its kinda like no water running through the taps only but like theres plenty and plenty of stored water that can be used but TO BE HONEST that doesnt count for me!!!!!!!

So i couldnt stand the idea of not being able to get on the treadmill today too, so i thought idc id still workout despite not being able to shower after that but i just walked for roughly ten minutes and it hit me! i mean im going to sweat and then there is no water to shower so that will make me feel uncomfortable and idk how ill be able to act or feel normal or fresh at all. UGHHH(#*)(&*(@^*%(Q&)$(**W)(

So this water problem ALWAYS comes up when our stupid neighbor who spend the entire year in bd come to renew their iqama or whatever in the summer every year. I mean God! What do they do with all the water... Every year i start getting worried when i hear theyll be here in a few days and this year was no different. it really gets to my nerves.

Also. Im done with all 6 season of Suits. now theres just episode 1 of season 7 which came out LAST Wednesday. that means in 2 and a half weeks i caught up with the series and now i can spend day and night watching it whenever i want but instead i have to wait for 7 days as with Greys anatomy except that Greys anatomy is not running right now! New season starts on September with my uni. So ‘not’ cool! :) Anyways I prioritize the series a tinyyyyyyy bit more than my studies, and that came with experience and new episodes out on friday which is weekend so its cool.

Anyways sooooo I do have a new show in mind. “Mr Robot”. I guess ill only start or even stick to it if its as cool as i heard it is and if it helps me with walking on the treadmill. Cause like i said last time, if im watching something while walking, its way more easier to do 60 minutes in one go! Sometimes i do prefer not doing anything while walking though, but that is to exercise my “mind” - you see, when i walk on the treadmill, it is not just physical. it is “mental” too. infact both the factors affect me almost equally. I really need to stay patient and breathe and stay calm and blabla. But then since my heads empty, it fill up real fast and then the rest of the time kinda goes depending on what invaded my mind. Like if its something that pisses me off, its kinda easier to walk. If its something random, I kinda stay distracted to some extent. And if my heads empty than i turn into a human clock and count every second I am walking.

Okay next thing. So my brother going to leave in about 5 weeks. or in other words. last week of August. And we have almost everything, all big stuff done. Visa, basics, clothes, luggage blabla. I just realized that when he leaves, thats it! I mean I feel like when I graduated from high school, i kinda put a ‘pause’ or more like ‘delayed’ this step which comes in almost every family normally. its more like a natural step in everyones life. when someone from your family has to move away. When it was my turn, I kinda of ’paused it away’ and I swear I am so happy i did it. But then i believe, this moment is still inevitable in ‘everybodys’ life and here it is!!!!! I mean he will leave and the next time we 5 are together, or anytime we are, it will be --temporary-- and we’ll know it! Define temporary?? Caue everything is temporary right? this life in itself is!!!! But what i mean by temporary is! This was home for all 5 of us and now he is moving to study in another country. and he has a visa for the nest 4 year Alhamdulillah and for now he will be in the dorm - so definitely not “home” but then his ‘studies’ is and should be his focus right now! And thats not here anymore! so whether its a dorm or whatever it is. That place is his home. and what define ‘home’? Well by -home- i dont mean to say where his heart should find peace emotionally and all that stuff but home!!!!!! i mean thats where his next big step in life is going to take place. And yeah it may start with him, but then thats how every one including myself have to take steps and yeah! I mean from now on, its more like, in our head we should be “MORE” open to changes. More accepting about them!

I dont want to talk more about it because it just reminds me of how hard life is. But then thats what we do -

“we fight to live another day” or “we live to fight another day”

Soooo, right now i dont really like how this water bullshit is affecting my life. I mean ok it is uncomfortable and all for everyone, but i have to accept it, i just take it way to seriously and i just cant feel normal at all knowing theres no water in the taps. and idc if theres stored water bleh! So, idk what ill do.

And. i miss him.

And tadaa :)

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