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joshsindigostreak · 4 months
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I See Hell in Your Eyes
Chapter Nine
“Your pretty face and electric soul.”
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Vampire!Josh x Vampire!Reader
Authors Note: Good morning, readers! Sorry for putting yall through the wringer in Chapter Eight. It will happen again, but not in this chapter! This one is a lot sweeter. If you haven’t read Chapter Eight yet I highly suggest you do so because this chapter won’t make a lot of sense without it. Also as always my inbox and DMs are always open so if you want to come scream at me after a chapter feel free to do so! Every single one of y'alls comments and thoughts means the world to me and I love hearing what you think. 😘😘😘
Word Count: 7310
Warnings: Graphic descriptions of blood, allusions to violence, SMUT, 18+, minors DNI, blood play, teasing, brat taming if you squint, fang play(?), I think that’s it. :)
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Sixteen hours. That's how long Josh had been asleep. The first two hours, you didn’t even move. You just held him as he slept, gently cleaning up any blood with a towel and running your fingers through his hair. Eventually, you shifted from behind him and got him properly tucked in. But you kept your promise, your eyes never left him for a second. After redressing you laid down next to him on the bed over the duvet. 
You were so focused on him that you didn’t even hear the door open, or notice Dimitri standing next to the bed. 
“How is our dear Joshua?”
Without looking up, you say,, “he’s fine.”
“How long has it been?”
“Sixteen hours.”
Dimitri hummed in response, “how long did it take for you to wake up?”
“Two nights.”
“Typically it's around the same amount of time for a Maker and their new Vampire,” he paused and said, “have you slept at all, darling?”
Ignoring his question you replied, “some people don’t wake up at all…”
“Oh that's very rare, and you know that-”
“Rare, but not impossible.” 
“I knew someone who took six nights to come back, and do you remember that Mary girl who lived with us during the twenties? She took over a week. It all just depends, darling.” 
“How long did you take?”
He looked off in the distance for a moment, “roughly three nights. Woke up in the basement of a church of all places.”
“I was in a carriage,” you said softly, the memories floating back to you, “in the middle of the day, no less. He was inside, sleeping.” For a moment, you were back in that carriage, terrified and unsure of where you were. You had made the mistake of pulling one of the curtains to the side to look out the window, only to be immediately met with searing pain on your hand from the sun. It was hours before your Maker came back to check on you. 
Dimitri shook his head, “Isaac wasn’t the most…thoughtful of Maker’s.”
You sat up on the bed, laughing a little, “that's putting it mildly.” 
“Have you heard from him at all?”
“Not since ‘84, and even that was too much.” 
Dimitri chuckled slightly before turning towards the door, “you should come downstairs, Portia and Magnus are finally back from their holiday. They’d love to see you.”
You shook your head and looked back at Josh, “no, I’m good…I’m staying up here.”
He smiled warmly, “I meant what I said last night, that you must mean a lot to him. Some people beg to be turned for other reasons, power, immortality, staying young forever, but he simply didn’t want to see you hurt. He didn’t even hesitate once he heard the terms. Love like that is rare.” 
The l-word caught you off guard and you sputtered, “I don’t know…I mean…we’ve barely even…it's kind of soon for that.”
“We’re Vampires, darling, since when do we care about time?” You were silent, trying to will the blush away from your skin. Before he left the room, he said, “if you need anything, just call for Phillip. He’ll bring you anything you need.” 
You resisted the urge to make a smartass comment about Phillip, “thank you, Dimitri.”
“Any time, darling,” he said before disappearing down the hall. 
Josh remained still in the bed, having not moved very much at all in the last few hours. You reached over and brushed his curls back again, and you weren’t sure if you were soothing Josh or soothing yourself. 
As the hours passed, you could not fight off sleep any longer, eventually letting it wash over you as you laid beside your lover. It wasn’t a restful sleep, in fact you found yourself waking up every other hour or so. Each time you’d sit up and check the time, noting how long it had been. You were still so full from the draining that you couldn’t even fathom feeding for at least a couple more days. Dimitri had checked in a few more times, sitting beside the bed to keep you company, but you turned down any invitation to come downstairs. You couldn’t risk it. You couldn’t miss him waking up, you were not going to chance Josh waking up frightened and alone. You wouldn’t let history repeat itself. 
~!~
Miles away, a now solitary hunter paced around his brother’s apartment. He had not felt ‘right’ in hours. Specifically, sixteen hours and five minutes. His Witch had tried to calm him down several times, but this was something she couldn’t fix. Not with her words, not with her love, and not with her magic.
~!~
It was the second night now, and you were dozing next to him. Movement next to you had you snapping your eyes open, and you saw Josh had rolled over on his side, facing you. His eyes were still closed, but his brows were knitted tightly together, and a frown was fixed on his face. 
You reached out, wanting to smooth your hand over his face, but his hand shot out from under the covers and snatched your wrist midair. The reflex was too fast, and his grip was too hard to be…human. Your entire body froze. 
Suddenly his eyes snapped open, his brown eyes staring at you, but not seeing you. You were flipped onto your back as he hovered over you, hand still gripping your wrist next to your head. He was still looking at you as if he didn’t recognize you. That was common after a Vampire wakes up, as the adjustment period was far longer than the movies and books would lead you to believe. 
“Boy Scout…,” you whispered slightly, hoping to jog his memory.
A low rumble came from his chest in response. That was another thing, it often took Vampires a little while to regain the ability to speak. 
Breathing heavily over you, his eyes raked down your form and his other hand reached towards your face. Those soft fingertips of his grazed your cheek, tracing your bone structure, your nose, and down your neck. His hand curled around your neck, his thumb slid across your jaw and landed on your lips, a familiar move he had done many times. 
You remained stock still, letting him explore. His eyes hadn’t met yours again, instead he was staring down at your lips while his thumb rubbed your bottom lip a few times. Taking a chance, you slightly puckered your lips to kiss the pad of his thumb. He blinked several times before finally looking up and into your eyes. There he was. His eyes softened immediately and he opened his mouth to speak but no sound came out. He tried again, but it wasn’t happening for now. 
“It’s ok…you don’t have to talk right now, Josh,” you whispered. 
Instead, he crashed his lips onto yours, and sank his body down to rest fully on top of you. The hand wrapped around your wrist let go and slid up to thread his fingers in yours, which you gladly squeezed back. Now it was your turn to reach up and cup his face, feeling his muscles move as he tilted his head to get a better angle. 
But the sweet moment was cut short by him wrenching away from your face in pain. He sat up and straddled your waist, hands covering his mouth as he groaned into his palms. His fangs. They were trying to come down but he didn’t know how to relax and let it happen. Contrary to how they’re depicted in various forms of media, fangs don’t just instantly ‘click’ down. It's a skill. A skill one has to learn and hone in order to be able to feed properly and efficiently. 
You carefully sat up and gently took his hands away from his face. His eyes looked scared again, and you quickly shushed him and softly spread your thumbs across his upper lip where his gums were. He winced a little at the sensitivity as his hands rested on your forearms. 
“It's your fangs trying to come out for the first time. You have to relax, Josh,” he looked at you skeptically, “they can’t come down until you relax. Breathe through your nose for me? Yeah?” 
He fully sat down on your thighs, and did what he was told and took deep breaths through his nose. His eyes were trained on you the entire time. He could feel his teeth begin to move, his canine teeth especially. It felt like an invisible force was prying them out of his mouth. 
“I know it hurts, it always does the first few times, but soon you won’t even feel it happening, I promise,” your thumbs moved to his cheeks, your right one resting where his dimple normally was. 
He nodded slightly and leaned into your hand, trying to stay relaxed. 
“Watch me, ok?” You opened your mouth, baring your teeth and took a few deep breaths and slowly let down your own fangs. After over 350 years, it was hard to slow down the process, as you could complete the action as fast as blinking at this point, but you tried your best so your hunter-turned-Vampire could see it for himself. He studied the movement as it happened, finally having a proper visual to mentally focus on. 
After a few more deep breaths, his teeth shifted again, this time down, but not all the way. A smile lit up your face as he parted his lips to show you, and you whispered praises to him as he continued breathing. With a slight groan, his teeth descended all the way, and you saw his fangs for the first time. 
You stared in awe. While you met him as a human, seeing fangs in his mouth looked so…natural on him, as if they had always been there. Unexpected tears formed in your eyes, as it really hit you that he was a Vampire now, he was like you, and the two of you were the same. 
“Beautiful…,” you mused while touching one with your thumb, “do you want to see them?”
He nodded, and you looked around to see if there was a mirror. The closest thing you had was your phone, and you quickly snatched it off the nightstand and turned the camera on, flipping it to selfie-mode and handing it to Josh. He turned the phone over in his hands and held it in front of his face. It was definitely strange to see protruding fangs in his mouth, but they didn’t feel out of place. He ran his tongue over them a few times, feeling how sharp they were, how much longer they were from his other teeth, and he turned his head back and forth to see them at different angles. Satisfied, he tossed your phone to the side on the bed before turning back to you and cupping your face once more to collide his lips to yours, this time smiling into the kiss. 
It had been so long since you’ve kissed a fellow Vampire, especially one you lov- had feelings for. Your tongue slid across his teeth, feeling the contours and length of his fangs, and it was your turn to smile against his lips. He laid you back down onto the bed, shifting his legs so that he was between yours. His lips were everywhere, kissing all over your face and playfully scraping the tips against your skin. 
But the urge to drive them into your neck, to fully taste you in a way he couldn’t when he was human, was reaching a boiling point in his system. He was putting more and more pressure against your neck, but not breaking the skin…yet.
You quickly recognized what he was doing, what he wanted, and you pushed him away so that he was back over your face instead. 
“As much…as much as I’d love for you to do that…your first feed has to be with human blood…,” you were almost sad in telling him no, but this was a process that wasn’t fully complete until he tasted human blood for himself. It was what fully sealed a Vampire in their new form of existence, the full stop at the end of a sentence. Sheepishly, he closed his lips over his teeth, feeling like he had done something wrong. You caught the look in his eyes and quickly reassured him, “no no, it's ok, we’ll have plenty of time to do that afterwards, I promise.” You figured Dimitri himself would have a human or two on hand for feeding, as he was never a fan of blood bags. 
As if on cue, the older Vampire in question rapped his knuckles on the door as he opened it.
“Is our dear-,” before he could finish his sentence Josh immediately shifted on the bed and practically shielded you from Dimitri, his instincts taking over briefly. Dimitri held up his hands in truce, “now now, Joshua I’m not going to do anything. It's wonderful to see you awake and back with us.” 
You sat up behind Josh, looking at Dimitri over his shoulder, “you wouldn’t happen to have a human on hand? Please?”
“About that…after we talked earlier I let the Council know about your decision and that you were handling it yourself. They insisted on sending a representative here to make sure it actually happened.” He sighed before continuing, “Judith…is downstairs in the conservatory waiting for you.”
“Right now? He still can’t talk! He needs to have his first feed.” 
“I know, darling, I didn't expect them to send her this quickly,” he rolled his eyes as he said ‘her’, letting you know that Judith was not one of his friends on the Council. “I’ll give you a few minutes, but it’ll be better for everyone if you don’t keep her waiting.” With a sympathetic look, he closed the door behind him, leaving the two of you alone. 
“I’m so sorry, Josh, I didn’t kn-,” he turned and pressed a finger to your lips and shook his head, shushing you and letting you know that he understood. He got off the bed and collected his clothes from earlier that you had folded and placed on the couch. He threw his shirt on as he walked towards the ensuite at the far end of the room. You had already dressed while you had waited for him to wake up, so you sat at the edge of the bed and let him get ready. As he walked to the ensuite, you couldn’t help but notice that his walk was slightly different. His shoulders were straighter, his strides were quieter but more deliberate. You wondered if he himself even noticed the changes yet. From the angle of where you were sitting, you could just barely see himself checking his teeth out in the mirror again. His fangs had retreated back into his gums, and now his top row of teeth looked completely normal. 
His eyes looked at you through the mirror, catching your gaze. He smirked at you, before turning to finish getting dressed. As he exited the ensuite he locked eyes with you again and in an attempt at his new speed, he tried to race over to you. However, stopping was a completely different story, and he ended up tackling you onto the bed. 
Giggling, you reached up and traced his nose with your finger, “don’t worry, you’ll get there, Boy Scout.” You lifted your head to kiss him, and whispered against his lips, “come on, let's get this over with.” 
It wasn’t hard to find the conservatory, all you had to do was follow the classical music being played. Just like the rest of the manor, Dimitri spared no expense in this room either. It was a massive space, with a complete wall of windows that went from the floor all the way into the ceiling, creating a dome-like appearance. It was a perfect view of the stars at night, and a perfectly lethal place for a Vampire to be in after sunrise. He also had so many plants in the room it almost looked like a small forest in the room. Most of the flowering plants had closed their blooms for the night, and the evergreens sat peacefully in their pots. The main source of light in the room were the various lanterns that were strategically placed among the greenery. It created such an intimate atmosphere, especially with the light of the Waning Moon filtering in from the windows above. 
The beauty of the room stopped when you spotted the Council member sitting rather stiffly on the couch towards the middle of the room. Judith, as Dimitri called her, was a Vampire who appeared to be in her late fifties, with blonde hair that was so faded it almost looked gray at certain angles. She had it in a tight ponytail, making her sharp cheekbones the main feature of her face. Her eyes were equally gray, and they narrowed at the sight of Josh. 
“Ah, finally, there they are,” she said in mock enthusiasm. 
“Judith please,” Dimitri said with a sigh while nursing a drink in his hand.
Josh’s hand slid into yours as you made your way to the center of the room. His expression was neutral, but you knew his mind was full of thoughts and words for the snotty Vampire in front of him. 
Judith uncrossed her ankles and stood up, clipboard firmly in the crook of her arm. She gave you a look that let you know to let her look at Josh alone, and you reluctantly let go of his hand and went over to stand next to Dimitri. Her back was to you now, but you were still able to maintain eye contact with Josh.  
“Open your mouth,” she commanded flatly. She wanted to see his fangs. 
Josh looked at you briefly over her shoulder, starting to panic because he had only made his fangs come down once at this point, and was still getting the hang of it. He put his hands behind his back and wrung his wrists, trying to remember what you had told him. 
You kept eye contact with him, and motioned for him to take some deep breaths and to relax. Dimitri nodded along next to you; he wanted Josh to succeed almost as much as you did. 
Josh’s Adams apple bobbed a little before he opened his mouth. He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths, trying to replicate how he had done it upstairs less than an hour ago. Judith stood there, staring at his teeth with an unimpressed look on her face. But after a few tense minutes, his fangs descended and locked in place. 
Judith made a small “hmph” sound and reached into the pocket of her skirt to fish out a measuring tape. She held the tape next to one of his fangs, and wrote down the measurement on the clipboard. She switched to the other side to get the other’s measurement, before mumbling loud enough for everyone to hear, “it's ok they’ll get longer in time.” 
Josh clamped his mouth shut and gave her a look that was so pointed, you were glad he wasn’t able to actually speak. But the way his eyes glared at her spoke volumes on their own. 
Judith ignored him while she made notes on the clipboard, scribbling away her thoughts and observations. 
“Has he fed yet,” she said without looking up.
“Umm…no, not yet-”
“Excellent. Bring in one of your humans, Dimitris,” she commanded as she finished her notes and looked back up at Josh. 
Dimitri sighed and took a long sip of his drink before motioning to one of his staff to fetch one of his human companions. He always had a steady supply of willing humans who were into being fed on. He had a knack for finding them in the haystack that was humanity. 
Josh looked at you again over Judith’s shoulder, the same panicky look from before had returned on his face. 
You mouthed, it's going to be ok, at him as the door opened and a woman in her mid twenties entered the room. 
Her eyes lit up when she saw Dimitri, “hi Dimitri…,” she gave him a flirty wave with her fingers. 
“Pleasure as always, Rebeckah,” he said with a small smile. She already knew where to go and dutifully went over to the couch and sat down, keeping her eyes on Dimitri the whole time. 
Judith motioned for Josh to join Rebeckah, and made his way over to the couch and sat down. You started to follow him before she barked, “I’d like to witness this alone, actually.” 
Something in you snapped, “the fuck you wi-”
Dimitri quickly stepped in, “what she’s trying to say is, as his Maker, I think it’s more than fair for her to be in the room for his first feed? Since he doesn’t know what he’s doing, she has a right to be here. In fact it would be the responsible thing to do, don’t you agree?”
Judith rolled her eyes, “fine, but she can’t interfere. The Council wants to see how he does on his own.” 
The Council didn’t want to see shit, you thought, they wanted him to fail. They wanted the ‘I told you so.’ 
Dimitri’s large hand landed on your shoulder, giving you a comforting squeeze. 
“Very well,” he said in a clipped tone. 
You looked up at Dimitri, the worry written all over your face. He gave your shoulder another squeeze. 
Tentatively, Josh reached over and took Rebeckah’s wrist in his hand, figuring that would be the best place. He could feel her pulse through her arm, and it made his gums above his fangs throb. He felt is instincts trying to guide him, which was a good sign until-
“Oh not the wrist, it's your first feed after all, I know you really want the neck deep down,” she was practically taunting him at this point, and turned back to the older Vampire and used his own words against him, “don’t you agree, Dimitris?” 
Dimitri’s mouth twisted into a frown, “it is the ideal spot I suppose…”
You were practically vibrating with rage right now, and you wanted to physically rip Judith’s head off her body yourself. This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. You were supposed to be right there with him, guiding him through it and making sure he didn’t take too much. 
“Don’t be shy, get closer to her,” Judith said while flicking her wrist at Josh. 
Rebeckah obliged first and scooted close to him, angling her head to expose her neck. The smell of her blood filled his nostrils, and at first he thought he was hallucinating. He knew his senses would be stronger, but actually experiencing it was completely different. 
Judith had her back to you and Dimitri once again, and you used this to your advantage as you looked at Josh over her shoulder. You feigned scratching your neck to show him where to put his hand, which he immediately copied. 
He lowered his face to her neck, the scent of her blood was almost overwhelming to him now and it was still safely in her body. Part of him was running on pure instinct, and getting impatient that he hadn’t sunk his teeth into her yet, whereas the other part of him was having an out of body experience as the reality of the situation hit him. He was really about to drink blood, as a Vampire, for the first time. However, the instinctual side of him won out and he pressed his new fangs against her neck. He could feel her pulse against his teeth, and with the same ‘fuck it’ mentality one has before a shot of tequila, he pierced her flesh and her blood began flowing into his mouth. 
Rebeckah made a small squeak, but she relaxed in his hold and a serene smile spread across her face. 
Josh breathed through his nose and took his first real pull from her, and the sudden burst of flavor nearly had his eyes rolling back. He never expected blood to taste this good, let alone have a flavor profile. He recalled the taste of blood as he remembered it from his youth, that gross metallic flavor that would fill his mouth whenever he’d lose a tooth, or that one time Jake hit him in the mouth while they were fighting and cut his lip open. But now? Now he was getting notes of…lilies? Lavender maybe? It was all so overwhelming he wasn’t sure, he just knew that it was good. He kept pulling and pulling, feeling it run out of his mouth a little and down his chin. 
You on the other hand were watching him like a hawk, and listening to Rebeckah’s heartbeat even closer. It was still steady and normal, but you knew it wouldn’t be that way for much longer. The way Josh was pulling was very deep, but he didn’t understand that yet. If you hadn’t been so stressed about your lack of involvement, you would’ve noted how absolutely gorgeous he looked while feeding. He needed to slow down, if not stop completely. You thought back to your first feed, and it didn’t end well for the human involved because you had zero guidance. Isaac had just let you do what you wanted and cleaned up the mess later. But you didn’t want that for Josh, he didn’t deserve to be traumatized right out of the gate like that. 
He didn’t want this to end, part of him wanted to keep going until he couldn’t anymore. But this low thumping noise in his head got slower, and it was then he realized he had been hearing her heartbeat the entire time. It was slowing down, and he had just enough wherewithal to know he needed to let go. But knowing and doing were two different things. 
You were starting to panic, and you looked at Josh, hoping he’d look up just long enough to make eye contact with you. Judith started scribbling notes again, and you wanted to crack that entire clipboard over her head. You thought about faking a cough, making some sort of noise, but you didn’t want her to send you out of the room for ‘interfering.’ 
Josh wrenched his eyes open, and looked up to find you. He saw your eyes were watery and filled with panic, and he understood why. From your vantage point, you mouthed the words, “you need to let go,” to him, and he wanted to listen, he really did, but it was as if his mouth and his brain weren’t working together. But, he tried anyway, and loosened his grip on Rebeckah’s neck and slowly worked at dislodging his fangs from her neck. He fought the urge that was screaming at him to keep going, to drain her dry like a juice box, but he refused to let that voice win. With more force than he would’ve liked, he pulled his teeth from her neck, and let go of her completely. 
Before he could fully relax, he saw you point at your teeth, and then patted the side of your neck with those same fingers, silently telling him to use his blood to heal the bite. Josh sprung into action, quickly and hastily biting his index finger, breaking the skin and rubbing his own blood amongst her own on her neck along the puncture wounds. Within seconds they began to close and he was able to lean back on the couch, out of breath. 
Judith paused for a second in her scribbling, and looked at her watch on her wrist and wrote down the time. She observed Rebeckah for another minute, who seemed completely fine with the situation and was only slightly miffed she had blood on her dress. 
Dimitri gestured at the staff member standing by the door, “please take Miss Rebeckah to the kitchens to get her something to eat. Have the chef make her whatever she wants.” 
Rebeckah smiled and stood up from the couch, “and what about my dress?”
“I’ll get you a new one, as always,” this made her smile as she made her way out of the room. 
Without a second glance at Josh, Judith turned back to Dimitri and sighed, “I’ll give my observations to the Council but everything seems to be fine.” She looked at Josh over her shoulder, “welcome to your new life, don’t fuck up. We know who your family is, after all.” 
Josh glared at her as she exited the room. Dimitri gave you a nod and left as well, leaving the two of you alone. 
As soon as the door shut you rushed over to Josh, your hands immediately took his, as apologies fell from your mouth, “I’m so fucking sorry I didn’t know that was going to happen, you weren’t supposed to be alone like that-”
“...sw-sweetheart…,” his voice was so faint, but it was there. He was gaining his voice back. Relief flooded through you, you didn’t realize just how much you missed his voice until he spoke again. You couldn’t take it anymore and practically lept into his lap and wrapped your arms around him, burying your face in his neck. His arms instantly wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer. He was so thankful to finally get his hands on you. 
After spending several minutes just lying in his arms and breathing him in, you pulled back and said, “are you ok? How do you feel?”
A dreamy smile spread across his face, “honestly? I feel fucking incredible right now.” His voice was still scratchy, but it was gradually getting stronger.
You smiled back, “yeah? You did so good earlier, I want you to know that. They were setting you up to screw up but you didn’t. It's so difficult to stop like you did the first few times, let alone the first time. I’m so proud of you, Boy Scout.”
His cheeks reddened at the praise, “Ah, I just…I just remembered what you told me about listening for the heartbeat…had to force myself off though.” 
You were beaming at him now, “I’m not saying it's going to be easy, but I just know you’re going to be so good at it in no time. Next time I’ll be right there with you, I promise. I won’t let anyone get in the way of that again.”
His hands slipped under your shirt and rubbed the skin of your back, “I know you wanted to be there, it wasn’t your fault…” 
“But I-”
“I don’t want you to beat yourself up over this, it happened, but all we can do is move forward.”
You knew he was right, but you still felt bad, “I know I just-”
“Next time we can share, yeah?”
That surprised you, and you smirked at him, “Boy Scout…” 
He glanced out the wall of windows, and noticed the dark blue sky was starting to get lighter, “I think…I think we need to go back upstairs…and shut the windows…,” the suggestion dripped from his voice.
“Race you there?”
“You better get started, sweetheart…,” his eyes bore into yours before you took off from the conservatory. The two of you were a pair of giggling blurs rushing up the stairs to the third floor. He caught up to you at the door, and lurched to a halt while pressing you up against the solid wood. You reached behind you to start twisting the doorknob as he snaked an arm around your waist. His eyes looked even darker in the dim lighting of the corridor, but his smile was sweet, a combination that only he could pull off. 
Stumbling into the room, Josh locked the door behind him before reaching down and firmly gripping your thighs and wrapping them around his waist. He carried you backwards to the bed, while you stripped your shirt off and threw it blindly to the side. Your hands instantly returned to his cheeks as he laid you on the bed. He stood up momentarily to throw off his own shirt, before crawling up the bed and getting on top of you. The rest of your clothes were quickly shed, leaving the both of you naked. 
Josh’s mouth devoured yours, sucking on your bottom lip before he slipped his tongue inside and tangled it with your own. You moaned into his mouth, the relief of him being okay and back in your arms spurring you on. He groaned and lifted off your lips slightly, running his tongue along his top teeth. He looked at you, a little annoyed at his own body as his fangs tried to descend again. 
You recognized the look, and you smiled, “don’t fight it, Josh. Let them down, I wanna see them again…” 
He closed his eyes for a few seconds and concentrated. They came down ever so slightly faster this time, but he still winced at the pain. 
Staring at him, you reached up and gently touched one with your finger, “I just can’t get over how beautiful they look on you…” 
His cheeks reddened before he started working his way down your body, kissing every bit of skin he could reach. Every so often he’d drag his fangs across your skin, causing you to arch your back. As he made his way down to your core, he deliberately skipped where you needed him most to pay attention to your thighs. 
You sat up on your elbows and made a noise in protest, which made him chuckle against your skin. One of the few downsides (at least to him) to you being a supernatural creature was that any hickey’s he made would heal within minutes, but he loved littering your skin with them anyway. The way you arched towards him, trying to get him where you needed him only made him tease you further. Every time you thought he was going to put that perfect mouth of his against your core, he’d switch to the other thigh to nip and suck at your skin. 
“If you don’t-”
Before you could finish your sentence your lover latched onto your core, flattening out his tongue and licking a stripe from your entrance to just below your clit. A frustrated noise escaped you, and his eyes met yours with the most mischievous energy behind them. Those pools of molten molasses seemed to darken even more. Tilting his head slightly and curling his lip up to show you his teeth, he drug one of his new fangs over the edges of your lips, up and up, and slowly circled your clit. He put just enough pressure for you to feel the sharp edge against your sensitive flesh, before diving in and sharply sucking your clit into his mouth. You cried out, loud enough to echo around the room, and you couldn’t give a shit if anyone in this fortress of a house could hear you. 
Two of his fingers teased your entrance before plunging in, curling upwards and giving that spot inside you all the attention they could. His pace was quick and brutal, spurred on but the grip you had in in his hair and how you were practically fucking his mouth. He grinded his own need onto the mattress, desperate for some friction of his own. 
It wasn’t long before your first orgasm of the night washed over you, making you shake beneath him while grinding on his face. His fingers worked even harder to ride it out, drawing it out as long as possible for you. But he didn’t give you a chance to fully still. Placing one final kiss to your clit, he crawled up your body to claim your mouth, letting you taste yourself all over him. 
You were far from done when you flipped him over, straddling his hips and grinding against his cock. He threw his head back and made the sexiest whining sound you had heard in a long time. He sat up and gripped your ass, lifting you up to wrap your legs around his waist. 
“Tell me what you want…,” he whispered against your mouth while keeping you hovered just above his cock.
“Josh please-”
“Josh please, what, sweetheart?” 
“I need you, don’t be mean,” your voice was nearly an octave higher than normal, and now it was your turn to sound whiny. 
“...and what do you need?”
Your nails dug into the skin at the base of his neck, not caring if they broke skin a little now, he could handle it. 
“Your cock, Josh, I need your cock.”
His eyebrows raised in the cockiest manner, “oh? This? This cock?” Before you could answer he pulled you down onto him, plunging him deep inside as he bottomed out. His eyes rolled back at finally being inside you, and you used this distraction to tighten your pussy around him as revenge. A strangled noise left his throat, “you are…such…a little brat…” 
You smirked as you started to work yourself on his cock, relishing in every ridge and vein he had to offer you. He kept one arm around your ass, guiding you and gripping you as he leaned back on his other hand. As your pace quickened, you felt your own gums start to itch and move. You let your fangs descend, not wanting or needing to hold back anymore while with your lover. He was kissing your shoulder, and you leaned your head down to graze your teeth against the shell of his ear. 
He lifted his head, and gave you an equally toothy grin, both of you baring your fangs at each other. 
“Boy Scout…,” you started, nearly breathless, “remember earlier when I told you to wait?” He instantly caught on to what you were referring to, when he had almost bit you earlier. His Adam's apple bobbed as he nodded. “If I let you do that…can I bite you too?” 
His cock twitched inside you at the question, “please, please do…”
“Taste me, Josh, show me you know how,” you whispered. 
Another strangled sound escaped him before he lowered his head and pierced your neck with his fangs. It had been…a long time, decades even, since you had had a Vampire taste you. It was such an intimate act, most considered it almost sacred. 
Josh took a long pull off of you, and the first note that hit his tongue was a distinct cherry flavor, tart but sweet, along with a distinct undercurrent of sea salt. He could practically smell the ocean. Flashes and sounds started to flood his mind, swirling around in his mind's eye. They focused, and he saw you, as a teen in Jamestown, scrubbing the floors of the house you used to live in. A second flash, it's the Victorian era, and you’re giggling in bed with another man. You called him Colin before it dissipated. Another flash, it’s twenties and you look sad as you sipped your drink. You were surrounded by people partying, but you weren’t matching the energy. A final flash, this time it's the seventies and you look darling in your bell bottoms and feathered hair. You seemed happier then, laughing with a few girlfriends in a bar. 
The feeling of his fangs in your skin hurtled you toward your second orgasm. Before you could reach your high, you bit down on your lover's flesh. His taste…his taste was the same, but it was so much more vibrant? As if it had been turned up several notches. That orangey citrus flooded your senses, and as the vanilla showed itself to you, flashes started behind your eyes too. A small, scared, seven year old Josh scrambled to stab a rogue Vampire in the leg with a knife from under his bed. Another flash, this time Josh was older, late teens at best, getting lectured by his father about a hunting job gone wrong. The importance of his responsibility as the “oldest” was being drilled into his head. Flash number three, Josh is sitting next to his twin in front of a fire, laughing at some inside joke as he brings his beer to his lips. Who knew Jake Kiszka was capable of smiling? The final flash was him gathering some files on a table, the one on top had your name clearly on the tab. He wasn’t in his apartment, but in a room that looked like an office. 
Your vision went dark as your high overtook you, making you shake and pulse around him. His cock twitched inside you again, and a muffled groan shuddered against your skin letting you know he had reached his own high. Carefully, you each withdrew your teeth and lapped at the fresh blood on your skin as your wounds healed. 
Josh kissed you softly, mixing your blood with his, enjoying the taste. He opened his eyes and smiled at you, feeling more content and happy than he had in days. The stress from the past week had completely evaporated, and in this moment, all he saw, all he cared about, was you. 
His Vampire. 
The adoration for him was written all over your face, and you silently noted the blood smeared all over him. You looked over your shoulder at the ensuite, and could see the edge of a clawfoot tub from the doorway. 
“Lets get cleaned up, Boy Scout…”
His grin widened and he looked over your shoulder, seeing what you were looking at. He also saw the first light of the day start to filter in through the windows. Thankfully the bed was positioned in a way that didn’t put it anywhere near them, but in order to get the ensuite they’d have to cross them. Carefully he kept you in place as he reached for the remote on the nightstand. 
He punched the buttons, and the shades came down. His hand squeezed the flesh of your ass, “only the moon gets a free show, sweetheart…” 
You gave him a quick kiss before crawling off of him and leading him into the bathroom. Soon, the both of you were situated in the hot water, enjoying the extra wide clawfoot tub. 
Josh tried to take the lead in cleaning  up, but you stopped him and took it upon yourself to clean the blood off of his skin. He relaxed into the water as you swept the rag over his skin. Meticulously you cleaned any dry blood out of his beard and mustache, kissing him as you went. It had been a long time since someone had properly taken care of him afterwards. 
It was clear to you that the new-Vampire exhaustion was creeping up on your lover, and you worked a little faster to get him cleaned up so the two of you could return to bed. He would probably have another long sleep again, but not nearly as long as that first one. The process of becoming a Vampire was complete, but it still took time for the body to adjust.
Soon you were back in bed with him, the covers pulled over your exhausted bodies as you wrapped yourselves around each other. His ear was on your chest, and you were softly grazing your nails against his scalp. His eyes were closed, and sleep was well on its way. 
He pressed a soft kiss against your skin before mumbling, “...love you…” 
You stared at him as he completely stilled in your arms, eyes welling up, 
“Love you too, Boy Scout,” but you weren’t sure he heard it. 
To be continued…
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Mirrors – J. Kiszka
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Warnings: Explicit sexual content, mature themes, unprotected sex, fingering, language, MINORS DNI
A/N: Im not exactly sure what the deal is with my brain and Josh and showers and smut, but enjoy some kinky mirror sex w/ Josh lol 💁‍♀️🫶
Bajabule,
-Han
As you slid the curtain down the rod, you watched the steam from the shower float through the air of the bathroom, the condensation making the floor tiles slippery as you padded across them. You took your towel from the hook on the wall and dried your body before tousling your hair with it to get off the extra water.
You opened the bathroom door to find Josh sitting propped up against a mound of pillows, his brown eyes sweet as they watched your every movement across the room.
“What?” you asked, your voice meek and small.
“Just admiring, mama.” His voice was soft and sweet, and his eyes glimmered as they raked over every feature of your body that wasn’t still covered by your towel.
“Not much to admire,” you chuckled softly.
He scoffed, his mouth sitting open, while his eyes roamed over you again. “Baby, you’re gorgeous,” he said, peeling out from under the blankets on the bed and crawling to the end to be closer to where you were standing. “Come over here, sweet girl,” he said, standing up on his knees and stretching his arms out to you.
You bunched your towel and held it together with one hand while you walked to him. His hands held both sides of your face and he dragged his gaze slowly from your eyes to your lips while he moved his mouth closer to yours. Your breathing was steadily picking up, the closer he got to you; not with anxiety, but rather with anticipation. He had moved himself close enough to you for the tip of his nose to rest on your cheek while his lips practically brushed yours as he whispered to you.
“Here. Let’s slip this off, huh?” His hand gingerly held yours that was keeping you clothed. He swept his fingertips across the back of your hand while his big, brown eyes melted every solid part of you. “Lemme see.”
Your eyes immediately dropped to the floor and you felt your cheeks get hot. You’d never been able to shake your self-consciousness, even though Josh made it his life’s mission to never let you forget how beautiful he thought you were. He was always reminding you every chance that he got, always trying to do things to make you feel pretty.
“Mama, gimme those pretty eyes.”
You flicked your eyes to him, and his were practically dripping. They were the deepest brown you’d ever seen, and you couldn’t look away from them. You loosened your grip on the edges of your towel and let one corner slip through your fingers, never breaking from his stare. The towel fell, exposing one side of your naked body. You felt it continue to uncover you until it was hanging loosely between your thumb and forefinger. You let it slip between them, feeling it hit your feet as your eyes stayed locked with Josh’s. His eyes squinted slightly, and the corners of them crinkled as the most brilliant smile spread across his face.
It reflexively made you smile, and you felt his hands take hold of your hips as he stepped down onto the floor from the bed. He guided you toward the dresser where the mirror hung above it on the wall.
“Look at you,” he whispered. He was standing behind you with his hands on your hips, gently leaning against you, while your hands rested on the dresser in front of you. “So beautiful, you know that?”
You cast your eyes down again, letting a small huff of air escape through your nose. You felt your head shake just slightly while your face wore a sheepish smile, an unconscious display of self-doubt that had imbedded itself into your body language over the years.
“Don’t think so?” you heard him ask, “You need me to show you, mama?” His words were drawn out, and his voice was quiet.
You watched him in the mirror, your chest heaving, as you searched for a response. His hands trailed over the front of your body, and you couldn’t take your eyes off of his fingertips as they grazed slowly over your skin. You watched as his hands moved up your sides, the pads of his fingers pressing softly into the spots between your ribs before continuing up to your breasts. As his hands made contact with them, you saw his eyes flutter closed and felt a sigh tickle the shell of your ear, sending a chill up your spine, followed by a flood of warmth that spread from your middle, down to your toes, and all the way out to the tips of your fingers.
You leaned back, relaxing into him as he held you, his hands gently squeezing the swells of your breasts as he hummed against your neck. Your mouth fell open as your breath sucked in and out of it.
“Look at you, baby. Already so gorgeous under my hands.” His lips latched to your neck then, softly sucking and licking spots on the delicate expanse of skin while his thumbs toyed with your hardened nipples.
He pulled back from your neck again, letting out a sigh. “Want you to see how beautiful you look when you cum for me, lovely.”
Your breath hitched in your throat as he moved one arm to bar across your chest, pulling you back to be flush against him as his other hand snaked its way between your legs. They immediately snapped together, and he chuckled.
“Shhh, you’re alright, baby,” he coaxed. You relaxed your legs and felt his fingers slip through your folds with liquid ease. He toyed with your entrance before settling on your clit, making a dripping mess of your heat. You whimpered as the tip of his middle finger held the perfect amount of pressure against you as he traced sharp circles around the bundle of nerves, igniting a fire in the pit of your stomach. Your breath picked up quickly as he continued, unrelenting in the pace of his fingers and drawing you to your edge faster than you’d expected.
“Fuckk, Josh,” you breathed.
“What is it, mama?” he cooed softly, “you want me to keep going or do you need something else?” He pressed his lips into the junction of your neck and shoulder while simultaneously pressing his hardened length against the small of your back. You let a moan escape from your chest at the feeling, and you arched your back into him. You consequently felt him smile into your neck.
“Aww sweet baby,” he hummed against your skin, “You need my cock in that gorgeous pussy?”
His middle finger made quicker, tighter circles around your clit as he spoke, fanning the flames in your stomach hard, threatening to burn out before you were ready to give it up. A whiny “please” was the only sound you could muster, and he immediately obliged.
Both of his hands moved to your back, and he gently nudged you so you’d lean down with your elbows on the dresser, giving him a solid angle to insert himself at an agonizingly slow pace. Once he’d reached as far as he could go, he smoothed his hands over the soft skin of your back as he gently pulled his hips back and pushed them forward again, making long, deep strokes.
Because of the upward angle of his thrusts, the head of his cock rubbed against the spot inside you that only he could reach with every forward movement of his hips, each one making your muscles clench around him. Gasp after gasp rattled from between your lips, and your head hung down as you leaned on your forearms.
“Come here, mama,” he panted, “Wanna hold you while you watch.”
He repositioned himself before barring his arm across your chest again while he held you flush with his own. Your head tilted back into him as you watched his hips jut into your ass, jolting your entire body. Your eyes found his, and he was already looking at you, intently watching your face as it twisted with pleasure.
“Look how gorgeous you are. So perfect for me,” he said, keeping his eyes locked with yours.
The hand that wasn’t holding you against him reached back between your legs to finish the job, and you cried out for him when his middle finger started tracing his sharp circles again. You felt your legs begin to quiver as he quickened the pace of his hips. He kept his strokes long and deep, but they were fast, each movement eliciting a whimper from you. The faster he went, the closer together your sounds became, stringing themselves together so closely that they were nearly continuous.
As you felt your orgasm take over your entire body, Josh stabilized your chin to sit straight before the mirror in front of you, and you watched the heat that he created spread throughout your being. He continuously whispered to you throughout your high, keeping it going.
“Doing so good, honey,” he breathed, “Keep fucking giving it to me. So goddamn good, mama. So pretty.”
Your mouth hung open as you continued to moan for him, and his hips started to stutter against you. He followed closely behind you with his release, painting your insides with it while you were still coming down.
The two of you stood, you leaning on the dresser in front of you and him, flush against your back, as you took turns heaving air in and out of your lungs to catch up. After you both did, you felt him softly press his lips into your shoulder and his hands reached around your middle, giving you a little squeeze.
“Wanna go take another shower?” he asked as a crinkle-eyed smile spread over his face.
You huffed out a laugh and rolled your eyes, following him back into the bathroom.
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Statute of Limitations
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A/N: Cute lil turkey day fic. As always let me know what you guys think and enjoy!
Warnings: SMUT. DNI if you are under 18. 18+ only.
Word Count: 7.4k+
The holidays can evoke many emotions that someone would not expect nor want. Thanksgiving was notorious for being the holiday where family members got in vicious spats over rivaling political ideologies. Christmas brought on dreaded yearning for loved ones who have since departed your life in one way or another. New Years held bouts of loneliness over your shoulders as you watched on as couples and strangers alike connected in a kiss to ring in the new year.
Many feelings that were not always welcome guests during this time of year. However, it was always easier to manage when you were surrounded by people who were in the same place you were in life. In fact, when it was your best friend, you wouldn’t even notice these waves of varying mental states because they were entertaining you and keeping you afloat. 
More than afloat. Joyous. Elated. Hopeful. Content. 
But that is to be discussed at a later time. 
You were frantically running around the house, trying to make sure that everything was where it should be. That everything was going according to schedule. That everything was perfect. Because it was supposed to be. Had to be.
“Turkey will be done at five forty-five. Candles will be lit at five-forty. Bar area is stocked and ready. Name cards. Where are the name cards?” Your eyes darted up from your crumpled list that sat in your hands, pen marking off items as you mumbled out loud to yourself, beginning the search for the name cards.
His curly head bopped down the stairs, seeing you hunting around the house for what he already knew was in hands. He held up the brown paper, smile growing as he did. “Name cards? Got ‘em right here, hammy.” A breath of relief tumbled from your lips as you watched him go around the large dining table and place the cards where they were supposed to be. 
You trailed behind him, slightly moving and adjusting them to be where they actually should have been. He stopped in his tracks when he noticed what you were doing, turning and facing you with his hands on his hips. “They looked just fine where they were.”
Wiping your hands on your pants after taking some lint off of a napkin, you weren’t looking at him as your eyes scanned the table for any other imperfections that you could immediately see. As you went to slightly move a pillar candle two inches to the left, his hand darted out and captured yours in his, drawing your attention to him.
He offered you a large smile, hands moving to cup your cheeks as he did. “Everyone’s going to be here within an hour, hammy. Why don’t you head upstairs and start getting ready, yeah? Your clothes are laid out on my bed, your bathroom stuff is on the counter, I can handle what’s left down here.” Reluctantly agreeing with him, his hands turning you around and in the direction of the stairs, you kept turning, not really ready to hand over the full responsibility of him taking over for the last forty-five minutes. 
“Go!” He shouted, hands shooing you away, laughter following his words as you pouted your way up the stairs. Just like he said, your outfit was laid out across the bedding, your personal care items atop the counter in the bathroom, a fluffy towel hanging on the rack to greet you. 
He knew you would be flustered with planning out every miniscule detail you could for this dinner so he took it upon himself to make sure the other aspects did not fall through the cracks, simply making sure you were taken care of. 
Josh always made sure you were taken care of. That’s why he’s your best friend and whom you love the absolute most in the world. Truly, you could not imagine a life without the ball of sunshine that was Joshua by your side. 
He had been in your life for years, originally meeting him through Danny, but there was something about him. You two meshed so well, becoming close in high school and hardly being separated from them on out. 
As you all grew older, new traditions popped up and stuck with your small group. One of those traditions was the annual Thanksgiving supper. Each year was a rotation between the couples of the group. Each pairing hosted at their own home with an immaculate table scape and menu to accompany along with a new tradition that would happen at their home. 
It was fun, lighthearted, and a reason for everyone to see one another during the holidays. Given you are one of the two singles in the group, the other being your best friend, the burden fell on your shoulders this year. A group text message revealed that everyone else had decided to partner you up and to be ready to host the soiree of the year at one of your houses. 
Planning began immediately, beyond infuriated that everyone took pity on the two lonesome creatures of the posse and you decided that you were going to put them all to shame, hosting the best bash they had seen yet. 
Josh was just along for the ride, happy to be included in whatever you needed from him. You had been staying at his house for the last two days as you prepped for the upcoming party, doing as much ahead of time as possible. He was there, right behind you, reminding you to take a breath, sit down, and eat some actual food every once in a while.
He knew how type a you could be, incredibly anal about the details of it all, because once you set your mind to it, he knew it was going to be done, sparing no expense of yourself. He had seen in the past how you could and would schedule your life down to the last second, wanting any and all control over any situations you found yourself in. Josh would watch as you would forget the littlest things to survive, like sleep, and would gently guide you into the direction he knew you needed to go. He would ensure that you were being taken care of. That’s who he is. 
This wasn’t the first time he had seen you like this and he knew it would not be the last either. As long as he was there besides you, he would be happy as a clam to aid you in whatever way he knew how to. To make sure that you would slow down and enjoy what life was offering, tonight was going to be no different. 
Josh wanted you to see what you had spent weeks obsessing over and notice how beautiful it had all turned out. Your goal had succeeded, this was going to the best gathering that had happened yet. All he wanted was for you to see that. To see how magnificent it was. How magnificent you were. 
As he finished moving the chairs to where they needed to be, basting the turkey once more, playing the music you had meticulously picked out for the evening, he heard you come bounding down the stairs. He couldn’t help but beam at you, seeing how radiant you looked in only the dim lighting and candlelight from the room that set the table aglow. 
Attempting to swallow his heart back down from his throat, a blush crept onto the apples of his cheeks as you smiled at him. He couldn’t hold your gaze any longer, eyes darting down to the record he held in his hand, hearing your gasp as you took in the space. 
“It’s unbelievable, Josh. Look at this! Oh, it’s perfect,” you squealed out as you moved around the space, double checking whatever you could. As you checked the watch on your wrist for the time, your eyes went wide, shooting up in a panic at him.
“I basted the turkey four and a half minutes ago. It looks devine, hammy,” he could see the relief actually roll off your shoulders at that. A small grin took over your lips, a silent thank you being shared between the two of you. 
When the first knock of the night came in, he watched you shoot up straight, hands clasping together in front of your chest, excitement tangible from you as you rushed around the table to link your arm through with his. 
“Ready handsome?” You leaned into his side as you spoke out, head lightly resting against his own. He couldn’t respond to your words, only offering a quick nod as he moved you both to the door. 
As he opened the door as dramatically as he could on the left, you still holding onto his arm, blocking the entryway so they couldn’t entirely see what was behind you both, he gave a large grin. 
“Welcome one and all! We are so pleased you could join us at the twenty twenty two Thanksgiving celebration. Now, I hope you all came prepared to witness the best of the best because that is what we have offered you. Please, help yourself to the bar and chat amongst yourselves,” as Josh finished his small speech, everyone giggling at his words, the laughter stopped as soon as you both stepped out of the way. 
Greenery was hung and wrapped around the wooden beams, candlelight danced on the walls, and no one could seem to figure out where to look first. You were beaming with pride as Josh shot you a quick wink, knowing all of your meticulous planning had turned out as immaculately as you had hoped it would.
Drinks were flowing right after and given that everyone hadn't really eaten anything but the hors d'oeuvres you had set out as everyone started mingling, your guests were growing tipsier by the minute. Just as you had planned. 
As the dinner bell rang, signaling it was time for everyone to find their seats, a chorus of oo’s and ah’s flew around the room as Josh brought the turkey and ham to the table. Applause rang out into the room as you and your party partner thanked everyone, Josh pointing to you and speaking out that this was all your doing. 
“Before we eat, we are ready to share our tradition that will happen at every Thanksgiving we are set to host.” You sipped your drink as you finished speaking, pointing to Josh across the table as he sat at the other head spot and urged him to start. Heads bounced back and forth between you both as you giggled out to him.
“This was Josh’s idea so I think it’s only fair he shares what it is and he has to start!” He rolled his eyes at your words, smirking into his glass as he did. “Fine, fine. Our tradition is that instead of everyone saying what they are thankful for this year you must divulge one secret! Statute of limitations applies to whatever is shared so there is immunity!” Eyes around the table went wide, some excitedly shouting out that they loved the idea, others collectively groaning with one another. 
His smile grew, eyes going wide as he peered at you, clearing his throat as he finished his drink, standing from the table and over animatedly began telling his secret. “Once upon a time,” his brother groaned as he started, trying and failing to trip his sibling as he made his way around the table. “Come on, just tell your secret!”
Josh shushed him, flicking his ear as he did. “Shut up. It’s my turn to speak.” Sam rolled his eyes at his brother, letting him continue his tale. Josh cleared his throat as loudly as he could, continuing on where he had started. “In a time far from the one we are in now,” he moved to stand directly behind his twin, hands landing on his shoulders as he did. 
“I pretended to be this devilishly handsome fellow here,” he bent over, cheek smashed against cheek before standing back upright as quickly as he had knelt over, “To take out Jessica Park on a date where the entire time she thought I was my twin. I did however get lucky that night! It was quite weird hearing her moan out my brother's name whilst I was in bed with her, but I digress.” He plopped back in his seat, everyone laughing and howling at his confession, clapping and cheering for him. 
Jake eyed his brother, set on murdering him in that moment from the sheer look he sent his way before he spoke up. “You knew I had a massive thing for her, you jackass.” Josh shrugged with a laugh as he poured himself a glass of wine. “Oh I am fully aware of that. She had a thing for you, not me, which is why I was you for the evening.” His lazy smile graced his face as you snickered behind your glass. 
Josh clapped his hands together, eyeing the dining room table and its occupants before selecting the next person who needed to confess their secret. 
Tears streamed down everyone's faces at the stories being shared. When Danny finished, he sipped his drink contents, a shrug accompanying his final words. “I swear it’s true.” He set his glass down on the table, surveying who was left and needed to share. His gaze fell to you, a smile taking over his face as he looked at you. 
“Last, but certainly not least, my dearest friend. What is your secret?” You sighed, seeing the giddy look of Josh to see if he was going to discover some new information about you or if it was information he had already filed away in the folder about you in his head. 
Looking out over your friends from behind your glass, you took one last swig for confidence, eyes setting on Jake as you set the glass down. You leaned forward on the table, seeing the unremarkable similarities between him and his twin, but noticing how insanely different they were. As the candlelight held their features, your heart swelled at the sight of Josh and the adoring look that graced his face as he waited with baited breath to hear what you were going to reveal. 
Eyes falling back to his counterpart, you spoke out with a laugh. “Jakey, I am the one who hit your car, not Josh.” His eyes narrowed at you before turning his attention to his brother, Josh’s jaw hanging open at your words. Everyone sat in utter silence, waiting to hear what his reaction was going to be.
“No, Josh did. I saw him in the driver's seat.” You couldn’t contain your giggles, liquid courage assisting in your tale. “He switched seats with me. It was me,” Jake shook his head, cradling his face in his own hands as he roughly rubbed, a long groan following it. Everyone’s laughter picked up right after as his shoulders started to shake from his own laughing. 
Josh stood, grabbing the carving knife as he did. “Alright, I think that is enough secrets for the next decade. Who wants turkey?” Plates were shoved in his face after his question, earning an exasperated sigh from the boy. “Wait your turn! Hammy, you first.”
When the last of the guests filed out of the house for the night, you collapsed into a heap on the couch, a yawn escaping your lips as you did. Josh couldn’t fight the smile that was taking over his face at the sight of you. 
He lifted your legs, placing them tentatively in his lap as he did. He poked your cheek, leaning back on the couch, a sleepy smile taking over his face. “I would say that was a success. I don’t think I will be able to eat again for the rest of the week. Which is probably for the best since there aren’t any leftovers.” His hand rubbed along his slightly pooched stomach, rolling your eyes at his flair for the over dramatic. 
“Thank you for the help, Joshy. It was a great night,” he shrugged, hand rubbing along the bare expanse of your calf, eyes slipping shut as he breathed out. “It was all you, ham. You did amazing. Seriously, the best one we’ve had yet. I heard Jita saying she wasn’t sure how she was going to top you next year,” you giggled at his words, happy that it had been such a hit. 
“Can I ask you a question?” You hummed at him, letting him know he could continue on. “What other secrets do you have? I feel like I got cheated out of one because I already knew about the one you shared.” You peeked an eye open at him, seeing his excited gaze staring down at you. 
You thought about it for a second, turning onto your back and staring at him. “Fine. But I get another secret from you. Deal?” He thought about it for a second before agreeing with you. You sighed in thought, trying to figure out what you could share with him. 
A sheepish smile took over your face as you thought about what to say. “I have this coworker. I hate him. Ever since I met him he was super misogynistic towards me. Called me sweetheart, sugar, the whole nine yards at work. I decided that I had had enough of it and took it upon myself to secretly do things to annoy him every single day.” Laughter wracked your body at Josh’s shocked expression.
His own chuckles seeped into his words, hands still firmly planted on your legs. “What do you do to him?” You shrugged, thinking back to what you had done to him as of late. “I move his food and drinks in the fridge. Like I’ll hide them. I wear my badge as a lanyard because the rattling of it drives him insane. If he walks by me I’ll whisper his name out with some occasional name calling just loud enough for him to hear, but I act dumb when he asks me if I heard that. I also move his coffee cup throughout the office so he can never find it. Oh, one time I took all of the trash wrappers I could and placed them on his desk. Everyone else hates him too.”
Josh was hunched over in tears, snorts falling from his lips at your admission. Your snickers matched his as he calmed back down, wiping at his eyes. “Wow. That’s amazing. What are you going to do when he finds out?” You reached your hand out, pushing fallen curls from his forehead back up.
“I have you to beat him up for me,” his face went serious as your words settled over him. “Baby, you see me right? I mean I’d give it a shot, but I can make no promises here.” Your laughter roared over his voice, his own nervous giggles mixing. “I’m serious! How big is this guy?” You were trying to catch your breath at his words, hearing his worried tone seep out more than he would’ve liked to admit. 
You poked him with your bare foot as you relaxed back into a calmer state. “Your turn. Another secret and make it a good one!” He drummed along your leg, searching his mind for a secret he had yet to share with you. It was difficult seeing as he shared every detail of his life with you that he possibly could, but as he settled on one, you watched guilt take him over.
“Alright, but I’m not very proud of this one, okay? When I was little I would steal money from my grandma,” your jaw fell slack at his words, eyes as big as saucers at his words. “No, no, it’s not as bad as that! She had this jug that she would put loose change in and I would take the change, bring it to her, and she would be so proud of me for saving change that she would exchange it for paper money, and I would get ice cream.” He scratched the back of his neck as he finished, clearly guilt ridden with what he would do as a child.
Being his best friend meant making it worse. “Wow, Josh, that’s horrible. I can’t believe you stole from your grandma. You’re going to hell for that, you know that right?” You could see how sad he was getting from sharing that secret, knowing that it was most likely one of his deepest and darkest secrets he ever had. It was adorable.
You sat up, moving to almost sit in his lap, cupping his face in your hands, forcing him to look at you. “Joshy, I’m messing with you. You were a kid. It’s okay, I promise.” You were stifling laughter, his cheeks and the tips of his ears burned bright red as you leaned forward placing a quick peck to the tip of his nose. 
Seeing that he was still feeling bad, you fought within yourself about telling him this next secret. “Okay. I’ll tell you one of my deepest secrets if you promise to keep it a secret, okay?” His eyes fell to you, nodding slowly as you removed your legs from his lap, sitting directly next to him as you got the courage to tell this. “You have to tell me another one first though.” He groaned, head hitting the back of the couch at your words. 
His tongue darted out and wet his lips, deciding that in order to hear this juicy secret of yours he was going to have to share another one with you. He cleared his throat, trying to determine which direction this could go in. “When I was like fifteen I was watching dirty stuff on the computer,” you chuckled at his words, cutting him off as he spoke, “As one does.”
He nudged you with a laugh of his own. “Let me finish! Anyways, Sam came into the room and saw what I was watching, ran and told mom, mom came storming into the room pissed. I’m in a panic, knowing I need to come up with something quick and I do. I told her it was a popup on the computer and I couldn’t get it down.” You were gasping for air at his story, heads almost pushed together as his brilliant smile shown at you, happy to see you were enjoying his utter embarrassment from his teen years. 
Playing with his fingers, he chuckled after seeing you weren't going to speak yet. “Your turn. Tell me a secret,” he was speaking softer, almost in a whisper as he came back to reality.
“No one knows this. Literally no one,” his brows furrowed, seeing how nervous you were getting, peeking his interest as you gnawed on your lip. “I almost didn’t graduate from college.” Josh’s eyes went wide, but as he went to speak you held your hand up to him. “That’s not even the worst of it.”
He settled back down, waiting for you to continue. “I was failing one of my classes. It was two weeks to graduation and the only way I was going to pass was if I got a two hundred percent on the final. So, I went to my professor's office hours to talk to him about what I could do to pass. This man was one of the most gorgeous men I have ever encountered before in my life. One thing led to another and I ended up sleeping with him.” 
You had never seen such a shocked expression take over his face. You giggled at it, feeling a million pounds lighter after being able to share that with someone after all this time. “It wasn’t even for the grade, which is the crazy part. I did however end up graduating and walking two weeks later.” He started laughing with you, in awe of the confession you had just divulged. 
Hearing that you had slept with one of your professors was a shock in itself, but he wasn’t sure why he felt a growing bulge in his pants. Imagining you with a professor, telling them you would do anything you could to pass the class and graduate. It was hot.
Adjusting himself as nonchalantly as he possibly could, you caught your breath, realizing how close to Josh you were in that second. His eyes darted down to your lips, smile still as prevalent as ever, dimples deep as happiness coursed through him at being able to share this space with you. 
“It was bad. I shouldn’t have done it.” You whispered out, your breath fanning across his lips, seeing his pants grow tighter at your words. He shook his head, tongue moving across his bottom lip, “No you shouldn’t have.” His voice was huskier than before, going a touch deeper, lust fluttering with his words. 
He was psyching himself out, almost unable to be sure if this was real, having wanted this for so long and you not feeling the same he wasn’t sure if this was real. If you were real at this moment. 
Your smile was small, battling within yourself if you wanted to take this next step. Cross this threshold with him. For him. Josh had never shown true interest in you, you thought to yourself. Maybe it was the alcohol buzzing through you that gave you an extra boost of confidence because you threw caution to the wind, leaning forward, lightly letting your lips feel his. 
Not hesitating, he deepend it, hand cupping the back of your neck, pulling you to him and tongue pushing into your mouth with haste. 
Whimpering into his mouth, feeling the plushness of his lips push back against your own, clawing at him to get him as close as possible. Swallowing each other in any and every way you possibly could. 
Years of tension, angst, yearning had built up to this moment. This singular moment that you could have bursted into tears for. That you spent countless nights dreaming about. 
About him.
It took all the strength you had to pull away from him, both heaving and watching the rise and fall of each other's chests. You wanted to give him once more chance, one more opportunity to turn this down. To think twice. 
While you knew that this is what you had been craving since you were young, you couldn’t make that assumption for him. Your eyes danced across his features, his kiss swollen lips bright red as he eyed you in utter confusion. 
“I’m going to go upstairs and change into my pajamas.” Was all you said to him. Squeezing his hand briefly, a silent telling of what you were asking of him. 
Josh didn’t have a second thought in his mind. He watched you ascend the stairs, right into his room, as the door clicked behind you, he bounded up them two at a time to reach you. 
There wasn’t a single possibility in which he would let this go. Let you go. He opened the door and saw your dress pooled around your feet, a breath of relief expelled from your lungs seeing that he in fact wanted this just as much as you, if not more. 
He crossed the room to you, attacking your skin with his searing kisses. You had just caught your breath and instantaneously it had been knocked out of you as you felt his hands paw at you. 
Your head lolled to the side, greeting him with the entire expanse of your neck. He nipped, sucked, and licked the soothing marks he was leaving behind. Wanting to create a lasting memory of tonight on you. 
Knees hitting the edge of the bed, you sat, eyes boring into his as he stared down at you. Your doe-like eyes screamed at him all you had been wanting to say for years. His heart was doing somersaults in his chest. 
Peeling off layer after layer of his clothes, you watched. Of course you had seen his naked torso. Plenty of times. Countless times. 
But this was different. 
Vastly different. 
Seeing the pink tint that sat on his skin, how his chest rose and fell with short breaths, his stomach caved in as you touched his hip bone. It was the most intimate you could be. 
His bulge greeted your hand as you moved it further south. Eyes slipping shut, lips parted, unable to watch your movements, too entranced in what you were doing to him. 
Moving his briefs down, his hardened cock greeted you. The swollen and leaking tip, a bright pink that perfectly accompanied his lips, the few veins that trailed along the shaft, the kept bush at the base. He was gorgeous. 
Taking him in for a brief moment as your hand firmly held him, you felt like you could cry tears of joy. This man was beautiful. A complete wonder. 
You lightly traced the slit of his tip with your tongue, watching as his eyes fluttered behind closed eyelids. Not wanting to waste anymore time, you accepted him in the warm embrace of your mouth. 
Relaxing your jaw to take as much of him as you could, he whimpered out, a cry escaping his lips at the feeling of bliss you gave him. It was almost painful how good it felt. 
You moved up and down his length, hand working the base of him when you moved back towards the tip, his hand tangled in your locks, cradling the back of your head and guiding your motions. 
Normally, Josh was a much more vocal partner, but given how in shock he was with what was happening before him, he was silent. Worried that if he spoke anything, he would either finish too fast or scare you off. 
He eventually had to pull you off, growing too close to his release. “Not yet, please.” You smiled up at him and he could’ve had a heart attack right then. Seeing his cock in your hand, right next to the breathtaking smile you gave him, it was a true sight to see. 
Pushing you to lay down flat on his sheets, he savored your naked frame that waited with anticipation for him. He didn’t want to make you wait. He didn’t want to wait any longer. 
The head of his cock moved through your folds, and if he hadn’t held back, he was sure he would’ve bursted on you right then. He was like a teenager again, worried that he would cum too fast and ruin it all for you both. 
As he pushed into you, the moan that left your lips was simply pornographic. It sent a shiver down his spine, knowing he was the one bringing those noises from you. He was who was bringing you to the verge of tears because of how amazing this felt as he thrusted in and out of you with an earth shattering pace. 
Your legs wrapped around his waist, bringing him closer to you, allowing him to sit even further in your tight heat. He stuttered, curls stuck to his damp forehead. “Cum in me, Joshy. I want you to cum in me pretty boy,” he finished immediately after, sending you into your own mind numbing orgasm. 
Your body was in a constant tremor as you came back down, breath stuttering out of you, feeling your damp body sticking to his as he tried to gain the strength to open his eyes to see the beauty that was before him. 
Neither of you said any words, his forehead nudged yours, pushing your head back to let him capture your lips with his. He hesitated getting up at all, but he knew you both needed to shower, exhaustion riddling both of your bodies after the events of the day and evening. 
When you returned to bed together, without a second thought, you clung to him, head resting on his chest. His heart rate increased, unsure what entirely he needed or wanted to do in the moment. Something had shifted between you two, but he wasn’t sure what to do to maneuver through it just yet. 
His eyes started to slip shut when he heard your sleep riddled voice speak out to him, pulling him back from the brink of unconsciousness. “Joshy?” His hand rubbed along the bare skin of your back, letting you know without words that he was listening. 
“Why did you switch spots with me?”
Strike
Your irritated gaze fell on him as he turned around, a large goofy grin taking over his features at you. “Your turn, hammy.” You mumbled under your breath, knowing you were over sixty points behind him, just wanting the game to end. 
You were a sore loser. You admitted that and took pride in it. Losing was not your thing. You had to be the best at everything and if you weren’t right away, you hated whatever activity it was that put you behind others. 
This time? It was bowling with your best friend.
He was just so good. You had no idea how he had seemingly become a professional bowler, but it was irritating. If he wasn’t throwing a strike, he was getting spares left and right. He wasn’t even trying that hard either!
Throwing another gutter ball, Josh’s snicker came from behind you. You turned on your heel, shooting daggers at him, but he sighed, standing and coming towards you. “Let me show you how to do this.” 
Trying to say no didn’t work because he stood right next to you, showing how your arm should’ve looked instead of it turning over like it was. As you did it again, he shook his head. “No, like this.” He showed you again, but your arm turned over on itself.
Josh moved behind you, pressing his body against yours, feeling the warmth emanate from him. His scent of patchouli and vanilla filled your senses, his hand coming up and covering yours, forcing your arm back and forth.
He was trying to focus on getting you to throw the ball how it was supposed to, but all he could think about was how close he was to you. Your hair brushing against his cheek, how cold your hand was as it cradled the ball, the cotton of your shirt rubbing against his bare arm, your smell of coffee and cinnamon. It was enthralling. 
When you released the ball, watching it knock down all of the pins, his smile grew as he watched how excited you got at it. Turning around and wrapping your arms around his neck, squealing in pure joy, he was shocked, not even having seen you throw the strike, only able to focus on you. 
Arms wrapping around your torso, squeezing ever so slightly, he was on cloud nine. You hugged him. Him. Josh. He had never thanked a god more than he did at that moment. 
His eyes were darting around the backstage space, trying to find you. You had disappeared five minutes ago after telling him you would be right back and he was due on stage any second now. He wanted to see you just one more time. 
As his brothers began making their way out, he assured them he would only be a few seconds behind. When you rounded the corner, a breath of relief flew from his lips. Your eyes lit up as you saw him decked out in his onstage garb. The screams of the crowd were deafening as you took him in.
Walking up to him, hands on your hips, a low whistle following. “Well I must say, you look dashing.” His cheeks burned at your scrutinizing gaze. Closing the gap between you two, your chest was pressed against his, a smile taking over your face as you held out a small piece of ribbon to him. 
“This is what I went to grab. You gave me this during my first tennis match on the varsity team my junior year of high school. Told me that it would soothe my nerves and that you’d be with me, channeling your attention seeking ways, so I wouldn’t be nervous in front of anyone.” He could’ve collapsed right then, turning his wrist over and tying the velvet orange ribbon to his wrist with a small smile. 
“Don’t remember the attention seeking ways portion,” he mumbled out, but you shrugged at that with a small giggle. “I might have added that in.” When he went to say something else, feeling like it was the perfect moment, the moment he had been waiting for all those years as you peered up at him, eyes dancing with an emotion he was sure was directed at him, his name was yelled from behind you both, causing you to jump back and away from him. 
You gave a brighter smile that diminished as you took in his hair. “Go get ‘em. I’ll be watching, but hold on,” as you went to fix it, he was being grabbed and ran on stage so you caught his eye and told him where it needed to be smoothed and he did it. Shooting you a thankful wink as he did. 
“If you could see that I’m the one who understands you, been here all along, so, why can’t you see, you belong with me?” You were belting the lyrics as you drove back towards the Kiszka family home, your best friend in the passenger seat next to you. 
He rolled his eyes, not joining in with your singing of Taylor Swift as it blared through the speaker. You two had run to Walmart, grabbing snacks and drinks for a movie night together, and now as you pulled back into the driveway, you were giddy with excitement to watch The Purge. 
You don’t know how it happened, but when you felt the car jolt after putting it in park and knock into the car sitting directly in front of you, your eyes went wide. Your head shot to the side, seeing the shocked expression of Josh in your passenger seat. 
He erupted into a fit of laughter as you hopped out of the car, going to survey the damage. It wasn’t much really, hardly a scratch, but you knew Jake would see it. He was going to be livid. He was going to hate you.
That car was his baby. It was his everything. He was going to murder you and then hate you for all eternity after. Your chin wobbled, eyes filling with tears as you went around to Josh’s side of the car. “Josh, what do I do?” 
He wiped the stray tears, trying to catch his breath. “Nothing, hammy. What’s done is done. God, Jake is gonna murder you.” He hadn’t taken in your expression yet, but a sense of happiness coursed through him.
Maybe if Jake did in fact yell at her and hate her, her little crush on his twin would diminish. I mean it was a slap in the face really. His twin? His spitting image? His opposite? Come on. 
But when his head turned and saw the tracks your tears were leaving as you sniffled quietly, his heart actively broke. He didn’t realize how upset you truly were, but he fought within himself about what to do. 
Pushing you to the side, he quickly made up his mind. “Get in the passenger seat,” your brows furrowed, fresh tears still falling as you wiped at your cheeks.  “Wha-what?” You mumbled. 
Josh grabbed you, pushing you into the seat. “Hurry, he’s going to be out any minute. Just sit there, stop crying, and let me do the talking.” As you went to tell him no and to let you take the blame, he hurried around to the drivers side and sat down. 
His twin appeared in the front door, coming down the steps to where you two were. His eyes went wide as he took in the sight before him. Josh quickly whispered to you as he made his way to the door. “Keep quiet, okay?” 
The door was pulled open, eyes wild with fury. “Are you fucking kidding me, Josh? Are you actually fucking kidding me? You hit my fucking car? Are you that much of an imbecile that you couldn’t see that there was another car in front of you?” Josh rolled his eyes at his brother's anger.
“Relax, dude. It’s not even that bad. I’ll pay for it.” Your eyes went wide, shaking your head at Josh, Jake’s back facing you in the car. He lightly held his hand up, silently telling you to stay where you were. 
“Damn right you will. Fucking idiot,” his brother retreated from the driveway and back into the house with a slam of the door behind him. A shaky breath expelled from your lungs as you looked at Josh. 
“I’m so sorry, Joshy. I will pay for it.” He gave you the most gentle smile you had ever seen in your life as he went to the backseat, grabbing the grocery bags and nodding towards the house. “Don’t worry about it, hammy. He’ll be fine in the morning. Come on, let’s go watch the movie.”
As Josh waited for you near the hood of the car, you had no idea what was going on in the turmoil of your brain, but as you took in the skinny boy, a warmth blossomed in your chest. Gratitude? Relief? Whatever it was, you shook it off, not wanting to pay much more in mind to what it was. 
His light laugh echoed into the quiet room. “I knew you had a crush on Jake at the time. You were so petrified that he would hate you that I knew I needed to take the fall,” your sat upright in the bed, wrapping the blanket around yourself as you did, eyes looking down at him in pure shock. 
“I mainly did it to get you to stop crying,” he hesitated as he tried to decide if now was the time to tell you this. Share his deepest secret he had. “But I was so in love with you that I didn’t want to see you so upset. So we switched.” He finished with a shrug, nerves rattling him. 
He had said it. It was out in the open now. Up to you to decide how to play this out. 
“You liked me?” It was a whisper shared out in disbelief at what he had just said to you. He laughed, pearly white teeth sitting on his lip as he nodded. “Still do, hammy.” His eyes moved up to meet yours, seeing them flutter as you let the words sink in. 
Not knowing what else to say back to him, heart overwhelmed with the notion that even back when you two were teenagers he was so in love with you that he was willing to take the fall for a car accident that you caused, and now as you admired the gorgeous man below you, you could only jump him. 
Landing on top of him, placing kisses anywhere you could land on his skin, his laugh bellowed out into the room, arms wrapping around you and holding you flush against him. His hand held your face still, letting your lips dance together.
His fingers tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear, a light smile coming out as he admired your beauty from this close. “You know they set this up right? Danny said it was their plan all along. They were tired of not seeing us together,” Josh spoke out, breaking the peaceful silence that had settled over you both. 
Laughter shook both your bodies, your head falling forward, resting your forehead on his bare chest. “Of course. God, we were pretty oblivious, huh?” He nodded, but finished with a small shrug. 
“Yeah, but now we get to make up for all that lost time.” A small squeal flew from you as he flipped you both, lips landing on your neck as he did. 
Best friends were there to make things better during the rough times of the holiday season. However, you wouldn’t even notice these waves of varying mental states because they were entertaining you and keeping you afloat. 
More than afloat. Joyous. Elated. Hopeful. Content. 
Wrapping you in pure love that had been trailing behind you for years, just waiting for the right moment to appear after the statute of limitations granted immunity to those sheltered feelings.
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Bread on Toast - A Future Man Fanfiction
Josh Futturman and his fellow coworker and best friend, Liv Branson, get roped into saving the world as time traveling saviors with, what were thought to be, video game characters, Wolf and Tiger. Not only are Liv and Josh completely incompetent, but they are also emotionally inept- will this cause the destruction of mankind? Only time will tell.
Warnings: strong language, Liv and Josh try nitrous, Josh does NOT try to bang his mom, sexual innuendos
Chapter 9: Operation: Natal Attraction
As soon as Josh and Liv had turned the corner onto the neighboring street by Kronish’s house they stopped to catch their breath.
“Can I see the bag, Liv?” Josh panted, holding out his hand. Across the street, a lady walking her dog shot the two of them a nasty look. “Have a good day, lady.” Josh called to her. He dug through the bag and paused. He dug through it again. He looked panicked as his face went pale. He knelt on the sidewalk, putting the bag down and rummaged through it again, pulling pieces of lingerie out.
“What’s wrong?” Liv asked.
“…did you drop my clothes?” Josh asked, looking up at her.
“I don’t remember.” She whispered.
“…fuck.”
The plan was to go to Josh’s house and nab the gun that hung on the Futturman family kitchen wall. Josh pulled out a pink robe to try and cover up the lingerie. He contracted many weird looks and comments and they walked to his house. Josh didn’t realize how far his house would be on foot from Kronish’s. They eventually approached a gas station on the corner of a street.
“Can we stop at that 7/11 and try to get this makeup off?” Josh asked.
Josh had Liv come into the family bathroom with him to get the makeup off. She scrubbed his lips and eyes with wet paper towels, giving him an apologetic smile at the sight of his miserable look. It worked well enough. They walked out of the bathroom together, and the teenage boy who worked the counter stared at them.
“It was a dare.” Josh said in an annoyed voice. “Take a picture, it’ll last longer.”
“You and your boyfriend are weird.” The boy said to Liv as they walked out the door. As the sliding door closed behind them, Josh and Liv looked at each other shyly, blushing.
“So…” Josh wrapped the robe tighter around him. “Are we going to address the elephant in the room?” He asked as they continued their trek.
“I guess we have to.” Liv shoved her hands in her back pockets.
“So. We kissed.”
“We did.”
“And you like me.”
“Yes.”
“Can I ask how long you’ve liked me?” Josh asked.
“Since the day I met you.” Liv admitted.
Josh stopped in his tracks. “Really?”
“Why is that so crazy?” Liv asked, giggling slightly at how shocked he seemed by that.
“I remember the day we met very well, and I went home and hoped you didn’t think I was annoying.” Josh laughed. “I went home and told my parents all about you.”
“Yeah, I know, I think your mom brings it up every other time she sees me.” Liv giggled.
“Since the day you met me you’ve liked me?” Josh asked, smiling widely.
“Yeah.” Liv was grinning shyly. “Do…do you…?”
Josh blushed, realizing what she was asking. “Well, I asked to kiss you didn’t I?” He looked back over at her. “I like you, Liv.” Josh admitted out loud. And it wasn’t scary. In fact he was so sure of it.
Liv paused, stopping in her tracks with a wide, goofy grin. Hearing it made her wonder if it was a dream. A dream she’d had before too. Maybe Wolf and Sigorn-E had been right, he wouldn’t be weirded out if he knew. Her body coursed with adrenaline as she continued walking with him. “Really?”
“Do you think if we sneak into my house I’ll get beat up again? Oh wait, you weren’t there for that, never mind.” Josh derailed the conversation.
“Josh!” Liv laughed, hitting him with the bag.
“Sorry, sorry! Just thinking out loud.” He laughed along with her. As they walked and talked, their hands brushed, neither one of them making a move, but neither one of them moving away either.
“…wait, so you’re telling me you never took a date to the Kronish Ball because you were always hoping that I would ask you?” Josh asked in shock.
“I got asked by a couple guys,” Liv confessed.
“Did you turn them all down? Who asked you?” Josh asked.
“Last year both Dr. Smith and Jeremy from HR asked me.” Liv said.
“You turned down Jeremy from HR?!” Josh gasped “Liv, he’s hot! You turned him down because you were hoping I would ask you?!”
“I told them both that I had plans to go with a friend.” She shrugged. “I think most of the lab knows I like you.”
“Liv, I’m so sorry I never asked you.” Josh said.
“We always went together though, right? At least as friends.”
“But I never asked you to go as my date.”
“I was your date for two seconds this time.” Liv gently gave him a shove.
“Oh yeah…sorry for ditching you.” Josh said sheepishly. “…oh my God…that’s why you listened to me every time I talked your ear off about ‘Biotic Wars’.”
“Now you’re getting it.” Liv teased.
“God, you must like me a lot if you let yourself endure that for years.” Josh laughed.
“It’s okay. I like listening to you talk.” Liv said simply, smiling at him. Josh’s stomach fluttered. Liv started snickering.
“What?”
“Sorry, I cannot take you seriously when you’re dressed like that.” She giggled.
Josh rolled his eyes. “Shut up, Liv.” He teased. “You love it.”
“I’ll never say.” She shrugged and pushed his shoulder, almost knocking him off balance.
It was dark by the time they approached his house. Josh checked his phone, 8:33 pm. They still had time. As they walked up to the door they heard loud music and saw colored lights flashing inside. There must have been a party going on inside. Josh looked down at his clothes.
“I can’t go in there looking like this.” He muttered.
Liv pointed up to the window that led to his room, which was cracked open. They climbed through, this time, Josh waiting for Liv to tell him he was good to climb in after her. After helping him off the desk the sat right under the window, they looked around.
“This is my Uncle Barry’s room.” Josh whispered, surveying the room. Josh accidentally backed into a small garbage can, spilling discarded papers. He dropped down to pick everything up. He picked up a job application that read “America Online ‘AOL’ application due by 4pm”.
“What is it?” Liv asked as she saw Josh’s face. He was shaking his head with a look of disappointment.
“Come on Uncle Barry,” he muttered. “Maybe if he applied for this job he wouldn’t be such a sad and lonely douche in 2017.” He showed Liv the paper.
“Damn…” Liv exhaled.
Josh set the paper on the desk and started going through Barry’s drawers. “If I find anything bad in here…” Josh mumbled, digging through Barry’s pants drawer. Liv took that as a sign to find interest in something else. It was strange to see Josh’s room not look like Josh’s room. There were no movie posters, his gaming chair wasn’t there, no evidence of Josh in the room. Josh turned around holding the ugliest pink button down with black and white triangles, a jacket with graffiti style writing all over, and black pants.
“Oh Jesus.” Liv eyed the shirt is disdain.
“Uncle Barry was never known for his style choices.” Josh sighed. After turning around and letting Josh change and helping him shove all the lingerie into the bag and hiding it under Barry’s bed, Liv and Josh snuck out of the room and tried to discreetly join the party. There were college kids everywhere. Liv sent Josh a wide eyed look as they slowly walked down the stairs, trying to remain unnoticed.
“I didn’t take Gabe to be such a party animal?” She muttered in his ear.
“Did you think it was my mom who always throws parties?” Josh asked.
“…it’s not your mom?!”
“There it is.” Josh’s voice dropped to a whisper, quickly pointing to the gun. Liv followed Josh down the stairs and amongst the party goers, heading towards the gun that was apparently mounted on the living room wall in the 80s.
“Gabe! Gabe! Gabe! Gabe!” They both heard chanting. Liv and Josh turned to the kitchen to see Gabe Futturman, on his knees, chugging alcohol being funneled into his mouth. “Futturman!” The crowd of people around him cheered.
“…Dad?” Josh breathed out. Gabe grimaced as he pulled his mouth away from the funnel, victoriously fist pumping the air.
“Yeah!” He began high fiving his friends around him.
“I’m gonna go high five my dad!” Josh whispered excitedly, making his way over.
“Wait-“ Liv hurried after Josh as he walked up to his dad with a big grin on his face.
“Hey!” Josh said as Gabe absentmindedly high fived Josh’s readied hand. “That was…radical.” Josh seemed to be in awe that his dad was actually cool.
“Thanks dude! You can’t spell ‘funnel’ without ‘fun’, am I right?” Yep, that was Gabe Futturman alright.
“Yep, you definitely are Gabe!” Josh laughed, looking at Liv.
“That’s mi nombre! Do I know you guys?” Gabe asked.
“No,” Liv said quickly.
Josh was looking at Gabe like he was a magical creature that he’d just discovered. “No, we’ve never met.”
Gabe studied them. “I dunno, there’s something familiar about you,” he pointed at Josh. “Especially you, you sure we didn’t go to middle school together or something? What’s your name?”
“J-Joosh.” Josh lied. Liv puffed out her cheeks as she tried not to laugh. “Joosh.” He repeated.
“Joosh, your name’s Joosh.” Gabe said, shaking Josh’s hand, saying that as if he almost didn’t believe him.
“Yes. My name is Joosh.” Liv could see the immediate regret in his face.
“And you are?” Gabe turned to Liv.
“Liv.” She said, shaking Gabe’s hand too.
“Wow, you guys rule!” Gabe said excitedly. “We’re gonna go get high.”
“What?” Josh grinned in shock. “You- you don’t get high?”
“That’s right, I stay high.” Gabe grinned. “You guys in?”
“Wow, uh, you know there is nothing I would rather do than stay and party with you but…” he glanced at Liv. “We’ve got somewhere we need to be…”
“Hey man, no worries. My door is always open. This is a Futturman house! That means it’s a,” Gabe did a goofy little dance with his shoulders. “Party house, okay?” He gave Liv and Josh pats on the shoulders. “You can come by anytime!” He walked away to rejoin some friends.
Josh turned his body to watch his dad walk away. “You wanna stay for a bit, don’t you?” Liv said.
“We’ve got time.” He muttered. It was only close to 9. The marina wasn’t too far from Josh’s house. “We’ve got some time, actually!” Josh called out to Gabe. “We would love to stay and party with you.” He turned to Liv. “I mean, if you want to.”
“Sure, why not.” Liv giggled.
“Get over here, new friends.” Gabe waved them over.
“Okay!” Liv followed Josh as he excitedly walked to his dad.
“I like your coat.” Gabe complimented Josh. “What is that, French or something?” He tried reading the writing on the coat.
“He just got it today, actually!” Liv said, sitting on the couch in between Gabe and Josh.
“You guys ever tried nitrous?”
Nitrous made Liv’s brain feel like it turned into a puddle. She bravely was the first to try it, her eyes immediately fluttering as she said, “What is this stuff?” Her voice came out low as she giggled. “Feels like my brain just orgasmed.” Gabe burst out laughing, clapping his hands. Liv saw Josh’s eyes glaze over at her reaction, shifting on the couch.
“My turn! My turn!” Gabe took the mask from her and deeply inhaled. “Joosh, I am your father.” He said in a deep voice.
Liv cackled as Josh let out a flustered laugh. “Ahhh, you are, you really are.”
“Try it Joosh,” Gabe held out the mask.
“It’s crazy Jo- Joosh, you have to try it.” Liv said. Josh looked hesitant at first, glancing between Liv and his dad.
“Uhhhh…you know what? You taught me to ride a bike, I trust you.” Josh grabbed the mask from Gabe’s extended hand.
“Joosh!” Gabe cheered.
“Yeah Joosh!” Liv gave him a teasing grin. Everyone started chanting his fake name. Josh took a deep inhale of nitrous, quickly pulling the mask from his face.
“The Joosh is loose!” Gabe cheered.
Josh’s head rolled back and it hit the couch as he spoke in a deep voice. “My brain melted.” He giggled deeply. Liv giggled and rested her head on his shoulder, leaning back on the couch.
“Shit’s gnarly, right? I made Barry steal it from dentist school.” Gabe said, looking over at a guy who was pulling the tape out of a cassette and laughing, amused by the destruction. Josh bolted upright, making Liv’s head fall off of his shoulder.
“Barry?” He looked nothing like the Uncle Barry they both knew, but he sure acted like him. “He’s in dentist school?”
“Was. Big was.” Gabe looked back over at Barry. “Yeah, he got kicked out for ganking the nitrous.” He pointed to the tank. “You’d have to be crazy to let that kid anywhere near your teeth with a drill.” He looked back at Josh and Liv. “I wouldn’t let him near drywall with a drill.”
“Sometimes Gabe, people get better at things. Maybe give him a little more time and maybe he’ll change.” Josh said. His dad and Barry had always had a rocky relationship and he hoped maybe he could soften it. “People change!” He said. “Big, big changes!”
“I hope not for me! My life is perfect right now. Why would I change a thing?” Gabe scoffed.
“Well, for example…what if you had a child-“
“Ha! A kid?”
Josh’s face fell. “Yeah?”
“I’m this close to getting snipped. Barry’s got a friend in med school who says he’ll do it for free if he can practice on me.” Gabe said. Liv turned her head so Gabe couldn’t see and gave Josh the widest, most panicked eyes.
“Oh! Um! You know what, that- that seems like a decision I shouldn’t influence!” Josh gulped. “I’m sure- I’m sure you’ll make the right choice…uh…”
“So you two,” Gabe propped his elbow up on the back of the couch. “What’s your whole deal? Boyfriend/girlfriend? The rooms upstairs are available for any couples who wanna sneak off.” Gabe elbowed Liv’s arm, winking. Josh and Liv went bright red.
“Oh! We’re-“
“Liv and I- uh-“
They both searched for the right words. They couldn’t call each other friends, that put them back in the friend zone, and they definitely had crossed that zone…but they weren’t really dating either…yet.
“Oh…” Gabe chuckled. “I see, it’s complicated huh?” He reached over Liv and patted Josh’s knee. “Something about Futturman house parties is that they have a way of bringing people together.” He winked at them and stood up, walking back to the kitchen.
“It’s true.” Josh whispered to her. “My parents met at a college party.”
“Hello, cupcakes.” They heard Gabe slowly drawl from behind them. They turned to see two girls walking in and looking around, holding a pan of cupcakes.
“Cupcake?” Liv hit Josh’s arm. “Josh, that’s your mom!” She pointed to the blonde girl with the cupcakes.
Barry was trying to haul the heavy nitrous tank away from them. Josh stood up from the couch to talk to him, Liv followed. “Unc- Barry? Who are those two girls?” Josh asked.
Barry swept his long hair out of his face. “Uhhh,” he held the mask up to his mouth. “I think those are Richie’s friends, Vanessa and Diane. They’re hot.”
“Diane!” Liv and Josh excitedly hit each other.
“Oh my God, tonight is Richie’s birthday, the night of the flaming sombrero! This is the night my parents meet.” Josh nodded in the direction of a man lighting a cigarette, lighter dangerously close to his giant sombrero that hung low on his head.
“Dude,” Barry’s voice was exceptionally low now, having inhaled the nitrous. “Your parents never met? That’s fucked up.”
“You’re fucked up.” Liv deadpanned.
Barry excitedly grabbed Josh’s elbow. “No way dude! I have this same jacket!”
Josh slowly turned to look at his uncle. “Barry. What’s your plan?” He asked like a high school counselor.
Barry giggled, drunk and brain loopy from the nitrous. “I dunno, finish this and then humiliate myself in front of some women?” He glanced at Liv. “Wanna be one of them?”
“Eat shit, Barry.” Liv scowled. Barry had always been a jackass.
“Barry. You need to get that AOL application and apply for that job.” Josh said seriously.
Barry blinked a couple times, shocked. “How’d you know about that?”
“I went through your garbage.” Josh said.
“It’s something he does.” Liv said.
“But there’s no money in that, man.” Barry complained. “I mean, what, it’s like stock options, what am I-? What good is that gonna do for me?”
“Barry, we have to go, but listen to me and listen good. You need to apply for that job, take those options, and get the fuck out before 4.0. Trust me.” Josh brushed past Barry, who looked surprised by what had just happened.
“I’d trust him if I were you.” Liv said, stepping around him to follow Josh. She realized where Josh was headed; to his dad and Vanessa and his mom.
“Hey guys, what’s going on?” He stepped in between his parents, throwing his arms around them. “Okay, so, here’s the sitch, Liv and I’ve gotta head, but we couldn’t help but notice that we really like what we’re seeing here.” He looked between his parents. “Right Liv?”
Liv stood in front of them awkwardly, nodding. “Mhm!” What the fuck was he doing?!
“You are just the most beautiful thing!” He complimented his mom. “You have the smoothest skin I've ever seen. Your skin is like…an angel’s bottom.”
“Oh…thanks!” Diane smiled. Liv stared at him.
“Have you ever been in a moment where time just freezes and everything seems perfect?” Gabe and Diane looked at each other and then back to Josh, who was dreamily looking back between his parents, clearly convincing himself he was creating a romantic scenario for them.
“It’s his first time doing nitrous.” Gabe explained to Diane, who just giggled.
“It is. But! Not the nitrous talking my friends, you two are perfect.” He looked at Liv. “Right Liv?”
Liv wanted to drag Josh away. She couldn’t figure out why Josh was trying to set his parents up with each other. They were bound to end up together anyways. “Yeah.” She crossed her arms.
“What about me?” The other girl with brown hair, Vanessa, asked.
“Yeah, sure, you’re fine.” Josh said dismissively. “But this one,” he looked at Diane. “Gabey, this is the one right here. This is the kind of woman you have to hang on to, and never, ever let go of.” Liv saw Josh’s eyes flick over to her multiple times, making her body feel warm. “The kind of woman that could change your life.” Gabe and Diane shared a moment, looking at each other. “Alright,” Josh unattached himself from them. “We’ve got a boat to catch, Joosh and Liv out!” He called.
Finally. Liv turned on her heel and walked towards the gun on the wall with Josh.
“Wait!” Diane pranced after them, making them turn around. Liv looked slightly annoyed. “I like boats.” She eyed Josh flirtatiously. “Maybe I could change your life.” She grabbed his hand. Josh pulled his hand away, looking horrified. Liv stepped closer to him, pressing her body into Josh.
“That’s not happening.” Liv said sharply.
“No! No! No, no, no! I’m too smart to fall into that old trap,” Josh frantically shook his head at his mom. “You need to come with me young lady.” He sounded like such a dad. He pulled away from Liv to try and drag Diane back over to Gabe.
“Ugh! Chill out, Jesus Christ!” Diane slapped his hand away from her arm.
“Yes, that’s more like it. You’re supposed to think I’m repulsive.” Josh looked over at his dad to see him standing way too close to Vanesssa.
“What, no!” Liv was right next to Josh again, watching together as Vanessa touched Gabe’s forearm. “What have you done?” She looked at Diane, who looked annoyed and confused. She saw her friend talking to Gabe flirtatiously and her face brightened.
“Oh God, they’re adorable! Bet that’s the last we’re gonna see of them tonight.” She tittered.
“Liv, what do I do? I’m Back to the Future-ing myself.” Josh panicked.
Liv pursed her lips. “Okay, talk to your d- Gabe, I’ll talk to the girls.”
“Okay.” Josh nodded, sounding nervous. Liv dragged Diane over to Vanessa and Gabe. “Hey Gabe, can I steal you for a sec? Okay, awesome.” Josh pulled his dad away and Gabe looked confused. Vanessa and Diane eyed Liv as she stood in between them.
“What’s the deal?” Vanessa asked. “I was talking to him.”
“Hello ladies.” She said awkwardly.
“Who’s he?” Vanessa asked.
“Gabe?”
“No, your boyfriend.”
“Not my boyfriend.”
“Oh! Perfect!” Diane leaned against the table. Liv looked up at her with concerned eyes.
Liv looked between them uncomfortably. “Gabe sure is cool though, right?” She said in a high, uncomfortable voice. They weren’t here to talk about Josh, she was there to fix the fact that Josh might not exist if Gabe talked to the wrong girl.
Diane looked over at Gabe and giggled. “Oh, I dunno, he’s pretty cute too.” She blushed. Yes! Okay, this was working!
Vanessa linked her arm through Liv’s and spoke to Diane. “You can have him if I can have, what’s his name? Joosh?” Liv’s eyes widened and jealousy brewed inside of her. She slowly turned her head to look at her. Vanessa saw Liv’s face and lightly hit her shoulder, giggling up a storm with Diane. Liv loved Diane Futturman, saw her as a second mother, but college Diane and her friend Vanessa were annoying as hell.
“What? Do you want him?” Diane linked her arm through Liv’s other arm. She’d never felt so trapped and uncomfortable in a non-threatening situation.
“Oh my God! She does!” Vanessa tittered. “What’s your name?”
“Liv.” She said uncomfortably.
“Liv,” Vanessa gave Liv a small hip bump. “Well, you better go and get that boy or I might steal him from you!” Diane and Vanessa dissolved into giggles. “He’s so cute and mysterious, I’ve never seen him around here before.” She lowered her voice and said in Liv’s ear, “So, if you dont fuck him, I will-“
“Okay!” Liv said loudly, breaking away from the two girls. “Lovely chat! I think that’s enough Vanessa-“ she said to Vanessa.
“Vanessa? Oh!” She giggled and pointed to Diane. “She’s Vanessa, I’m Diane!”
“Yeah, I’m Vanessa!” They giggled. “This happens all the time, we’re so close that people always get us mixed up.”
Liv’s brain shutdown. Diane. Vanessa was Diane. SHE JUST TOLD ME SHE WANTS TO FUCK HER SON?!?!?! Liv’s brain shrieked. “Oh!” Her voice came out strangled. “Um! Be right back.” She spun around and marched towards Josh and Gabe.
Meanwhile, in the time Liv was chatting up the girls, Josh had pulled Gabe over by the couch. “I was kinda in the middle of a thing, Joosh-“
“That’s okay, just one quick moment of your time.” Josh placed a hand on Gabe’s shoulder. “I know we just met and this might seem a bit weird to you, but trust me I’m really, really good with these kinds of things. Liv and I are like, we share a brain, okay? We were just talking with her,” he pointed to his mom, or who he thought was his mom. “And we think that you two would be just a dream together. Absolutely perfect, okay?”
Gabe shook his head and gave a lopsided grin as he glanced over at “Diane”.
“I don’t know if it’s just your energies, or your vibes, or something, but it’s, like, a romance written in the stars!”
“You think so?” Gabe blushed as he looked at “Diane”. “She is really pretty…”
“Yes! And! She totally seems into you too!” Josh said excitedly. “Trust me Gabe, the way you two looked at each other, the earth stopped spinning for a moment.”
“Well, it’ll also stop spinning when I’m finger blasting her in the laundry room-“
“Oh my God, dad! No!” Josh was horrified.
“Doing the big one in the-“ Gabe just kept going.
“No! Just stop! You went from stars to the fucking gutter. She’s a lady, you’ve gotta treat her like one.” Josh patted his dad’s shoulder.
“…did you call me ‘dad’?” Gabe finally realized.
“No. I didn’t.” Josh shook his head. Liv came marching over and grabbed Josh’s arm, pulling him away roughly.
“Yeah! Woo!” Vanessa and Diane were cheering. “Get him!”
“Hey, rooms are free upstairs!” Gabe teasingly called after them as Liv dragged him all the way to the corner of the living room.
“Liv, what-“
“That’s not your mom.” Liv said. “The blonde? Not your mom, she is.” She pointed to the real Diane.
Josh’s eyes were so wide Liv thought they might fall out of his head. “What?! How do you know?”
“She told me that she’s Diane after I called her Vanessa.” Liv huffed. “What time is it?”
Josh looked at his phone. 9:17. They still had time. “Okay, uh, uh, what do we do? Am- am I disappearing? Is my existence stopping?” Josh was panicking.
“Josh, you’re fine. Calm down.” She hissed. She turned around to see Gabe had both Diane and Vanessa draped over him. “Talk to your dad again.”
“And what? Tell him I changed my mind and he and other girl would be better together?” Josh asked anxiously.
“Sure, I don’t care, just get him to talk to her. And she’s Diane, not ‘other girl’.”
Josh sighed. “You have to tell him with me.”
“Fine. I don’t want to talk to your mom and your friend again.” She shuddered.
“What? What happened?” Josh asked, looking concerned.
“Nothing. It was just weird.��� She didn’t feel like telling him his mom thought he was attractive. It truly was the plot of Back to the Future. “Hey Gabe!” Liv waved him over. Gabe looked more annoyed this time and pulled away from the two girls. He sauntered over.
“What?” He asked, trying to hide the fact he was severely annoyed with them right now.
“Hey, so, Diane, she’s pretty…cool?” Josh started awkwardly.
“What is it this time?” Gabe folded his arms.
“So here’s the thing,” Liv jumped in. “We got her confused with Vanessa-“
“Yeah, earlier when I told you Liv and I shared a brain, we both were thinking of Diane, but we thought Vanessa was Diane.” They both laughed awkwardly.
“…huh?”
“You should go get with Diane.” Liv stated plainly.
“But, Van-“
“Yeah, she’s cool, but she was telling me about some other guy and…” Liv shrugged and made a “you know what I mean” face. “Diane, is really sweet. And funny. And she makes an amazing seven layer bean dip.”
“She does!” Josh chimed in.
“Well…I do like bean dip.” Gabe considered. “Listen, I appreciate the matchmaker thing you two have going on, but I am going to head back over and talk to the two pretty ladies and decide for myself.” Gabe gave them a sly grin. “Who knows? Maybe I’ll end up with both in my bed tonight?”
“Oh…God…” Josh shuddered as his dad walked back over to Diane and Vanessa.
“Well…we tried.”
“Liv, I might stop existing.”
“Eh, maybe you’ll just have a different mom in the future.” She lightly hit his chest with the back of her hand. “Do you wanna leave right now, or, do you wanna stay? Or?”
Josh looked around and sighed. “Can we stick around to see if my parents hit it off at least?”
“Yeah,” Liv nodded. She knew now he was stressed. “You sure you don’t trust nature to just take its course?”
“I think I might have accidentally fucked everything up.”
“That’s what happens when you meddle, Futturman.” She teased, tugging his shirt collar. Josh immediately flushed a dark red.
“You wanna do nitrous again?”
“Um, you know what, I think I’m okay. Let’s stay for 25 more minutes.” Josh saw Liv’s eyes wander over to the table with alcohol on it. “And let’s not drink. We need to be able to walk.”
Liv playfully rolled her eyes, grabbing his hands and leading him back over to the couch they were sitting on earlier. As they sat down, Barry plopped next to them. Great.
“Liv?” He asked, clearly very drunk. “That’s your name right? I heard you tell Vanessa and Diane. Do you wanna…go upstairs with me?” He insinuated.
Liv felt Josh tense next to her. “No Barry, I don’t want to go upstairs with you. Like at all.” She felt Josh’s arm slide around her shoulders, pulling her against his side.
Barry let out a noisy sigh. “No one ever does.” He groaned.
“Maybe that’s ‘cause you’re an asshole, Barry.” Josh said as Barry stood up and sauntered away. Liv turned to look at Josh.
“Oh God, you’re jealous.” She teased, poking him in the side playfully. Josh never moved his arm, it stayed lazily wrapped around her shoulders.
“Oh you mean like you were when Vanessa tried to flirt with me earlier?” He teased back.
“I thought she was your mom!” Liv giggled defensively.
“You pressed yourself against me.” Josh laughed.
“Yeah? Well you liked it.” She said, flirtatiously. Her heart and her stomach fluttered as she openly flirted with him.
“Oh, you mean like you liking the sight of me in lingerie?” He smirked as he leaned back on the couch. The sexual tension between them was thickening like it had back in Kronish’s bedroom, only this time, they were openly flirting and teasing each other. Oh, they wanted each other so badly. The music loudly played over the stereo as they talked, playing “Can’t Fight This Feeling” by REO Speedwagon.
“Hm,” Liv pretended to think about it. “Well, I guess you looked okay.” Josh had a dorky, “I knew it” smirk on his face. “But you were jealous.” She said in a singsong voice.
“Maybe I was.” Josh said in the same tone, looking smug. “Maybe I was jealous because all the guys at this party have been checking you out.”
“Have they?”
“Oh yeah,” Josh rolled his eyes. He really was jealous.
“Awww, poor Joshy.” She fake pouted and tapped his nose. “It sucks when your best friend is so beautiful.”
“You're not just my best friend.” He said in a low voice. Their faces were inches apart again. Liv was practically in Josh’s lap.
“Then what are we?” Liv whispered.
“I dunno, we’ve definitely overstepped the friendship line, but I don’t know when is too soon to ask you out, so I guess we’re kinda just in this awkward-“
“Shut up, Josh.” Liv breathed out as her lips crashed into his desperately. Josh’s lips excitedly reciprocated the kiss just as desperately as hers, like he was dying of thirst and she was water. Liv melted. No one had ever kissed her with this kind of passion, this kind of desperation, it was magical. He pulled Liv all the way into his lap as they couldn’t get enough of each other. No one else at the party paid any mind to them, as there were several other couples scattered along the house doing the same. Well, no one minded except for Gabe.
“Yes! Go Joosh!” He cheered as the song kept loudly playing, becoming the soundtrack to their first actual kiss. Josh and Liv didn’t break away, instead they both grinned into the kiss, Liv bringing her hands up to Josh’s jaw and trying to pull him in closer, if that were even possible. Josh’s tongue snuck into her mouth, and Liv melted in his lap again. His hands were rubbing up and down her back, Liv’s thumbs lightly rubbed the stubble on his jaw. Josh pulled away slightly to catch his breath, lips still brushing.
“Have I ever told you I love this song?” He grinned even wider.
“You’re stupid.” Liv grabbed him by the shirt collar and smashed their lips together again. Josh’s hand ran up her back to the nape of her neck, pulling away slightly.
“You know, the rooms upstairs are available.” Josh whispered.
Josh kicked open the door to what would one day be his parents room, but was currently his dad’s. It was dark and no one was in there.
“What time is it?” Liv asked, face flushed.
“We’ve got time.” Josh assured her and gave her a quick kiss. “I promise.”
“15 minutes.” Liv said to him as he wrapped his arms around her waist.
“15 minutes.” Josh repeated, a dopey smile crossing his lips. “16?”
“Shut up,” Liv gave him a deep kiss. “We’ve got places to be.”
“I never wanna stop kissing you, Liv.”
Kiss.
“You’re gonna distract me, Josh.”
Kiss.
“God, Tiger’s gonna kill me.”
Kiss. Kiss. Kiss. Liv giggled into Josh’s mouth as he pulled her with him to the bed and she got in his lap again. Josh gave her soft kisses all over her face, Liv scrunched her nose. Josh chuckled at her face as he planted a soft kiss on her lips.
“Is this happening for real?” She asked, practically glowing in the moonlight shining through the window.
“I should be asking the same thing.” Josh looked up at her with those hazel puppy dog eyes. God. “Hachi machi…”
She made a face. “Please don’t say that ever again.” Liv giggled as he kissed her again lightly, lips traveling over her cheek and down her neck. It was another moment where Biotics weren’t a concern and the weight of the world wasn’t on their shoulders. It was just Liv and Josh together, falling in love. Finally. The feeling of Josh’s lips kissing down her neck was addicting, and she never wanted the moment to end. She balled his jacket in her fists as she let out flustered giggles. She could feel Josh grin as he searched with his lips for any spot on her neck that would make her react the way he wanted her to. His hands slid over her hips, pulling her closer to him.
“Josh?” Liv giggled.
“Hm?”
“Why do you have a fucking lightsaber in your pants?”
Josh pulled back in shock, blushing and laughing. “Oh, uh, sorry…”
“No, it’s okay, it’s just,” she glanced down. “Holy shit?!”
Josh looked down too. “Jesus Christ!” He was in just as much shock. “Way to go Wolf!” Josh hadn’t been lying when he said that this dick was huge.
“You’ll have to show me that sometime.” She whispered slyly in his ear, playing with the collar of his shirt. Josh looked at her with the most shocked and horny look.
“Really…?”
“Yeah…” Liv slowly and sensually kissed him again, tangling her hands into his hair. Josh let out a small moan against her lips. Liv faltered. “Jesus…” she mumbled, grinning against his lips. Josh let his fingers shyly graze up under the back of her shirt.
The door opened, making Liv and Josh look over Liv’s shoulder and freeze. Gabe and Diane’s flirty giggles stopped as they realized the room was occupied.
“Oh! Joosh, Liv! Didn’t realize you were in here.” Gabe said, arm wrapped around Diane’s waist.
“Oh!” Liv scrambled off of Josh’s lap. “Uh, that’s okay, we were just leaving.” She pulled Josh to his feet.
“Diane and I were just…we were coming up here to clean the cupcake off of her.” Gabe stammered, pointing to the frosting mess that decorated her shirt. Yeah, okay, “cleaning”.
“Cupcake…” Josh mumbled under his breath.
“Oh…okay!” Liv said, awkwardly standing in front of Josh, hiding the obvious sign in Josh’s pants that they’d been doing nefarious activities.
“We’ve gotta leave for real this time, it was really nice to meet you Gabe.” Josh said, nudging Liv to head towards the door.
“Likewise,” Gabe said, grinning.
“Oh, well, hopefully we’ll see you guys again, Joosh and Liv.” Diane said as they awkwardly shuffled past them as they exited.
“Oh…you will…” Liv gave Diane a small smile. “I’m pretty sure we will.”
Gabe slapped Josh on the back as he walked past, holding his fist out for a fist bump. “Nice score, Joosh.” Josh awkwardly fist bumped his dad.
“Thanks…bye…” he nudged Liv down the stairs. “I can’t believe my parents just caught us…making out…” he said in disbelief. “And I think my dad just encouraged it.”
“So, your parents are okay!” Liv said excitedly.
“Yeah,” Josh let out a relieved sigh. “They’re okay. I’m okay.”
Liv held out her hand to stop him. “Gun.” She reminded him, staring at it on the wall. “You get it. I’m against guns.”
Josh looked at her and then at the gun. “And I’m not?!”
“If you get it I’ll give you a kiss.”
Josh let out a heavy sigh. “I can’t believe the chokehold you have on me right now.” He muttered. Josh moved from point A (his spot next to Liv) to point B (the mounted gun) as if he were trying to be a ninja. As Liv looked around the room, everyone seemed too drunk and high to notice or care. Josh removed it from its mount and clutched it like it was loaded and ready to fire at any moment.
As Liv casually walked out the front door, Josh sidestepped like a crab with his back against the wall all the way to the exit. “Really?” She asked, unimpressed.
“So, do I get that kiss now, or…?”
“Not while you’re holding that gun!”
“What?!”
“Put it on the ground and I’ll kiss you.”
Josh put the gun gently on the ground and looked at her excitedly. It was adorable how much he wanted to kiss her. Liv grabbed his face and gave him a big, giant kiss on the lips.
“Is this our thing now?” She giggled, pulling away to see Josh’s dopey lovesick grin.
“I think it might be, and you know who’s gonna be pissed? Tiger.” Josh said, making both of them double over laughing.
Corey Hart’s hit song “Sunglasss At Night” was all Tiger could hear. Tiger’s night had not gone down as well as Josh and Liv’s had. In fact she was trapped in Corey Hart’s dressing room inside of a giant pair of sunglasses (thanks to Wolf). She’d followed Wolf backstage after he dropped the bomb on her that he was quitting (she had to recruit some 15 year old Corey Hart fans to help her). Nothing made him want to come back. Not even Liv. She pounded against the front of it enough times she’d felt it start to loosen and open.
“I’m not dying in this fucking sunglasses hut.” She threw all of her body weight against it, almost spilling to the ground as it swung open.
Wolf exited the venue to the back where he’d left his car. He’d never returned it like Tiger, Josh, and Liv wanted him to. It was his. He leaned in through the open window of the driver's seat and grabbed the TTD, ready to destroy it. He loved it in the 80s and wanted to stay, he’d never felt so loved and wanted. Except when he was with Liv and the Futturmans. But he belonged in this era, he knew it. He held it up, ready to smash it against the hood of the car.
“No!” Tiger gave a guttural scream as she tackled Wolf to the ground. The TTD slid under the car.
“Don’t try and stop me!” He yelled, swinging a punch and nailing Tiger in the face.
“Are you trying to strand us here?” She picked up a stanchion and swung it at him. He jumped back and she hit the car instead.
“No, not the car!” He wailed as Tiger repeatedly hit it, breaking off a mirror. “Part of you wants to stay here, I know it! Why else would you take a DNA test?”
“That was a mistake!” She screamed, trying to bash both Wolf and the car as he repeatedly dodged her attempts. He picked up the bumper, which had fallen off in Tiger’s battery of the car. Their metal weapons clanged as they struck at each other. Tiger shoved him back with a heavy grunt. Wolf hit the car as he wound up to strike again, pushing the hood open with the bumper on accident. The tied up man from earlier was still in the trunk and seized the opportunity to make a run for it, going unnoticed by Tiger and Wolf. Tiger managed to hit Wolf in the face with the round base of the stanchion, making him drop the bumper as he reached for his nose in pain. He retaliated by kicking her in the stomach, sending her flying back over the car.
Tiger pulled the katana from her belt, thwipping Wolf several times across the face. He fell onto the hood of the car, leaving a trail of blood over the windshield as Tiger grabbed him, pulling him off and shoving him against a dumpster. He looked up at her, blood trails pouring down his face.
“I’m doing this for both of us.” He panted. Grabbing a brick, he readied his arm in the direction of the TTD.
“Wolf, you stupid motherfucker!” Tiger yelled, punching him and wrestling the brick from his hand. “Stand down!”
She threw him through the passenger window of the car. Grabbing a skateboard from the back, Wolf jabbed Tiger in the ribs, sliding out of the car, broken glass falling from his arms. Tiger landed one last blow to Wolf’s face as he tried to retreat back inside the car, but Tiger kicked him, sending him and the driver’s side door flying across the asphalt. Wolf laid on the door, head spinning. Tiger violently grabbed his shirt collar and pulled him up, landing several blows to his face before letting out a war cry, swinging him over her head and slamming him down to the hood of the car.
Wolf’s face was covered in blood, dripping down his back and seeping into his shirt. Tiger looked at him sadly as she limped around him as his chest heaved.
“Don’t make me keep doing this to you.” She begged.
“I don’t have any fight left in me, Tiger.” She could hear the fatigue in his gravelly voice. “But I got a taste of freedom and there’s no coming back from that.” He shook his head, tears falling from his eyes and mixing with the blood. “I’m done.” He sounded so defeated.
Tiger looked down at him. She quickly shook her head. “You can’t be done, Wolf.”
“I’m not Wolf anymore. You know what my name is.” He said, lifting his head slightly as he could hear the crowd loudly chanting “Corey! Corey! Corey!”
Tiger felt a lump form in her throat as she watched Wolf listen to the crowd cheering for Corey Hart. She didn’t want to lose him.
“You’re going to have to kill me.” He mumbled. Tiger closed her eyes to stop the tears. “Punishment for desertion is death.” He laid his arms straight out of either side of him, prepared for Tiger to plunge her katana in his chest. “Do it.” If he couldn’t live a life where he’d be happy, he didn’t want to live at all. Tiger reached for her knife, chest heaving as she felt tears stream down her face.
Elias Kronish’s heart stopped when he heard a gun cock behind his head. He dropped the full garbage sack he’d been holding out of fear.
“Come with me if you want to live. Truly live.” A voice that sounded like it was trying to be intimidating said. Kronish raised his hands.
“Look, I just-“
“Get in your car.” A woman’s voice said. “Now.”
Kronish fumbled with his car keys in his pocket as his hands began to sweat and his brain was in fight or flight mode.
“Okay, okay, I have my keys.”
“Get in and take us to the marina.” The man’s not so intimidating voice said.
“I-“ Kronish paused. “The marina?”
“The marina.” The two people said at the same time. Kronish inched over to his car, unlocking it and shakily getting in the front seat. He heard the two back doors open as his kidnappers got in.
“The prostitute?!” He cried, whipping around after seeing the man’s face in the rear view mirror.
“We don’t have time to talk about this! You’ve got to get to the marina before midnight!”
Kronish looked over at the woman. “You’re the gay porn girl!” He was shocked.
“Yeah, yes, I’m the prostitute and she’s the gay porn girl.” The gun was pointed at him again. “Drive.”
As Kronish drove, Liv felt the exceeding guilt weigh on her. Josh’s hands were trembling as he kept the gun pointed at Kronish as he shakily took every turn. When they pulled up to the marina, Kronish quickly got out of the car and Josh followed, gun still pointed at him.
“Okay, we’re here!” Kronish held his hands up defensively as Josh followed him so closely with it. “Now will you tell me who the hell you crazy people are and why you are so violently supportive of my…” Kronish whispered as he said, “…homosexual lifestyle?”
“Dr. K, you know what? We really, really tried this whole freewill thing, but it’s not as easy as it seems.” Josh said, nervously shifting back and forth, gun still raised. “So, here we are.”
“You have to get on that boat.” Liv demanded.
“How do you even know about the boat?” Kronish narrowed his eyes at her. “That was a secret plan.”
“We know everything about your secret plan. Seychelles, the conch fritters,” Josh said, making Kronish’s eyes widen. That must have been things 2017 Kronish had told Josh back in the lab. “Trust us. Your life is going to be much happier if you do that and don’t stay here with your wife.”
“You’re telling me to throw my life away.” Kronish pointed toward the boats.
“No, we’re asking you to change your life for the better.” Liv said.
“What do you know? Do you have any idea what it’s like to be a gay black man in this world?”
Josh shot a glance at Liv as he lowered the gun. “Obviously, we don’t.” He said. “Howerever-“
“Getting on that boat…I’m not just throwing my life away, I’m throwing away my career, my social life, the church-“
“Listen! Okay? The world is going to get much better for gay people!” Liv yelled.
“…sort of.” Josh added. “In some states.”
“You’ll wanna stick to the coasts- but! You have a boat! So that’s perfect!” Liv said positively.
“What do you know?” Kronish shouted. “You’re just crazy kidnappers with a gun! Help!” He cried.
Josh panicked as Kronish screamed, looking to Liv, who pried the gun from Josh’s hands and chucked it into the water. Kronish looked stunned.
“We’re not crazy!” Liv cried.
Josh squeezed his eyes shut as he blurted out, “We’re from the future.” Kronish stared at them for a moment. Then he tackled Josh to the ground.
“Josh!” Liv shrieked, jumping back. Kronish wrestled Josh into a headlock. “Dr. Kronish! Dr. Kronish! We can prove it to you!” She begged, grabbing at his arms.
“He can prove it to the sandman,” Kronish said through gritted teeth. “You’re next.” He tried to push her away while still holding Josh in the headlock.
“Show him the picture you took with him, Josh!”
Josh fumbled with his phone in his pocket, dropping it to the ground as his vision went blurry. Liv dropped to her knees, picking it up and hurriedly pulling up the photos of Josh and Kronish, the blurry one, the normal one, and the silly one.
“Look! Look! That’s you and him!” Liv frantically held out the phone. A look of familiarity crossed Kronish’s face as he saw his older self. He dropped Josh to the ground, who gasped for air and rubbed his neck. Kronish reached out and grabbed Josh’s phone from her hands in shock and confusion. Liv helped Josh up, grabbing his face and making sure he was okay. He looked like he was clinging onto consciousness for dear life.
“What- what is this?” Kronish breathed out. Clinging to Liv, Josh turned and touched his phone, zooming in on the picture hanging up behind them in the photo.
“You see that?” It was a picture of the boat Leslie had gotten Kronish. “It’s that…” he pointed to the exact boat behind him. Kronish looked, eyes filled with a million emotions, fear, curiosity, confusion, excitement, all at once.
“That photo is hanging on the wall of your office in 2017.” Liv explained as Josh continued to cling to her like a koala. “We know that because we work for you.”
“We have come a very long way to try and save you.” Josh reached for his throat as he let himself take a deep breath, leaning his head against Liv’s. Kronish looked up at them and shook his head and blinked a few times, as though he were trying to wake up from a dream.
“What do you mean?” He asked.
“So you’re telling me you two have been back and forth through time, courting death just to avoid killing me?” The three of them sat on a bench, explaining everything to Kronish. Everything.
Josh slowly nodded. “Yeah. Which is why you have to get on that boat.”
“If you don’t…our colleagues will shoot you as a baby.” Liv said, bracing herself for Kronish’s reaction.
“So, my big breakthrough was possum semen?” Kronish asked. Josh and Liv were not expecting that to be his first follow up question. “Really?”
Josh shrugged. “Yeah, it’s crazy. Look, we have broken every rule of time travel by telling you this, so, please, please get on that boat.”
Kronish looked at them with a soft expression. “You’ve sacrificed so much to be here,” he smiled as he stood from the bench. “The least I could do is sail away with the love of my life and be happy forever.” He stuck out a hand to shake Josh’s hand.
Josh excitedly jumped to his feet. “Oh wow, yes! Thank you!”
He turned to Liv and shook her hand too. “For the record, I don’t film gay porn and he’s not a prostitute.” She said, making Kronish chuckle.
“I figured.” He looked at both of them. “Set sail.” He said, winking at them, remembering Josh’s advice from earlier. He approached the entrance. “Oh, Marigold still thinks I’m taking out the trash-“
“Don’t worry, we’ve got it covered.” Josh assured him. “Bon voyage Dr. K.” He sounded slightly sad.
“Safe travels.” Liv gave him a small wave. They both would miss Kronish dearly.
“Goodbye Josh, goodbye Liv.” He gave them one last smile before hyping himself up to walk through the entrance. Josh and Liv both watched with bated breath as Kronish made his way down the dock and to the boat with the title “S.S. Second Coming”. Leslie stepped off the boat as soon as he saw Kronish.
Josh leaned his head against Liv’s. “Bon voyage.” He whispered as they watched Leslie and Kronish embrace, sinking down to the dock, happiness radiating from them. Liv tightly hugged Josh as happy tears fell from her eyes.
“We did it.” She said quietly.
Josh looked at her and grinned widely. “We did. I’ve never been so relieved.” He planted a light peck on her lips. Liv stiffened as she looked at the headlights approaching behind Josh. He turned his head to look. Correction: headlight. It was Wolf’s Pontiac and it was badly beaten up. The driver’s side door was gone and only Tiger sat in the car, badly bruised with dried blood crusted under her nose. Liv untangled herself from Josh.
“What happened? Where’s Wolf?” Josh’s eyes grew concerned as he bent down to look inside the car.
“He’s gone.” Tiger said.
“Gone.” Liv repeated, eyes welling up again. “What- what do you mean?”
“He’s just- he’s gone.” Tiger stated, looking at the ground. “Don’t ask again.”
“Holy shit.” Josh muttered, looking at Liv, who was holding back tears. He looked back to Tiger, reaching out to comfort her. “Are you okay?”
She flinched away and stared down at the steering wheel. “Did you get Kronish on the boat?”
“Yeah. Yeah, I think we finally did it this time.” Josh solemnly nodded.
“Good. Now let’s go, I fuckin’ hate the 80s.” Tiger said quietly. Liv sat on Josh’s lap in the passenger seat as Tiger drove them back to the lot for sale that would have been the location for Kronish Labs. The ride was mournfully quiet. Liv silently cried as Josh rubbed her back, trying to comfort her. Wolf was gone and her heart ached. Josh caught Tiger eyeing them over and over again. She parked the car in the lot and they all quietly got out of the car and Tiger tapped away on the TTD.
“Okay, Kronish Labs was built in 1992. If my plan worked and we jump back to 2017 it won’t be there.” Josh said.
“Tell me this will all be worth it.” Tiger sighed as the TTD began to whir, firing up.
“Oh shit,” Josh looked over at Liv as he placed a hand on both her and Tiger’s shoulders. “We forgot to tell Marigold- ah whatever.” In a flash of lighting they were gone.
After a less painful time traveling trip, they landed back in 2017 to an empty lot. “Oh my God…” Josh gasped. “We did it!” He turned his head to look at Tiger and Liv. “It worked!” Liv pulled him into a hug, burying her face in his shoulder as they both laughed, relieved.
“Okay, body part check…” Liv pulled away and started patting herself down. “…I think I’m good.”
“Me too…” Josh said, doing the same. “Tiger?” Josh looked at Tiger who was staring up at something, completely horrified. Josh’s face fell. “Tiger?”
Liv's head snapped up, hearing the concern in Josh’s voice. Josh was slowly turning around, face turning white. Liv looked over her shoulder and shock coursed through her veins. A tall and menacing black building loomed over them, The Kronish Labs logo right in the middle.
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Josh Kiszka x Reader
Pt 2
Minors DNI 18+ only or you’re grounded
Warnings {smut, semi public sex, oral fem receiving, unprotected penetrative sex - wrap yo shit}
It wasn’t like it was a secret to anyone that Josh had started working out. Something about building muscle, more stamina for shows, you weren’t really sure. All you knew was the results were starting to show.
This specific day you chose to follow Josh to the gym, he had a longer session booked with his trainer and you figured you could walk on the treadmill while getting some work done.
So much for that plan. To say you were distracted by the sight of your shirtless sweaty boyfriend, mass of curls tied lowly into a bun and his white bandana tied around his head to keep the strays out of his face, was an understatement. You were practically drooling at the sight of him.
Laid out on the bench, pressing weights, his cheeks slightly flushed and his breath leaving him in huffs. You were far too turned on for such a public place.
It didn’t take long for Josh to notice your staring. You were shameless about it after all. He had just finished the last set of the session and was making his way over to you. You had stopped walking on the treadmill about 15 minutes ago.
“Like something you see mama?” Josh’s approach finally shook you from your trance, though you really couldn’t take your eyes off his arms and chest, swollen from the workout “pump”.
“I like something I see very much.” You replied quietly. Josh laughed at your state, taking your hand and pulling you along back towards the locker rooms.
“Go put your things away and meet me in the sauna love. And if you keep looking at me like that I’m gonna have to fuck you before we leave here.” Josh whispered that last bit in your ear, sending you on your way with a swat on your ass.
You went back into the locker room and put away your things, stripping out of your workout clothes and wrapping yourself in a towel.
Making your way to the sauna you met back up with Josh. The sauna was only meant for one to two people at a time and you were able to lock it from the inside.
You both made your way in, locking the door behind you. As Josh added water to the steamer, allowing the relaxing fog to fill the room, you dropped your towel to the ground.
Josh turned around to face you, jaw dropping as he took in the sight of your naked form. He moved towards you, backing you up against the far wall. “What’re you up to little dove?”
“Well since you were so distracting today, I wasn’t able to get my workout in… was thinking maybe I could get it in some other way.” You looped your arms around his neck, hands finding their way into his hair to scratch gently at his scalp.
“I think you have some of the best ideas love.” Josh’s hands rested on your waist as he kissed you. Brushing softly up and down your sides. His lips left yours as he started trailing kisses down your neck, stooping down to take a peaked nipple into his mouth. Swirling his tongue around the hardened nub he tweaked the other between his fingers.
Slowly Josh came to kneel in front of you, leaving wet open mouth kisses along your dewy stomach and stinging nips on your hips.
Josh leaned you back against the wall, hooking one of your legs over his shoulder and immediately dove into you. Tongue lapping through your folds and he groaned at your taste. The vibrations causing you to moan out. He wrapped his lips around your clit and his fingers found their way inside of you, curling and massaging your walls.
Your hand found purchase in his sweat slick curls and your head was thrown back into the wall, hips grinding onto his mouth. “Fuck baby, your mouth feels so good. Shit Josh you’re gonna make me cum.”
Josh pulled off of you for a second, “Let me have it pretty girl, come on, give it up.” He returned his mouth to up and spend up the ministrations of his fingers sending you into your release. Josh buried his face between your legs, making sure not a drop of your release went to waste.
He stood up in front of you, letting your leg down gently to the ground and holding you by the waist to keep you standing. “Absolutely delectable mama,” Josh smiled at you, tiling your chin up to bring your lips together in a searing kiss.
You pushed back from the wall, keeping your lips on his. Groaning at the way your taste mixed with something that was so undeniably Josh.
Reaching down you untied the towel that was wrapped around Josh’s waist guiding him to sit down on the bench behind him as you climbed into his lap.
Grinding down into his lap, you captured him in another kiss, swallowing down his moans. Rising up on your knees, you grabbed the base of his swollen cock, slowly sinking down onto him.
“Fuck y/n, you feel incredible. Always so tight and fucking soaked for me.”
Using his shoulders for leverage you began to grind yourself on his cock. Rocking yourself up and down his length. Moans tumbled passed your lips as the head of his cocked brushed at that spot inside you.
Tucking his head into your neck, and wrapping his arms around your back Josh began fucking into you from below. Your dropped a hand down between your sweaty bodies to rub at your clit.
The only sounds in the sauna were that of the wet, slick connection of your bodies, the rhythmic slap of skin on skin and the combined huffing of your breaths.
The combined sensation of your hand and his cock dragging hypnotically against your walls brought you creeping along to your release.
“Oh pretty girl I’m not gonna last much longer, you feel too good on me. Cum with me mama please.”
You clenched around him, your release washing over you as you gushed around him. Josh fucked into you a few more times before he came inside of you, feeling his hot spurts coating your walls.
“Shit Josh,” you moaned out with a small laugh, out of breath and now fully spent.
Josh unwrapped himself from you and helped guide you gently up and off of him.
Wrapping yourself back up in your towels you both made your way back out of the sauna, trying to avoid any possible stares of those who heard your activities. You could feel Josh’s cum slowly start to leak out of you.
Before you could get too far Josh pulled you back into him. “I know you can feel me dripping out of you mama but don’t you dare clean that up. I’ll take care of it once I get you home.” A blush graced your cheeks and a smirk found it’s place on Josh’s face as he placed a kiss on your forehead, leaving you to head back to the locker room to get changed and head home.
You two made your way out of the gym and to Josh’s jeep. He opened the door for you and you climbed inside. As he got in you said to him, “I might start following you to the gym if that’s what my workouts going to be.”
He beamed a smile at you and replied, “That was just the first part of it mama. Get ready for one hell of a cardio session when we get home.”
Pt 2
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『summer heat - jtk』
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jtk x f!reader
i'm sorry this took so long, i've been a bit of a wreck lmao. hope this is good enough for y’all. 
THIS PIECE IS 18+ MINORS DNI
» requested
warnings: explicit sexual content, unprotected sex (once again, a given with me but wrap it up folks), and mention of the double standard of men being shirtless and women not being able to - FREE THE NIPPLE - anyways.
Nashville humidity was an absolute killer. Luckily, your absolute angel of a best friend, Jake, insisted you attend a beach trip with his band. You had been apprehensive at first, of course, if only for looks. Who wants to intrude on a well-deserved vacation after a particularly grueling tour? Certainly not you - even if you really wanted to go.
However, he assured you that Kenzi and Hannah would be there as well, and you wouldn’t be intruding. He claimed you were “practically family”. For an unidentifiable reason, that struck a sore chord with you. But you brushed it off for Jake’s sake, and finally “conceded” to his demands.
“How many Fleetwood Mac shirts do you have, exactly?” Jake was laying horizontally at the end of your bed, his head resting on his hand.
“Not enough - and don’t say it like it’s a problem, Stevie is an absolute gem!” He rolled his eyes with a smile on his face as you dramatically threw your hands on your hips.
The drive there wasn’t entirely awful. Two separate vehicles was absolutely the better choice for your sanity, though. You’d manage to lose shotgun to Josh, who insisted on talking your ear off about some indie film he’d recently become obsessed with.
“What’s your favorite movie, Penny?”
“Don’t ask that question and use that nickname in the same sentence, you’ll sound stupid,” you told him jokingly. Josh often made fun of your - only slight - obsession with Almost Famous. After the guys had seen your numerous posters and decor inspired by the movie, they’d nicknamed you “Penny”.
On day three of your vacation, you’d awoken early to the stream of sunlight and the soft sound of waves hitting the shore. Downstairs, you found Jake, alone, strumming his acoustic on the couch.
“I think it’s pretty pretentious that you bring your guitar on vacation, Jacob,” you told him, sitting beside him on the couch, legs crossed.
“Well, Penny, you never know when inspiration will strike you.”
Deadpanning, you said, “I’m gonna strike you if you don’t take me to the beach.”
“You can’t wait until the group gets back?”
“Jake, they went hiking, it could be hours.” Leave it to Josh to find a hiking trail no matter where he went.
Rolling his eyes and letting out a playfully exasperated breath, he agreed and told you to hurry and put your swimsuit on before he left you. You knew he wouldn’t, though, he loved you. You were his best friend. Ouch, another sore chord.
He waited for you on the back porch, the beach house the guys had rented had a private beach only accessible to you guys. At the sound of your footsteps, he turned, his expression changing ever so slightly to one of surprise.
“What is that?”
“Look, Jacob, I know you don’t have a ton of experience with women but I do expect you know what a bikini looks like.”
Granted, was it a bit revealing? Perhaps, but you were a grown woman, for God’s sake. Regardless, you walked down the short pathway to the beach, occasionally bumping into each other on purpose. You laid your towel out on the sand, wordlessly handing him the sunscreen so he could apply it to your back.
His hands were cold and you shivered against his touch. You heard him attempting to stifle his laughter and elbowed him in the ribs. When he finished, you moved to give him the same treatment. Jake’s back was smooth and his skin was so warm, despite having only been in the sun for a few minutes.
After a second, he turned his head slightly to say, “Well, at least you don’t really have to worry about tan lines, I guess.”
“I could worry less if I didn’t have a top on at all.” It didn’t really have any double meaning behind it, just a true statement. “I mean, it’s not really fair, is it? Guys can take their shirt off, well, anywhere, really. But the second a woman does it, it’s a ‘problem’ and she needs to ‘cover up’. Such a fucking double standard, it’s not my fault I have more fat and tissue there than you do.”
“Penny, there’s no one else here. If you wanna take it off, I won’t judge you. It’s the human body, it’s natural and nothing to be ashamed of.”
You let his words ruminate for a minute, searching his face to ensure he was truly okay with it. Once you found no ounce of hesitation surrounding him, you reached behind you to untie your top, slipping it over your head.
His breath hitched for a second, and he eyed you carefully to make sure you didn’t hear it. When you laid back on your towel, drenched in sunlight appearing to him as an ethereal goddess, he knew you didn’t. The sunglasses you wore were big and orange, a genuine gift from Danny for your birthday.
You looked straight out of a 70s movie, one Josh would probably talk about for weeks. One Jake could watch for the rest of his life and never get tired of.
“Get in the water with me, Jakey,” you begged. He stood with a groan and raced you into the ocean. You let out a betrayed gasp when he splashed you, and began a battle of water. Running away from his torment, he chased you until he finally grabbed your shoulders, turning you pulling you into his chest. He wrestled with you for a second before dunking you into the cold water.
“I could kill you for that, Kiszka.”
With his signature smirk, his eyes boring into yours, he asserted, “I’d love to see you try.”
You threw yourself onto Jake, catching him by surprise and causing him to lose his footing, and took him under with you. When the two of you came up, it was all smiles and boisterous laughter until you both realized you were still pressed into his chest.
His smile died down and you couldn never miss the way his eyes flickered to your lips.
“Jakey?”
“Mhm?”
“Kiss me.”
It felt as if a wire had snapped within the two of you, all the years of tension building up to this very moment. His lips felt like they were branded into yours, and you didn’t mind. You never wanted to lose this feeling. Jake’s hands gripped onto your thighs and you took his hint and jumped. For a moment, you worried about falling, but his hold never faltered as he walked the two of you back to the house.
He laid you down gently on his bed, and, while you wanted him to absolutely take you, the look in his eyes told you he would always be gentle. It was you, after all. You realized, after a second of paused movements, that he’s taking it all in. The way your hair splays around you, how your legs curl up so that your feet dig into the soft comforter, and especially the deep breaths you take that make you look absolutely fucked out already.
Jake lowered himself gently on top of you, but you surely wouldn’t have minded feeling his entire body weight on top of you, at this point. His lips met yours, almost timidly, but you soon concluded he was attempting to control himself. You let him, seeing as how you’re already crossing a plethora of formerly-thought boundaries.
One of his hands reached up to cup your bare breast and you gasped at the contact. He pulled away to make sure you were okay, but upon seeing your eyes closed and mouth open at the sensation, he lowered himself to wrap his lips around your nipple. After giving what he determined to be enough attention to both, he began trailing his lips down your stomach. When he nipped just above your belly button, you scolded him.
“Hey! No marks.”
“Oops.”
He wasn’t sorry, and he wouldn’t pretend to be, either. You couldn’t even say you were that mad. If it wasn’t for the fact that the guys would never let you live it down, you would let him mark you entirely.
Wrapping his fingers around the waistband of your bottoms, he looked up to you for confirmation. You let out a quiet ‘please’ and then they were gone. The way he kept eye contact with you as his tongue delved into your cunt was absolutely sinful. Jake alternated between licking and sucking at your clit seemingly randomly, but it was so strategic. When he stopped you thought you were going to cry.
“Want you to sit on my face, pretty girl.”
He moved you to take your place on the bed, beckoning you onto him. Like any other girl, you didn’t intend on fully taking a seat, however his arms wrapped around your thighs, and you had no other option. Within seconds, you could barely hold yourself up, as if your entire torso was made of jelly. Steadying yourself, you planted your hands on his stomach, and it brought you closer to the edge to feel how his muscles twitched below your touch. Soon you were cumming on his face, and you worried about your grip potentially bruising his abdomen. You fell to his side, his hips beside your face.
Jake’s eyes were beautiful, you had always thought so. Seeing them in this new light, blown out by lust and admiration only brought out that beauty more. Quickly, he roughly planted his lips back on yours, as if they were meant to be there, and, gripping your hips as you had his, brought you back to the center of the bed. He didn’t even bother flipping you around, leaving it so that your head was at the bottom of the mattress.
Turning around for a split second, he grabbed a pillow and maneuvered it underneath your hips.
“Heard that this makes it feel better,” he explained.
In a minute, his swim trunks were on the ground and he was once again searching for that acknowledgement that it was okay to move forward. Once he had it, he was sheathed inside you and you both let out the same low moan.
“You okay?” His hand gently caressed your jaw.
Nodding, you told him breathily, “I’m great, please move, Jakey.”
“God, I love it when you call me that.”
He built his pace up, starting slowly to ensure that you were comfortable. When you moaned, he knew you were wordlessly telling him to go faster. It felt like you were gonna pass out - in a good way, of course - as he thrusted heartily into you, gripping your hips with an unexpected force, and left nearly bruising kisses to your neck.
The sensations were so overwhelming, and you quickly felt your peak approaching once again. It didn’t help hearing those grunts escaping Jake, you’d heard them when he was playing. Within this - much different - context, you thought you’d never been able to hear them again without wanting him to ruin you.
“Cum for me, baby.” That did it. You let out a drawn out moan as you came, and soon he was doing the same.
For a minute, you laid there attempting - but not wanting - to come down from the euphoric pleasure. You felt his hand on your jaw once more, caressing the soft skin of your face. His thumb ran over your swollen lips and you turned to smile at him.
“You know I’ve always kinda been in love with you, right?”
“Good. ‘Cause I’ve always kinda been in love with you too.”
The front door was shut loudly and you heard two boisterous voices. They quieted down for a second before you heard Josh.
“Who the hell tracked all this sand in the house?!”
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Sweetheart V
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Pairing: Josh Kiszka x Reader
Word Count: 1.2 K
CW: 18+, minors DNI: references to sex & marks from sex, mentions of cum, shower sharing, but mostly fluffy fluff and teasing
{Author Commentary: This picks up right at the end of the last chapter. I didn’t plan for this to be the final chapter, but it seems like their natural conclusion. Might still write an epilogue or bonus chapter, cause I do love the dynamic.}
After a few moments of silence from you, Josh raised his head. He rested his chin on your chest, looking at you dead on. His smile was still slightly cheeky, his eyes looking slightly tired. You took in his features, all pink and glowy from exertion. "Would you rather?" His lips moving pulled you out of your daze. "-What?" "Be 'just friends'..." 'Oh… Was that an option? After all this? Just friends would mean… not staring at his lips when you argued… not riling him up just to see his eyes light up at the challenge… never hearing his sweet desperate sounds again… or at least not being the cause for them.'
"No." Your brow had furrowed slightly as you shook your head, making him laugh softly. He lifted off you, leaning over you with a smile. He leaned down to press his still slightly swollen lips to your furrowed brow. "Good.", He spoke against your forehead. "...Now, you need a shower if you're gonna sleep in my bed." Your laugh rang out, taking the place of any tension that had occupied the room. "You looove complaining about a mess you made" you quipped back at him, swatting his side playfully as he sat up. He grinned at you, his eyes trailing down your form. He sucked his bottom lip briefly as his eyes linger on the imprint of his teeth on your inner thigh, no doubt also seeing his emission that had begun to drip out of you. “...Yeah, I might have to join you, make sure it's thorough…". You scoffed, closing your legs as you sat up. "Pervert." He smirked, both of you acknowledging the allusion to your first encounter. "Takes one to know one, sweetheart." He pressed a quick kiss to your cheek before helping you off the bed.
You trailed him to the bathroom. He stopped to grab two towels from a closet in the hall. Once in the bathroom, he hung them on the rack by the shower. You stepped behind him, turning him by the hips to face the bathroom mirror. "Let's assess the mess then". He chuckled as you looked over this shoulder, the two of you making eye contact in the mirror. You reached around him, prodding lightly at the darkened spot on his neck. "Hmm…". Your hands trailed down his sides, appreciating the slight curve of his silhouette. With the tip of your index finger, you circled a small bite mark on the curve of his stomach. "As I figured… not nearly enough." He turned his head to the side, attempting to look at you directly. "Don't forget, you tore up my back too…". You giggled, giving his hips a final squeeze.  "Get in the shower, -I'll be gentle this time." He turned on the shower and stepped in, holding the curtain for you. He stepped back, under the water. After it saturated his hair, he ran his hands through it, smoothing it back as he dropped his head back, letting the water run down his face. 'He's… beautiful' you couldn't help but stare as you poured some shampoo into your hand. Your free hand tapped his shoulder, motioning for him to turn around. He complied, and you began to work the shampoo through his curls. "Not too gentle now…" he mumbled, clearly feeling lulled by the gentle motion of your hands. You snorted, raking your nails over his scalp. "Mmmh-" he leaned back into it.
After he rinsed out his hair you switched places. He conditioned as you wet your hair and started shampooing your roots. He watched you, looking lost in thought. You rinsed your hair, taking the conditioner from him. He looked up and you met his eyes, curiously. "Can I-?" He held up a loofah already lathered with body wash. "Yeah, -ofcourse." You reassured, finding his sudden hesitation endearing. Normally you would've teased him, but you wanted to see what he'd do, when the situation gave permission. He'd begun washing you gently, his free hand mirroring the other trailing the bubbles over your skin. A warm, sweet, earthy smell bloomed from the foaming body wash. You sighed, rolling your shoulders back. His hands moved to your lower back, bringing you into his arms as his hands continued their slow circular motion. 'It's been such a long night… I could fall asleep right now'. You hadn't realized your eyes had closed till they fluttered open at the sound of Josh's voice, as it reverberated in his chest. "Seems we should get out… don't want anyone slipping in the shower." "Hmh." You let out a tired laugh. After you both finished rinsing off, he stepped out, holding the curtain and handing you a towel. You smiled to yourself, 'even after that first time… he'd held up my robe for me… and kissed my forehead.' You dried off and wrapped your towel around yourself.
With his towel around his waist, he'd worked something through his curls before starting to brush his teeth. You stepped up to the counter, taking some mouthwash and swishing it. Once you were both back in the room he started shuffling through his drawers. He handed you a large faded shirt and a pair of boxers. "Thanks" You inspected the boxer pattern; a continuous green vine pattern with white roses. You chuckled, taking off your towel and pulling them and the shirt on. You sat on the bed, as he pulled on a pair with a variety of constellations. You giggled to yourself. 'I wonder if I'll ever see every pattern'. He raised an eyebrow at you, walking over to the bed. "Still staring at my ass?" "Hah- something like that." You scooted up the bed away from him teasingly. He crawled up the bed after you. He was then on all fours, hovering over you. "You gonna tell me?"
"You're… soft." He tilted his head in confusion. "D'you want me to change that?" He glanced down at himself then back to your face jokingly. You giggled, "No, no. Not like that, I mean you're… sweet, like- considerate… -well, at times, in your own way. And you… pick out your little stage outfits, and your fun patterned boxers, and you… you like cinnamon toast." Josh's smile had continued to grow as your cheeks warmed, and you eventually mumbled to a stop. "Glad you noticed." He laughed quietly. "I also like cuddling, as you may recall…" You smirked. "Yeah that one I have a few instances of…".
He pulled away, pulling back the blankets for you to get under. You got in, nuzzling into a soft pillow that smelled undoubtedly of Josh; his hair, -that body wash, and his warm skin. Josh closed his drawers and drew his shades before finally turning off the lamp and crawling in behind you. His arm linked around you, his hand cupping one of your breasts gently. You giggled to yourself. His face nuzzled into the juncture of your neck and shoulder. Once he was fully flush against your back he took a deep inhale. You were already drifting off when you felt a lingering kiss to your shoulder.
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joshscurlyhair · 1 year
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☽ 𝕞𝕪 𝕗𝕝𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕣 - 𝕛𝕠𝕤𝕙 ☽
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Summary: Meet Desta, an artist, a dreamer. Desta is Josh’s childhood friend. Desta just broke up with her boyfriend of three years and during that time she has hardly contacted Josh due to the fact she has had a crush on him since they were in elementary. With Desta single and Josh circling her mind, will they eventually become something more?
Warnings: Language, kissing
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And the air was full
Of various storms and saints
Parading in the streets
As the banks began to break
And I'm in the throes of it
Flashback:
“ Get your shit! Get the fuck out of here! “
I couldn’t stop crying, tears fell from my eyes and my nose became runny as my cheeks flush a deep red from frustration
I quickly get my stuff to get away from this dick and headed out
And just my luck it was raining
“ Fuck! “
I start to think who the hell to call - “ Josh! “ I whisper yell at the thought of him. I quickly hit his contact and call him as my phone began to rang.
“ Hello? Desta? It’s been so long how have- “
“ Josh- I can’t make small talk right now- “
I began to sob. “ Drew, my boyfriend just kicked me out and broke up with me “, I say beginning to fully sob now. “ - Where are you Desta? “
I sent Josh the address and he was immediately on his way.
I sat in the rain as the negative thoughts start to consume me of what just happened
I put my hands on my face completely in distraught
BEEP BEEP
“ Get in! “
My face lit up when I saw Josh and I immediately got into his white jeep. “ Thank you Josh “. I say as I looked down slightly embarrassed. Josh then lifted up my face placing his fingers under my chin, “ Hey don’t ever feel embarrassed of this. None of this is your fault, it’s that dicks fault. I swear if I ever see him again- “ Josh stops and calms himself and starts to drive. “ The guys still with you? “, “ You know it! “ He responds. I give a light smile and kept my eyes focused on the road completely zoning out and letting my thoughts fill the void.
" Desta- "
I jumped at the sudden voice calling my name. I placed my hand over my chest and realized the car is now parked at the house
I guessed I REALLY zoned out
" Sorry-I guess I zoned out ", Josh gives a sympathetic look and motions for me to come in the house to get warm. I stepped out of the jeep and walked up to his front porch. " Gosh, let's get you inside you're freezing! " Josh says touching my hands and giving me butterflies. Josh opens the front door and we both stepped inside.
Josh scurries me over to the bathroom and instantly runs me a hot shower. He twists the knob on the shower and I slightly shiver standing behind him.
He stands up straight after getting the shower going and gives me a warm smile as I managed to send a warm smile back shivering my ass off. "Let's get you nice and warm. I'm gonna go and get you a fresh towel okay? I'll also bring your suitcase in ", I give a warm smile " Thank you Josh so much ", he nods and gives me a gentle and sweet look. He snaps out of it and says, "- Well uh the guys are asleep so you don't have to worry about them tonight- so uh yeah I'll be back in shortly, feel free to step right in and get warmed up " Josh says then stepping out and closing the door.
I started taking off my soaked clothes and set them on top of the toilet seat as I began to head into the shower. I stepped in and felt the hot water that landed on my skin. I let out a exhale of relief and began to wash my body.
CREEKKKK
I slightly jump at the sudden noise and look to my left and see the door slightly open a bit. " Hey! I got your suitcase and a towel " He yells over the sound of the shower running. " Okay! You can come in! " I replied. He comes in not looking up respecting my privacy and sets the towel down and moved my suitcase forward then closes the door.
I chuckle and continued to finish my refreshing hot shower
When I was done I stepped out and got ready into my pjs. I brushed my hair and placed my brush back into my suitcase. I gave myself one last look in the mirror staring at myself.
I walked out of the bathroom in comfy pjs and found myself walking into the kitchen where I saw Josh who was setting two bowls of soup on the table. He notices me and gives a warm smile. " How was the shower?! ", " Refreshing," I say walking up to the kitchen closer now. " I made us soup! The nice hot bowl will warm you up as well " He says motioning for me to sit down next to him that I gladly took a seat next to him and thanked him.
I take a first sip of the soup and smile feeling the hot liquid fill my mouth. " Good? " he asks and I nod taking another sip. There were a couple of minutes of silence that filled until Josh spoke up, " I missed you Desta " He says looking down at his soup. " I miss you too Josh "
" He didn't deserve you.. " Josh says looking down and getting slightly angry at the thought of him. I placed my hand on top of his calming him down and he instantly eases.
We then began to catch up for the remainder of dinner time
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" - You can sleep in my room tonight. You can sleep on my bed and I can sleep on the couch " He says. " Josh I'm not letting you sleep on the couch," I say laughing. " Why not? ", " Josh.. Just sleep in the bed ". " Alright alright, " He says as we both headed under the covers a bit awkwardly. We both lay there for a minute in silence. " I think I'm gonna head to bed, long day. Thank you Josh for everything ", " Of course Desta " He says giving me a warm smile. I nodded back and turned to my side and closed my eyes
The next day:
I wake up to the birds chipping away and the sunlight that hit my face
I felt an arm around my waist and look to my side and see it’s a sleepy Josh that was basically cuddling me. I smiled and decided to lay back down and letting Josh continue to sleep
Gosh he looked adorable
I always thought Josh was cute. He never stopped being such a cute goofball
I chuckle at my inside thoughts of him, Josh slightly jumped at my sudden chuckle I made and held me against him tighter.
Do it Desta, make a move!
I placed a hand on top of Josh’s hair and started to play with his curls gently making him feel even more comfy and relaxed.
Too tempting not to touch
But even though it shocked you
Something's electric in your blood
Josh slowly starts to wake up, feeling him move his body slowly. “-Woah shit, I’m so sorry “ Josh says realizing he was cuddling with you and was invading your space. “ it’s okay… I didn’t mind “ I say blushing. He instantly blushes and stands up. “ How did you sleep? “ Josh says taking off his shirt as you started to stare at his body. There was a long silence that filled the air from you staring at his skin, muscles, fingers- “ Hellooo? Earth to Desta? “ Josh waves his hand in front of you. You snap out of it and immediately began to stutter. Josh chuckles knowing you were staring at his body. Josh puts on his classic white shirt and winked at me walking out of the room and into the living room where his brothers and Danny were
You began changing getting into your outfit of the day then putting on a little makeup and finishing it off with touching up your hair. You began walking down the steps heading the boys already chatting.
“ Desta!! Long time no see! “ Sam says setting down his orange juice cup. I reached to the bottom of the stairs, “ Yeah it’s definitely been a while, I missed you guys “ I say giving all the boys big hugs. “ We should totally celebrate! “ Danny mentions as everyone agrees. “- Guys you don’t have to- “, “ No we insist! We’re gonna celebrate of your welcoming here “ Sam comments as we all cheers with our orange juice cups.
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You could just feel Josh’s gaze on you tonight. It felt like lasers beaming into me.
I was wearing a sexy laced top that I’ve been dying to wear because Drew would never let me wear it anywhere and forced me to change.
“ To Desta “ Jake says as we raised our glasses of champagne. I smiled as we all took a sip. “ And fuck that guy “ Danny comments as the boys agreed and commented with a few yeah’s.
The night consisted of refills of sparkling champagne, Sam cheating in Jenga and belly holding laughs that would make us flop over the couches we were sitting on.
The whole time I felt Josh’s gaze still on me, I do have to admit we did catch each-other staring at one another from time to time and we would instantly smirk afterwards.
I headed into the kitchen to get another cheese stick that I unexpectedly craved for some reason. When I shut the fridge I saw Josh instantly on my left. I jumped and he chuckled, “ It’s just me mama “. He says in a seductive calming tone. I immediately began to get butterflies and my cheeks flushed a deep red. Josh smirked at your cute reaction and began to step forward closer to you and out his hand gently on your cheek. “ You have no idea how much I care about you..“ He says as he took my wrist and placed us in a room away from the guys.
“ You have no fucking idea how much I’ve hidden inside about you Desta “ Josh says looking me deep into my eyes. “ I know I may have teased you to the point where it was at times just straight up rude, I know I may have not contacted you in so long-not because I didn’t wanna talk to you it’s just I felt so fucking bad that I would sometimes act like such a dick to you. I’m so fucking pissed at myself I should’ve contacted you to see how you were doing because that bastard was hurting you all this time “
Josh put his hands on his face trying to hold his tears in from the overwhelming amount of feelings he’s having. I stepped closer to him, pulled his hands away from his face gently and put my lips on his instantly. Josh had wide eyes and was shocked if this was actually happening. He soon eases and deepens in the kiss pinning me against a wall and attacking me with kisses on my neck and whispering sweet nothings in my ear
“ i love you Desta. I’ve loved you for so long “
Did I hear that right? Did Josh Kiszka really love me?
Outside the world seems a violent place
But you had to have him, and so you did
( AN: Part 2 soon?? 👀 )
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threadandlace · 11 months
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He Sings the Songs (Josh POV)- Seamstress for the Band series, part eleven (4.0k)
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Masterlist- to start from the beginning
The warm water felt heavenly as it beat down against your back. You were sore and exhausted- performing really took everything out of you, despite the passion and love you felt for it. Thinking back to the day’s events, you shook your head. A fire, the sound check fiasco, Emily, what else could go wrong today?
You reflected on the performance as you rinsed the shampoo out of your hair. It had gone really well, despite some hiccups during sound check. Sammy’s bass had been completely washed out and your mic had been distorting your voice. Luckily your crew was the best of the best, fixing the issues quickly and with the utmost professionalism.
Finishing your shower and wrapping the towel around your waist, you examined the clothes laid out for you on the bathroom counter.  A white long-sleeved tee shirt was folded on top of a pair of tan twill joggers, a new pair of boxer briefs carefully tucked under the clothes. Definitely my style, good picks.
You slipped on the clothes, the fabric clinging to your damp skin. Something along the side stitching of your pants caught your eye and you turned to examine it in the mirror. You smiled as you pulled at the fabric to get a better look at the symbol embroidered onto the pants. It wasn’t just any symbol; it was your symbol- a circle inside of a triangle with interwoven crosshatch lines. It was a simple gesture and probably took her about five minutes, but it rocked your world. She sat, probably in this room, and thought about you. Did something for you. Shaking your head, you tried to clear the thoughts from your mind. It’s her job. But was it?
Opting to let your hair air dry, you realized you were the quickest one to shower and get changed when you emerged from the dressing room, backpack slung over your back. Thank god I left this on the bus. The one time my forgetfulness comes in handy. You were carrying your jumpsuit which you had carefully hung back on its hanger.
It was quiet in the hall, the crew busy preparing to move equipment. But yet, there she was. She sat cross-legged on the floor, a sketchbook opened in her lap. Her brow was furrowed as she concentrated on whatever she was working on, her mouth twitching ever so slightly as she worked. You sat down on the couch across from her and she noticed your presence, her eyes snapping up to meet yours.
“Oh, hey!” she greeted casually, fixing her posture as she addressed you. Her smile was soft and she was clearly tired, but she remained radiant with her presence. It was the one thing you could always count on- her presence seemed to recharge your energy, even after a long and exhausting day.
You gestured to the symbol on your pants, and she smiled wider. “I needed something small to do to get me into the creative spirit,” she said quietly. “I don’t know about creative- it’s nothing too special,” you countered. “I like it. Something about its simplicity just… works. It’s very you,” she added. You nodded and pointed to her sketch. “What are you working on?” She turned it to show you, pointing out details as she talked. “I’m mapping out the panel I’m missing for Jake’s Atlanta suit. I want to make sure I only have to redo it once,” she explained, sadness clouding her face.   
“I’m sorry you’re having to redo it. It just… really sucks,” you lamented. She nodded in agreement before looking back up at you. “I’ve been thinking about it, and I’m honestly just glad everyone is okay. Things could’ve been really bad. I mean, people could’ve gotten hurt or died. I am sad about the panel and my sketchbook, but there’s a chance I’ll get it back. And even if I don’t,” she paused to take a breath, her hands gesturing as she talked, “I’m okay. You’re okay. We are all okay. The world is still turning!”
“And burning,” Sam added as he plopped down on the couch next to you. He rested his head back and closed his eyes, clearly exhausted. This tour had started out well, but the way things had been going were starting to take their toll. You chuckled as you took in Sam’s outfit, a pair of patterned pants clashing brightly with a tie dye t-shirt. 
“You know… this makes sense,” you said as you gestured to his outfit. He opened one eye to see what you were talking about before closing it back, chuckling in agreement. “Yeah, Ava picked out your clothes,” she had answered, her smile growing wider. You looked at Sam, who was shaking his head, eyes closed, before looking at her. “Really?” you mouthed, and she shook her head. “That’s funny,” Sam mumbled, “Ava told me you picked this out for me. And she is a much more reputable source for information.”
That was all it took for the laughter to begin and she doubled over, gasping for breath. You couldn’t help but laugh along with her, even though you didn’t really understand why it was so funny. She wiped a tear from her cheek as her laughter subsided. “Yeah, no, it was me. I got all of your stuff, so if it doesn’t fit, that’s on me. Nobody else wanted to pick for you guys, so I decided to have fun with it.” She took a deep breath and continued. “I must be really exhausted because that wasn’t even funny. But then I looked at you and it just tickled me all over.”
Everyone fell back into comfortable silence before Danny emerged. “Nice outfit,” he poked at Sam, starting the giggles all over again. Jake emerged soon after, completing the group. Everyone sat in silence, waiting for the signal to load up and head towards Atlanta.
Albert approached the group. “Well, we have the go ahead crew!” he greeted, always smiling. She jumped up to greet Albert, ensuring he had eaten something and had his coffee ready. “I can go grab you something really quick!” she had said, although Albert had waved her off. She had gotten really close to the older man, both of them always checking up on each other. His kindness was infectious, and you’d started to really take a liking to him. Albert was one of the reasons you liked to take the wardrobe bus. One of many reasons.
You reached for your jumpsuit, but she had beaten you to it. “I’ll carry it,” you offered, reaching out for it. “Are you guys not stopping to see the fans? The bus is parked a little further away,” she clarified, and you glanced back at Jake. “May as well,” Jake answered. “I’ll let you take it. This time,” you warned as you gestured to let her walk ahead of you. She had stacked the other outfits on top of your jumpsuit, which she carried carefully. Albert had taken the box of shoes from her and was leading the group out to the bus.
The commotion from outside could be heard before you even got to the backside of the arena. Security joined the group as you all made your way out the back doors. Jake took the lead, heading over to begin the song and dance over the fence surrounding the back parking lot.
You watched your brother- he was always effortless, ensuring the perfect amount of finesse for every situation. He was a natural and had that star power quality that you knew had helped make his dream a reality. You followed behind him, pulling a sharpie out of the side pocket of your bag as you leaned in to sign various things and smile for photos.
Without even thinking, you made your way onto the wardrobe bus. You absentmindedly nodded and smiled at Albert, who was getting his GPS set up. She looked up at you as you worked your way towards the back of the bus. She smiled and you finally came to the realization that you were not on your bus and that you were alone in your choice to ride with her. You were suddenly nervous, unsure how she’d react to just you choosing to ride with her.
I can just say I wanted to check in and I’ll get off. It’s not that weird that I came on here. If she’s uncomfortable she’ll tell me.
She smiled at you, pointing to the spot you usually took when riding on the wardrobe bus. “What’s on your docket for the night? Albert said it’ll only be about three, maybe three and a half hours to get to Atlanta,” she said as she turned back to cutting the piece of fabric laid out on the table in front of her. Everything she did was so effortless, although her movements were quick and precise. 
You watched her for a second before remembering that she asked you a question. “I think I’ll probably just sketch a little bit. Maybe work on some lines for the song Danny and I were working on,” you answered as you moved to sit in your spot. “Is that the missing panel?” you asked, gesturing to the piece she was working on. “It is. I’m hopeful that I’ll be able to knock this one out by the time we get to Atlanta. We will see!” she answered, giving you a hopeful smile.
Albert called back to the two of you to let you know you’d be under way soon. Both of you responded in unison, harmonizing with your responses. You both chuckled before you returned to your respective projects.
You angled yourself away from her to continue working on a project you’d started that afternoon. You were glad your sketchbook was the one thing that was kept sacred- nobody dared peer inside. Sam had flipped through it, you were sure, but you knew Jake and Danny would never. Nobody from your team. Everyone knew there were a few things left alone- Sammy’s bass, your sketchbook, Jake’s hats.
About an hour and a half later the bus pulled to a stop at a small gas station just inside the Georgia state limits. Both of you peered out the window, looking out into the pitch black to see the neon lights of the gas station convenience center. “I need a drink,” she started before turning to you, wide-eyed. “Like a caffeine-containing drink,” she clarified, and you laughed. “It’s been a day, I wouldn’t blame you for needing an actual drink,” you replied, running a hand through your loose curls. You gestured to her and she followed you off the bus.
She went to ask Albert what he wanted and he replied something you couldn’t quite hear, but she nodded and gave him a wide smile. Once she got back to you, she explained. “He wants a black coffee and a Nutter Butter,” she revealed, and you nodded. “I think we can do that.”
You filled up one of the disposable cups with coffee while she went to grab an energy drink. “You sure you don’t want anything?” she called out from across the store. It was just after one am and the store was quiet aside from the two of you and the clerk who sat half-asleep at the register. “No, I’m good,” you replied as you finished filling up the cup and popped on the lid. The cup was hot, so you placed the cup inside another for safe handling.
Both of you met up at the counter. She set her Red Bull on the counter and the clerk rang it up, reaching out to scan the barcode on the coffee cup. “Smart,” she noted, pointing at the double-cup situation as she handed over the work card. “Actually, can I get one of the vodka shooters?” you asked, wanting something to take off the edge. The clerk gave you a mild case of side eye before turning to grab a bottle. “Make it two,” she said, and you could hear the smile in her voice.
The clerk asked for ID, which you both provided before being rung up. He handed the card back across the counter and gave you both a nod, ready to get back to his nap. As you walked out the doors, you both snapped open your shots and slung them back before throwing the empty bottles into the trash. She made a face and you laughed. 
“Not one for shots?” you asked. “Not if they’re vodka, bleh,” she responded with a disgusted look. “We could’ve done a shot of fireball, but I’ve already had two tonight and you know… the red dye and everything,” you joked, and she shot you a look. “When on Earth did you take two shots?” she asked, bewildered. “On stage!” you replied with a laugh, coming to the realization that she must not have ever seen a show from start to finish. “I always take a shot of fireball. Sometimes, like tonight, two. Or three. Depends on how the show is going,” you explained, and she laughed in response. “I guess I better take Ava up on the offer of watching a show from in front of the barricade. She said it was worth the anxiety,” she responded. “You definitely should. A whole show, start to finish though. I think we really have a good setup. And I like to think I’m pretty entertaining,” you added, cringing internally. Don’t push it. Nobody likes cocky.
To your relief, she chuckled in response. “I agree with that statement. It’s never a dull moment on this tour.” You nodded in agreement as you both headed across the parking lot. She was walking in long, sweeping strides, almost dancing as she took a sip of her drink. Suddenly, she was fully dancing, doing a graceful spin before jolting into a hilarious set of moves as she tried to dance and walk. You watched her for a moment as she laughed, finding herself truly hilarious as the delirium of exhaustion set in.
You reached your free hand out to her and she took it, allowing you to spin her as you continued to walk towards the bus. Albert was standing outside, leaned against the side of the bus. He whistled and she held her hand up for you to do a spin in return.
As you approached, you handed Albert his coffee. “Go ahead and dip the lady!” he replied with enthusiasm. She handed Albert her drink too and held out both hands to you.
In that moment, you were transported back to high school choir, when you had accidentally dropped your partner while practicing a dip. “Josh, you’re such an idiot,” she had complained as she hopped off the ground, rolling her eyes. She had grabbed your hands and placed them where they were supposed to go. “If you could just grow a couple of inches and get a little stronger, we may actually be able to do this,” she had huffed, moving your feet with hers to square your position.
 You were zapped back to the present as she took your hands in hers, pulling you to her. Gently and slowly, you dipped her backwards, your arm pressed into the small of her back as she trusted you to help support her. Your eyes locked onto each other as you both took a deep breath, stretching just the slightest bit more. And, just like that, it was over as you both returned to standing positions. Albert adjusted his hold on the drinks and clapped for a moment, clearly delighted by this impromptu performance. “You should do that on one of your stages,” Albert said as he handed back her drink. “I don’t know if that’s really in the style of rock n’ roll, but Josh is a damn good dancer,” she replied, giving you a nudge as you headed back onto the bus.
  The last hour and a half of the drive was uneventful. You had sat and watched her work, enthralled with the speed of which her hands moved with never a stitch out of place. She had just moved to the sewing machine when the bus pulled into the hotel parking lot. Albert announced your arrival and you stood, gathering your stuff back into your backpack. “Are you coming?” you asked as she fastened the panels of the suit together with pins. “No, I’m going to finish this. Probably won’t take more than another fifteen to twenty minutes and then I can take a break tomorrow.”
You nodded and sat back down on the bench, pulling your phone out. She gave you a questioning look and you shrugged. “I’ll just wait until you’re done. It makes me a little nervous with you being out here alone, especially after the beer incident and everything people have been saying…” you said, stopping when you realized you’d spoken a bit too much.
She paused, stiffening before she turned her chair around to face you. “People are saying what?” she asked. She appeared calm and collected, although you were sure that, internally, she wasn’t. “Well, nothing new. Really. People are just trying to speculate about who you are and everything. Most of them have pieced together that you’re our designer, but people can never just be content with accepting the truth as an answer. And any threats are empty, just for attention” you replied, hoping she’d drop the topic.
“What does that mean? The truth part?” she inquired. “People are just jealous,” you replied. She sighed and continued. “If you don’t tell me what’s going on, I’m just going to go find out for myself.”  You couldn’t help but grimace at the thought of her reading some of the nasty things people had posted online. “I honestly don’t really even know. I’m not really into social media so…” you tried to cover. She shot you a look. “You’re a lousy liar, Josh. Well, I believe that you’re not into social media. That’s not a lie. I do have an inkling that you know what people are saying though. I know Jake sees everything and neither of you are good at keeping things to yourselves.”
You thought for a minute, desperate for a way to shield her. “Look, if you really want to know, ask Jake. He can find that stuff better than I can.” She nodded and luckily turned back towards her work. She started to sew the panels of the suit together, illuminating her workspace with a light that she pulled down close to view the needle as it moved through the fabric with mechanical precision.
She paused after a moment, not turning away from her work as she made her next statement. “Josh, it’s going to bother me all night if you don’t at least give me a gist of what’s going on with social media.” She spoke quietly, adjusting the pins in the fabric as she worked. You flipped over your phone and quickly texted your brother before replying.
You: Come help.
Jake: With…?
You: She’s asking about the stuff online. I don’t know what to tell her- you saw all of it.
Jake: Coming
“Look, Jake is coming back down, he will explain things,” you replied, looking up to see her looking at you. She had turned back around, the finished suit draped over her lap. She sat, hunched, as she peered at you. Her face, to most people, would read as tired, quiet, calm. But you could see through that front- she was scared.
You felt bad- she had gotten sucked into this world at your bequest. All of the beauty and the artistry was being overshadowed by the webs of speculation spun by bullies.
Jake boarded the bus a moment later, sauntering down the aisle of the bus casually. “Just got news that Emily had all her main test results came back normal, but she was dehydrated and exhausted. She and Ava are going to spend the night at the hotel and then drive up to join us tomorrow. Josh, we will need to have a meeting about how we are going to move forward- I think we either need to hire her a full-time assistant or put her on leave so she can focus on staying healthy and stress-free.”
Jake sat next to you, reclining back into the bench. “But that’s not what you needed me for,” Jake said, glancing at you and trying to get a read on the situation as she turned to lay the jacket on the table. You communicated as much as you could, trying to stress that you were worried about her.
“Jake, could you try this on really quickly while you let me know who has it out for me? Please?” she asked with a tight smile. He gave her a warmer smile in return as he stood and stripped off his shirt, carefully pulling the jacket on as he talked.
“There really isn’t much to know. Some people have put two and two together about how you’ve been seen carrying outfits and such and have deduced you’re our wardrobe curator. We really do have some smart fans, they have been known to crack codes and such behind some of our stuff and…” Jake trailed off, excited when talking about social media and the cryptic things that have happened. He spoke slower than you did, enunciating each word more heavily. 
“Jake,” you redirected, something that he typically had to do for you. “Yes, well, they think you and Danny are a thing and that you’re a groupie, but that’s obviously irrelevant,” he finished sliding on the jacket and she moved to check something on the side. “…and the threats were about throwing the beer, which did happen, so security is aware, and we will be on a bit more of a lockdown. Look, they talked about shaving your hair off, but I really think that was a joke,” Jake finished with a shrug.
She finished adjusting Jake’s suit and stepped back, gesturing for him to spin. He spun slowly, allowing her to take in the details. “Feel good?” she asked, and he nodded. “Perfect, it can come off then,” she said before sitting back down at her workstation. You and Jake waited for her response to what he’d told her.
“I feel like I’d look pretty hardcore with a shaved head,” she said with a shrug. “Do people hate me because they think I’m with Danny? Or…?” Jake nodded his head as he hung the jacket up. “I think so. I feel like they don’t know who exactly you are either, which fuels the rumors,” Jake replied. 
“Could be worse. Josh made it seem like there was a hit out on me for doing purple for the South Carolina show or something,” she joked. There she is. You and Jake laughed. “No, but I feel like we should do something to solidify who you are and your role,” Jake said. “Yes, give you some recognition too,” you added with a nod. “Like what?” she asked and you both shrugged. “We will figure it out though,” Jake replied with a smile.
The three of you walked into the hotel, you and Jake waiting for her as she went to collect her room key from the front desk. “What’s up with you?” Jake asked quietly. You gave him a confused look and he elaborated. “You could’ve easily told her that information yourself.” You shrugged and began to think up an answer but didn’t have time to respond. “Ready?” she asked you both as she returned. Both of you nodded and followed her towards the elevators.
You and Jake dropped her off at her room, making sure she was settled before heading down the hall to your own room. Jake sat on the bed closest to you, always letting you take the bed closest to the window. You began to lay out your suitcase, working quickly and quietly as you felt Jake’s eyes on you.
“Josh.” His voice was soft but strong. He didn’t seem mad, more concerned.
“Hmm?” you hummed, hoping he had something minor to ponder about or ask.
“You need to be honest with me please”, he said quietly.
You turned to face him. Sure enough, he wasn’t angry, just concerned. Maybe a little irritated, but nothing extreme. You’d seen him mad, and this wasn’t it.
You knew you needed to be honest, but to what degree?
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writer's note: just a gentle reminder that everything I write is completely and utterly fiction
much love to my forever editor: @joshs-jonch
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jake-kiszkas-smirk · 1 year
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Here Comes the Sun (part 17)
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Danny Wagner X fem OC X Josh Kiszka
18+only, minors DNI
Warnings: semi-public oral (fem rec), fingering, I think thats it!
Rose's POV
"We should probably head inside" I said softly as the sun got higher in the sky, the pretty colors fading into the normal blue sky.
"You're probably right" He said, "But just so you know, everyone is probably awake now, we have to get to the venue kind of early compared to normal, and we wanted to practice a little before we go over."
"How much bigger of a venue is this than normal?" I asked
"Well, it's an actual music venue, and we are opening for this other band thats kind of big... It's kind of a big deal for us," He said, trying to suppress his smile,
"I didn't know it was that big of a deal," I playfully nudged him with my elbow as he grinned, "I hope my outfit is ok.."
"I'm sure it is, you look amazing in everything anyways." He said as he stood, pulling me up with him
"I think you're biased," I said as I kissed him.
"Maybe a little" He shrugged as we picked up the blankets. He jumped down first and after I tossed the blankets down he helped me off the roof as well. We started towards the door and I could see people moving around in the kitchen. Suddenly I was wondering how Josh was going to react, and if he'd apologize, or if he'd even remember. Danny opened the door and I walked through,
"Daniel!" Sam shouted playfully, "I was wondering where you were, you're always the one who helps with breakfast."
"I can help out if you need extra help," I said as I yawned, "Although if you don't need help I could go for a nap"
"A nap does sound nice...and naps are kind of our thing huh?" Danny said as he glanced at Sam. Sam rolled his eyes,
"Fine, go ahead. But no complaining when everything is burnt because Jake helped me cook." Sam said as Jake threw a dish towel at him.
"Ok, I'll be awake in time for practice," Danny said as we walked down the hall towards my room.
"I left my phone on the kitchen counter, I'll be right there," I said as Danny continued walking. I walked back to the kitchen and then was padding down the hall to my room, looking at my phone when I ran into Josh coming out of the bathroom.
He barely touched me to make sure I wouldn't fall, and then went on his way towards his room. I stood there in shock for a moment. Not a word came out of his mouth, no look of remorse, I didn't think he even looked at me once. I felt anger bubbling inside me, I had said I wanted space but that didn't mean to act like I didn't exist. I continued the rest of the way to my room and when I got there Danny was already curled up in the bed asleep. I smiled softly as I closed the door and went to lay with him. He woke slightly as I climbed in next to him, and pulled my back flush to his chest, nuzzling his face into my neck. It felt like I had just fallen asleep when Danny woke me, gently peppering kisses on my face and neck until I moved to stretch my arms.
"I have to go practice, we leave for the venue in like 2 hours. I just wanted to let you know cause I know sometimes it takes you forever to get ready" He said with a grin, I just rolled my eyes and cuddled deeper into the bed, "There are two other girls here getting ready too, so you may want to go claim the shower" He said before walking out.
I hadn't really had a chance to meet either of them, but I wanted to. I needed more friends that were girls, hopefully they didn't hate me for not introducing myself yet. I grabbed my bag that had all my shampoo and skin care products in it, heading to the shower. I found the other two girls sitting by the door,
"Is there a line?" I laughed,
"Yeah, pretty boy Sam has been in there forever." the one with black hair said,
"Hey, at least I stayed out here, otherwise he'd be in there way longer," The blonde joked, and we all laughed. I lowered myself to the ground as well,
"I'm Rose, sorry I haven't introduced myself yet, I've been kind of distracted." I said looking at the ground,
"No worries, I'm Alexa" the blonde said. She was the one here with Sam.
"And I'm Megan" The dark haired one said,
"If you both want to, we can get ready in my room? It has a big mirror with good lighting," I offered and they both smiled.
"That sounds perfect, we can get ready while the boys practice." Megan said. We all showered and took snacks with us into my room to eat while we got ready.
"So Rose, who are you dating? Danny or Josh?"
"Alexa!" Megan snapped, "You can't just ask her that"
"It's ok," I laughed nervously, "I uh, I guess I'm dating both"
"How does that work?" Alexa asked, not shy at all I was learning. Her and Sam made perfect sense,
"I mean, it was going smoothly until last night," My face dropped, and they both took notice.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Megan asked sincerely. And I did, I explained to them how we had all met, and all the events that had led up to last night, and then I explained the argument. They both listened intently until I finished talking as we did our makeup.
"Danny seems like the sweetest, I'd die if Jake wrote me an apology note like that," Megan said as she closed her mascara
"What are you going to do about Josh?" Alexa asked as she put her hair into space buns
"I don't know, hes been completely ignoring me. I don't think I'm speaking to him until he apologizes," I said as I worked to put my hair into a high pony tail,
"If I were you, I'd make him beg. He's been kind of a dick, and it sounds like he started this whole argument on purpose." Megan said as she gathered up her makeup.
I thought about what she said, and she was right. There was no way I would forgive him easily at this point, if he wanted my forgiveness, he was going to have to beg for it.
"I think thats a good idea, I might throw in some teasing too while I'm at it." I said as I also started putting the final touches on my makeup. We all looked at each other with knowing grins before giggling. I worked to make my winged liner even, finishing off my look with a natural lip. The girls both left to their prospective boys room to finish getting ready. I looked at the clock and saw that we would need to leave soon. That told me Danny would be in soon to come get me and his bag for the show. I needed to hurry and get dressed. I slipped on Danny's church of rock n' roll shirt. It was long enough that it went down to about mid thigh. I silently thanked my genes for making me short. I then slid on some marroon over the knee suede boots, and a denim jacket. I walked over to the mirror to perfect my pony tail and the door opened. He walked in and looked me over with a smile,
"Hey...I have a shirt like that," He said with a smirk as he put his hands on my hips,
"You had a shirt like this" I said playfully, causing him to smile before he leaned down and kissed me, "But really do I look ok?" I asked, taking a step back and turning around.
"You look perfect, I love when you wear my clothes" He said pulling me back into him, "We are almost done loading up the van and we'll be ready to head out." He grabbed his bag and I grabbed mine. We were walking out of the room when Danny scanned it, "Oh, don't forget this!" he handed me the book he had bought me that I was still reading. "You'll probably be bored until we go on." I couldn't help but smile,
"Thanks babe." I said as I took it and stuffed it into my bag. We walked out to the living area to find everyone grabbing final things. Josh glanced my way but it was like he was looking right through me. I clenched my jaw and walked out to the van, getting in and slamming the passenger door. Danny got into the drivers seat,
"You ok?" he asked as he put his hand on my thigh
"Josh is being an ass." I hissed as I buckled my seatbelt. "Sorry, I don't want to bother you with this, it isn't your problem and I don't want to ruin your day" I said as I tried to calm myself down. He nodded and took my hand, kissing the back of it before relaxing our arms over the enter console. Sam and Alexa got into the backseat. Jake, Megan and Josh rode in Jake's car.
"We ready to go?" Danny asked as he looked to Sam,
"Yup! lets hit the road!" Sam replied, throwing his arm around Alexa. We drove about 30 minutes to the venue. As we parked and the boys started getting out of the car everyone was giddy. I crossed my bag over my shoulder and grabbed Danny's bag so he could start taking in their gear. The parking lot was empty except for the other bands bus. We walked to the venue and were welcomed by a venue employee. She spoke with the boys as the other girls and I hung back. Eventually the boys walked back over to us,
"I have something for you" Danny said wiggling his brows suggestively.
"Oh yeah?" I asked with a grin
"Yeah, your first backstage pass" He said as he looped the lanyard around my neck, "The first of many I hope." He winked at me,
"I'm going to keep it forever," I said as I looked at it. Danny smiled as he took my hand, "They told us how to get to our fitting rooms if you want me to show you," I nodded and followed him down the hall. He showed me to the room and I found a spot on the old worn out couch in the back of the room.
"I'll be back after soundcheck to change," He said giving me a quick kiss on the lips. I watched as he excitedly left the room with a smile on his face. I opened my book and started to read while I waited for him to be back. I read for so long my head started to hurt. I attributed it to being tired, since I barely slept last night. I heard the door open and smiled softly as Danny walked in.
"How was sound check babe?" I asked as he came over and sat on the other end of the couch, draping my legs over his lap,
"It went smooth actually, I'm so ready for the show" he said happily, "Are you going to watch from the crowd or backstage?"
"Where do you want me?" I asked
"I'd love to have you in the crowd, so I can see you" he said sheepishly,
"I can make that happen," I said with a flirty smile. He stood up and started to get dressed, he was wearing dark wash jeans, and a floral print vest that resembled some type of antique material. I loved his style so much. I looked around the room,
"If you want a good spot you should probably grab the other girls and head out to the floor." He said as he walked over and helped me up, I winced as I stood up. "Whats wrong?" He asked tilting my chin up as he looked at me concerned.
"I just have a headache, do you know where I can get some water? I have aspirin in my bag" I said as I dug for it, planning on leaving my bag in the room instead of carrying it around.
"Yeah, lets go over to the lounge" He took my hand and led me through the hallway,
"Rose," I heard from behind me, I turned to see Josh walking towards me,
"No." I said as I turned to keep following Danny,
"Rose please," He said walking closer,
"I said no. You've had all fucking day to talk to me." I walked off after saying that, Danny looked back to Josh and gave an empathetic shrug as he followed after me. Once he caught up he led me to the lounge and got me a water. I took the pill and chugged the water.
"I hope you feel better" Danny said softly as he kissed my forehead, "A rock concert isn't the best place for a headache" He huffed a sympathetic laugh
"I don't want you worrying about me, I want you to have the best time and soak this all in." I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Actually lets take a picture!" I took out my phone, snapping a pic when he kissed my cheek as I smiled and scrunched my nose. I looked at it as a grin spread across my face,
"You have to send that to me, I love it." He paused, "I love you" he pulled me in and kissed me deeply, "I'm so glad you're here for this"
"I love you" I said back as I felt my heart flutter, "I should probably get out there" I slowly pulled away and started to walk towards the floor where I knew the other girls were probably waiting.
"You should," He smacked my ass playfully,
"Break a leg out there tonight" I said with a wave as he made his way back down the hall.
I walked out and found the other girls at a spot near the front of the stage and pushed my way through to get to them. About a half hour later the boys went on and my eyes instantly went to Danny, who broke into a beaming smile when his eyes found me. I kept my eyes on him most of the show, in a trance over the way he moved and how talented he is. Every once in a while I'd glance at Josh, who was always looking at me.
"We have one more song for you guys. I want to dedicate this song to a very special person in the crowd tonight, its called 'Flower Power'" Josh said, staring directly at me. I saw the rest of the guys give him confused looks, also looking between each other. I had never heard them practice this song or even talk about it. Jake walked over and said something to Josh, and Josh kept a stern face. Jake eventually just shook his head in what looked like annoyance and walked back to his spot. I stared at Josh as he started singing, I loved the music and then I heard the words, and thought about the title, this was about me. He had written a song about me? I felt a little of my anger fade away.
I think she knows,
day by day by day,
Our love grows
Was this his way of telling me he loved me? This was so shitty of him to do this while I was mad at him though, but damn was it working. I couldn't let him know that though. I was sticking to my plan of making him beg for my forgiveness. They finished the song as Josh smiled at me, I gave him an unimpressed look.
"Hey, I'm going to run to the bathroom really quick before the boys get out here" I knew they would want a few drinks and to meet what few fans were here. I slowly made my way through the crowd and found the bathroom, luckily there wasn't a line. I used the restroom and was walking out, but when I opened the door was welcomed by Josh. He ushered me backwards into the bathroom and shut the door, locking it behind us.
"So you can write a whole ass song for me but you cant just fucking talk to me." I snapped at him, he looked at me in disbelief
"Rosie, I tried to talk to you before the show.." He reached for me and I jerked away.
"Don't 'Rosie' me right now Joshua. You tried to talk to me as I was trying to go out on the floor, while I was with Danny. That doesn't count when you had all damn day to apologize."
"But I-I'm sorry" he said, I could see his face was sad, and he was being sincere, but I wasn't appeased yet.
"I know you are. If you can tell me why you deserve it,  Maybe I'll let you beg for my forgiveness," I said in a condescending tone as I glanced at the floor, crossing my arms and leaning against the wall.
"You want me to beg for your forgiveness, I will" He said dropping to his knees in front of me. I tried to hide the amusement and surprise on my face. He grabbed one of my hands, his other on my bare thigh.
"Baby, I'm so sorry, I should have never lied, I'm sorry, I want to be better for you," He placed a slow kiss on my hand, looking up at me with puppy dog eyes, fluttering his lashes, "Please Rosie, please, please forgive me," I gave him an unbothered look, prompting him that that wasn't enough yet "I love you Rose please forgive me," I couldn't hide the shock then,
"What?" I asked, voice only above a whisper, "You're just saying that so I'll forgive you"
"No, I'm not." He said now rubbing my thigh, and gripping my hand tighter, "I mean it, let me show you how sorry I am, how much I love you." he raised the hem of the shirt and kissed at my thigh. I let out a quiet sigh, I was already crumbling under his touch and he knew it. He looked to me and kissed the palm of my hand, bringing it to caress his face, "Can I Rosie? Can I please show you?" I couldn't form words so I just nodded. He planted soft, sweet kisses up my thighs. He lifted my shirt to my waist and I held it up. His eyes were half lidded in lust as he looked at my bright red lace panties.
He picked my leg up, draping it over his shoulder as he kissed the inside of my thigh, then brushing his nose against my clit through my panties, making me whimper,
"Please Josh" I said, tangling my fingers in his slightly damp and sweaty, hair. He slid my panties to the side and immediately licked a stripe from my core to my clit, my hips bucking forward at the sensation as he moaned into me. His arm that he had hooked under my leg he used to balance me and hold me against the wall. I wasn't sure where his other hand was until I felt him spreading my wetness before dipping 2 fingers into me.
It was unbelievable how quick this man could make me cum. He continued lapping and sucking at my clit as his fingers fucked into me, and I could feel my climax quickly approaching,
"Don't stop, don't stop" I moaned out breathily, he pulled away and I nearly cried at the loss of touch,
"forgive me yet?" He smirked up at me,
"Stop talking" I said as I forcefully used his hair to direct his mouth back on my clit, he must have liked it because he let out a loud moan before speeding up the movements of his tongue and his fingers. I covered my mouth, suppressing the strangled cry that threatened to leave my mouth as I came hard around his fingers and on his face. He slowed his movements, helping me ride out my orgasm.
He removed his fingers, holding eye contact with me as he licked them clean. I let out a shaky breath as he stood in front of me, wiping his glistening face with his arm.
"Rose, I do mean it I-" I stopped him by pulling him into a passionate kiss,
"I forgive you," I said, he pushed a piece of hair behind my ear as his forehead rested against mine, "And I love you too." His eyes sparkled as he smiled, pulling me in for another deep kiss.
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absolutesort · 1 year
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FRANKIE & JOSH— DAY THIRTY-NINE.
location : gym.
time :  josh rips frankie a new one (diet version)
featuring :  josh  /  @graftisms
𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨.
“i feel like such a cunt, josh,” frankie states, fists punching on the out breath, bag swinging back at her with every smack of her right hook. it’s pretty clear she’s going through it today, kinda wishes she could punch herself in the face with the power that she’s hitting the heavy bag. “like i want so badly to be a good person for him but i just keep fucking it up!” fists start whacking against the heavy bag in power-punches, sweat beading on her brow, before the timer on her phone goes off, signalling a thirty-second rest. heaving out a sigh, frankie reaches for her water bottle. “how did you get naomi back? like, after casa. i guess it was different for you. you didn’t like, have feelings for mali or whatever.” groaning, she crosses to the bench press where josh is and picks up her towel, wiping herself down as she drops back into the grass. “this is so stupid. like when i came back from casa and saw she had someone new i was genuinely so happy for her, i was like, get it, girl, looks like we both moved on!” she’s fed up of talking about callie all the time. they’ve got closure, and callie doesn’t resent her any more, which is great, but somehow the ghost of her is still messing things up with miles. although frankie can’t really blame callie for them taking a step back, when it’s a direct result of something she said. well, well, well, if it isn’t the consequences of her own actions. “why is all this shit just cropping up now when me and miles were like, really good. he says he’s ready to be all-in with me and i pull this crap? what the fuck is wrong with me, dude.” she should probably be having this chat with cheryl, but apparently she’s occupied with jenny. 
𝙟𝙤𝙨𝙝 ��𝙖𝙧𝙜𝙖𝙨.
they've been working out for fifteen minutes together, and in that time frankie's managed to pretty much sum up everything that had happened between her and miles last night—unprompted, josh might add. sometimes it's hard being the friend of two people who are together, because he's so used to talking to miles about frankie that the opposite feels a little wrong, even if it's not like he's new to hearing frankie talk about him, either. "yeah, that's what miles wants. a good person," josh snorts from the place he's lifting weights. in all honesty, it could be something he wants. the way frankie said it just sounds so ridiculous, as if anything in this villa has to do with being a good person. "well, i'm no therapist, but maybe you should start thinking about how the shit you say or do affects the relationship you're not directly talking to right now," he offers, with only mild attitude. it's hard to fault frankie when being in the hot seat in a relationship is something that's just so josh—and it's not like he hadn't just told miles to keep his options open. "look, i hate to break it to you, but there's nothing really you can do. you made your bed, now you gotta suck it up and let him pretend that he wants to get to know other people. you and i both know it's gonna last, like, two days tops." who could be possibly be interested in, dante? be serious.
𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨.
still lying in the grass, swigging from her sports bottle, frankie’s slightly taken aback by josh’s tone, her expression flashing briefly between puzzled and irritated before returning to its resting face. “wow. okay,” she exhales, lips pursed, sucking on the sour taste of her own medicine. “yeah, okay i deserve that.” despite quoting the sonic kid meme on the reg, it’s still tough for frankie accept that her actions have consequences. “i just struggle with object permanence, y'know. it’s like i can only focus on what’s immediately in front of me.” not that she views miles as an object, except for in the situations when it’s obvious he wants to be objectified by her. god, he’s so fit. “but i am trying to be better, josh. to put him at the forefront of everything else i do and not be so 'in the moment' that i like… neglect my responsibilities as a partner.” if she convinces josh she’s serious about this, maybe some of that wingman energy he was sporting to pitch miles as a viable partner to frankie in casa will rub off on him again, and he’ll slip in a few kind words about how truly sorry she is, and how down bad this ‘step back’ has got her. maybe the situation with callie was the ‘big oof’ she needed to help her see how her decisions affect others, how it can’t just be an all-you-can-eat buffet of romantic possibility if she wants to find a meaningful connection. on the outside, it can work like that, but in here things work differently, and she still feels like everybody else has studied a rule book she’s never even read the blurb of. if only she’d watched a season of the show before the one she’s now in…
“fine. two days. but if he fucks someone else i’m walking.” a threat she’d probably go back on if it actually came to it, and miles decided she was still it for him. “what was going on with you and adela in those clips? i mean, that’s not a thing, right?” because frankie’s pretty sure adela spent most of casa trying to pull her. or chirpse, or whatever the word adela says in her cute british accent is.
𝙟𝙤𝙨𝙝 𝙫𝙖𝙧𝙜𝙖𝙨.
"object permanence," he repeats with an immediate laugh, stopping what he's doing to look at her like she has three heads. "there's no way that shit is real. if naomi—" he starts, before remembering him and naomi aren't speaking right now, and it's not something he wants to talk about. "if i said that to any of the girls i was dating," he restarts, "i would immediately get slapped. that sounds, like, a half-assed excuse to cheat." maybe josh should file that one in the back of his head for later, just in case. not with naomi, but if things with naomi go as south as they felt last night in bed alone, and he has to go back to the kind of dating he'd been doing. "object permanence," he mutters to himself with a snort, going back to his reps. she can say she's doing better at much as she'd like—and josh does believe that she wants to make it work—but it's hard to take that very seriously after everything else she's said today. "you're not walking," he rolls his eyes. "and he's not fucking anyone else. you know i like you both together, but if i had to guess who was going to fuck someone else right now, i'd bet on you. spend the next few days proving me wrong, yeah?" the mention of adela is such a complete 180 from the conversation that he has to glance back over at frankie on the grass, giving her a look to show just how absurd her question is. "do you think adela and i are actually a thing?" honestly.
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ticklishtimothee · 3 years
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our final night alive (simon kalivoda x reader)
summary: the reader and simon are in the bathroom together before it all goes down. and hey, since all their friends are going to “pound-town” as simon would call it, why shouldn’t they?
a/n: i just watched fear street 1994 on netflix and totally fell in love with simon, so i wrote this. i promise i’m working on the requests in my inbox as well, i just had to get this idea out while it was fresh.
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While Kate and Josh go into the girl’s bathroom, you and Simon figure it’s best to leave them alone. So, you follow Simon into the boy’s room, the clothes you’d snatched from the lost and found clutched tightly in your hands.
“Hey, I’ll trade you this Iron Maiden t-shirt for the cardigan,” Simon grins.
“You want to wear this thing?” you ask, raising a brow and holding up the blue knitted nightmare in your hands. You can already tell how itchy the fabric would be against your skin.
Simon nods. “I think it would really accentuate my shoulders. I’ve been told they’re my best feature,” he says, winking.
“Whoever told you that was a liar,” you reply, but toss him the cardigan anyway.
He catches it easily, then tosses you the t-shirt in return.
He wastes no time in pulling the white t-shirt over his head, and you’re thankful to see it gone. It was bad enough that he’d been wearing it for all that time, regardless of the blood stains. You avert your eyes as he strips off his jeans as well.
“Nice tighty-whities,” you mutter.
Simon snorts. “Sorry for putting practicality over fashion.”
“Says the guy putting on a girl’s cardigan to fight monsters.”
“Touché.”
You turn to face the wall, pulling your own shirt over your head, checking your torso quickly for any traces of blood. Finding none, you pull the new t-shirt on.
Out of the corner of your eye, you realize Simon still isn’t making an effort to get dressed. Instead, he’s checking himself out in the mirror, and you can’t tell if he’s goofing off or actually looking for any stains to wash off of his skin.
“You have some blood on your back,” you tell him. “Can’t tell if it’s Sam’s or yours, but better safe than sorry.”
Simon looks in the mirror, tilting his head to catch a glimpse, and furrows his brows. “I don’t see it. Help me out?”
You grab a handful of paper towels from the dispenser and wet them under the sink. “Turn around.”
He does so, and you find the blood in question and wipe it off.
He jumps under the touch. “You couldn’t have used warm water?” he asks, difficult as always.
“I could let this sink run for five minutes and it’d be warm at best,” you reply. “You think this place has the budget for hot water?”
He chuckles. “Yeah, I guess so.”
There’s a pause, and you’re still standing behind him, your eyes scanning over the pale expanse of his back, taking in each freckle. His shoulders were pretty nice, actually.
“You know you’ve gotta change your pants, too,” he says.
“Oh, right,” you say, cheeks burning. You go back to the pile of your things. When you look up, he’s watching you. “Am I allowed a little privacy?” you ask.
He smiles. “You could go into the stall.”
You roll your eyes. “Or you could turn around and not be a pervert.”
“Hey, you already saw me in my underwear,” he points out.
You scowl at him, then hook your thumbs into the waist of your pants and pull them down in a quick, fluid motion. You toe off your shoes to take them off entirely, leaving them on the tiled floor. “Happy?” you ask.
His smile fades. “What happened to your thigh?”
You look down and see the injury he’s referring to. Honestly, you’d been so caught up in everything going on, you’d barely noticed the shallow gash in your skin, but now that it was brought to the forefront of your mind, the dull ache began to settle.
“I don’t know,” you reply. “I guess one of those psychos grazed me.”
Simon takes another wad of paper towels. “May I?” he asks.
You nod, and he dampens them under the faucet. “Come put your leg up to the sink.”
You do as he says, wincing at the first contact he makes with it.
“Sorry,” he practically whispers. “I don’t have anything to bandage it up with, but the least we can do is get it clean, okay?”
“Okay.”
His face is close to your bare leg, making goosebumps rise where his nose and lips brush the skin. He’s gentle with you, one hand holding your leg steady while the other dabs at the wound tenderly, and you watch as the red mess slowly begins to clear up, leaving the wound still open but no longer bleeding.
“There, that should be better,” he says. “When we find the others, maybe they’ll have something to patch you up with.”
“Thanks.”
You place both feet back on the ground, standing before Simon, both partially undressed (him more than you) and trying to hide the feelings of terror in both of your chests.
“Do you think Deena and Sam are gonna make up?” you ask. “Oh, I think they’re probably fucking as we speak,” he replies.
You give him a light smack to the back of his head. “You’ve got such a dirty mind.”
“I’m serious! Kate and Josh are probably doing it, too. The whole last-night-on-earth thing gets people horny, don’t you know?”
“Oh, so we’re all gonna be killed by some freaks, so we should be banging?” you ask.
“Are you asking in general, or about us?”
You pause. “Both.”
His cheeks flush pink, and you swear it’s the first time you’ve ever seen him embarrassed. “In general, yeah, I think it’s human instinct to seek out some pleasure before the end. As for us, well...If you’re down, I’m down.”
You stare at him for a second. “Really?”
“Only if you want to, I mean—”
You grab him by the shoulders and kiss him, effectively cutting off his rambling.
In no time, he’s pushed your back against the cool, tiled wall of the bathroom, kissing you back fevertently. You thread your fingers through his blond curls, and he sighs against your lips.
“Can I touch you?” he asks, breathless.
You nod, and he brings a hand between your legs, fingers running over your underwear teasing, making you shiver. 
“Can I be honest with you?”
“Yes,” you reply.
“I’ve never done this before,” he says, unable to meet your eye. “But I have a pretty good idea of what to do.”
“Me either,” you tell him. “It’s okay. We’ll figure it out together.”
He nods and pulls you in for another kiss, this time rubbing you through your panties. You whine softly into his mouth.
“Does that feel good?”
“Try doing it a little gentler—oh, yes, like that…”
You can feel his hard cock against your belly as he reaches his hand down the front of your underwear. “Is this okay?”
“Yes, yes, it’s fine.”
Carefully, he finds your hole and presses one finger inside, making you clench nervously at first.
“Hey, hey, it’s okay. Do you want me to stop?”
You shake your head. “No, it’s fine. Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize. Try to relax for me,” he all but coos in your ear, and you do so.
He lets his finger slowly curl and uncurl inside you, stretching you out.
“Do you want to…?” you ask.
“I don’t have a condom,” he says, knowing exactly what you were going to ask.
“Well, if you get me pregnant, we’ll probably be dead before it’s even got arms and legs.”
He chuckles, and you appreciate that he’s able to find humor in the fucked up things, just like you.
“Are you sure?”
“I’m sure.”
He yanks down his underwear, and while you’d teased him about it before, the tight, white fabric didn’t leave much to the imagination. Simon wraps his arms around your waist and hoists you up, bringing you over to the sink and sitting you down on the brim of it.
“There’s no way this thing is gonna hold us,” you say.
“If we break it, we’ll be dead before they make us pay for the damages,” he replies, and you laugh.
He makes quick work of pulling your panties down, and they fall to the floor as he parts your knees. “Please tell me if I hurt you,” he says. “I want it to feel good.”
You nod. “I promise.”
He lines himself up with your entrance, pushing his hips forward. He misses the first time, sort of poking the head of his cock into the crease of your thigh, and you both chuckle awkwardly at the mishap. The second time, he gets closer, but his cock slides upward and between your folds, making your legs jerk in surprise.
“Sorry, sorry.”
“It’s okay.”
The third time, he succeeds, and the initial stretch of his head entering you makes your breath catch in your throat.
“Should I stay still for a sec? Let you adjust?”
You nod, and so he does.
“You can move now.”
Slowly, he rocks his hips forward, and you manage to take more of him. Without you asking, he waits again, letting you get used to the feeling.
Your nails dig into his back. “You can go, I’m good.”
“You sure?”
“Yes, Simon, I’m sure,” you reply.
“Alright, I’m just double-checking!”
He fucks you carefully, his own movements a bit robotic at first, but when you pull him close to lock your lips together once again, he falls into a rhythm, and your ass hurts from sitting on the stupid sink, but he feels so good, his hot breath tickling your neck as he fucks you.
“Oh, fuck,” he breathes. “I’m sorry, I’m already—”
“It’s fine, don’t apologize. You can come, just try to pull out,” you say.
He nods, and you can see him scrunching up his face, trying to gain some control and keep from cumming. It doesn’t make him last much longer, and he pulls out just in time, and you scoot to the side in a hurry, his come landing in the basin of the sink.
“Jesus Christ,” he breathes. “I’m sorry, I can try to finger you again, or something.”
You laugh. “Simon, it’s fine. Some dudes would have come just from seeing me in my underwear. It’s fine.”
He nods, and his forehead is slightly sweaty, hair sticking to it, and his cheeks are flushed.
“I feel bad if you die and I didn’t give you an orgasm,” he says.
“Well then let’s both try our hardest not to die, and you can give me one another time. Deal?”
He grins. “Deal.”
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apocalypticgargoyle · 3 years
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Gene... My baby mama... I need... More alt!dream... Whatever you got fr. I just need more I'm.. I love him (probs not as much as you) but I love him
You're in luck bc I'm running on rip fuel for him. [ALSO I WROTE THIS BEFORE EVERYONE DID THE TECHWEAR STUFF FOR HIM I'M SORRY. I'LL GET IT IN NEXT TIME. I PINKY SWEAR.]
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𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐃. ♘ 𝐚𝐥𝐭!𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 (𝟏𝟖+)
pairing: alt!Dreamwastaken x fm!reader
warnings: smut (18+), language, semi-public sex, light mentions of needles, domination
previous part ♘ fanart that i can't stop crying over
recommended listening: Hi Frequency by Vague002
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The bus swayed slightly, your grip on the cool bar tightening to keep you from knocking into Clay as it turned. The dark city outside the windows bustled with sparkling lights, catching your eye every few seconds. As more people filed into the cramped space, Clay grabbed your hand, looping your arms around his waist and smugly grinning as you fought not to blush. He brushed a strand of hair behind your ear. “Will this be your first time in a parlor?” He asked, voice low and raspy as he whispered to you, not wanting to disturb the other members of society who just wanted to get home after a long day of work.
You nodded your head, making him chuckle. You knew it would be a different experience, mainly because it was taking place during the tattoo shops “after hours,” which Clay had only briefly explained the benefits of attending. “What are you getting done again?” You asked, moving so your hands were holding onto his arm instead, fingers brushing against the exposed skin peeking from beneath the cut-up shirt under his dark jacket.
He shrugged. “I couldn’t decide. Why don’t you pick?” He joshed, smirking at the way your eyebrows raised.
“I don’t want to be responsible for a mark on you,” you murmured, making him snort.
He hooked his fingers into the neckline of his shirt, stretching it down enough to reveal the litter of hickeys peppering his skin that you had left the night before. Your eyes widened as you swatted away his hand, looking around carefully in hopes that no one had seen them. He looped an arm around your shoulders, loving the fact that you were so worried about the crowd when all he wanted to do was fluster you.
He pressed his lips to your cheek, the warmth of his body encompassing you. “I love it when you get all blushy,” he teased. “Seriously though, you should pick. I won’t look at it if I don’t like it,” he snarked.
You groaned lightly. “Clay, come on.” He brushed his lips against yours.
“I trust you, sweetheart,” he cooed almost mockingly, his nose moving to press into your hair.
You chewed on the inside of your cheek, trying your best to remember what was already on his body. You thought about the impending reality that whenever he saw the new tattoo, his mind would linger on you, and for some reason, heat traveled to your ears at that thought. “Um… what about a bird?” You asked, voice uneasy as if on eggshells.
His face twisted into a pleased smile. “A bird?” He repeated. You shrugged beneath his arm, making him chuckle. “I like that. George likes doing bird tattoos too, so you might just make his night,” he added, his praise and approval making your stomach fill with confidence. He pulled you closer, his lips brushing against your shoulder. Your mind began to forget what the two of you probably looked like to the other people as his scent invaded your senses. “Will you hold my hand while I’m in the chair?” He joked.
You scoffed. “Are you gonna cry?” You teased, making him chuckle.
“No, I’m just clingy,” he answered without skipping a beat. Your grin was hidden in the soft corduroy of his jacket.
The tattoo parlor was nothing like you had expected. The door was locked behind you after a bouncer let the two of you in, the man leading you two up a staircase and into a dimly lit room. The sound of heavy metal music and the buzz of tattoo guns swirled together, echoing off the dark brick walls. You slipped your hand into Clay’s as he talked to the receptionist, your eyes attempting to focus on one detail instead of letting the atmosphere overwhelm you.
The thick layer of smoke above your heads made you scoff, realizing it was coming from the opposite corner of the shop, a hookah lamp sitting on a coffee table like an outstretched octopus. The people around it seemed to be discussing something rather intense, their haircuts sharp and defining almost as if they stepped out of some kind of alternative fashion magazine. There were three tattoo artists, each with a white lamp focusing on their work as they carried on to the beat of the music.
Clay’s description of the place flashed into your mind, making you realize just how off the cards the parlor actually was. Clay took a toothpick from the receptionist’s desk, taking it between his white teeth before being waved down by a shorter man with dark hair across the floor. You followed closely behind him as Clay greeted the man; you quickly realizing that this was the famous George.
As Clay shrugged out of his jacket, George pulled out a binder, standing beside you as he flipped to a page with scattered drawings of different flight poses of birds. Your eyes drifted away from the page as Clay’s arms came into view. His old t-shirt with the sleeves ripped off was doing wonders for his biceps. Before you knew it, the two of you agreed on a mix of a few designs resembling a crow and Clay was laying on his back with his hand tucked behind his head. The spot he was filling was in the dead center of the flesh of his upper arm; a spot that George had grumbled about being awkward to reach, especially on someone as large as Clay.
You watched closely with curious eyes as George began to tattoo the design on Clay’s arm. Clay’s other hand was wrapped around the back of your elbow as you leaned on the chair at Clay’s side. His finger pads drew circles into your skin as you asked George about how he got into tattooing, making small talk here and there.
You liked George, mainly because he was quiet until he conjured up some kind of relentless backhanded comment. His tattoos revolved around a giant tree stretching from his back and down his arms. You wondered how long he had to sit for it and what the healing process was like. As he worked, his teeth played at his snake bite piercings, his dark eyes focused intently on the work in front of him.
Clay switched his toothpick to the other side of his mouth, his hand tightening around your arm with a small groan as George reached a sensitive spot. “Don’t be such a pussy,” he grumbled, continuing his work. He stopped, cleaning off some of the sprayed ink and filling a new cap with grey. “You have any work, pretty girl?” He asked you, voice low and charming.
You shook your head, earning a small tsk from him. “This is the closest she’s been to a tattoo gun,” Clay prided, making George sarcastically raise his eyes.
“A total virgin, huh?” He joked, winking at you. “Dream’s not corrupting you, is he?”
You chewed the inside of your cheek trying not to blush. “I’m trying,” Clay leered, smirking at you with his smug ego hinting at his lips.
George bit back a laugh. “Don’t get horny in my chair,” he muttered, eyes trained on the lines he was scaring into Clay. “Speaking of, I heard you got busted up by Punz, and by the looks of it… seems right,” he commented, gesturing to Clay’s eye that seemed to have started fading finally.
Clay let out a dry laugh. “His ribs are still healing,” you added, making George smirk with a shake of his head.
“You know what all that’s about right?” George asked you, taking his foot off the pedal to grab more paper towels from his desk. You looked up at Clay whose jaw tense as he chewed on the toothpick. After you shook your head, George continued. “Punz’s sister is stupidly in love with Dream,” he plopped back in his seat, swiveling his chair, and drawing a hand through his locks, revealing the bleached undersection. You had the fleeting mental image of him tying his hair back to reveal it.
He pulled on a new glove. “Madly in love, huh?” You pried, twisting your chair closer to Clay’s shoulder. Clay rolled his eyes at the fact as if he had been bugged about it for years. “You didn’t tell me you had a girlfriend, Clay,” you teased, and he looked up at you with a tired expression, making you bite back a giggle.
After George finished, you followed Clay through the door, breathing in the fresh air; or as fresh as it could be in the midst of the city’s industrial square. Clay’s fingers knitted together with yours as he led you down an alleyway, flicking aside the toothpick. You chewed on your lip in anticipation before he pinned you against one of the walls. His devious grin sent shivers down your spine as you looked up at him.
You swallowed. “Shouldn’t you take it easy? Let your arm heal a bit?” You asked, voice coming out in a soft whisper as his lips pressed against your neck. “Won’t it hurt a bit with your ribs, too?” Your heart hammered in your chest at the fact that someone could turn the corner and catch the two of you.
He chuckled against your skin, slipping his hands beneath your skirt to grip your ass. “I like the pain,” he mused, tongue grazing against your skin as he pulled your hips against his. He kissed you hungrily as if not being able to press his body against yours for that hour was too much for him. His hand dropped to wrap around the back of your knee, moving his own leg to prop your thigh up against his hip as your hands dug into his hair.
The friction from his jeans made you moan into his mouth as his hand moved beneath your shirt, fingers fitting beneath your bra to palm your breast. He mumbled praises against your lips at how good you made him feel and how beautiful you were.
He turned you, your hands planting against the coarse brick as he ground his hips against you. You bit your lip, trying not to be loud enough to draw attention to the two of you, which seemed to be the last thing on Clay’s mind as you heard him unbuckle his belt behind you. You could practically picture his cocky grin, controlling eyes set as his hand gripped onto your hips, shoving your underwear to the side. “You were so much fun to show off tonight,” he chided darkly, lips brushing against your shoulder. “Such a good girl.”
As he pushed into you, one of his hands moved to knot into your hair. He moaned at the feeling of you clenching around him, tugging on your hair as he pulled your hips back against his. A low grunt tumbled from his lips as he set his rhythm, basking in the fact that you were secretly ready for him to ruin you as soon as you stepped into the parlor.
His fingers moved to wrap around your neck, the thought of his tattooed hand tightening around your pristine skin sent shivers through your body and heat flushing your cheeks, the tension in your body tightening. As he pressed you closer against the wall, you thought about the power he had over you; his height and build would make it easy for him to break you if he wanted, yet even as he pounded into you like he wanted you to forget your own name, the restraint he showed was enough to send you over the edge if you let yourself divulge in the thought.
Clay pulled out of you, only to turn you, your shoulders hitting the wall again with a soft thump as he hoisted you up ever so slightly, thrusting up into you as his hand dig into your thigh, the other resting against the brick beside your head. Your arms looped beneath his jacket, raking down his skin as you held onto him.
He groaned as your thighs tightened around him, making his hips stutter as if he were trying not to let himself finish too early. He dug is face into the crook of your neck, burying his teeth in your neck to stifle his grunts of your name. Your head tilted back against the brick, hand moving to tighten around the wrist that was beside your head for some kind of anchor.
His hand wrapped around your waist, driving himself deeper into you, brushing the part of you that needed him the most. You moaned, carding your fingers into his hair as he pressed his lips to yours roughly, wanting to taste your pleasure as it washed over you from his movements.
You tugged on his hair, making his cock throb inside of you, him finishing inside you with a low groan, his hips snapping against yours to stimulate a reaction from you. The feeling of his sloppy pleasure as his movements lost their rhythm sent your hips grinding against his, his teeth marking your shoulders as a reminder of his work on you.
Your toes curled, finally reaching your orgasm as he murmured dirty expressions of him ruining your pretty clothes against the wall. As he pulled out of you, your knees felt weak, threatening to buckle beneath you. You tried not to give off how much he had trashed you, but the warmth snaking down your thighs and your bliss-ridden mind proved otherwise.
Long story short, the bus ride home was rather interesting.
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gustingirl · 2 years
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gvf headcanon | skinny dipping
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request: What about a headcanon of skinny dipping with each of them.... Doesn't have to be any sort of graphic or sexual just an idea. Maybe while camping or something.
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josh.
i actually adore the idea of skinny dipping with josh. like i imagine it being so cute and fluffy more than sexual. i don’t know, i see it being like a spontaneous idea that you never thought of doing but only agreed on it because josh started without you. and he would be hugging you under the water, keeping you close, but also staying alert like asking questions about your wellbeing, if something is bothering you or you’re cold. but imagine that as soon as you decide to leave the water, josh leaves first so he can grab a towel to embrace you with so you don’t catch a cold.
you were thankful that the guys decided to leave you two alone at the last minute. it was initially josh’s idea, anyways, and you were obviously the first guest. it was going to be a quick trip to a lake and a cabin, and though you appreciated the group’s bond, you did want to spend some time alone with your boyfriend. despite not saying a word, the others understood the message and allowed you and josh to travel alone. unfortunately, josh had even worse ideas than visiting a cabin in the middle of summer; he also had the amazing idea of arriving on foot. by the time your two bodies were near the lake, they were completely covered in sweat. it was the hottest day of the month and your body was feeling even hotter. you could barely move your legs and you could see josh struggling as much as you were. as you watched him take off his shirt to lose some of that heat, you cursed at the fact that you couldn’t do it as freely. however, he didn’t stop stripping down, and you then realized he was walking towards the lake.
“joshy? where are you going?” you asked as you tried following
“i need to cool down my body, babe. wanna join me?” as he turned around to face you, you contemplated the proposal; skinny dipping to welcome the summer.
with a big smile, you copied his movements from earlier, releasing yourself from the soaked clothes and letting the summer breeze embrace your body. after hearing josh giggle, you caught him jumping into the lake, a loud gasp full of satisfaction and relief left his mouth. eager to feel the same, you followed his movements, falling right beside him. as soon as you went back to the surface, a pair of arms hugged you, your body attaching itself to josh’s. his face was as close as it could be, and you felt your body hair rise up under his stare. he had never looked so beautiful before, his eyes shining brightly as he looked forward to a warm weekend with his lover.
sam.
in sam’s case, i imagine it coming up from a bet. like, i always sam gives me off the idea of being someone quite fun to be with, like he can find the joke and the laughter in anything he sees and lives. i feel sam would see a water body, maybe slightly drunk, and his first thought would be to bet with you. it’s like a fun experience he had never lived and would want to do it first with you.
a cute scenario i imagine is like this: you had been walking for a couple of minutes, having left the bar a while ago, with your arm linked to sam’s. the river by your side was calm and reflecting the beautiful starry night above you. the weather was just so perfect, not too cold nor too warm, and the alcohol in your body was keeping you up and happy, as you remembered having some drinks with your boyfriend and his brothers. at some point of the night, sam apparently got too tired of his own blood and decided to drag you out of the bar with him, promising you that he was going to find something more fun to do. it had been almost an hour since that promise and you were getting a bit more bored with each second passed. after listening to sam sharing an anecdote he forgot you already knew about, a nice silence took over as your boyfriend stared at the river by his side.
“i dare you to swim naked” he suddenly spit, making you look up to him
“excuse me?” you had heard him perfectly, but you needed to be sure he was not messing with you
“what is it….pussy?” he was all giggles as he dared you to skinny dip.
you imagined he was never going to shut up about it, and so, to prove your bravery, you stripped down right in front of him and proceeded to jump carelessly into the river. from inside the water, you showed him your middle finger, pronouncing your victory but soon screaming as you had barely noticed when sam took his clothes off and jumped with you. right after his face went back to the surface, a fun but dangerous water fight took place, one that you knew would turn into a tickling fight. however, if there was something you could be sure of is that you now had a new, fantastic drunk anecdote to share.
danny.
it would be so romantic omg, like i totally imagine danny proposing the idea to have like a memory with you. i see him planning it all along, like he had noticed or heard of friends who skinny dipped with their partners before and he had just been dying to do it with you. it would only be an idea after corroborating you were into it too, and so i see him planning a whole afternoon so he can pop up the idea and live that adventure with you.
picnics were never your favorite deal. i mean, you loved having something to eat with your partner or, better said, you just loved doing anything with danny. your relationship had been a total fairytale since the day you had met and it just continued getting better as time passed by. now, you had a whole zoo inside your body every time danny touched you, looked at you or even breathed your way. however, picnics were always a mess to organize and do, and so you hesitated when danny brought up the idea. you only agreed on it after a lot of convincing, especially after hearing him say he would do all the organization. a few days after the proposal, you found yourself sitting in front of a tiny lake with danny, a blanket on the grass and lots of different plates around you. he had truly planned it all out, even baking some things for you, your favorite dishes and desserts. it had been hours of picking some foods and chatting, stopping from time to time to kiss passionately. what you had thought was going to be a messy date turned into a beautiful one you were sure you were going to treasure forever. when danny popped the question, you were surprised.
“skinny dipping?” you inquired as you raised an eyebrow
“yeah! i think it could be sweet. i mean, we’re alone anyways” you looked around with danny, confirming his statement.
“ok! let’s do it” you smiled shyly, laughing at danny’s excitement as he quickly got undressed
as you copied him, danny took the time to enter the water, checking the temperature and waiting for you to join him. you entered as slowly as he did, letting your body temperature adapt to the cold water. you swam quickly towards danny who caught you instantly. you stayed in his arms, hugging his neck with yours. for minutes, you stayed in silence while staring into each others’ eyes, feeling every single love cell in your bodies.
jake.
i gotta admit that it would be a bit erotic with jake. i just feel this man is pure devotion for his partner, and he would find you swimming naked in the water as a real life masterpiece, a work of art. when i mean erotic i don’t mean sex in the water right there, i mean more like he would find the whole experience as pleasing as making love, if you follow me.
this is what i imagine: if there was something you loved about the beach was the privacy. not any beach, obviously. this specific beach in a corner of the world was your most precious place. you had discovered it with your ex boyfriend a few years ago as you two were looking for intimacy to do whatever you two chose to. now, in the present, that boyfriend was long gone and soon your heart had found its true lover: jake kiszka. it didn’t matter how you two met, what mattered is that your love life felt like a whole romantic book, one written with the best selected words. jake by your side implied happiness, in any shape, form, color or state. however, his life was not one easy to carry, and you knew he longed for some silence and privacy. the memory of that beach came to mind instantly and you took jake with you as soon as he had free time. you could tell how happy he was with time for himself and nobody else but you by his side. you woke up one afternoon at the little house on the beach, your body being embraced by jake’s arms. however, his body was relaxed as he was sleeping. you two had taken a nap a few hours ago and the sound of seagulls talking woke you up. you stretched out as you walked out of the house, letting the sound of waves crushing invade your ears. something made you strip down, after you ensured you were alone at the beach. in that same silence, you walked into the ocean, fighting the cold sensation running through your body. in that state of yours you never noticed jake had woken up right after you abandoned the house and watched as you took your clothes off and entered the water body. it was only when you turned around that you noticed his presence, though now jake was naked too.
“what are you doing?” you questioned as you allowed jake to hug you from the front
“you looked like an angel entering heaven and i needed to meet god” his words sounded like the sweetest lyric, the ocean around you becoming a perfect melody
“fuck, you’re gonna kill me some day” you were blushing hard, not knowing how to reply to his comment.
jake didn’t say a word; instead, he remained in silence as he stared at you, watching how the sunset was painting your skin, the golden hour making you look like a real life mermaid. the moment was unexplainable, but the feelings were real; life with jake kiszka was truly a surreal experience.
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Chaotically Unchaotic
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harry lewis x fem!reader
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A tight, skimpy dress, dangerously high heels and more liquor than sense? Definitely sounds like a Sidemen night out.
You, Talia, Gee and Freya had walked into the club at least half an hour after the guys had told you to meet them there, if not later. What? Its not your fault that your eyelash just wouldn't stick in the corner and that one piece of Gee’s hair just wouldn’t hold its curl right. 
The guys were all congregated in or around a booth in a cordoned off section just behind the bar, because of course JJ had set something somewhat private up for the first big night out in what felt like years. You saw one of them lean over to the man in front of the velvety rope and point towards the four of you, presumably to make sure you were let through. And, as soon as you approached, he unhooked the rope and let you step through, each of you smiling and mouthing a small thank you to the man.
“It took you all long enough!”, Vik laughed loudly as you dispersed to mingle amongst the group. It earned him a half-hearted swat to the chest from Talia, resulting in Vik acting like he’d just tried to firm a punch from JJ.
You walked straight over to where Harry was sitting, sliding an arm over his shoulder and leaning down to drop a soft kiss to his cheek. “I’ve missed you, stranger”, you whispered, angling yourself to catch a quick peck on the lips.
“I hope you don’t treat all strangers this way”, he teased, shifting slightly so you could perch yourself on his lap. “I’d be very jealous, just saying”.
“Only the prettiest ones”, you replied, batting your eyelashes at him until he caved and let out that beautiful laugh of his. “I really have missed you, though”, you told him honestly, reaching forward to grab the cocktail that he’d bought you before you’d even arrived.
“I’ve missed you, too”, Harry said, resting his chin on the bare skin of your shoulder. “I was thinking maybe we don’t stay out all night, get home at a somewhat decent time, grab a pizza, watch some Blue Planet or something?”, he suggested, hand snaking round your waist to hold your thigh.
“Boggo and Y/N going home early!?”, Ethan asked incredulously from beside Harry. “That’s the most un-you thing I’ve ever heard!”, he snorted.
“Just because we have a little fun after a drink or three”, you scoffed, flicking your hand dismissively in Ethan’s direction.
“You and Harry are worse than Ethan and Harry, and that’s really saying something”, Simon laughed from the other side of the booth, everyone laughing and nodding along in agreement with him.
So, you and Harry had a small history of causing chaos on a night out. There were enough pictures of the two of you proudly posing with road signs you’d managed to dismantle or traffic cones you’d ran down the street with, and thats before you even delve into the album of videos of the two of you managing to create havoc just by walking home at 3am. Don’t even get Tobi started on how he found you and Harry in the middle of the road after one too many cocktails on a group get-away to who knows where, God knows when.
“They’re just jealous, imagine Talia and Simon running off to nab a traffic cone”, you snort, giggling as Talia lovingly rolls her eyes at you for what could be the hundredth time that night.
Harry started laughing before he’d even opened his mouth to speak. “Sorry, but just imagine Freya and Josh doing something like that”, he wheezed, causing both you and Ethan to join him in the hysterics.
It wasn’t long before people started trickling over to the bar and then to the dance floor. “C’mon. Let’s get a drink and dance!”, you urged Harry, as if it would take any convincing to get him to dance with you. You took his hand as he led you to the bar, paying for your drinks as you stayed safely nestled against his side, under his arm.
“Here you are, beautiful”, Harry smiled, handing you the cocktail glass. You thanked him with a kiss to the scruff on the underside of his jaw, followed by a soft nuzzle to the same spot with you nose. “What?”, he chuckled, nervousness clear in his voice as he reached up to scratch that one spot on his chest.
“Nothing”, you sighed happily, “I just like this stubbly stuff you’ve grown, it’s a good look on you”, you hummed into the skin of his jawbone. You felt Harry’s arm pull you even closer and his hand slip just a little lower, fingers brushing where your dress had slightly ruched over your bum. “Come dance with me”, you begged, hand wrapping around two of his fingers to tug, almost like an incessant child.
Harry downed the rest of his drink, which shouldn't have been half as attractive as it was, before following your lead to the dance floor. Before you’d even found a spot, you’d seen more than half of your friends dancing amongst the crowd, either with each other or a stranger they’d found on the dance floor. You heard Harry shout something over to Ethan who, once you’d glanced over to see, was all over a beautiful girl in a skin tight dress.
You felt the music just as much as you heard it, heavy bass resonating through your chest as Harry wrapped his arms around your waist and let his forehead drop forward to your shoulder, pressing a kiss there for good measure. With the drinks from Talia’s and the few from the bar working their way through your veins, you couldn't help but relish in every part of Harry that made contact with you. Tight hands on your hips, occasionally roaming up to your waist, head on your shoulder, chest pressed completely to your back... It was heaven.
You turned in his arms, grinning at him as his hands rested on your bum cheeks, squeezing tightly, even if just for a moment. Your arms came up and over his shoulders, one hand tangling into the messy pile of dirty blond hair that was just so Harry it almost hurt, the other holding onto his jaw as you reached up to kiss him properly for the first time that night.
His hand on your lower back pulled you impossibly closer, like he was scared you’d slip away as soon as his lips left yours. “I’ve missed you”, he whispered hotly into your mouth. You knew he was only being this confident because of the alcohol, you could taste it in his words and his kisses. He kissed you again, one hand moving up from your waist to hold your face, fingers slipping past your ear and into your hair to anchor you to him.
“Excuse me, we are in public!”, you heard Freya laugh near you. Harry groaned into your mouth, dropping his head between the two of you briefly before looking up to Freya and Josh. “Honestly, Y/N, if you aren’t running off with traffic equipment, you’re sucking face with baby Boggo on the dance floor!”, she chastised you with a grin.
“Excuse me, Miss Nightingale! I’m younger than Harry!”, you laughed, letting your head drop forward onto the front of Harry’s shoulder. “Do you want another drink?”, you asked him, already taking his hand to guide him back to the bar and the booth.
Maybe 2 hours and several drinks later, everyone was talking about moving onto somewhere else, as the crowd had significantly died down and last orders were about to be called. “Do you wanna?”, you asked Harry quietly.
“Not really, just wanna cuddle you”, he pouted, holding you tightly around the middle. “Me and Y/N are gonna take off if you guys are heading out”, Harry said over the group, earning a few funny looks from his friends. The both of you shrugged it off with a laugh as you got to saying your goodbye’s to everyone, dropping kisses onto the girls’ cheeks.
Harry led the two of you out of the club, arm wrapped protectively around you as lads with the same idea as the rest of your friends eyed you up. Once you were outside, he pulled out his phone. “Don’t bother, we’re like 5 minutes from yours, we’ll just walk”, you told him, wandering over to a wall to take your shoes off.
“Are you sure?”, Harry asked, clearly sobering up just a little in the fresh air.
“Positive”, you smiled brightly at him, holding your shoes in one hand and reaching out for his hand with the other.
You and Harry walked back to his apartment building with your hands swinging between the two of you. He told you about how the move into the new apartment had gone, and how he was missing Lux, and what he’d packed on FIFA the night before. You told him about your stream, and the new video you were working on to upload to your main channel, and the stupid content you’d found on your Reddit for a second channel video.
Harry opened the door to the apartment and you walked through to his room, dropping your shoes and already making to take your make up off. “Are you gonna join me for a shower?”, you asked him as you un-styled your hair. He nodded, toeing his shoes off and coming over to help you unzip your dress.
He washed your hair for you, careful not to make too many knots and he scrubbed the shampoo into your scalp. As you let the conditioner sit, you swapped positions and washed his hair, giggling as he moaned at your fingers running through his hair. He rinsed your hair, almost causing the both of you to fall as he leaned over to press a kiss to your lips, leaving you both a giggling mess in his shower. Harry picked up a cloth, holding one side of your head to keep his hand steady, and removed the tracks of make up that you’d missed and had melted off in the heat of the shower.
“Thank you”, you murmured, blushing when he replied with a kiss to the tip of your nose.
Harry bundled you up in a towel and attempted to wrap your hair into ‘the magic hair towel-ly thingy’, as he called it. You were still laughing at him as you made your way into the bedroom once you’d righted the towel on your head. “You sort yourself out and I’ll go order pizza? The normal, right?”, Harry suggested, already pulling some shorts on. You nodded, kissing him as you walked past to what had been your side of the bed for as long as you could remember.
As Harry ordered food, you towel dried your hair and tied it up, pulled on some underwear and slipped one of Harry’s shirts over your head. You couldn't help but smile as you got a whiff of freshly showered Harry from his top, clearly having only worn it this morning before getting ready to go out. That, mixed with the detergent that Harry religiously bought and the soft smell of what could only be described as ‘sleepy Harry’, made you feel right at home in a matter of seconds.
You could hear Harry talking to Cal as you walked out into the living room. “Hey, Cal”, you smiled, walking over to kitchen to make yourself a cup of tea. “Anyone want tea?”, you asked happily, turning around with your mug in your hand. “Harry? You okay?”.
Harry seemed frozen in place, eyes locked onto you. Worry filled you instantly. Had you done something wrong? “You just look really beautiful”, Harry smiled from the sofa, blushing when Cal scoffed and gagged, leaving the living room.
After pizza and a few episodes of Blue Planet in bed, you and Harry called it a night, knowing fine well that your friends probably weren’t even home yet. “I’m glad we left early”, you whispered into the small space between yours and Harry’s faces.
“Me too”, he sighed, and even though you couldn't see his smile in the dark of his room, you could hear it dancing over each of his words. “It was nice to just spend some time with you, I’ve missed you the last few days”, he murmured.
“I’ve missed you, too”, you said into the darkness, the two of you shuffling around so you could lay against his chest. “This is better than stealing a traffic cone, though”, you smiled against his bare skin.
And if you awoke the next day to the group chat filled with pictures of traffic cones that you and Harry could’ve run off with and Ethan complaining that the two of you were so chaotically unchaotic that it hurt his head more than his hangover did, well...
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Bliss
{Author Commentary: this is an extension on this request. All parts included here, no need to read that first. This is pure self-indulgent Josh fluff.}
Summary: Neighbor Josh offers you haven from the rain after you’re locked out of your apartment
Word Count: 2.1K
“Of-fucking-course this would happen today.” You triple-checked all your pockets, and every compartment of your bag again, despite knowing your keys were nowhere to be found. And if the rain gradually increasing around you hadn’t been bad enough, your uber had already driven off. Not that you really wanted to go anywhere right now. You just wanted to be home. You slammed your hands on your apartment door out of pure frustration. ‘So close, and yet so far…’  you heard the door of the next apartment opening. ‘Oh god, like this couldn’t get any worse.’ Your next-door neighbor; the ever-sarcastic, flashy smile toting, Josh was looking out his door at you, smirking slightly. “Doing some rain drumming? I think it's too late…” you bit your lip, not really in the position to say something mocking at the moment. ”...I lost my keys.” If you weren’t mistaken, his smile perked up a little more. “Won’t you come in, then? Unless you're enjoying getting drenched as much as I’m enjoying watching it…” Your face flushed slightly. No matter how frequent his flirtiness was, you only experienced it in passing, and it always threw you a little.
Not having the energy to come up with a response you just nodded and began trudging over to his doorway. He stepped out,  holding the door for you before stepping into the small foyer with you. You didn’t venture further, since you were still dripping. He let out a short, fittingly nasally, laugh, gently cupping your elbows as he sidled by you, into the apartment. “You’re soaked. let me grab you a towel.” “Thanks” you sighed, hanging your coat and bag on the hooks by the door. His apartment was warm and had an herbal, sweet-spicy smell -probably incense. You smiled, endeared, as you saw a Buddhist hand statue on his entrance hall table. He’d returned, handing you a gold-yellow towel. You rang out your hair, and patted yourself down, leaving your soaked shoes by the door as you contemplated what to do about your situation. Josh was leaning against the wall, seeming to follow your mental journey through your facial expressions. “The landlord doesn’t usually reply after 7, that bastard…” his voice, as usual, full of mirth. You chuckled tiredly. “I know we haven’t talked much, but if you’re comfortable, you’re welcome to stay. You can borrow something dry to sleep in.” That was certainly tempting, as much as you hated accepting favors. You considered your options, which were very few. You’d only moved here about a month ago, and hadn’t really had time to form any close connections you could call in a situation like this. “That would be really helpful… any chance I could overstep a bit further and use your shower?” You’d become increasingly aware of the sensation of your cold wet hair, clinging to your skin.  Josh nodded, beckoning you in with a slight smirk. “Yeah, I think I could spare the water.” 
He showed you to the shower, fetching a clean towel. "You're free to use whatever products you want. Get yourself warmed up, I'll find something comfortable for you to slip into afterward." The accidental(?) euphemistic connotations of his words went unacknowledged by him as he simply smiled at you, leaving the bathroom and closing the door after himself. You couldn't help but laugh a bit. 'He's an odd one…' you turned on the shower, letting it steam up the bathroom as you stripped off your damp clothes. 'God there's nothing more relieving' you stepped into the warm stream of water, letting it rush through your cold hair before looking around at the products. Some natural brand curly hair formula shampoo… you popped it open to a delicious unisex coconut & sandalwood aroma. 'So this is what Josh smells like… or, his hair at least.' You worked it through your hair, followed by the accompanying conditioner. You took your time with a cocoa butter body wash that left your skin feeling amazing. It all felt so indulgent, the whole situation. Enjoyable almost to the point of guilt. You'd gone from neighborly acquaintances to showering at his place in the span of… you couldn't even say 'a day', in reality, it was probably closer to half an hour. Once you'd rinsed it all off you turned off the water. After drying yourself you lightly finger-combed your hair, not being too concerned about it.
You heard a soft rapping on the door "I left you a shirt and some pants on my dresser, my rooms just to the right of the bathroom, you can change in there, I'll be in the kitchen." His footsteps promptly receded, to the left down the hall towards the kitchen and living room you passed on your way in. After wrapping the towel around yourself you stepped briskly from the bathroom to the adjacent door, closing it behind you. The room was softly lit by two lamps, the bedding was a comfortably lived-in looking linen set in faded charcoal grey. A mustard yellow notebook sat on the bedside table, a pen sticking out from the middle of it, holding a page. You turned to the dresser, an overly large plain t-shirt, some boxer briefs, and a pair of faded, blue plaid pajama pants were stacked on top, accompanying some framed photos; a middle-aged couple with full cheery smiles, Josh with a group of people, and one with him and a guy about his height with strikingly similar eyes… and some various mountains, deserts, and forests. You folded your damp clothes before pulling on the boxers and the t-shirt. It hung well past them so you opted to forgo the long pants, knowing the apartment was rather warm already. A knock at the door made you jump "no hurry, I'm making some tea, do you want any?" "Uh- yeah." It took you a moment to find your voice. "Yeah, that would be lovely, thank you." You opened the door to see him leaning against the opposite wall "I'm all done actually, -thank you, again." His eyes registered his shirt you'd donned, then your legs before meeting your eyes and flashing a smile. "...of course. Anytime."
You trailed him to the kitchen accepting the mug he handed you "it's Moroccan Mint" he stated, sliding a bottle of honey across the counter towards you. "Can be a bit bitter if you're not used to it." You accepted it, adding some to your cup before taking a sip "Mmm" you couldn't help the slight curl of your toes at the familiar bliss of warm tea. You'd be doing something very similar, had you been home, the familiarity truly made you feel relaxed. "I was going to watch TV for a bit, if you want. Unless you're ready to crash on the couch right now." "Sounds perfect."
He'd set out a folded quilt, and an extra pillow next to the couch that faced the tv in the living room. You both settled in with your mugs as he grabbed the remote "now, you're not allowed to judge me for this- it's just a good way to wind down the day." he joked, clicking on a saved title on Netflix. It was some deep-sea nature doc, narrated by a soft-spoken older British man. You couldn't resist a giggle, though somehow it didn't surprise you at all. If anything it was fitting. The stress of your day must have caught up with you, you didn't even remember setting your tea on the table next to you. You were woken up by a shifting under you. You'd ended up leaning into Josh's side when you'd nodded off. "Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you, I'm gonna head to bed…" "Yeah," you nodded along, still half asleep "Yeah, we should… I mean-" you rubbed your eye, adjusting to the dark room since the tv had been turned off. "You should. Yeah, go to bed…" "I mean… you could crash in the bed -if you want" "That would be nice" you nodded before your head returned to his shoulder, sleep starting to overtake you again. You heard Josh laugh softly before a pair of arms gently scooped you up. Your arms instinctively wrapped around his neck as he carried you down the hall. He placed you gently on one side of the bed, pulling the comforter back and draping it over you. Your eyes were already closed as you nestled in. You vaguely heard him step away, some shuffling around near his dresser, then the other side of the bed dipped slightly as he got in, reaching to turn off the last lamp before settling in. Though you felt a distant warmth from the other half of the bed, your previous contact didn't resume. He sighed, his head turning to check on you one last time before he rolled over and assumably went to sleep.
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When you woke you felt like you'd found a perfect body pillow. One of your legs and its corresponding arm were hooked around a warm mass. Your face was tucked into what would turn out to be the back of Josh's neck. As your brain started to put your position & location together you also realized Josh's arm was draped over yours, his hand delicately holding your wrist, keeping your hand against his chest. You giggled to yourself at this predicament, muffling it in Josh's shoulder. He emitted a soft "Mmh", stretching his neck, tipping his head back, extending the length of exposed skin right next to your face 'oh god, he's so pretty…' You didn't want to disturb him, but you couldn't let the current position stand without letting Josh know. You pat his chest gently, before splaying your fingers across it. "...Josh..." You said softly, hovering over his ear. His face contorted slightly before he opened one of his eyes, a smile flooding his face as he registered yours. "Was-up? ...D'you need to go?" He sounded almost disappointed at the mention of you leaving. You suppressed a smirk as his eyes fluttered closed again. "No, not immediately…" Well, he certainly wasn't upset about the two of you seemingly migrating together during the night. "Wonderful" he stretched slowly, shifting to lie on his back with his hands behind his head, and look up at you, keeping your legs intertwined "Well, till then, I'm at your disposal" his ever-confident smile accompanied rosy cheeks and his slowly fluttering eyes. 
"Hmm..." Your fingers still resting on his chest drummed softly as you considered. His eyes had closed again, but you knew he wasn’t sleeping. You leaned in, noticing his breath pause when he sensed your proximity. You tapped the side of his nose with yours but didn’t let your lips touch, yet. “So... does this room come with breakfast?” a smile split his face, followed by a genuine, surprisingly high-pitched giggle. “Ahahahhaa, uh, yeah,” you’d giggled along with him, how could you not- it was possibly the most contagious laugh you’d heard. You rested your forehead on his. His arms had found themselves resting around your waist at some point. “Good. Good…” you were trying disastrously to put on a straight face despite still giggling “one more question.” “Mmhm?”  he attempted to nod awkwardly, you were literally face-to-face. Your hand trailed the side of his face, your eyes locked in a suddenly quiet, calm moment. You were breathing each other's air, and practically staring into each other's souls. 'This is so wild… what are we doing?' Your other question, which you'd yet to voice was answered as Josh tilted his head, filling the minuscule distance it took to bring his lips to yours. Your eyes closed. Bliss. That was the feeling currently flowing through you. 'How had all this come from losing a key? And how long would it have been before anything happened between you if the circumstances hadn't aligned?'  Your hands both held his face, holding the kiss before finally parting to exhale. You felt him smile against your lips, making you giggle in pure joy. He connected your lips again, his hand cradling the back of your head gently as he rolled you over. Your hands trailed down from his face, taking your time to appreciate every new feature. His shoulders were firm and defined, his chest was warm and smooth. Your thumbs slowly drew over his nipples, eliciting a small sound from him, amid your continuous kissing. You mentally noted it, but you had other things on your mind at the moment. You reached up, sinking your hands into his hair. You'd been thinking about it since you first laid eyes on him. His curls were so inviting, and yet somehow felt forbidden. Most people with curly hair were particular about it getting messed with after all. But Josh seemed to have no qualms with your decision at that moment. He placed a few more brief kisses against your lips before pulling away. “What do you want for breakfast?”
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