#idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere

[stillcominback]

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#you ever just not feel great ??? #ugh seriously i feel like i haven't had a break in months #( mostly work just fully draining my life-force ) #but this week especially i feel so much more anxious and unlike myself like more than usual??? #it's in that: i annoy everyone i talk to stage #which i KNOW isn't true i know it's my brain telling lies but MAN #not feeling my best!!! #BUT #it just makes me wanna tell you all how much i love and appreciate you tbh #really like most of you have been my friends (and mutuals) for SUCH a long time #and whether we talk all the time or once in a blue moon like i hope you know every bit of that really makes me so happy #you're all so great and talented and i'm just glad to have you all here! #i do have a vacation planned (finally) going to toronto for the first time at the end of the month!! #here's hoping that'll help my mental health with a fun REAL break #but really just in my emotions and wanted to throw love at folks / you all #just know that if you're going through it?? you're not alone and we're gonna get through this! 💖💖💖 #idk skdjfasdf i just needed to get this off my brain and written down somewhere #00. // OUT OF AMMO ( OOC POST. )