#idk man i know it's body dysmorphic disorder. i know.
soon I'll come around
Lost and never found
ajax, stuck in foul legacy form the rest of his life, now older
body image mention in the readmore lol
y’all i can’t tell you how fucking validating this was to draw and finally clean up and color...
bscly my entire family has an eating or body dysmorphic disorder and i thought i got off scott free for the longest time but uh, one time my dad made a comment on my weight when he was visiting me after i moved out, then i had a doctor obsess over my weight to the point of ignoring the other issues that were actually pressing that i wanted to look into (u know, like being unable to fucking breathe well and being fatigued more than is apparently normal, since i was a twig of a child) and all that kind of messed me up really bad
and writing/drawing ajax as fat in the hellspawn fic and dealing with a lot of the same health problems i am, post permanent abyss beast transformation has done more to help me be ok with my weight and see myself as attractive than fucking anything else i’ve tried LOL
hyperfixation is a weird thing y’all
idk man. i feel a really awful sense of dread for the immediate future and wanted to get some angst out
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A Crack in Porcelain
A Crack In Porcelain
by thatanon1
“She's a boney little thing, isn't she?” Her mom talks too quickly, and Ochako frowns, curling her hand around her narrow wrist, feeling the bone popping out beneath her finger. Is that normal?
“No, no,” the doctor says, and he sounds nice again when he smiles at Ochako, which makes her grin back widely. She hopes that he notices the gap between her teeth when she sticks her tongue through it, because her mom said that losing a tooth means she's growing up, and that's a very important thing for a young lady to do. “Some little ones just have those fast metabolisms, right? They're growing fast, alright. Count me jealous.”
Or: Uraraka Ochako is five, and she realizes that she's too thin, too ugly. She's eight, and she's told that her body is wrong and fat, too ugly. She's twelve, and she's told that she weighs too much, too muscular for a girl, too ugly.
She's fifteen, and she finally learns that maybe, it doesn't matter what her body looks like, because she matters either way.
(PLEASE READ THE TAGS/AUTHOR'S NOTES FOR WARNINGS)
Words: 3648, Chapters: 1/3, Language: English
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: Gen
Characters: Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako's Parents, Uraraka Ochako's Family, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Original Characters, Asui Tsuyu
Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku & Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako & Everyone, Uraraka Ochako & Original Character(s)
Additional Tags: Not Beta Read, Eating Disorders, Child Abuse, possibly?, idk man, Sexual Harassment, None Of This Is Romanticized, Self-Hatred, Uraraka Ochako-centric, Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse, it's not shown, vent fic, Food Issues, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Gaslighting, probably, yall idek, Non-Consensual Touching, Body Dysmorphic Disorder, Maybe - Freeform, dont diagnose yourselves yall, i wrote this when i was like thirteen, Crying, Self-Esteem Issues, Self Confidence Issues, please do not read if this could be triggering, ill beat your ass, Body Shaming, Separation Anxiety, none of these are meant to be accurate portrayals, I Don't Even Know, the names for these disorders, Platonic Cuddling, Child Uraraka Ochako, In the Beginning, Time Skips
Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/26342209
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A Crack in Porcelain
A Crack In Porcelain
by thatanon1
“She's a boney little thing, isn't she?” Her mom talks too quickly, and Ochako frowns, curling her hand around her narrow wrist, feeling the bone popping out beneath her finger. Is that normal?
“No, no,” the doctor says, and he sounds nice again when he smiles at Ochako, which makes her grin back widely. She hopes that he notices the gap between her teeth when she sticks her tongue through it, because her mom said that losing a tooth means she's growing up, and that's a very important thing for a young lady to do. “Some little ones just have those fast metabolisms, right? They're growing fast, alright. Count me jealous.”
Or: Uraraka Ochako is five, and she realizes that she's too thin, too ugly. She's eight, and she's told that her body is wrong and fat, too ugly. She's twelve, and she's told that she weighs too much, too muscular for a girl, too ugly.
She's fifteen, and she finally learns that maybe, it doesn't matter what her body looks like, because she matters either way.
(PLEASE READ THE TAGS/AUTHOR'S NOTES FOR WARNINGS)
Words: 3648, Chapters: 1/3, Language: English
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: Gen
Characters: Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako's Parents, Uraraka Ochako's Family, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Original Characters, Asui Tsuyu
Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku & Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako & Everyone, Uraraka Ochako & Original Character(s)
Additional Tags: Not Beta Read, Eating Disorders, Child Abuse, possibly?, idk man, Sexual Harassment, None Of This Is Romanticized, Self-Hatred, Uraraka Ochako-centric, Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse, it's not shown, vent fic, Food Issues, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Gaslighting, probably, yall idek, Non-Consensual Touching, Body Dysmorphic Disorder, Maybe - Freeform, dont diagnose yourselves yall, i wrote this when i was like thirteen, Crying, Self-Esteem Issues, Self Confidence Issues, please do not read if this could be triggering, ill beat your ass, Body Shaming, Separation Anxiety, none of these are meant to be accurate portrayals, I Don't Even Know, the names for these disorders, Platonic Cuddling, Child Uraraka Ochako, In the Beginning, Time Skips
Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/26342209
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by thatanon1
“She’s a boney little thing, isn’t she?” Her mom talks too quickly, and Ochako frowns, curling her hand around her narrow wrist, feeling the bone popping out beneath her finger. Is that normal?
“No, no,” the doctor says, and he sounds nice again when he smiles at Ochako, which makes her grin back widely. She hopes that he notices the gap between her teeth when she sticks her tongue through it, because her mom said that losing a tooth means she’s growing up, and that’s a very important thing for a young lady to do. “Some little ones just have those fast metabolisms, right? They’re growing fast, alright. Count me jealous.”
Or: Uraraka Ochako is five, and she realizes that she's too thin, too ugly. She's eight, and she's told that her body is wrong and fat, too ugly. She's twelve, and she's told that she weighs too much, too muscular for a girl, too ugly.
She's fifteen, and she finally learns that maybe, it doesn't matter what her body looks like, because she matters either way.
(PLEASE READ THE TAGS/AUTHOR'S NOTES FOR WARNINGS)
Words: 3648, Chapters: 1/3, Language: English
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: Gen
Characters: Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako's Parents, Uraraka Ochako's Family, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Midoriya Izuku, Original Characters, Asui Tsuyu
Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Uraraka Ochako, Midoriya Izuku & Uraraka Ochako, Uraraka Ochako & Everyone, Uraraka Ochako & Original Character(s)
Additional Tags: Not Beta Read, Eating Disorders, Child Abuse, possibly?, idk man, Sexual Harassment, None Of This Is Romanticized, Self-Hatred, Uraraka Ochako-centric, Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse, it's not shown, vent fic, Food Issues, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, Parental Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Gaslighting, probably, yall idek, Non-Consensual Touching, Body Dysmorphic Disorder, Maybe - Freeform, dont diagnose yourselves yall, i wrote this when i was like thirteen, Crying, Self-Esteem Issues, Self Confidence Issues, please do not read if this could be triggering, ill beat your ass, Body Shaming, Separation Anxiety, none of these are meant to be accurate portrayals, I Don't Even Know, the names for these disorders, Platonic Cuddling, Child Uraraka Ochako, In the Beginning, Time Skips
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