#idk its making me freak out which makes me worry sbout my mental health which is making my mental health worse!!!!!! bad bad bad

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things i apparently have to avoid to keep myself from crying today: looking in mirrors, putting phone down for more than 30 seconds, reading my writing, petting cat, singing, thinking freely

#literally at this point lije. what do i even do 🤪 #genuinely genuinely caught a GLIMPSE of myself in a mirror and was gone instantly. fucked everythings fucked #personal #bad. #like i cant stress enough how rarely i cry now today im on a hair trigger lawl #idk its making me freak out which makes me worry sbout my mental health which is making my mental health worse!!!!!! bad bad bad #like whatever im sure im just anxious about my new job but also When will the agony end