#idk it all comes back to me being unable to ever look nonbinary yknow?

[arolesbianism]

Nothing quite like standing around in my 3d animation class for a full hour talking to my teacher abt the usa's long long history of horrific violence

#rat rambles #this is unironically why Im sticking to this clas even tho I fully expect to fail lol #my teacher is fun I like her #just her being like hey just checking in on this project and snap cut to half an hour later where shes just going yep we're in a dystopia #also ran into some cool looking ppl outside looking for a lost earing #like bro if I didnt have to be driven home I would have totally kept helping them Id love to have talked to them more #it also made me realize just how much it sucks that I have sensory issues cause good lord I do not give off enough queer vibes I think #idk it all comes back to me being unable to ever look nonbinary yknow? #idk lets not dwell on that positives positives #idk maybe theyre around every wednesday theres always a chance #I just desperately want more irl friends lol #eh they seemed to already have a friendgroup dynamic so I wouldnt stand much a chance anyways #but still always nice to meet some other trans ppl in public