#idk i wish i had friends to talk to abt tlt because i just love it so much and my friend that’s read the series doesn’t remember much so we

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i want to reread gtn and htn but i know it will do irreparable damage to me and my reading pace atm so i’m resisting but my god would it cure me

#also reading n//ona would definitely cure me too #of what? #everything #i don’t have anyone to talk to abt this lol but i want to buy crystal skulls to add to my lil shrine #but i’m unsure what crystals to do for each book.. #i like a couple :/ but idk if i can get all 4 without knowing the last cover #or i could say fuck it and buy them anyways LOL #sigh.. #idk i wish i had friends to talk to abt tlt because i just love it so much and my friend that’s read the series doesn’t remember much so we #cant…. talk about it and it weighs on me a lot lmao #and when i told her i don’t bring up the series much anymore bc i wanna talk abt it and she got mad at me bc she never asked me to stop #talking abt it but like it’s fucking difficult to talk abt something excitedly and only get ‘yeah’ in response lmfao #i want to have a conversation about it i don’t want to just say a million things and only get ‘yeah’ it’s fucking disheartening #so. we don’t talk abt the series at all anymore lmao whatever #whatever! #went on a rant my bad i’m just. i feel repressed with my love for the series bc i can’t talk abt it so i just get depressed and block it out #instead #so i’m gonna try to be more active on here and talk abt tlt bc i really do love it a lot it ruins me its my death #cliche: if u wanna talk to me abt tlt please do!!!!! i’m dying!