#idk how to express my thoughts unless i am writing one thousand word character studies. and i have no timeee

[sunslants]

this is probably really only interesting to me and im not going to phrase this well at all but lucy rewriting the book of end is so intimate in a sort of like. well lets think about the technical implications of writing and language kind of way. theres no way natsu got up after that and was exactly the same as he was before.

maybe he uses the turns of phrases that lucy likes to use in her writing now, or a word somewhere got tweaked into an almost-the-same synonym. maybe he eats more, maybe he fights more, maybe he loves so intensely he can save the world with it. maybe hes everything lucy knows him to be and less everything he knew himself to be. maybe he sees her and knows her so well he might as well be looking at himself. maybe lucy gets deja vu sometimes when theyre talking, in the way that very old and very close friends recognize their own subtle behaviors and words in the other.

idk i just like to think about how characters and writing are strange, funhouse-mirror reflections of their authors and the people they want to reach. and anyway at the end of the day, writings all about love and theyve got loads to spare of that

#sorry if this makes no sense or waxes poetical for too long #idk how to express my thoughts unless i am writing one thousand word character studies. and i have no timeee #fairy tail #nalu #tbh i just need to reread or/v #guys. im gojng to be honest. if i get back into that youre going to see me plumb intensities of unwell that could split the atom #or smth. idk im not a stem girlie #anyway (rattling the bars of my time cage) I NEED TO WRITE AUGHHH