#idk hes kinda fine icl

[mustasekittens]

he's kinda babygirl

#i was feeling nostalgic so i rewatched fantastic four (2005) #then didnt draw the reed in that movie #idk hes kinda fine icl #ill get round to drawing the other 3 eventually maybe probably #enjoy this #did it as a warm up for a commission #mustasekittens #fantastic four #reed richards #fantastic 4 #marvel #marvel comics

[lewisvinga]

chocolate almond croissant | jude bellingham x fem! perez! reader

summary; jude bellingham and the granddaughter of florentino pérez, the president of real madrid, soft launch their relationship

fc; nailea devora

note; i haven’t written in forever and i’ve never done a smau on tumblr so here’s my attempt😋😋 my requests are closed btw 😁

masterlist !

liked by bsfuser, judebellingham, and 739,038 others!

ynperez: in france, kinda want a baguette

user1: mother

user2: i wanna be u

bsfuser: u only know the words oui and allez les bleus

ynperez: i know cama ooh too

camavinga: i feel so special

user3: anyone see jude in her likes

user4: he’s trying to get on presi’s good side

user5: our future president

user6: tell papa pérez to send the damn bid

user7: i’m a culer but i love yn

liked by ynperez, camavinga, and 2,038,937 others!

judebellingham: the south of france

user8: we were in the same country we’re meant to be guys

user9: my faves

user10: going feral rn

camavinga: QP QP-skyyy

vinijr: 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄me dejaron

judebellingham: restttt bro😘

ynperez: ur so unserious

judebellingham: thx

user11: isn’t yn in france rn??

user12: who is yn??

user13: she’s florentino pérez’s granddaughter, he’s the president of real madrid 😭

liked by judebellingham, aurelientchm, and 723,938 others!

ynperez: when bae ate the last bite of your chocolate almond croissant

bsfuser: u look so sad

ynperez: nothing to smile about in my life

user14: BAE????

user15: omg she’s not in her single era anymore

user16: 100% believe she’s dating a real madrid player

aurelientchm: how many bites did he take

ynperez: one too many

ynperez: and one too many sips of my matcha latte 💔💔

judebellingham: sounds delicious 😁

ynperez: yeah yeah 😒

user17: can you blame her?? jude and aurelien are on that team i’d want them too if my father was the president of the biggest club!

user18: real

liked by ynperez, vinijr, and 2,985,034 others!

judebellingham: new found love for chocolate almond croissants

user19: it’s illegal to be this fine

user20: damn

user21: call me delusional but didn’t yn pérez talk about her ‘bae’ eating her chocolate almond croissant & they seemed to be in france together

user22: delusional

vinijr: wonder what else you love 😂🤣

judebellingham: hey man, chillll🤫

ynperez: u should try matcha lattes i heard they’re good

judebellingham: i’m a fan of them icl

user23: no way jude isn’t dating yn pérez

user24: tryna get on presi’s good side like presi didn’t speak english for him at his presentation 😭

liked by judebellingham, camavinga, and 940,038 others!

ynperez: bf always taking pics of me mid complaining should i dump

user25: yn so cute😭

user26: THE SECOND PIC LMFAO

user27: dump him u can do better (me)

judebellingham: I CANT HELP IT THAT YOU LOOK CUTE WHILE COMPLAINING??

ynperez: ur so dumb ur lucky ur cute

judebellingham: oopsies

user28: JUDES COMMENT IM SCREAMING

user29: i knew those twitter threads were right

camavinga: it only took so long for jude to explode

vinijr: to be fair u always complain

ynperez: i helped sign him he should be grateful for me!

liked by judebellingham, vinijr, and 1,482,038 others!

ynperez: ruined my soft launch but it’s okay, mi novio is tan lindo y lo quiero 🤍 [my boyfriend is so cute and i love him]

tagged; judebellingham

judebellingham: i said i’m sorry😔

ynperez: it’s ok pumpkin

vinijr: just so you know he giggled

judebellingham: i don’t giggle idk what u mean

judebellingham: i love you🤍

ynperez: i love you 🤍🤍

user30: I KNEW IT

user31: it couple

user32: now we know why jude signed for real madrid

yourbsf: finally u posted him, such cuties 🥹

ynperez: i wanted a cute soft launch but this will do😔😔

user33: she calls him pumpkin that’s so adorable

user34: idk if i want him or her

user35: anyone see vini’s comment 😭

liked by ynperez, camavinga, and 3,028,937 others!

judebellingham: prettiest girl ever, te quiero, mi flor 🌹🤍 [i love you, my flower]

tagged; ynperez

ynperez: AWHH U SPOKE SPANISH TO ME YOU LOVE ME🥹🥹🥹🥹

judebellingham: what can i say, i have vw the best teacher!

ynperez: te quiero muchísimo mi querido [i love you very much, my dear]

judebellingham: te quiero siempre [i love you always]

user36: 50% of me is crying but the other 50% is so excited

user37: him speaking in spanish for her?? that’s so cute stop

camavinga: he asked me 20 times to make sure he was saying it right btw

judebellingham: mate, don’t expose me like this 😕😕😕😕

user38: camavinga 😭

user39: wanna know how presi feels

ynperez: papa pérez is happy that his granddaughter is happy 😁

user40: i’d sign for real madrid too if that means yn perez would be my gf

#football imagines #football scenarios #footballer x reader #football one shot #footballer x y/n #football smau #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham imagine

[mariademetal]

౨ৎ⋆ ˚｡⋆ inertia fushiguro megumi / gn!reader ©mariademetal 2024

cw ... codependency, description of a stab wound but no actual stabbing/violence, situationship (😭), megs is an asshole, reader is a little pathetic icl, description of anxiety?? idk what else, lmk if i should add anything note ... OOC MEGUMI. this characterization is sooooo bad don't even come for me i made him soooo much crueler than he actually is but i've been in such an angsty mood i can't bring myself to care this is suchhhh a weird little oneshot but i wanted to write for megumi and had so many ideas and they just all kinda merged into this frankenstein freakazoid fic.... kinda despise it but still had fun writing it :p hope u like itttt word count ... 2.4k

The first law of motion: an object in motion stays in motion. For as long as you've known him, Megumi has been running from one thing or another. He likes it, you think— he likes the feeling of his lungs burning, he likes the feeling of waking up sore, he likes the feeling of pressing down onto his bruises and more than anything he likes it when you do it.

Likewise, for as long as you've known him, he's never slowed down to let you catch up. You don't think he's given anyone an inch in his life, and you can't help but think that it's okay, it's fine, because it's him.

You don't like his friends. You're kept away from them at school, tucked away in the corner they keep for the students without innate techniques, out of sight and out of mind. They're rowdy, they yell, they tug, and most importantly, they take up the attention that Megumi once solely focused on you. You're sure as hell they don't like you, either— you're not a part of their world, not really, and you have no doubt that the way you cling to Megumi whenever you all go out together, determined to make yourself as small as possible, hide behind Megumi until he saves you, makes them just as uncomfortable around you as you are around them.

You don't like his friends, they sure as shit don't adore you, but every time Megumi comes around and you're resolute that this time you're going to stay behind, get some alone time with him, you still end up walking out with him, hand in his, tail between your legs.

He just gives you that look. He doesn't even need to say anything— his lips purse, the corner of his lips quirk down, his eyebrows furrow, and the disappointment in his eyes is so palpable you think you can feel it burrowing under your skin. That's all it takes for your resolution to be all but reduced to dust.

When you concede, murmur a "Fine, I'll go," and reach for your coat, the disappointment on his face has disappeared and the faintest hint of a smile has replaced it. He rubs your arm while he leads you to your door and, just comfortable enough behind closed doors to show you the affection he thinks you deserve as a reward for doing what he wants. His hand feels more like a prong collar tugging at your neck, ready to choke you if you dare to turn tail.

It falls to your own hand while the two of you walk, and where you'd prefer to take your time on the way to everyone else, to prepare yourself for another evening of judgmental glances and keeping to yourself, to get just a few more minutes alone with Megumi before you're forced to share him again, but he moves quickly. Your feet hurt before long, and when you stop to take a break, he just lets go of your hand and keeps going.

Naturally, when you eventually meet up with Itadori and Kugisaki and the rest, he acts like he never wanted to see them at all, but you forced your hand— like he's the dog and you're the one pulling his leash, forcing him to socialize with the people you can't stand.

No one seems to believe him, but no one dares accuse him of anything but being a "..softie, deep down."

God, you wish. You wish there was even a single soft spot on his body. He's dipped his entire being in the river Styx, forged a soul from steel far too dense for jujutsu-less you to penetrate, and has never failed to remind you of it (and your own failures by extension). You wish he would give you the opportunity to massage his shoulders until the knots in his muscles could loosen, you wish you could wash his hair for him so it would finally lay flat, you wish he wouldn't train so much so the blisters his knuckle pads could have the opportunity to fade away. You wish more than anything he would just surrender, let you take care of him, and he knows this, so he taxes extra care to keep you just far enough away to make damn sure you don't, and just close enough to keep you from leaving him.

You need him. This is something you both know. It's never been in question. You've needed him since you were both little, to protect you from the world and the creatures you could both see but only he could fight against. And he needed you too, for a good, few years. He was too mean, too quick to snap at the unfamiliar to make any other friends, and you would've sooner died than give him the impression that he is anything other than the most important person in your life.

Then, he stopped needing you. He settled, trained, made friends. Found his purpose. Yet, he keeps you around— drags you over from the other side of campus just to relish in the way you wrap yourself around his arm while he talks with his friends, the same way you did when he'd send his dogs to kill all the cursed spirits that dared to scare you when you were little. He relishes in protecting you from a situation he has inflicted onto you. But he doesn't need you.

So, one day, you ask him why he bothers keeping you around.

"What're you talking about?" He huffs. He's busy sharpening your only knife after trying and failing to peel an apple for the two of you to share— he's always busy, but you've caught him with an injury while all his peers are healthy, so at least you have a moment alone with him.

"You know what I'm talking about," You insist with a pout, and he just looks back at you with a deadpan. "You don't have to see me if you don't go out of your way to. Gojo keeps us apart for that exact reason. Why do you?"

He's silent, for a while. Just long enough that you think he's opted to ignore you. Only then does he speak. "I'm not ignoring you. I just don't really know what you're getting at."

"I don't want to have to explain how I feel to you like you're five."

"Then don't."

You think it would hurt less if he took the knife he's sharpening and stuck it into your heart. Your eyes burn, and you swallow your saliva, purse your lips and clench your fists to keep yourself from crying. You think about what you'd do if he had opted to stab you instead— you picture yourself with the handle sticking out of your shirt, blood spilling out all around it, staining your shirt and your hands red, your heart beating even faster and harder to replace it. You'd take it out, you think, and rinse it off, then hand it back to him so he can keep his hands busy like you know he likes to while you bleed out on your bed behind him.

It's only when you sniffle, still desperate to hold your tears back, that Megumi finally looks back at you and realizes this is his cue to comfort you in the only awkward way he knows how to. He closes his eyes for a second, puts the knife down, and sits down beside you, stiff as a board. You shift your weight the second he does, leaning on his shoulder, but he doesn't lean against yours. It's not an apology, you doubt it's even intended as one, but you're so eager to forgive him that you still interpret it as one, and thus an invitation to elaborate on what he'd shut down just a minute before.

"You don't need me anymore," you say, and it's only after the words are already spoken that you realize Megumi would've preferred it if you omitted the word anymore altogether. You know him to prefer not to admit he needs water. "You have friends and you know I hate them. They understand you better than I do. They can keep up with you."

"You don't hate them," He says, and you know he's not delusional— just cruel. You wonder if he's always been this cruel, if he inherited it from his father, or if it's the world who made him cruel. You don't think you're cruel— maybe cruelty is necessary for sorcerers. "It's not about any of that. I'd never toss you aside for them. I can barely stand them."

You laugh at that, and Megumi makes a sour face. "You can barely stand them but you still drag me to see them."

"I don't drag you. I can't make you do anything," He sneers.

You know that if this turns into a fight, he'll win, so you raise your white flag before it has the opportunity to and curl into yourself, away from him. Only then does he reach out to touch you.

"Maybe you should leave," You whisper, and he looks like you've scalded him.

He opens his mouth, then closes it, and opens it again. "I'll come back later."

"Don't bother," you say, and you regret it the second you do. It isn't like you to be this petty, it isn't like you to cry as much as you've been crying lately, and you find that every time you speak, you find your own voice just a little bit more grating than the last. You say don't bother but you really don't mean it. You fight down an urge to correct yourself, beg him to stay, not to leave to begin with. You'll drop it. The two of you can lie together, he can fidget with your hands, and when he wants to sleep you can run your fingers through his hair.

You don't because you want to believe that what you said is hurting him just as much as what he said earlier hurt you, even though you know, deep down, that no matter what you say to him, you can't even scratch that steel shell that protects him.

He says your name sternly, but quietly, and you're ready to cry again. "What are you doing? What is this really about?"

"I don't know."

So, he leaves. You can still smell the faintest trace of him in the air, and once he's far enough away that you can't hear his footsteps anymore, you grab the knife he was sharpening and finish the job.

You love him, you think, and he doesn't love you. Or maybe you don't. You don't know. But you're certainly not friends, and you don't think you ever have been. You don't think you've had a friend your whole life. He's not your friend, but if he told you to jump, you'd ask how high.

He's always moving from one place to another. He wakes up and goes to class, then eats lunch with Gojo, then spars with Itadori, then trains with the second years and Kugisaki, then sees Ieiri to make sure he hasn't overexerted himself, then eats dinner with the first and second years, then finally comes to collect you so you can go out with him and the others.

On the other hand, you wake up, eat your breakfast alone, meet with your teacher, and rot in your room, thinking about if and when Megumi will show up. Megumi, Megumi, Megumi. You doubt he thinks about you once before he asks if he can bring you along to whatever plans his friends have already made.

How does he do it? How does he move so consistently, so perpetually, while the best you can do is nip at his heels? The idea of it exhausts you.

He does come back, eventually. After you've fallen asleep. You hear a knock on the door that wakes you, and you know it's him, so you do your best to wake yourself up and make yourself as presentable as you can before opening the door for him. You smile, wholesome and unassuming, perfect for forgiving for any prior transgressions. Then, as he takes you in, you take him in— tousled hair, messy uniform— and realize he's shown you just how capable he really is of leaving you behind.

So, like a hurt dog, you snarl and you bite. "I thought I told you not to bother."

"Stop being like this."

That's what he's reduced you to. A dog. Pavlov'd you into doing things you'd never do otherwise, feeding you with his rare affection and unconditional protection, hit you with his disappointed glances and harsh words.

"What else should I be like?"

He huffs and reaches over you to open your door wide enough to walk through. You don't stop him— even if you wanted to, how could you? You're confused. He makes a display out of just how much he doesn't need you, but still goes out of his way to burrow his way inside of your room.

You watch him from the back as he sets his bag on the floor and takes off his jacket. You can't stand to look at the way his hair is splayed out, so you look at his back, instead. His shoulder blades poke out from under his shirt and make circles in a way you find mesmerizing. Then, he slips off his shoes and steps forward. You follow, dutiful even at your most hurt.

Then, he faces you.

"Why don't you like them?" he asks.

"What's there to like?" You know what answer he wants, and when he just looks at you, waiting for it, rather than taking your bait, you throw yourself onto your bed. "They're all sorcerers," you say sorcerers like the word puts a bad taste in your mouth.

"So am I."

"Exactly."

Your bed dips just by where your legs hang off. You know exactly what face he's wearing, so you don't bother looking. "You don't have to be jealous, you know."

"What's to be jealous about?" You ask sarcastically, and you can feel his glare boring into the side of your face.

"They're my friends, but you're my..."

He struggles to find a word to describe you, just like you struggle to find one to describe him. You know exactly what you are to him, though.

"You're my favorite."

You look up towards him. He looks away. "Really?"

"Really."

He coughs into his fist. You fluster and dig your face into your sheets.

"I still don't like your friends," you mutter.

He snorts at the sound of your muffled voice. "You don't have to."

"And I think you're the only one who likes me."

"That's your own fault."

"I don't mind.”

#jjk x reader #megumi x reader #fushiguro x reader #megumi fushiguro x reader #jjk angst

[minimoefoe]

ftwd 8.07 thoughts

- I was kinda just waiting for troy to show up but the stuff before his appearance was good too despite me not being that passionate about strand. I liked strand and madison hugging

- troy showing up... iconic

- madison mentioning wanting to build up that place for alicia but not mentioning nick... I assume it was bc she thought alicia was alive but with nick obviously she knows he isn't but idk, you could still do it for him even tho he's dead

- troy killing alicia... I kinda love that. I think it sucks for her to be killed off screen (would love a flashback tho idk how they'd fit it in) but it's kinda cool (assuming he's telling the truth)

- I was thinking troy wanted to destroy padre and kill madison bc she took his daughter but it seemingly being just that he wants his ppl to have a home is cool too. does make me wonder how his alleged daughter plays into it tho. she could still be part of padre rn I guess or maybe padre never got her and she's with troy's group somewhere. or maybe she doesn't exist and the leaks have lied but I don't think that's the case

- troy being the villain is great but I hope we get some non-villainy stuff from down the line. and I hope madison doesn't kill him like she said she wants to in that mini trailer lmao

- troy's delusional ass blaming madison for the ranch being lost etc is so annoying to me like king that was on YOU. I obviously get that to him, his dad's death and taqa etc showing up and living there was basically the start of the end so everything that followed all leads back to being madison's fault but also ugh bro ily but you're so annoying. him holding onto that all this time really only makes sense if he believes it's her fault tho so I guess that's fine. I would have liked his anger to be related to madison taking his kid away from him tho icl

- also i kinda love that troy blames his dad and jake's deaths on madison when they were both nick's fault lmao

#twd txt #fear the walking dead #troy otto #ftwd spoilers #ftwdfw

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ARI MLL IM SO SORRY THAT THIS IS SENT OUT SO LATE HSJSJS. I FEEL SO BAD FOR NOT REPLYING EARLIER 😭 it was assessment week and istg everyday was just filled with assignments/exams/pracs etc. i just wanna go back to high school already!! i’m not mentally prepared for this ☹️☹️

UR SO REAL ABT THE JJK DILFS THO. like they’ve raised my standards up for men so high haksjsj. i so badly want, no, NEED a college bf! geto in my life to make my very own uni life a lil more bearable. HES SO BF CODED OMG 😻 okok but hear me out. geto playing guitar?? i repeat. GETO PLAYING GUITAR??? more specifically ELECTRIC GUITAR PHEWWW. i’m sorry it’s been plaguing my mind for the past few days but i so believe that geto can play guitar w ease. hsjsjsj guitarist! geto has me melting icl 😭✋ with his piercings nd tattoos nd the reading glasses he wears at home hshshshs. its not a want, it’s a need 😔

AHHH UR SO RIGHT ABT STEM GIRLIES AND LIBERAL ARTS GIRLIES HOLDING HANDS HSJJSJ. us stem girlies have sm respect for you guys 🙇‍♀️ from what i’ve heard, lit is a pretty tough major (i took lit as an atar subject back in hs and i FAILED LMAOO). plus lit girlies are so knowledgeable it js blows my mind away. like give me ur brain please 🙏

i’ve tried getting out of my reading slump (WE’RE GETTING THERE WOOHOO!!) like i’ve recently started little woman by louis may alcott (a classic ik idk why i’m even referencing it shshs) and so far it’s pretty good! sometimes the dialogue throws me off a little since it was written so long ago and my mind just goes blank as soon as i read anything that’s not modern day english (i’m talking anything published before the 2000s 😭). i watched the movie a while ago so i’m kinda excited to see if there’s any major differences between the books and the movies. apparently there are a few but i didnt listen in further bc i didn’t wanna spoil myself hahah. welp ig i’ll k when i commit to actually finishing the book.

i haven’t heard abt the travelling cat chronicles yet but i’ll sure be adding it to my tbr 🫡 I LOVE LOVE LOVE CATS SMMM!! ive always just preferred cats more than dogs idkk. speaking abt cats, i have two ragdoll cats hsjsjs. funnily enough, someone pointed out that they somewhat remind them of gojo 😹😹 whelp i fear that i might as well grow up to be an old cat lady hsjsj. not that i’m complaining tho 🤭 really out of the blue question but dy have any pets? 👀 i’m just curious hahah.

also thank u so so so much for the advice ari! i’ll definitely be checking out the summaries + quotes for any future books i wanna read. and nooo ur not incompetent at all, don’t worry!! and thank u sm for being so supportive bby i have sm love for you 💗 AND YEAH I AGREE, READING IS SM FUN WHEN YOU’RE NOT BEING FORCED INTO IT.

and aww the tags were absolutely no problem at all! ur geto drabble was written SO WELL. like ari bby you are so talented and i cannot emphasise that enough. you have a way with words and it’s so admirable!! ++ you nailed geto’s characterisation so well, i was genuinely in awe while reading it. ahhh i still think abt it even to this day!! cult leader geto plagues my mind once a week istg. SAME W HIM AND HIS DYNAMIC W SATORU. like hello?? every time i hear abt satosugu i wanna BAWL MY EYES OUT. they’re soulmates (both platonically and somewhat romantically?? idk if you can have both hahah). but omigosh they’re so tragic shskajsjs. brb i’m not crying, i’m chopping up onions!! !! !! 😃

OMG THAT RESEMBLANCE BETWEEN GOJO AND RHE KITTY CAT OMFDDHDH. someone tell me they’re twins and i’ll believe every. single. word. thank u sm for the treat ari, i hope ur day/night is going well!! i’m so sorry that this is long overdue but i genuinely LOVE talking to you bby <333 remember to take care of urself too! ilysm 💞🥹

p.s hes so fine i swearrrr 😍 i saw this on twitter and it’s been my roman empire ever since

UKIIIII MY BELOVED PLS FORGIVE ME FOR THE WAIT 😔😔😔 i’m finally here !!!!!!

first of alllll i hope your studies n work have gone well!!!!!! 🥺🥺 you know i’m always cheering you on hehe. i just have a month left n then i’m free but i’m not sure how it is for you :’3 i hope you’ll get to rest properly soon!!!!

ANDDDDDDDD GUITARIST!SUGU. GOOD GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 your hcs of him made me LOSE it i hope you know that…… he’s literally so bf…… PLSSS PIERCINGS AND TATTOOS AND READING GLASSES ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 OUGHHH UKI I NEED HIM SO BAD….. he would strum his pretty guitar for you on nights you couldn’t sleep 🥺🥺 i just know he would!!!!! he’s such a loverboy…..

LIBERAL ARTS GIRLIES 🤝 STEM GIRLIES FR….. from my perspective stem subjects are a LOT more difficult i rlly can’t overstate how impressed i am by how much you guys study …… 😭😭 i’ve heard . horror stories abt it LMAO…..

AND THE BOOKSSSSS i’m so proud of you for trying to get out of your reading slump uki!!!!!! i actually haven’t read little women yet hehe, pls tell me if it ends up being good!!!!! i’ve heard great things abt it….. AND AND ANDDD i get you!!!! i think it’s important to pick books that are written in ways that you like!!! it’s easy to think that older books are like . harder to read and relate to but that’s usually more bc of the author than the time period!!! i prefer mine to be from around the 1800s-1900s and they aren’t difficult to understand at all!! some classics are super hard to get into bc of how just. Heavy they are writing wise (side eyeing shakespeare n dostoevsky rn) but others aren’t!!! one classic i absolutely adore is the stranger by albert camus, idk if you’re interested in existentialism but!!! the writing is very pretty :3

anyway anyway…. FELLOW CAT PERSONNNN i knew i could trust you!!!! and you have ragdolls!!! 🥺🥺 my current housemate has four of them LMAO and they all look like gojo ngl …. act like him too……. this little guy just follows me around n sleeps in my lap and yaps <33333

BUT YES i think you’d really love the travelling cat chronicles!!!! i read it so quickly bc it’s just. so lovely!!!! and pretty!!!!! and cute n sweet :(((( i love it lots!!!!! but it made me sob so much… so pls make sure you have tissues close by if you read it……

ANDDDD again 🥺🥺🥺 thank you sooooo much for being so sweet …. you rlly are too kind!!!!! i’m so happy you like my geto, i loveloveloveee yours too <33333 AND . YES. i cry over stsg all the time too…. sniffle……. they’re soulmates both platonically and romantically imo :’3 they just . belong together no matter what!!!!!! wish they weren’t so doomed by the narrative tho…..

THANK YOU SO MUCHHH FOR CHATTING W ME SWEETIE <33333 i hope you’re doing soso well!!!!! and i rlly am sorry abt how long you’ve had to wait for this response 😭😭 my brain has Not been braining correctly recently. but i adore you sb 🥺

#AND GAHHHHHH THE GUITARIST!SUGU ART…….. i’m gnawing at his forearms PHEWWW #he’s the world….. the movement………. #hehe ily uki <33333 cant wait to dig into your masterlist soon!!!!! #rn im working on answering asks and then i think im gonna have a go at my tbr :33 #im sending you lots of good vibes!!!! always!!!!! #ask tag ✩ #uki !! ✩

[kick-rem]

im aware im stunningly gorgeous i dont rlly gaf anymore i dont want to be admired and worshipped i want to be loved softly warmly and intimately. i want a guy who just loves me and doesn’t drool when he sees me or b***. don’t actually know if i want my ex back but he keeps texting me and im not sure how to feeell…. because hes like genuinely done such horrible things to me but i cant shake that feeling i got when i made eye contact with him. maybe hes ted bundy idk im not immune to the manipulations of men icl. my desire for men is a placeholder. a man is not what i want, desire is what i want, i want to feel that feeling of desire, that pulse, that pause in time, so that time goes by faster until i dont need them anymore. however i do like to fuck and i dont care about the perception of it. sexual desire is different, more fleeting. id fuck alot of guys. i like gay guys i guess, a lot less judgemental when it comes to the dick. not that there’s anything to judge, its the rest of me thats an issue sometimes. id pretty much get with most of the guys im friends with that are like old enough for me. my friend brought me out with their friend and her friend. the first friend im aesthetically obsessed with. shes kinda just perfect, shes very stylish, very intelligent and shes autistic too so like i wanna get close to her so i can see what i relate to her with. also shes in art and im going into art too so maybe we cld help eachother. my friend told me “shes bringing her friend and hes like such a you person” they was right asl. i kinda have a crush on him but prob wont see him again. he has such a cute face, above his lip is red from his nose dripping and the cold. he liked my jumper and he smokes too. im aesthetically obsessed also with my friend whos a living monster high doll. i used to be fixated on them when they first came out but stopped a couple years after from judgement i guess. i live vicariously through her stories. i dont really know about this friend group, do they like me, some of them sure but i feel like theres a hive mind lurking in them ready to go against me but maybe im paro. im the oldest now. the next oldest likes me and seems to not care enough to have any negative feelings. the next oldest ive been close with for a while so should be fine. next one is deathly afraid of being seen with me by the main opp but its fair enough considering his history(the opp). seems to be warming up to me again tho which is nice but a weird deja vu feeling. dont know where this one fits in age wise tbh but he’s interesting. autistic as hell and i can see it in his communication which is both good and difficult sometimes. feel bad for him sometimes cus hes kinda the runt of the group metaphorically but also hes a little iffy towards me sometimes so ill keep an eye. next one is a sassy lil f word and hes fine. its nice to be in a local friend group again, the distances are easy. i cant sleep

[wildernessuntothemselves]

for taehyun i would say soft dom and gyu icl when he was acting as kinda hard dom in chapter 2 shit had me sweating a lil. the scene when y/n told him to fuck himself into her hands and he took control of the situation… a bit more of that thank you very much. how about for gyu scene, y/n has control in the beginning then half way gyu takes control and is hard dom. and for tae yh just soft dom not to sure idm sub tae aswell. honeslty i trust everything you write so whatever is fine with me.

i liked that scene so much too 🥵 idk if the plot will allow a scene like this again but that'd be hot

#mort talks #yamqn

[minimoefoe]

doctor who rewatch thoughts (tenth doctor)

for each episode there is:

for each episode there's two things I like (✅️) and one thing I dislike (❌️) (sometimes more/less) and general thoughts overall along with a rating out of five stars

there's a quick list of ep ratings, average series ratings and an rtd round-up at the bottom of the post

🎅 the christmas invasion

✅️ the scene on the balcony where ten starts struggling and jackie is listing off a bunch of things she thinks he might need is soo good, something about 'little ham sandwich' low-key kills me idk ✅️ when everything is sorted and they're all sitting down for xmas dinner and rose and ten smile at each other ??? ❌️ I don't like harriet jones that much sorry

I always like this ep more than I think I do but it's not my faaave. having the ep be minus the doctor for like half of it was certainly a choice but they pulled it off

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series two

😺 2.01 new earth

✅️ kinda obsessed with the way both dt, billie and the other guy play cassandra ✅️ cassandra's death kinda gets me.. one of the most emotional deaths of the whole era I fear

it's a great ep icl, rose and ten are a lil cringe right at the beginning, and ten's angry moments are also a bit meh but overall it's just a lot of fun

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🐺 2.02 tooth and claw

✅️ ten and rose are great in this ep, I just love their vibe and how happy they are idk and I love that it backfires at the end and makes queen victoria banish them or whatever lmao ✅ the shot of the doctor and the wolf between the door/wall is very cool ❌ something about queen victoria is mildly annoying sometimes and a couple of moments make me cringe but idk it’s not enough to ruin the ep, for the most part she’s fine

I was not expecting to like this ep as much as I did. rose and ten are great, the set up for torchwood is cool, I like the werewolf, idk it’s a fun ep

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👩‍🏫 2.03 school reunion

✅️ rose and sarah jane's jealousy is a lil cringe early in the ep but I love when they start tryna one up each other and then make up and start laughing about/at the doctor ❌️ I don't really care about the villains of this ep like at all

it's cool having sarah jane meet ten, and there's some other good stuff in there but overall I don't think I'm obsessed with this ep quite like many others are and there's some moments in there at annoy me a bit

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🕰 2.04 the girl in the fireplace

✅️ the droids are very cool, they've haunted me for most of my life at this point ❌️ I just don't fully believe in ten and reinette being in love which kinda takes away from the emotion of it all

probs the ep I have the biggest love-hate relationship with. some cool stuff in there for sure but also a mix of stuff that doesn't work for me fully/at all

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🤖 2.05 rise of the cybermen

✅️ some fun ten and rose moments, mainly at the party ❌️ idgaf about lumic and the way he talks is annoying

this is never an episode I look forward to in a rewatch or ever just fancy watching on its own. I always find I don't dislike it as much I expect to, there's not really anything I hate, but also not much I love which is why I don't rate it that highly

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🤖 2.06 the age of steel

✅️ I like that mickey decides to stay like good for him fr

overall I don't care

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📺 2.07 the idiot's lantern

✅️ something about the wire really creeps me out, tho her voice goes straight through me in a way that is not so fun ❌️ I understand rose telling tommy to go after his dad - 'my dad is gone so I think everyone should try and make it work with theirs' - but I don't think the ep shoulda ended on the implication that she was right to tell him go do that idk

overall kinda underrated I feel, defo not a fave ep of mine but idk I was into it

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☄️ 2.08 the impossible planet

✅️ some solid tenrose moments, they're probably what's best about this two parter as a whole imo ✅️ I love how passionate rose is about ood rights

overrated by the fandom generally imo but it is a good ep, all the characters are pretty likeable

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👿 2.09 the satan pit

✅️ rose acting doctor-y has low-key always made me cringe but I liked seeing it this time round so that's cool ✅️ ten and ida were a good duo ❌️ the 'i believe in her' moment is a bit cringe sorry

much like part one, a good ep but is defo overrated by the fandom imo

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📰 2.10 love & monsters

✅️ the characters are likable I guess, seeing their group form is cute ❌️ 'we even have a bit of a love life' is criminal

overall even tho I like the characters in it well enough, I really don't care about this ep. I'm in this show for the doctor and companions and this is lacking in both

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✏️ 2.11 fear her

✅️ some cool tenrose moments ❌️ I find chloe pretty annoying

idk what it is, I just have never found this ep that interesting and finding chloe annoying definitely doesn't help

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👻 2.12 army of ghosts

✅️ I like the scene where jackie points out how much like the doctor has become, feels important idk ✅️ cool cliffhanger ❌️ I don't love how ten treats jackie. jokingly being mean to your friends is cool, but the shit he was saying didn't feel like that it just felt mean and weird

don't have much to say about it, it's a good ep

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👩🏼 2.13 doomsday

✅️ jackie and pete uniting is cute and I'm v happy for them ✅️ the wall and beach scenes get me every time icl

the whole world is ending-ness that almost all rtd era finales have isn't my faave like it's just a lot generic battle bs that doesn't really interest me idk but there's some cool stuff in there too so

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👰‍♀ the runaway bride

✅️ ten and donna's dynamic is 10/10 straight away it's crazy ✅️ the moments where ten mentions/thinks about rose are done really well. if only that continued into s3..

I feel like I dont have too much to say about this ep, I just like it a lot, it's fun but also manages ten's sadness well and donna is great

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series three

🌚 3.01 smith and jones

✅️ I liked how ten seemed to instantly like martha bc she showed how competent she was idk

a good start to the series imo, not an ep I'm absolutely obsessed with but I enjoyed it more than I was expecting to for sure, ten and martha were a good duo

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🧙‍♀️ 3.02 the shakespeare code

✅️ has some nice/funny moments between martha and ten (and shakespeare) idk ✅️ liz showing up at the end ❌️ 'just walk about like you own the place' is truly baffling advice

never been an ep I love, but it's not massively criminal spare for a couple of questionable moments. and some stuff obviously aging badly

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🚃 3.03 gridlock

✅️ martha once again being a legend despite being literally kidnapped. also like when she forces ten to talk at the end ✅️ face of boe rip king ❌️ ten's speech at the end is meant to be really emotional but mostly just makes me cringe

a decent ep, not much to scream about but also not much to complain about either

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🗽 3.04 daleks in manhattan

✅️ andrew garfield ❌️ i like tallulah but her voice goes right through me

far less painful than I was anticipating, but not exactly a fave of mine. similar to gridlock in that there's not much to hate but also not much to be obsessed with. also am not sure how I feel about the dalek/human hybrid situation like is it cool or is it ridiculous idk

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🧬 3.05 evolution of the daleks

✅️ tallulah and laszlo are the greatest love story of our generation

I watched last night and don't remember my thoughts so uh it was fine idk, better than expected but not the best

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👨🏼 3.06 the lazarus experiment

✅️ the final ten-ish minutes go so hard, the doctor circling lazarus, the running, the piano, i am a fan ✅️ the scene at the end where martha calls out ten's 'just one trip' bs, good for her ❌️ it's not all her fault but martha's mum is annoying

for a while I didn't give a fuck about this ep but it's grown on me the last couple rewatched, cool villain even if gatiss isn't my fave dw actor, martha and ten are a great duo and tish is nice to have around too

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🥵 3.07 42

✅️ martha saving the doctor's ass

nothing to really hate but also not much to scream over, it's all decent idk

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👨🏻‍🏫 3.08 human nature

✅️ I like john smith, not necessarily as a person idk, but like as a character he's interesting to watch. his dreams and the 'he seems not quite here' or whatever thing is cool ✅️ martha is really doing the most work for the doctor he better be grateful ❌️ I get that it's important for the plot kinda but that kid stealing the watch is so annoying to me I hate stupid kids

overall a banger. the family of blood and their scarecrows remain mildly creepy even after all these years

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🎈 3.09 the family of blood

✅️ john's dilemma about who is and then of he should open the watch is cool ✅️ I like the quote about how if the doctor didn't show up then no one would have died. bc most of the time it's the other way round and if he didn't show up more ppl would die

a classic for a reason I fear

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🔑 3.10 blink

✅️ the scene where the grandson shows up and sally starts reading the letter and looking through the pictures is v cool ✅️ just like.. the spooky vibes ❌️ the end and cut to one year later felt a little bit abrupt idk

have always thought this ep is amazing but generally overhyped by the fandom and I don't necessarily not think that now but I was far more into it than I was expecting to be. I liked sally, I'm a slag for the weeping angels. it's doctor-lite actually done well

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⏱️ 3.11 utopia

✅️ the entire last ten minutes or so make me insane. I've watched this ep so many times and I'm still so hyped for it all

literally CINEMA

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🥁 3.12 the sound of drums

✅️ I love the scene where they're hiding out, eating chips and chatting ✅️ the toclafane

I dont know what to say, I just love it a lot. ten martha and jack are a fun trio, the master is great, it's all very cool

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🚶🏾‍♀️ 3.13 last of the time lords

✅️ lucy shooting the master (good for her) and then him refusing to regen is cool ✅️ face of boe reveal is kinda iconic ✅️ martha's speech to ten before she leaves is 10/10 she needed to do that fr ❌️ floaty god doctor is a lil silly innit

not as good as the first part i don't think but it's still solid and I have to stan

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⛴️ voyage of the damned

✅️ all the main gang that get trapped, other than that twatty guy, are all decent enough characters ✅️ angel things are cool looking ✅️ wilf ❌️ goes on for far too long

nothing horrific I just have never given much of a fuck about this episode idk, it's all right

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series four

💊 4.01 partners in crime

✅️ the window scene, obviously a classic ✅️ wilf cheering when he sees the tardis in the sky gets me every time

kinda an iconic ep, the adipose are very cute, donna is far less annoying than she was in her first ep, overall I have to stan

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🌋 4.02 the fires of pompeii

✅️ donna having a go at ten when he tells her to shut up ✅️ when ten realises he's the one who causes the eruption ✅ this whole scene, their faces !!

❌ something about lucius low-key annoyed me idk

liked it way more than I was expecting to ngl, solid all the way through

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🧠 4.03 planet of the ood

✅ ten and donna iconic duo ✅ the music is great, love the ood song ✅ the ood are so fuckin cute I’m obsessed with them

I’ve always really liked this ep, potentially an underrated banger idk what the general consensus on it is

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🥔 4.04 the sontaran stratagem

✅️ martha warning donna about travelling with the doctor ✅️ wilf!! ❌️ I know it's the point but that american kid is so fuckin annoying

better than I was expecting, a lot of pretty good moments that somewhat make up for the annoying kid and the fact idrc about the sontarans

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🌫 4.05 the poison sky

✅️ donna and ten on the phone ✅️ wilf and donna at the end. I love how much he supports her, defo a contrast to her cunt of a mother

in a shocking turn of events I actually don't mind the s4 sontaran two parter...

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👨‍👧4.06 the doctor's daughter

✅️ donna instantly accepting jenny, making fun of ten and tryna get him to accept her too ✅️ martha and her hath friend ❌️ I agree with and understand the doctor's 'guns are bad, violence is bad and also I don't trust jenny' thing but I wish he would shut up for five seconds about it, it's just a bit much idk ❌️ idk if I've imagined it bc I obviously know david and georgia are together irl but ten and jenny's vibe makes me mildly uncomfortable sometimes

overall pretty good idk

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🐝 4.07 the unicorn and the wasp

✅️ the scene where the doctor is poisoned, a classic

the murder mystery vibe isn't my absolute fave but there's enough good stuff in there to make it a fairly decent ep

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📖 4.08 silence in the library

✅️ most of the stuff with ten and river, her realising he doesn't know her, him being curious about stuff ❌️ idgaf about that little kid

good stuff

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💀 4.09 forest of the dead

✅️ ten and river idk

I have literally nothing to say but it was good. probs like it a bit more than part one idk

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💎 4.10 midnight

✅️ the guy saying he saw something and it was running towards them is low-key spooky as fuck ✅️ ten's face when he was stuck copying ❌️ I know it's literally the entire point so this I guess isn't fully a negative thing but most of the ppl are SO annoying and stupid to the point where it's almost unenjoyable at times bc they just piss me off

a banger

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🪲 4.11 turn left

✅️ seeing the consequences of the doctor not being around is very cool ✅️ donna ❌️ rose is annoying and her acting doctor-y has always made me cringe ❌️ the beetle noise makes me SO uncomfortable

never an ep I've been that obsessed with, unlike most other ppl, but I like it more than I used to

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🌎 4.12 the stolen earth

✅️ ten and rose running to each other makes me feel a lil insane ❌️ I get it but rose is mildly annoying with her whole annoyance at not being on the call thing

fun times idk what to say

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👩🏼‍🤝‍👨🏻 4.13 journey's end

✅️ tentoo and donna in the tardis ✅️ when everyone is piloting the tardis, the music ✅️ I really like rose's and donna's endings

the last 15ish minutes go hard, the rest is a mix of good/great stuff and a bit of waffle idc about

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🧑 the next doctor

✅️ ten and jackson lake had some interesting moments together

I really don't have anything negative to say, it just goes on forever and idgaf

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🪰 planet of the dead

✅️ christina and ten have some good moments ❌️ the way christina talks is mildly annoying, I'd forgive ppl for thinking moffat wrote her

never an ep I've been massively fond of, has some good moments but generally nothing to scream about. I can never decide if I like christina or not

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💦 the waters of mars

✅️ the doctor standing there watching everyone running around doing stuff ✅️ the flood are scary looking ✅️ the last five-ish minutes

it's a good ep

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🌵 the end of time pt1

✅️ I think ten's thoughts on regeneration are really dramatic and also wrong but him in the cafe with wilf chatting and being sad as fuck does get me every time ✅️ ten and the master in the wasteland is one of my fave rtd era scenes I think ❌️ can't say I fully understand why that woman shows up for wilf all the time like idk and tbh idc either

bit of a slow start but otherwise I like it a lot

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👬🏼 the end of time pt2

✅️ 'wonder what I'd be without you' makes me actually insane ✅️ ten and wilf's chat on the ship ✅️ ten's tour of past companions ❌️ this isn't necessarily a negative, but do I care that the time lords are back or whatever? not really

I love everything with ten and the master, wilf is an icon, a regen always gets me fucked up. I'm no time lord stan but there were aspects of them returning that I found interesting. overall I have to stan

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series two episode ratings:

new earth - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ tooth and claw - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐���💫 school reunion - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the girl in the fireplace - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 rise of the cybermen - ⭐️⭐️⭐️ the age of steel - ⭐️⭐️💫 the idiot's lantern - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the impossible planet - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ the satan pit - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ love and monsters - ⭐️⭐️ fear her - ⭐️⭐️💫 army of ghosts - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ doomsday - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ the runaway bride - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

series two average rating:

⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 | 3.5357142857

series three episode ratings:

smith and jones - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ the shakespeare code - ⭐️⭐️💫 gridlock - ⭐️⭐️⭐️ daleks in manhattan - ⭐️⭐️⭐️ evolution of the daleks - ⭐️⭐️⭐️ the lazarus experiment - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 42 - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 human nature - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the family of blood - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 blink - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ utopia - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ the sound of drums - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ last of the time lords - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 voyage of the damned - ⭐️⭐️💫

series three average rating

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 3.8214285714

series four episode ratings:

partners in crime - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the fires of pompeii - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ planet of the old - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the sontaran stratagem - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the poison sky - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the doctor's daughter - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the unicorn and the wasp - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 silence in the library - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ forest of the dead - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ midnight - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ turn left - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ the stolen earth - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ journey's end - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the next doctor - ⭐️⭐️ planet of the dead - ⭐️⭐️💫 the waters of the mars - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ the end of time pt1 - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 the end of time pt2 - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

series four average rating:

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 3.94444444444

rtd era round up:

series and era averages:

s1 - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 4.07142857143* s2 - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 | 3.5357142857 s3 - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 3.8214285714 s4 - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 3.94444444444

nine's era - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 4.11538461538* ten's era - ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫 | 3.77659574468 rtd's era - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ | 3.85

*s1 and nine's era have different averages bc I include the xmas invasion with series one

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