#idk everything keeps on accumulating and piling and sam will always be in the position where he has to be grateful

[lonewolf638]

'i owe him everything' is actually so crazy. dean saving sam over and over again the debt piling on and sam never being able to catch up forever the little brother trailing behind who gets n gets && sam's hero worship as a child just continuing as szns pass, like god there is nothing dean can do that sam won't forgive dean will forever be the perfect good man

#violating sams trust & getting the mark right after. hunting sam in his own home n they never talk abt it #telling sam he has to die. getting ready to kill him n seeing how he placed a dead mother before his own self as more important / worthy #n they never talk abt it #idk everything keeps on accumulating and piling and sam will always be in the position where he has to be grateful #n he is grateful! 'my family saved me'! #i think. sams whole problem is that he is loved too much by the wrong people #not that dean is wrong but like. it is impossible for him to ever repay dean #sam and dean #sam winchester #spn #rambles