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#i've received the best gifts and messages. even if they're not in person or physical. i love them much more than anything i've gotten today
lady-of-endless · 3 months
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Hello! May I please request a one piece matchup? If you're too busy please feel free to delete! <3
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BASICS
Name: Mochi
Gender: Female (she/her)
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual (any gender match is ok!)
SIGNS AND TYPES
Zodiac: Libra sun, Libra moon, Leo rising
MBTI: INFP
Enngram: 4; the individualist
Alignment: Chaotic good
House: Slytherin
Love Language (Giving): Physical touch, quality time
Love Language (Receiving): Quality time, gift giving
PERSONALITY
Likes: Video games, reading, drawing, writing, crochet, cross stitch, Sanrio, frogs, mushrooms, cows, coffee, sweets, summertime
Dislikes: Chores (executive dysfunction), cold weather, bitter foods, crowded places, overload of sounds (sensory issue)
Personality: I'm a very quiet person, but I'm also very friendly and bubbly. I love making friends even though I have social anxiety around new people. I'm not the most talkative, though I can hold a conversation: I'm a great listener, at least! I love spending time with my loved ones, especially my special person. I try really hard to make people feel welcome and relaxed when they're around me. Despite being quiet, I'm generally quiet communicative. When it comes to negative feelings it does have to be dragged out of me a bit, but otherwise I'm an open book!
I'm very chill most of the time, and can be very laid back. More a follower personality. I can be a bit cavalier as I deal with everything through (often quite dark) humor, but if I ever make someone genuinely uncomfortable I'm good to stop. I do need to be told peoples feelings directly though as I'm not a good judge of others unless I already know them well. Because of this I don't sus out peoples intentions well and see the best even when maybe it's not there. I'm pretty naive and gullible tbh. If you dig my humor, though, I'm really funny.
I'm very mental health aware. I suffer from anxiety and bipolar II, so I can be a lot. That being said, I'm very observant with those I love and very good at dealing with ups and downs in myself and others. I'm very introspective and always in my head for better and worse. I'm always striving to better myself, but tend to doubt myself and give into negative self talk.
I value my found family above all else. There's nothing I wouldn't do for them and I've been told I'm too loyal. I also value accountability, a growth mindset, and ambition.
Im very indoorsy and a bit of a homebody. That being said, I don't mind being spontaneous from time to time or going out if there's something interesting to do.
I have my moments of insecurity for sure but I'm pretty confident most of the time. Like I said, I'm an open book - I'm not shy to talk about anything with someone who asks and is seemingly well-intentioned! I honestly just have a huge interest in how people think and love picking their brains lol. I also love silly theorheticals for this very reason.
I'm a big softie who unsuccessfully pretends to be a tough guy. I've got a major weakness for cute things and wouldn't hurt a fly in reality. Soft candy with a gooey centre fr.
APPEARANCE
Hair: I have shoulder-length very dark brown wavy hair with a side part and grown out fringe. My hair is plain but it's soft!
Eyes: I have beautiful, big chocolate brown eyes with long lashes. They're one of my favourite parts of myself!
Body: I have olive skin, a pear figure, and am overweight. I have about 7 smallish tattoos, and piercings in my lips, ears, and nose.
Style: usually I'm very hobo-chic with all sweats but my preferred style is either full alt or cute pink dresses and bows.
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Tysm for your time! Don't hesitate to message me if you have any questions!
Author's Note: Thank you so much for this request and how detailed and well structured it is! It made my work really enjoyable. As a side note, you seem such a nice person. Hope you'll enjoy it! 🌹
I ship you with...Trafalgar D Water Law!
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(lovely gif is not mine, please show appreciation to the OP)
- Your chill and laid-back way of being is what naturally draws him to you. Afterwards, your bubbly side is what keeps him close, all whipped and annoyed.
- He hates to admit that you are exactly what he needed.
- You both seem loyal, mature and ambitious. Once he discovers those traits in you, he decides that he wants you close. An ally, maybe. That's what he sees in you initially.
- A softer demeanor is what Law needs to heal from his past. You being a softie is what will keep him getting better. Is also a side of you that he wants to keep as a secret, not wanting others to try to use it as manipulation.
- Being introspective is a mutual trait so at times, it will be a little complicated for you to figure out and communicate what's happening between you two.
- He's the first to notice that you're feeling anxious. Maybe because he's a doctor or maybe because he worries for you, who knows? (Hint: It's both.)
- The innocent gullibility you mentioned is something that triggers Law to take care of you. And also to tease you, good luck.
- Soft hair? Lay next to him as he's studying and let him run his fingers through your hair while he's reading.
- A cute scenario? You two would have late night convos about tattoos and piercings. Both being half asleep, talking about what other tattoos or piercings you want/consider cool.
- About your style, I think you two would make a great power couple when you go for the alternative aesthetic. If you go for the cute pink aesthetic, there's something about it that makes him whipped.
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nuoyi-city · 2 years
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never thought tumblr mutuals could fix my longtime illness of hating my own birthday to death
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cancerfairy · 2 years
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hello again i am the one who asked abt the exchange reading! my initials are GC and the emoji is 🐣 and my big 3 is capricorn sun, libra moon, pisces rising!
here’s your reading abt the relationship dynamic between you and your fs:
— i am sensing that your fs have a calm and laid-back energy to them, yet they still radiate wit and know how to play banters? and for you, i am sensing that you are creative in many ways, nurturing, and soft also even though you don’t let others see it eventually. the dynamic between the both of you have this calming energy, also intuitive and in tune with each others needs and wants. like even though you are silent, you just know whether one of you is in a bad mood or needs a hug, etc. you both just know the right actions and words that would make each other tick. on the other side, you have those traits that differ from one another and can show traits of incompatibility in some aspects, yet i sense that the both of you are willing to work it out and compromise since i keep hearing that you have this connection that i can’t explain, like you cannot bear to lose each other. also, i keep sensing that your fs is the one who is more dominant in this relationship than you, yet he still considers, and values your opinions and thoughts before anyone else.
maybe the love language of your future spouse is act of service, physical touch, and gifts!
that’s all for my reading for you, i hope it resonates! the reading that i want to receive is our first impression of each other. thanks in advance! ^^
heyy omg this resonated a lot! you were right about my personality and how i don't like to show people that side of me. i also always get that my fs and i are opposites but we'd still understand each other the best especially us understanding each other intuitively. also the love language part i've gotten plenty of times so thank you! this resonates sm <3
➪ your exchange reading:
᯽ your first impression of them:
༄ cards you got: eight of cups rx, ten of swords (everything is fine), seven of pentacles -- five of cups at the bottom
i think when you meet them they won't really be in the right headspace. i feel like you'll also think that too. you might be able to see through their facade of fake happiness and they kinda just seem very miserable to you. deep down they're actually very stressed but they're acting like everything is fine when it's not. perhaps they're overworked or something and you'll notice that their energy is very low. you'll think they lack a lot of energy to do the things they want and it's as if something is holding them back. perhaps past painful experiences or betrayals of the sort. your first impression of them will just overall be that they seem like a sad or broken person. they just don't seem like they're enjoying life no matter how hard they've worked. perhaps this will change after getting to know you.
༆ other messages: big feet, playful/childish, lazy, glasses, dressed casually, dark skin, tall/taller than you, ambivert
᯽ their first impression of you:
༄ cards you got: queen of swords, ace of wands, ace of swords, six of wands, knight of cups -- the chariot at the bottom
their first impression of you would be that you're someone who kinda has a cold exterior. they'd think youre someone who holds themself to a high standard yet you also seem so creative to them. you have this fresh energy about you that they'd like or find intriguing. you speak with a level of intelligence and grace that draws them in. your fs would also see you as a successful person and perhaps when you meet everything is going right in your life or you're just a popular person, someone well liked. they'd think you're very sociable and you can get others to like you pretty easily. perhaps you're a bit extroverted too? i believe they'd think you're kinda romantic at times or in your head a lot too. but they'd think you're someone who goes after exactly what they want.. someone who is driven which brings them success.
i also get the feeling that when they meet you, they'll admire you and your outlook since they're pretty unsatisfied with their life.
༆ other messages: foodie, white, younger, big lips, nice hands, curly hair, dresses casually, extroverted
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I wish I took this quiz earlier to better explain how I personally understand acts of love. I never knew something like this existed to better communicate and learn more about ourselves. I know she always wanted to keep buying me gifts all the time. And it looks like that's not how I understand love. When she would cook food for me I saw it more as just things that you do together to survive, I guess I didn't see it as acts of love.
Those were her ways of explaining and being able to show the way she loves. In a similar way of how you used to wear purple all of the time, I switched to blue jeans because I know you love blue and I learned how comfortable they actually are. Lol. My boxers, I prefer to wear the blue ones because I always felt you were closer to me because of your favorite color. My fault text sweatshirt and my Mac and sweatshirt I prefer to wear while we were out and about. I wore those so much more frequently than my Overwatch sweatshirt because I was excited to be wearing your favorite color. My shoes I got the maroon ones because of how much you love that color, too. My UWL hat I stopped wearing as much because it felt weird wearing it in the cities, but I wanted to and I would every once in awhile. So many things we do for each other that we don't even realize if the other person notices or not. We are both such nonverbal people that I guess I wish we would have messaged more even while at home because you seemed to connect better with that, Just like I connect better with physical touch. I would tease you sometimes in the car, playfully, because I thought it was a fun, loving thing couples did. I thought maybe if I showed you the cute gesture and tease that you might do the same to me. That might have been how you were trying to communicate with giving me so many gifts. I don't really know. If I did know it would change absolutely everything about how I try to show love and be more active in learning what moves you and helps you feel loved.
And I couldn't even put my arm around her without her freaking out because of how overheated she would get. I kept trying to spend time with her and all she wanted to do was watch violence and murder.
Best times for when I was able to put my arm around her and watch a movie or go on walks together, bike rides. Just spending the time together was how I felt her love. She was always buying me gifts and doing the claw machines and giving me those gifts and they just seemed like stuff, things that take up space.
I cherish them wholeheartedly because I understand that's how she understood how to show her love. But I guess for some reason I didn't understand how she understands love.
I wish we both took this quiz earlier in our relationship so that we could actually understand what love means to the other person. I thought she didn't like receiving gifts herself because every time I'd give her something it would seemingly disappear, Ever since I gave her that bear on Valentine's Day I felt like getting her gifts were just going to get tossed away.
To me the act of being with someone is so much more important than the things being done. Going to E3 was the most magical experience of my life so far. Not just because I like games, But primarily because I was with her going on an adventure that she was also excited about. I fed on her excitement and it made me so happy to be there with her. It's not an event I would go on my own. I went because I was so excited to spend time with her away from La Crosse. We had each other when we needed someone. There were times where we were scared and we worked through it. She would get in a panic and I would call her down, And then at other times I would get panicky and she would call me down. Walking down to the bookstore through the city was terrifying for me, But she was in front of me guiding my way so I wasn't so scared of all the people. She didn't notice all the scary people that were around, I had to focus on following her to get through it.
What an adventure in this world that we've shared. It's so hard to convince myself that it's over.
Every time I felt your hand in my hand felt like fireworks. That meant so much more to me than receiving gifts ever did.
In my past I've been horrible at getting gifts because I want them to be the perfect gift not just a gift. Yes I gave gifts seldomly but they always had a deep meaning to be coming from me that I knew (or thought I knew) that you would enjoy. There was even a couple times that I was trying to get a gift for you and you convinced me to keep it for myself. So every gift I got for you always meant something extreme to me to be giving. Giving gifts is not an easy thing for me to wrap my head around. I always tried thinking of the experiences not the act of having or receiving gifts. That's why the shows and movies and all of those things that we did together like traveling meant so much to me. Whatever we did only mattered because you were with me.
I loved and miss being able to kiss you so passionately that I can feel you breathing out and I could breathe you in. Passion and the desire I could feel, And it was so real. More than real, pure ecstasy beyond just the thoughts and words. It was real. It was deep passion I felt. So strongly for giving you all that you desired and begged for. I always buckled too fast even though I wanted to drag that desire on so you could enjoy that wanting feeling. I remember what it used to be like. But that desire I craved with you turned to jealousy for your connection to your books that you weren't willing to share with me. You showed me a couple times but never transferred that energy from those books to me. Not that you made me aware of anyways. I started second guessing when you would come on to me. Was it me that she desired or was it a character in one of those books? Why won't she share with me what her fantasy is so that I can match that level or play to that fantasy and make things more pleasurable for her.
I got very jealous of the books you would read because they're explaining very physical things between people and when you would read them they weren't translating to things happening between us. You tried saying that you were reading them for ME, And I never understood what that even meant. How do you read books about other people being physical with each other and then not be physical with me and then explain that they're FOR me. I just never made sense and when I would ask more questions you would get upset rather than understanding of my feelings. I was trying to understand your feelings about them, I tried very hard not to get jealous. You started reading them more and more, And then reading them wasn't enough you started reading the graphic version with illustrations and I tried getting you to share those with me so I could understand and maybe even get into them with you. Instead you hit them like some secret that you'd rather have for your own self rather than share I was trying to understand the sharing part of it. I tried hard to understand and the more I tried to help and understand and connect that way with you, If I like the more I got pushed away.
What is your love language? Do you know it? I wish I knew so I could fix things and do things better than ever before.
Seeing gifts I gave you get tossed to the side and given away to other people even, really f***** with me because I thought that that's how you understood love because of how many gifts you gave. I have boxes and bags of countless items, tokens of your love that you tried showing me that I didn't understand how to explain that I'd rather be with you than receive gifts. And maybe you are trying to tell me that you respond better to receiving gifts then being told how much I love you. Words of affirmation. I don't really know because we never took this quiz and... I am deeply saddened that I was too depressed to be able to show any of these things to you no matter how deeply inside of myself I wanted to give to you all five of these things. My drive to do anything had been taken away by this depression. I want to make up for it all somehow, someday.
I miss you.
I hope you can take this quiz and share it with me and we could work on learning each other's love language and balance each other out. We checked a lot of boxes for each other unknowing of what our own love language must be. I think we both needed quality time. But I don't know... I don't understand why I've been pushed away.
I tried doing my love to you without being able to really know how you experience love.
I know when we used to text everyday and when you be at work and text me back, Oh when we would text each other how passionate and loving we were. Not being able to have that time apart to be able to text you was so hard. I kind of enjoyed going down to see my grandpa even though it was extremely difficult with my aunt down there taking advantage of everyone.
I wanted you so badly, But I knew you had school, the arboretum, and work that you are already balancing. We haven't had a vacation or time to relax away from the everyday in so long. I long and desire for that stronger than ever before.
I miss you with more passion than any book you've ever read combined. I love you more than I love seeing the sun rise every morning and set in the evening. More than the moon glowing in the night sky. Many nights since you've left, I've looked up at the moon knowing that we're still under the same moon. Dreaming that you might be looking up at the same moon, possibly even at the same time. And as I get all dreamy about you, The Mighty Boosh meme comes to my head and says
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I never know which context to do these posts and because I never know if it's going to be some random person reading this or if she actually will ever read these some day. My hope is that she can understand the love and frustration in tandem like a yin yang. You have to be able to take the bad with the good or we don't grow as people.
I miss you, Crystal. I miss you, Everlong.
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