#i'm going to stop lurking on blogs that post about how cringe people are bad and stupid because that's not good for me

[arielmagicesi]

I’m so sorry for the person I’m about to become again, after all my followers had such a short reprieve. sorry for real

#my sister is going to be the real sufferer. she hates wwdits. she hasn't seen it she just hates hearing about it #i say 'what we do i-' and she immediately starts scowling #i swear to god i don't even talk about it that much. i don't force other conversations to be about it #i actually try to avoid talking about my shows in real life #but apparently i recommended it one too many times #she feels similarly about crazy ex girlfriend #actually cxg is probably worse because i keep insisting that she 'has' to watch it for feminism reasons #also starkid. she really does not like starkid #anyway christ. i'm going to try really hard to apply the lessons i learned and not be annoying #i'm going to remind myself it's ok to be cringe. so that i don't apologize incessantly for being cringe #i'm going to stop lurking on blogs that post about how cringe people are bad and stupid because that's not good for me #i'm going to NOT check ao3 every day... #and i'm going to remember to sleep and eat normally and have a balance of different hobbies #you might think jesus christ ariel what's wrong with you. what's wrong with this show #well with me a lot. i do this about everything it's unbearable #the show's just like a show. like a tv show. i'm the one who is insane #anyway!!!! to my beloved followers i do apologize!!!!! #written by me