#i’m excited though. it’s about the mutability of identity which is one of my favorite subjects of all time

[arthur-r]

accidentally stayed out an extra hour to drop someone off who lives in minneapolis so wish me luck finishing this essay on time

#it’s due at midnight… want to sleep tonight… i left the restaurant at 7:30 please #anyway it turns out this dinner was scheduled when it was cause it’s my friends one year anniversary with her ex #which makes a lot more sense. than a valentines dinner in january. title was a diversion #anyway it was good. there were less people than i thought and the person who lives in minneapolis has the same stims as me #and likes midwest emo and the magnus archives and is transgender. not that i am a magnus archives listener but i got to say i like jonmartin #so that was nice shdhdf. and yeah it was good. just very distracting from the issue at hand which is ten paragraph othello essay due tonight #(ten paragraphs is how many i wrote. it can be as short as five i’m actually working on cutting it down currently shdhdf) #but yeah. it’ll be okay!! my essay isn’t terrible as is. just have to drive home a few more points before it is good enough to turn in #i’m excited though. it’s about the mutability of identity which is one of my favorite subjects of all time #as well as touching on internalized oppression and shaping identity in response to backlash from those around you #(iago changes himself because of long-standing class difference - were he othello he would not be iago (he says) and he was my main focus #for the malleability of identity and everything just because i really like writing about iago. but othello and desdemona also exhibit major #changes to their identity at the hands of racial and sex-based oppression and they experience complete shifts in character falling into #societal expectations of who they should be. othello is confident and well spoken until suddenly he’s not. desdemona speaks her mind until #suddenly she doesn’t. his scorn she approves. anyway i should be writing this essay not talking about it. but yeah #i might post it here when i’m done but yeah. i’m submitting it before i go to bed tonight cause due at midnight. so again wish me luck!!!! #was really planning to be home at like. 7:45. not 9pm. not ideal. but it’s okay #so anyway that’s where i’m at. hope you all are doing well. i’ll be around just working on my essay!! might be back with my final copy #anyway i’m just speaking shdhdf don’t mind me #me. my post. mine. #delete later