#i wrote this while watching serial experiments lain lol

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C, M, N for Fyodor and Dazai please?

warnings: cum talk, possessiveness, fyodor being a jerk, breeding kink, degradation, dazai being gross.

a/n: not a fan of how fyodor’s pieces turned out. sorry for the long wait, i was feeling burned out. i also forgot to do N :’) i’m so sorry😭😭

dazai osamu.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Dazai’s cum is on the thinner side in terms of consistency but he cums a lot. It gets everywhere too, it’s almost appalling. It’s a little sticky too and has a bitter aftertaste. It honestly doesn’t taste good at all so he doesn’t get upset if you spit it out. Honestly, Dazai prefers to see his cum on you anyways. He really likes cumming on your ass, face, and stomach. It makes him feel all smug and he thinks it’s cute when you ask him to cum on you!

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Dazai gets atrociously horny when you call him words like gross, pervert, creep, etc. Something about your snarky yet teasing tone, your glare, and his desire to see how you would react when he does something that will really disgust you. He regularly thinks of eating his own cum out of your cunt, knowing you’ll be sniffling and calling him a creepy perv later. He thinks about spitting in your mouth while railing you in a mating press, only for you to call him a sick freak afterwards. Thinking about what sort of names you’ll call him in response to his degeneracy gets him hot under the collar. Dazai really loves being a degenerate sicko for you, especially because he knows that you love it too.

fyodor dostoyevsky.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Fyodor cums a decent amount. Not too little, not too much. Consistency wise, it’s a lil on the thicker side and feels almost gelatinous. It doesn’t have that strong of a taste. It’s definitely bitter but it isn’t terrible. Fyodor gets very sleepy after he cums. Like this man needs a 5 minute breather after he pulls out or he will fall asleep. Speaking of pulling out, Fyodor will not do that! His breeding fetish is unrivaled; he will push the blunt head of his cock gently against your cervix and fill you up until it leaks out. And as much as he wants all of his cum to stay inside of you, Fyodor has to admit that the sight of his cum smeared on your inner thighs is quite pretty.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Fyodor gets very turned on by possessive behavior. He likes when you get a lil mean, a lil (read: a lot) clingy, a lil touchy. Nothing gets him harder than the moments when your nails dig into his skin as you glare at other people you perceive as threats. He especially likes it when you start crying from your jealousy. He may laugh at first, but he’ll comfort you soon enough. Hopefully.

#i wrote this while watching serial experiments lain lol #fyodor🪐 #dazai🪐 #thirsts #ask games #bsd #bsd smut #bsd x reader #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #fyodor smut #fyodor dostoyevsky x reader #fyodor x reader #dazai osamu #dazai osamu x reader #dazai x reader #dazai smut

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Watching Serial Experiments Lain was an experience because it's weird- it feels something like a fever dream and a glitching one at that, but with a story that I can still follow enough to want to stay asleep. I'm reminded of that Rob Zombie movie House of 1000 Corpses and the way it was interspersed with cuts of VHS tapes, altered footage of landscapes, and bits of documentary-type footage.

It has times when it makes no sense at all, mostly when they're talking about coding God and whatnot, but it's sort of a science fiction type so there's bound to be things that they'll say with their whole chest that mean fuck all. The factor that makes it work is not over-explaining or trying too hard to make the bullshit you say sound real. It has to sound implausible but possible (ie 'That doesn't sound right but I don't know enough about ____ to dispute it'), and Lain does a wonderful job of that especially with the episode that has bits regarding scientists and philosophers that lead up to the whole concept of coding God.

I decided to watch the series because I've been seeing it brought up in memes and references a lot lately and having seen it now I'm not surprised it's resurfacing since apparently Y2K aesthetics are coming back into style and the series is, of course, chock full of that. It really has charming technology design. Watching Lain's room fill with computer parts and intricate cooling systems and such really makes me want to crack open a PC's casing like nothing else. The phones are really eye-catching, as well, and remind me so much of all the short lived cell phone designs that came out in the 2000s before the market was taken over more solidly by Apple and Samsung and such. I have a whole inspiration folder filled with tech like that because they had sooo much character you can't find existing naturally in tech design anymore with things being focused on streamlined silhouettes and compactness.

It's also interesting in concept, most especially with the ending. All in all, it's a series that goes by quickly and is easy to watch in one sitting if you have a couple of hours free, and I'm glad to have dedicated a few hours of my own time to it. (Fair Warning, the series has extensive focus on suicide, drug use, and de-realization/de-personalization/un-reality)

#serial experiments lain #spiced #media talk #which i suppose will be my tag for any time i have a long thing to say about something? #something else i just have to get out of my brain but i don't want to talk about it in a bolder sense #i love kappa kaiju's youtube i think he has great presentation and i watched his series of talking about uh #that guy onision's books? which i had no prior knowledge of before those videos i've literally never seen the dude's stuff before but #now i am aware he's just generally really shitty like WOW i went on something of a deep dive out of curiosity and it does not improve #from the absolute shit storm that is his writing #but anyway #he has that one book where a kid becomes god essentially and talks a lot of meaningless bullshit on the 'code of the universe' #and coding reality and shit like that #and i'm now half convinced he tried to just full on lift that concept from lain which is #literally SO fucking embarrassing for him if true #because while it's bullshit at the very least lain had a somewhat valid explanation for the idea and good execution #and it's literally just nonsensical deus ex machina in the book this dude wrote it's hilariously bad #so yeah that's a little thing that might be it's own deal and i just had to share lol