#i was his sisters friend first and im going to pick her friendship anyday over his

[tired-twili]

Somtimes I rlly don't like men :'(

#I just get so tired somtimes #like im just a nice person ok #we have a fun dynamic and its all silly and games #but then i have to hear from a mutual friend that maybeeeee he likes me #i hate this #idk what to do #i wan having fun but now its gonna be wierd #were fucking gaming buddies #we live on opposite sides of the country #leave me aloneee #guys i need a bf simply so i can deter the guys #im taking bf aplocations actually #so i can just say i have a bf #i dont want to make the group awkward over this #i was his sisters friend first and im going to pick her friendship anyday over his #like can we not just have fun #it doesnt help that our mutual was kinda egging it along and always bringing stuff up abt who were dating ect ect #i kinda wanted to strangle her #ug im just so frustrated #like its rlly not his fault #and i know it litteraly can not be that deep so i wish everyone would drop it beofore it gets wierd #im never talking to guys again #they scare me bcs of this #anyway if u made it down here love u lots #idc what flirting is and maybe thats the problem #idk*