#i was going to swim but it got cancelled i sholdve just showered immedeatielt

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adhd/autism is so frustrating because throughout the months/years you've learned what rules you have to follow to have a good day, but when you don't follow those rules your whole day falls apart, no matter what you do

#i tried so goddamn hard for 8+ hours before eventually just giving in and going to sleep #maybe had a succesful hour in there #i even tried out like half of my breaks to feel better but it just never did #hhhhhhhhhh #i even wrote down my own rules!!!!!!! but when i checked yesterday i crossed 3 of them and apparantly those were deadly. orz #no sugar no phone in the morning and take a shower when you want not when you think is acceptable #i was going to swim but it got cancelled i sholdve just showered immedeatielt #anyways. it's good to find out what rules you have to live by but it's so cruel to have to follow them each day #my cat was so cute though...... cuddling me while i was trying to get up...... why is he deadly #my text #ok to reblog #adhd #autism