#i wanna draw i wanna play more engage i wanna read i wanna embroider... but the body wants to sleep

[sumbreon]

i would love to not be so tired i have things i wanna do...

#sososo sleepy #becoming more and more aware that full time work is truly not for me physically and mentally #i need downtime i need alone time. just need more time honestly #the other thing with work is when it stalls and theres nothing to do i kinda hate it #makes me feel so physically conscious of myself #like please nobody look at me... #im not ignoring work i promise #and i KNOW that that judgement is not there #i can hear my boss listening to music or watching something #i can just sit there for a bit not doing much #but its not a private moment of rest so its not resting yknow? #and i get home from work and i just wanna completely go brain off but this times supposed to be hobby time but that requires energy #and some days its fine i got energy but a lot of days where i dont... #i wanna draw i wanna play more engage i wanna read i wanna embroider... but the body wants to sleep #anyways hi #im not doing negatively overall so you dont need to worry about me :] i was just letting the thoughts out #reblog controls in addition to putting it in the tags feels extra safe talking #sumb talks #personal