#i wanna do smth but i havent done anything to progress from this shitty feelings either

[atsu-i]

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#ya know #when you can do so much more into smth but decided not to coz in the end #you will just end up being in that situation again #so you just decide to just let it go #coz ya know...you will never change your ways overnight lmao #honestly...how do I face all my weakness and shit....like...need a lot of courage #but in the end i always get so scared #i dont have to be..ik that...but yeah i dont wanna explain lmao #just feel sorry for myself coz I cant just let myself feel things????without being so scared of it...idrkcif am making sense tbh #*sigh* #am aware yes and its a good thing...but the next step is really hard lmao #personal #idk i just gotta put this thoughts somewhere #coz am tired of being like this #ha #i wanna do smth but i havent done anything to progress from this shitty feelings either