#i wanna clarify none of this applies to you guys tho. send me 500 funny tiktoks in a row. i will (metaphorically) kiss you for it

[lecliss]

Made another new friend in Genshin but man it made me realize I'm no longer cut out for this human interaction stuff. Like it's cool to talk to people, especially ones I get along with and have stuff in common with, but I don't wanna add people on discord immediately and join servers they're in and look at videos they send me and play other games with them. Like basically "You're not getting me to a secondary location" ya know??? Like on here it's slow progression of interaction that becomes messaging that leads to all sorts of other friendship stuff and that's awesome, but stuff that takes up all my time to do other things I don't wanna do is like. Man, I'm old.

#its probably a generation gap too #i just dont have the energy for all that #and fr im not talking about anything on here. its just very obvious that i have aged past the way current teens and kids do friendship #message me once and i'll get back to you in an hour. but i'll feel bad about taking an hour lol. #i dont wanna sit in a voice chat for 5 hours getting unsuccessfully convinced to play something else #youre cool and all but i wanna play genshin. we can play genshin together. i dont wanna join a youtuber's discord server that youre in tho #i dont have the energy for this. everyone tumblr is so slow and low energy (in a positive way) #i was like this as a kid too. its not like i grew out of being a fast paced sociable person like these kids are #i wanna clarify none of this applies to you guys tho. send me 500 funny tiktoks in a row. i will (metaphorically) kiss you for it #(tho i will say it is awesome when the kids think im cool. thats always nice. #and also i hope i never get tired of people being like 'youre a 25yo guy?? with that voice??' #i try to make it a bit deeper and im also upfront with saying that i know my voice is weird even if you think im a girl. its just bad ik) #personal