#i used to smile soooo muhc

[hauntedpearl]

coming up on three years since i did this "photoshoot" where i just made a huge mess but dressed up in my mom's sarees look at her she's Going Through It but LOOK AT HER SHE'S SMILING I MISS HER

#context: parent 1 just out of the hospital. parent 2 going to go in for the Big C diagnosis in like. two months. #i used to smile soooo muhc #i don't smile so much anymore i notice that you know it makes me want to cry because i notice it!!!! #actually coming up on thr anniversary of dad's whole thing but i don't wanna think about it but it's IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO #esp with how sick i am these days im like. #IM LIKE OKAY WHATEVER #anyway here's my face #I look uglier now lol but yk #YOUNGER FACE