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#i think i wanna do some more research into him before i write hin
orcelito · 5 months
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Also remembering that I get to write wolfwood next chapter and I'm a widdle nervous bc this is a Big Moment and I only wrote him a little bit with Sentido and it's been 8 months since then
But im also REALLY excited bc I get to finally (FINALLY) start executing the vashwood concepts I'd thought up at the damned START of this fic
So much relationship development to get to. So much Wolfwood to get to. Very exciting things.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#ive got a pretty solid grasp on wolfwood I Think but also#i think i wanna do some more research into him before i write hin#im gonna need to read more of the manga Anyways.#i need to study his mannerisms and speech patterns and the ways he interacts with the world#because i have a good idea of it already but a lot of my concept of him does exist in fanon#because it's been A Bit since ive actually read the manga.#and i never want to base my writing off of fanon. never ever ever. that's fatal writing error number One.#i pride myself on my rock solid characterizations. for side characters it doesnt matter as much#but the 2nd person in the main pairing? ostensibly the 2nd most important character to the fic?#yeah im not gonna fuckin base him off of what i have in my mind from however much fanfiction.#it's like the difference between accuracy and precision. by following fanon characterizations#someone might be able to be Precise about his characterization. in that they write him consistently and according to common perception.#but fanon very often exists Just to the left of what canon actually is. so it may be precise but not accurate#at least with regard to canon characterizations.#i want my characterization to be both precise And accurate. i want people to read my fic and go 'yeah thats trimax wolfwood'#with vash i do sprinkle in a few of my favorite things from the other versions too. same with the girls.#and maybe i'll do that a bit with wolfwood. but also hes so very different between the 3 iterations#that he might as well be different characters in all of them.#this is first and foremost a trimax fic. so i WILL have trimax wolfwood in it.#i may look up general guides for writing him if theyre around. but tbh i will rely more on my own research probably.#i have my own system for writing anyways. the sliding scales of different qualities that guides my general word choices for dialog#ive explained it before. dont really wanna get into it again.#i need to solidify in my mind where ww exists on the axes of intelligence politeness kindness and formality#among others. while also paying attention for any kind of repeat words or phrases that he likes to use#that i can pepper in to make it Sound Like Him.#thats the key to how i do general dialog lol. it's of course guided by who they are as a person#but word choice is done through the general perception of them along a set of axes. this is how it goes for All my writing.#im. rambling. whoops. anyways im excited for wolfwood. Soon...
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irenerei-n-svt · 4 years
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FLOWER
(Part 1)
So i am retconning my JeonghanxJoshua omegaverse. Dont worry the setting is still the same just some setting and plot different
• On my Omegaverse. They only get to know their 2nd gender on their 18 birthday. But also will have late bloomer (like Jihoon seen in MingyuxJihoon )
• They were close ever since they met. Jeonghan was the one approached first and being really nice with Jisoo
• Occasionally teasing Jisoo by teaching him weird Korean making other people laughs at him (of course Jeonghan will properly apologise)
• The reason is also because Jeonghan likes it when Jisoo just innocently listens to him. Even though Hansol also teaches Jisoo Korean as well.
• Jisoo, after a while he got fond of Jeonghan, looks up at him actually. Jisoo appreciated Jeonghan's enthusiasms and effort to practise and sing. While Jeonghan dotes on Jisoo and proud of Jisoo being multilingual.
• Them being fond with each other, hugs, back hugs, hair ruffles, gazes. Of course is just Jeonghan being affectionate and Jisoo accepted it because he was brought up at western so he could tolerate it better.
• Jisoo would just follow Jeonghan anywhere lol. They find it funny too because its always happens naturally.
• Jisoo looks up at Jeonghan and Seungcheol even more when they find out they are Alphas.
• Jisoo being the 3rd hyung also hope that he could alpha so that it will stable the team even more.
• Male omega in this au is not that rare actually. People are already accepting and dropping weird stereotypes. So omega can work properly as well because of new type of meds. But only heat period is just something cannot be undone.
• Due to the culture history, there are still some stereotype of AlphaxAlpha, even though in this universe, people don't really care much. (Unless u are from upper class or royalty. Or you being a traditional minded person.)
• So times comes where doctor comes to check when Jisoo fully becomes 18 years old.
• Jisoo is nervous, Seungcheol and Jeonghan are close during blood test
• But during consultation, its a private time so Seungcheol and Jeonghan did not get to join in.
• This is when doctor revealed to Jisoo that he is an Omega.
• When Jisoo knew the news he froze.
• For some reasons, he felt devastated and ashamed. He felt he does not deserve to stand beside his team mate, even Jeonghan.
• Jisoo was the first omega to get known to his results. Thats why he got panicked. He is afraid if he will drag down the team quality.
• He felt he was different from them. And the emotions grows extremely in short term.
• With weird sense of stubbornness, he was determined to not let the others, not even Jeonghan to know about his gender.
• He lied to members and researched. He even went to get medicine without telling members. His family supported him from behind. The medicne is legal and it helps to suppress to not give off omega scent
• But
• Actually Vernon caught him went out at night. Vernon just wanna have some snacks from fridge and end up seeing Jisoo returning from outside with the meds.
• Jisoo lied that he felt feverish so he went to get some vitamins and antibiotic
• Vernon be like oh ok cool.
• Condition is bearable so Jisoo hope to keep it a secret as long as he could.
• BUT What hit Jisoo was when svt members gathered and talk about gender preferences for love interest
• (to be meta i mean kids/human does make mistake, and mind you i am not writing this to lowkey racist/sexist, they talked about it because they just pure curious but then they stopped doing it ever since because they noticed the topic is sensitive and offensive)
• Jeonghan when the kids asked hin about his partner preferences : well i will be grateful if my partner is an Alpha too...
• Jisoo who is sitting other side strumming his guitar eventually heard it and was flushed with unknown emotions. He just quietly puts down the guitar and leaves.
• Jeonghan noticed Jisoo's emotion aura change as he sees him leaving.
• But Jeonghan did not finished his words actually and Jisoo did not get to hear it.
• Jeonghan, S.coups and Vernon also was the ones to suggest they should not be talking about gender preferences anymore and the boys agreed (because they are a jumble of alphas betas and omegas)
• The other 2 of 95line come together and tried to express apology to Jisoo. (Lol they did not know what was the real reason)
• They thought is because of Jisoo's Western upbringing he is more sensitive about this because it might sounds offensive to foreigners.
• Jisoo would just say he is fine, because they are all curious on stuffs like this so he does not fully blame them for having the conversation. Jisoo thanked them for being considerate.
• But from then on, Jisoo distanced himself from Jeonghan which Jeonghan felt really weird.
• Jun probably : Jeonghan hyung why is Jisoo hyung avoiding you like he'd saw a ghost?
• Jeonghan awkwardly laughs
• Seungcheol : must have been you playing a weird prank on him
• Cues in Jeonghan slapping Seungcheol on his shoulders.
• Mingyu probably : but Jisoo hyung was acting weird ever since his birthday right?
• Jun : I do see Jisoo hyung tends to stick with Vernon though
• Jeonghan : You are quite right tho.
• Detective Jeonghan starts to think and observe. He can wait for answers but it must be from Jisoo himself
• Vernon probably : Josh hyung, why is Jeonghan hyung looking at us like that?
• Jisoo : Don't mind him.
• Cues in Jun who secretly asks Jisoo and check out if he is ok.
• Cues in Jun worried look in his big big eyes
• Jun : Hyung, was the gender test that scary?
• Jisoo then realises his action recently might have projected insecurities so he just smiles at Jun. Stating the gender test is fine, everything is healthy.
• Jisoo : Don't worry Junnie, I am fine. I am just tired.
• Cues in Jun who just quietly hugs Jisoo.
• It lasted about a month until Jisoo finally has his first heat.
• He woke up with slight fever and his actions got slower
• It was during practise and Jisoo suddenly felt a burst of heat from his body
• He hurrily rushed out from the practise room. And ran to washroom.
• The only thing in Jisoo's mind : I have to cool this heat off
• Meanwhile, Jisoo's scent actually flooded the practise room before he ran out.
• It triggers Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Mingyu and Wonwoo ( I have established in before Mingyu and Wonwoo are early bloomers, not yet have rut before 18 but they already showing alpha traits)
• The kids who are not aware of the reasons well were scared.
• Jeonghan yelled at the others to ran out even ask them to ran back to dorm first
• Seungcheol asked Jun to go to adults and claimed that they will lock themselves in.
• But before that happen, Jeonghan rushed out before anyone realised.
• Jeonghan felt the scent is calling him and luring him to Jisoo.
• Apart from a weird heat emerging from his core, Jeonghan also heavily felt the urge to protect Jisoo at all cost. Before other alphas could find Jisoo.
• Jeonghan murmuring while following Jisoo's scent : Please be safe, Jisoo-ah
• And Jisoo now is having a cold water head shower. He buries his head under the tap and keep hoping water will calm him down. He has already taken meds but it does not seems to be effective yet
• But he could feel a scent coming near and he begged for his heat to go away
• Then he heard someone calling out his name
• Its Jeonghan panting after all the running
• Jisoo then remembered all sorts of things, how the doctor told him about outcomes of omega male in heat if some untamed alpha assaulted them.
• And he remembered he does not want Jeonghan to know his omega gender
• And Jeonghan is an alpha standing in front of him. And drawing himself closer towards oneself.
• Jisoo panicked, backed his away and tried to lock himself into toilet cubicle
• But was stopped by Jeonghan and Jeonghan grabbed Jisoo's wrist
• This is the first time Jeonghan really really exploded and shouted at Jisoo.
• Jeonghan : Ya, Hong Jisoo, what did I do to make you hate me this much? You could at least let me know it!!
• The moment Jeonghan grabbed Jisoo's wrist, he felt a weird electricity ran through his body.
• Jeonghan unaware of Jisoo is overwhelmed by new experiences, and was driven by worriness and his alpha instinct, kept on prying : Have you been stressing yourself about this since your birthday?!
• Could not cope with all the unfamilar sensations, Jisoo in tears, tried to shake off the firm grip. He could only whimpered "Please"
• Jisoo : anyone but you
• It made Jeonghan ticked
• Jeonghan : Do you hate me this much?
• Jisoo just kept quiet and shook his head. He felt the him now is disgusting and unfit to be with a SVT . Unfit being a friend to Jeonghan as well.
• Jeonghan knew they could not stay alone like this.
• He also knew if they stayed longer, and looking at Jisoo's crying face with his whimpering voice, Jeonghan will definitely lose it.
• Jeonghan pulled Jisoo up and they both are ready to run. Lucky the nurse already sensed things are off and already rushed to where the 2 boys were.
• The nurse just finished took care of the other alpha boys that locked themselves in. And Seungcheol told the nurse Jeonghan and Jisoo are still out there, so the nurse went to find them.
• Jeonghan hurriedly back off once he saw the nurse. Letting Jisoo to get attentive care first.
• After Jeonghan got his suppressant injection. He is more calmer now. He helped the nurse to get Jisoo to infirmary. And later go check up Seungcheol with the others.
• The other boys are calmer too and they are worried about Jisoo too
• After confirmed Jisoo is now safe they went home. Apologised for scaring the other kids.
• The whole team now realised its not gonna be like before anymore. There will be more omegas and even betas. They need to work things out.
• Jeonghan speculated Jisoo's off character behaviour might be due to finding out himself is an omega.
• Seungkwan: Why he did not tell us?
• Jeonghan: He is scared. And scared to ask for help. As if we will push him away if he told us.
• Seungcheol: Abandoning anyone is not an option here
• Jeonghan looks at Seungcheol in grateful eyes.
• Jeonghan : Thank you Seungcheol-ah
• Seungcheol just pats Jeonghan on his back.
• That night they decided to embrace everyone's gender and in the future, no more hiding.
Is late now so i better stop now
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