#i pity them both. the true villians are ps and famine barem. they made this outcome inevitable

[my-fancy-hat]

One part of me never felt it right for Denji to end up with the responsability to raise a child, when he's a child himself. Even if he's 18 by now, he's at the start point in his life where for the first time has the right for basic education and place to eat and sleep. Kishibe forced this task without giving him a second though, and it's totally normal to feel frustrated about it. I know it's hard to discuss these type of themes but we have to accept people are multi-faceted as well our approaching to certain situations. I don't doubt for a sec Denji loves Nayuta and is grateful for her to love him as well, her presence on his life gave him a reason to keep going when he lost his previous family, but through all of this arc ongoing we've seen his pilled anger and animosity with his current life. Denji doesn't hate her, he hates the situation he is due Nayuta as the free path for PS and the church to control him. Denji seeks freedom, he isn't a person of routines or consistent mindset, that's part of the reason why this normal life was so suffocating, and the biggest pilar that sustain this all is his guardianship of Nayuta. Deep down Denji knows that if it wasn't for Nayuta he would get his life back, denying half of himself as CSM, the pleasure of his pain, and what is left is just him with all of his guilt and loneliness.

It's raw and extremely sad because if it weren't for PS and the church Denji would have lived happily with Nayuta balancing his life as CSM, maybe if he could have friends too or a lover, if only he knew. It's okay if fans start hating on Denji because they're right, at the of the day Nayuta is only a child that needs to hug his big brother to sleep well every night, she's the most abandoned one from all of this.

#i pity them both. the true villians are ps and famine barem. they made this outcome inevitable #chainsaw man #csm #denji #nayuta #have played silent hill 2 this break was the best decision ever