#i particularly wanna work on my fic idea where kuwa.bara realizes hi.ei has a crush on kur.ama

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adhd is homophobic bc its preventing me from writing my incredibly gay fics

#i have so many kur.ahi fic ideas #ive been hyperfixated on them for months and getting so many beginnings of fic planning #but once my brain loses the spark of New Idea Formation then it will not let me focus for shit to devlop any particular fic idea more #its driving me CRAZY #i just want to write my gay shit!!!! all the fluff!!! mutual pining before getting together!!! soft first times and shameless kinky smut!!! #please brain i am BEGGING just let me write. P L E A S E #i particularly wanna work on my fic idea where kuwa.bara realizes hi.ei has a crush on kur.ama #and kuwa.bara immediately decides to be hi.eis wingman despite hi.eis constant protests against that #and hi.eis constant denial of having feelings for kur.ama lmao #itll be so fucking fun once i can ACTUALLY FUCKING WRITE IT