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shawnpetermuffins · 5 years

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Misery Business (decode 2)

A/n: and the much requested part 2. Part 1 is in my masterlist under my song based fics. This will be the final part.

Summary: Shawn's finally starting to realize what this relationship has done to him.

Warnings: angst, swearing, the usual

Word count: 2.2k

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I should be happy. My career has never been better, my singles are doing pretty great on the charts, I'm in the top 5 most listened to artists on spotify, and I'm getting loads of publicity hanging with Camila. And don't get me wrong, she's beautiful, hourglass figure that every guy wants, I guess. There's just something wrong and it's this, she's not y/n. I thought our relationship would withstand anything my career threw at us, I really did. But I should have known that she wasn't okay with this. I knew that there was always some kind of underlying territorial battle between her and the girl that's currently holding my arm while we walk down the street, but I ignored it for the sake of a few extra views on a music video, for a few extra streams.

This publicity thing has taken y/n away from me and no one seems to notice, or care, because the songs are doing so good. Since she walked away that night no one has talked about it. No one asked what was the final straw, it was just never brought up. And all that's going around Twitter and Instagram are these God awful, staged photos of me and Camila acting like we're so in love when in reality I am heartbroken and on the verge of a nervous breakdown in most of them.

"They're looking," she says into my arm. "Kiss me now." She's been telling me to do that a lot more often recently and I'm starting to feel just how wrong it is for us to be doing this. She knows about the breakup, but it seems like she couldn't care less. She parades me around town and follows me on tour, adding a little too much tension between me, Brian and Connor who have barely spoken to me since y/n left. It's clear that they weren't on my side in this situation, but that didn't matter to Camila. She was eating the attention up. She loved knowing that people were talking and that they were talking about her, it apparently didn't matter in what context.

"Andrew," I grab my manager's attention one night before he goes into his hotel room.

"Yeah, bud?"

I clear my throat, glancing over my shoulder to make sure no one was still out wandering the hall, listening. I lower my voice anyway, "How much longer do Camila and I have to keep up this PR game? The fans are starting to notice it's fake."

"We have to keep it up at least until the stadium show."

"What? What happened to it ending after the VMAs?"

He shrugs, "Sorry. We need to sell more."

"The stadium's already sold out, what do you mean we need to sell more?!"

"Shawn, you said you were okay with this. What's going on?"

I lost the best thing that's ever happened to me because of this stupid game. That's what's going on. But I just sigh, "Nothing. Nothing, guess I'm just worried. I don't want the fans to lose interest. I can't keep ignoring the question."

"Well you can't talk about it. We're under contract. Now it'll be over before you know it. So for now, just enjoy it. Enjoy the publicity. You need it. Gets people excited for new music."

You know what else gets people excited for new music? Promotion.

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I'm scrolling through Instagram, seeing all the photos fan accounts are posting of me and Camila, becoming more and more emotionally drained with each passing second. But then I see something that catches my eye. It's a photo of me and y/n, one of the only photos she allowed me to post of us. Except it's split right down the middle. I hurriedly look at the caption.

Fanaccount Is no one going to talk about the fact that we don't know how, why, or WHEN y/n and Shawn broke up??? Did we all just forget that they were together for 2 years?? What happened to our girl?

Then I start reading the comments, which I shouldn't do, but I can't stop myself.

Fanaccount2 Idk if it's true but someone said she was still on tour with him up until like 2 weeks ago…

Fanaccount2 Do y'all think Camila had something to do with it?

She had everything to do with it.

fanaccount3 Who cares? He's with Camila and she's better.

Fucking liar.

fanaccount4 I know we don't know what happened, but if it's because of C that's fucked up. Y/n deserves better. Shitty PR to sell a song that's already been at #1 for weeks?? If he lost her to this I feel bad for him.

Fanaccount5 But what about her? She had to watch all this go down? It was a really dick move for him to even think it was okay to do this.

fanaccount6 Okay but look how happy he is with Camila. He clearly doesn't feel bad, so why do you???

Fanaccount4 THEY WERE TOGETHER FOR 2 YEARS! and now he's sucking face with his "best friend" come on. That's shitty and you know it.

I don't even realize that I'm crying until I can hardly catch my breath. I'm panicking. I haven't had to deal with a panic attack alone since y/n came around, but this is the third one I've talked myself out of since she left, and I've had to go back on my medication. I never realized that she was the main thing helping me through.

My phone buzzes with a notification - a message from Andrew.

It's a screenshot of my spotify account and it reads: #2 baby!!

I want to hurl - my phone or the contents of my stomach, I'm not sure. Maybe both. But I guess, we've got the fans where we want them.

But like we always do, in true Hollywood bragging, we post the screenshot to our Instagram stories. And Andrew to his feed and twitter. It's all working so well. They're buying it - the relationship, the song, everything. But when I look at my follower count and see I'm down at least 100,000… maybe not everyone is buying it.

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We're in her hometown and every part of me wants to go see her, wants to make sure she's okay. Because I have the day off and it would be so easy to just drive out to her and make things right. But Camila won't leave my side and I'm going insane.

"Shawn, pay attention to me!"

And I snap. "What do you think I've been doing these past two months, Camila?! I've been paying attention! Jesus, fuck, give me just two minutes of alone time."

"Whoa! What's up your ass?" She crosses her arms over her chest.

"You!" I scoff, throwing my hands up.

"You've been moody all week. Do you want to talk?"

"Not to you," I mumble, but she hears me.

"You're serious? This is about y/n? It's been a month, Shawn. It's time to move on."

"Move on? How am I supposed to move on when she was the literal best thing to happen to me? When I lost her because of this stupid PR move that is in no way helping me anymore, Miss number two!"

"Now I don't deserve to be number two? Really?"

I don't say anything else, I just take my phone and wallet from the coffee table and leave without another word. I don't know where I'm going until I'm there at her doorstep, breathing heavily and running my clammy hands through my already ruffled hair. Before I can talk myself out of it, I knock on the door and wait, my hands in my pocket.

"Can you get that?" I hear her say to someone inside, but I'm not expecting it to be my own best friend.

"Brian?" I say, confused.

"What are you-?"

"Bri, did you? Shawn?"

"Connor?"

"Guys, who's at the…" she stops cold in her tracks when she sees me.

"Y/n," I sigh. I can't read her face. She could be any number of things, but shocked is probably the most accurate.

"Babes, can y'all give us a second?" Her arms cross defensively over her chest while the guys retreat to the kitchen. When she walks further into the living room, I let myself in, closing the door behind me. "What the hell are you doing here, Shawn?"

"I miss you," I say desperately. "I - I know I fucked up. Severely fucked up. I put my career ahead of you and I said I'd never do that. The numbers became more important and it shouldn't have been that way. I'm so sorry. Just… please give me a second chance. Let me prove to you that you're first. Always."

"A second chance isn't going to do anything for you, Shawn."

"How do you-?"

"Because you're still pretending with her! If you're even pretending at this point! I can't be with you like this because if the numbers were all that mattered two months ago, who's to say they're still not going to matter three years from now? Your entire career revolves around them and I'm not going to be your number two. That isn't what I signed myself up for. Not to mention my Twitter mentions right now are your fans calling me a whore for standing in the way of 'Shawmila's true love!'"

I flinch, "I'll fix it."

"You can't!" She screams and I see the guys slowly make their way into the room. "Jesus, don't you get it? It doesn't matter what you think you can fix because I can't forgive you! I'm done. I'm over it. I don't want this!" She gestures between our bodies. "You don't want me, you want the familiarity. Well, why don't you teach her how to calm down your anxiety attacks. And tell her how you like your eggs in the morning, and how you'll only get out of bed after at least ten minutes of silent cuddling.

"And you go around town acting so fucking innocent, which no one believes, by the way. Teach her how to be your girlfriend, and how to do it right because clearly I wasn't doing it right," her voice cracks at the last part of her sentence and it breaks me in half. When the first year falls, I want nothing more than to take her in my arms, but I hold back, knowing damn well she doesn't want me near her.

"Y/n, it's not the same without you. The concerts aren't as fun, the days between drag on forever. I thought that being seen out would make the numbers rise, and yeah it has, but I'm losing more than im getting."

"That's not my fault. You did that." She wraps her arms around her, holding herself together. Just like I've always known her to. I notice that the tears aren't falling anymore either. She stopped then just as quickly as they started.

"This isn't how I thought we would turn out."

She bites the inside of her cheek, her clear sign that she's distraught. "You know, it's funny. It took me so long to realize that I was watching your dreams come true. Selling out arenas and winning awards and putting out awesome music. I watched all of those dreams come true. Not once did you say I was a reason for it. You always avoided the questions about if the songs were about me. I was - I was never part of your dream, Shawn. And I put mine on hold to watch you live yours. It's my turn," she looks at me with some type of fire in her eyes. "Its time for me to go for my dreams and watch them come true. I thought it was you. You were my dream for so long, but that's just not it anymore."

I suck in a shuddery breath, "no. Y/n, baby. Please."

"You need to go."

"Y/n," I reach out for her but I'm stopped quickly by my best friend.

"She told you to go, Shawn."

"I'm not leaving until we fix this."

"Just let it go, man. She doesn't want you anymore." Connor says from his same spot, only this time with y/n in his arms, her head buried deep in his chest. Seeing her in the arms of another makes me crazy and I lunge for him, but Brian pushes me back again.

"You need to go. I'm not saying it again," he's practically dragging me out the house.

I point an angry finger at Connor, "You're fired."

"That's fine," he says. "Good luck with the rest of the tour." He shoots me a glare and then his attention is back to my sad ex-girlfriend. And I'm out the door before I realize it.

"What am I supposed to do?" I ask aloud because I feel Brian standing behind me, making sure I don't get any ideas to go back inside.

"Sounds to me like you need to reevaluate your priorities. You chose this career, and up until recently you were able to balance love and music. Find that again. Now go back to the hotel. I'll see you for soundcheck tomorrow." The door closes once again. But this time it's closing on everything that was and everything that could've been. I know I'm not getting her back. I chose the music business, but now it's the misery business and there's no way to get out of it.

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watermxlnhigh · 4 years

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Tagged by the one and only @chanswish

Name: Isabelle

Nickname: Izzy:Teddy Bear:Tall girl:Legs

Star sign: Scorpio YEEHAW

Height: 5 ’11 🌲

Time: 9:39 pm

Fav artists: UHHH I have so many but my tops are Taylor Swift, Harry Styles, skz, bts, exo, Eric nam, NF, NCT—someone help me there’s too many good people out there. Song stuck in my head: Tempo.

Last movie I saw was Frozen 2 😌 (i cried)

Last thing I googled: AMSCO ch. 14

Other blogs: swiftly-a-flawless-night bc taylor, but I never post on it LSJFKEJJF

Reason for this url: it’s a long ass inside joke that started in May bc my friend and I were like

« okay but Taehyung’s neck👀👀 »

« THATS one heck of a neck contour👀👀 »

« we should make a fanaccount for it LOL »

« what should we name it... »

« ummm something with a V, maybe victor? No, ummm »

« WAIT let’s replace the n in neck and the c in contour and name it veckvontour »

« LMAO BET » ....so yeah

Following: idk how many but I’m new here so not a bunch. Mainly the SGST boons

Average sleep: weekdays 4-7 and on weekends literally 48 hours. I only sleep. School=stress

What am I wearing??? 👀👀 a Teddy coat and Nike shorts

Dream job: photographer either in editorial fashion or concert photography.

Dream vaca: I FUCKING LOVE TRAVELING. I REALLY want to find someone and go backpack Europe. It seems dope.

Favorite foods: ramen. And Indian food. >>>>

Instruments: Flûte and piano 😌

Favorite song: atm levanter by skz but it changes QUITE often.

Another top one is exo’s trauma and Baekhyun’s un village

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taenys · 5 years

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🌙 tiffany’s magnetic moon tour fanaccount🌙

So, we got to the venue at around 1pm but only did a little drive-by to see if there was anyone already in line. There was no one, and my sister and I didn’t really want to be the ones to “start” the line, for fear of being kicked out by the venue staff. We instead just walked to a nearby café to have lunch and wait to see if more people showed up.

After a couple of hours, we walked to the venue again and there was still no one there, so we walked around the block again, and when we got back to the venue there were 3 people “in line”/waiting around by the entryway, so we decided to just wait with them. This made me 4th in line for the entire event. This guaranteed that I was going to be not only at the front row, but also in the center. At this point it was 3pm, and the VIP meet and greet thing was supposed to start at around 5:45 so it felt like a good time to be in line.

We stood in line, cold and nervous, but mostly just excited. I had replayed in my head over and over what I was going to say to her when I met her, but nothing sounded quite right. I’d seen from other people on twitter that they’d gotten hugs from her, and had time to say quite a few things, so I prepared myself for a similar experience. At around 6:20 (much later than the scheduled time for the VIP entry) staff finally called the VIPs and we all went through security. It was finally time to meet Tiffany herself

I gave the letter I wrote to her to her staff to give later. We were told meetings had to be done in groups of 5 or 6, so my sister, mom and I were in a group with the 3 people in line in front of us. When we walked in, Tiffany was seated on a bench by herself and her staff directed us to take a seat on the bench, 3 people on each side, and that they would take 2 photos and that was it.

I wasn’t really listening to anything anyone was saying though because the sight of Tiffany left me in shock. She was so tiny, and so PERFECT. How a human could have skin THAT clear and smooth, and a smile that shining…it was unbelievable. The 3 people in front of me obviously got the seats next to Tiffany, so I didn’t get to see her as closely nor did I get to directly interact with her during this VERY quick little “meet and greet.” She directed us (in her typical Manager Hwang way) on how to do the poses; first we did the “magnetic moon” pose which was just making a crescent moon by making your hand a “C” and placing it over your eye. The second pose we did finger hearts. My hands were shaking and my heart was racing the entire time.

Afterwards staff promptly directed us to leave and head for the main stage area now, but the two fangirls in our group stopped to ask Tiffany for a hug. They both got a hug and Ruby and I just awkwardly watched and walked very slowly in the direction staff was trying to get everyone to go. It was clear staff didn’t want anyone getting hugs or any special one on one time with Tiffany, it was just supposed to be a sit, get your picture taken and go sort of thing. I didn’t want to leave without telling Tiffany SOMETHING so I said “You look so beautiful Tiffany” on my way out and she looked at me and gave me that cute puppy dog look of hers where she furrows her brows (y’all know the one) and blew me a kiss with her hands in the sweetest way. My night was made with that alone. I didn’t get a hug but I was the first fan to tell her that she looked beautiful that night.

After that we all scurried to the barricade to get our spot for the show and, of course, I was front row right in the center. We considered going to buy merch before the crowd inside got bigger, but decided against it for fear of losing our spot in the pit. From then on out it was just time to wait for the show itself to begin. That moment when the lights go off and you know that means she’s about to step on stage, and the music starts up and the stage lights start swirling? Nothing will ever beat that feeling. It’s the best high there is. The curtain opened up and Tiffany stepped out. My heart literally stopped. Tiffany…was wearing…the tiniest tightest little red dress of all time. Ruby and I had discussed what she might wear for our show, since she’d been wearing something different each time so far. Never in my life did I imagine she’d decide to wear the ACTUAL SEXIEST OUTFIT OF ALL TIME for US. That TEENY TINY DRESS, hugging her curves in all the right places, paired with the black fishnet stockings and black boots, holy FUCK she came out to kill each and every one of us. My lesbian ass was DYING. No offense to anyone else who sees her at any of her other stops but, that outfit will never be topped. With her long black hair in those sultry loose waves, too? Iconic.

RFYL was her opening song, and what an opening THAT was. I remember screaming to Ruby next to me, “her SKIN????!!!!” because it was absolutely mind-blowing how smooth and flawless her skin looked? Like literal actual porcelain. And then how tiny she is in real life?????? I know her profile says she’s like 5’4 or something but she’s 5’1 MAX. She’s TINY. And sooooo thin, but so RIDICULOUSLY beautiful. I couldn’t even focus on the music initially, I was still too mesmerized by her physical presence, and how absolute IN LOVE with her I am. After RFYL she did Over My Skin which…singing that song, with those lyrics, with the sexiest choreography in THAT dress…just fuck me up Tiffany Hwang. What a win for the lesbians tonight, I swear :’) I recorded fancams of every song, and took a few little breaks to take pictures so I’ll post those after I post this.

Heartbreak Hotel was next, and I was so glad she did perform some of her older Korean songs too. God, her voice though. She’s SO good live. The notes she was hitting, those runs she was belting? Legendary. I was scream singing along with her the whole show (my voice is gone now). She kept telling us to dance and seemed to give more fanservice to fans who were singing along and dancing too, so I made sure to…well, be myself I guess. I’ve never been the kind of fan who stays seated during a concert or just goes to “listen.”

One of my favorite things to do is blast kpop and dance around the house when I’m home alone, and one of the things she said during one of her talks in the show was that she wanted to see THAT kind of energy. A judgement free zone, so even though I didn’t hear anyone behind me scream singing or feel anyone near me dancing (the dude next to me was quiet and stiff as a board the entire time), that didn’t stop me and when Tiffany looked over at me (which she did A LOT), she’d get that BIG smile on her face, with her signature eye smile, and I’d MELT. It made her so happy to see us having fun along with her. Seeing Tiffany have fun playing around with us, nothing feels better. We made her smile, I made her smile, and you really can’t beat that feeling.

So during the next song which was Talk, one of my all-time favorites of hers, she saw me signing my heart out at her and knelt down to sing to me and we just had this sweet perfect little moment where we were singing to each other and I just????? I have no words. Love. All I felt was love. Pure and simple. That’s my love up there, signing her heart out and I’m so proud of her. I’ll gif that moment but I swear, it was the most intimate and significant moment of my life. And it had to happen during my favorite song of course :’) I’m going to cry every time I listen to Talk now :’( She looked at me an absurd amount of times during the show; I can’t even count them all. But she came and sang to me again during Runaway, and it was again…INCREDIBLY intimate and sweet and magical and felt so special. I’ll probably notice even more little eye contact moments from here when I go through all my fancams, but for now those were the two most significant moments.

My overall feeling now after replaying it all is…Tiffany is unquestionably one of the greatest artists of our generation. More than just her being one of the best vocalists (that husky soulful voice of hers remains unmatched), she’s pushed herself in so many ways and it’s been so amazing to witness? She was teased about being an “awkward” dancer, so she came out with “I Just Wanna Dance” and proved everyone that she could be a fucking great dancer. She’s a perfectionist, she’s her own worst critic, but she’s never given up. God, I fucking admire the fuck out of her for that. She’s never stopped; she’s never given up, she’s kept her head up, kept smiling through all the bullshit she’s gone through because at the end of the day singing and performing is her entire life.

I’ve never seen anyone as passionate about singing and performing as she is. When she’s on stage you KNOW that this is the whole reason she was put on this earth. There was never any other option for her, and that’s why she left home at 15 and moved to Korea, without the support of her family, not knowing anyone and not speaking fluent Korean. She went with the fiercest determination, the biggest dream, and an unstoppable spirit. She was going to sing, that was all that mattered to her. Training day and night, being under the nightmare of the Korean music industry, she was willing to tough it all out just for a chance to be on that stage, to share her voice, and eventually to share her own original music for people.

And now she’s 30, doing her first NA tour. Baby Hwang Miyoung’s dream of inspiring the lives of millions has long since come true. The collective feeling of warmth and comfort we all felt when she sang The Flower was so serene and so breathtaking. Some of her songs make you feel like you’re being held in a comforting embrace. Others make you feel like you can conquer the world, some make you feel stronger than you are, and some make you feel the butterflies of a first love. I can’t wait to see what else she comes up with in the years to come, and I can’t wait for the next fucking tour!!!!!!

And, to quote something I wrote about her over 5 years ago that holds truer now than ever, “Tiffany is an actual angel that came down from above to spread love and warmth and happiness and inspire us all to be the best that we can be and to never stop dreaming and fighting for what we want. basically, Tiffany is the epitome of all that is good in this world. Tiffany is a blessing to this earth. she encompasses everything good, everything positive, every good feeling, she just…she lives it. in everything that she does, she works hard, she never stops smiling, she never stops being who she is and finding a reason to keep going. she’s the most determined and the most driven and the most optimistic, and that inspires the fuck out of me. i just…i can’t believe someone as amazing as her exists in this mess of a world. she’s a reminder that there is good in this world, there is still beauty and love and laughter and light.”

That’s what Tiffany is to me.

#personal #I’m listening to Magnetic Moon and sobbing. That song is The Best Song of All Time probably.#tiffany feels

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seongjinnie · 5 years

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DAY6 ‘Gravity’ in Singapore

Hello everybody! I know it’s been a long time since I posted anything here but!! I went for DAY6′s Gravity concert in Singapore!!!!!!!! I’m still quite shaken that I experienced it (finally!) and though it has been a few hours since its end, I’m still quite hyped about it! So this post is just me venting it out to my heart’s content! Continue reading this long post if you want to read about my fanaccount/opinion on the whole experience! But in summary, this post is all about “I am so proud of DAY6!!”

OK so long story short, I had mixed opinions about going for the concert cause it’s expensive for an average student like me but my friends wanted to go!!! So in the end I kinda succumbed to the peer pressure (LOL) and bought the ticket! It felt surreal even then but I was still kinda uncertain whether I would truly enjoy the concert. I hadn’t been following them closely, so I felt like I don’t deserve to go for it.

Anyway, fast forward, I had a stressful week, that DAY6′s concert became something I looked forward to. When the day came, I was still in disbelief that I am going to a DAY6 concert! And it’s my very first concert in the years that I have been living. And I’m gonna see DAY6 perform LIVE. Damn, it sounded like a dream, but it came true yet it still feels like a dream!

When I reached the concert venue, it was kind of a culture shock to me. I knew of fan supports, fan goods and the like. I knew they exist since I see them on the internet, but experiencing it first-hand was really different. It was actually overwhelming for me? That fans actually do this for free? I was trying so hard to comprehend this! Y’all are so precious and kind to be doing these for other fans! Y’all are the MVPs!!! There was a girl that gave out photocards at the escalator and I got a Sungjin photocard! Mr_HuntK, thank you so much for it!! Honestly, I was kinda embarrassed and flustered that these fans are so expressive in their love for DAY6 while I’m the kind to hide it away. I don’t buy their official merchandise or I don’t show off that I like them or whatever, so I felt inferior to these fans! It was kinda like a blow to my self-esteem, in a sense? That I’m not a good fan? That I’m not a proud DAY6 fan????

But!!! My heart was swelling with pride the moment I saw the boys onstage and playing their music!!! The boys were so great I just!!!! I felt like a proud mom???? I’m not the best fan, that’s for sure, but I still watched them grow as a band. I haven’t been closely following them, but I do listen to their new releases and from time to time, I do check for updates. But still, I have been with them since their debut, ever since my friend introduced me to them. And to see them where they are now... I was so proud of them throughout the concert! I was smiling, watching them with fond eyes and with so much pride!!! The boys were killin’ it, man!!!! They’ve gone so far!!! They’ve grown so much! Throughout the whole concert, my mind kept saying, “These kids are truly talented musicians!” Their solos were so great! Dowoon had a drumstick flying off halfway, but it’s okay! He was still cool and he played so well, I am just so proud of him!!! I truly like Sungjin’s solo the most (maybe because he’s my bias LOL). But I was really in awe when they had their solos. I just kept having thoughts like “Damn, these kids can really play so well! They’re so good at it! I’m so proud!”

I didn’t check the previous setlists at all, because I wanted myself to enjoy the flow. And I kept getting surprised by the songs they performed! Especially the mash-ups. I was in awe that the different songs actually sound so good together! And it just got me thinking again that DAY6 is really a talented band. Also, I was pleasantly surprised that they performed songs that I truly like. But then again, when has DAY6 ever had a bad song, right?

Dowoon, Sungjin and Wonpil tried their best to speak English and they were all so adorable! Whenever they tried, I couldn’t help but smile so wide. And I forgot about how awkward Dowoon is but he’s so adorable I cannot help but smile fondly! Sungjin’s English has improved a lot that I was really surprised! These boys are just so hardworking, I’m just so proud of them beyond words.

Sungjin and YoungK got a little emotional towards the end, that they teared up and they were trying to hold back their tears. And it’s just amazing how these boys are humble and that is something I love about them. They’ve grown so much, they deserve so much love and they’re still humble and I really hope they’re continue to stay humble and continue to produce good music and continue to be good performers.

One thing I realized during the concert was that I don’t have a bias in DAY6 anymore. I like all of them equally. My seat was on the 2nd floor, so these boys looked tiny to me. Despite the distance, they still shined so bright to me! Each and every one of them are so special in their own way, I didn’t know who to focus on! All of them were shining so brightly in their own color I just didn’t want to miss out on anything! I always thought I was a Sungjin bias but I guess I just bias DAY6 in general. I kept looking at each and every member for a good few seconds because I just wanted to see them all.

Anyway, for the technical aspects of the concert, the lights were good! The ocean of lights in the audience was beautiful! The visuals on the screens were done so well, there’s nothing much I can complain about! The only thing I didn’t like was that, the camera didn’t show Jae when he was playing his guitar solo in the songs such as Colors. They showed other members on the screen instead. But well, maybe it was my fault for not focusing? I don’t know. And since it’s the first time I ever went to a concert, I felt the sound system wasn’t so good? But at the same time, I think I’m just not used to being in a concert so I had no idea what’s it supposed to be like LOL. But whatever, their voices still shined and I still enjoyed it all entirely. I can’t really complain since I finally got to hear them playing the instruments loud and clear hehe. Oh and I didn’t really like how the security was strict about photography and videography? I guess it’s a good thing because at least people are not holding up their phones and blocking people’s view. But then again, I do want to record something for myself... Oh well. In the end, I let myself immerse in the concert and enjoy it without being distracted about my phone.

On a side note, I honestly hope I wasn’t a nuisance to the people around me cause I was rocking hella hard to their songs, singing my heart out (with my bad skills), trying my best to do the fanchants (which was probably wrong welps), cheering for the boys whenever they did anything, jumping up and down and waving my hand and whatever else I may have done. I really hope I wasn’t a nuisance to anyone and that I didn’t cause anyone to not enjoy the concert!!! But Jae was saying to get all hyped and I was all like “Ain’t nothing gonna stop me from having the fun and letting loose!!” But ok, I really hope I wasn’t a nuisance.

I actually expected myself to cry because I am quite a sensitive person but in the end, I didn’t tear up during the concert. Instead, my heart was filled with so much pride about DAY6. Okay, maybe I almost cried. Especially when I watched their 1st win on the fan video... That was a milestone for them, but I couldn’t help but feel genuinely happy instead. These boys really deserve more love for their work.

To DAY6, thank you for the amazing concert! Your performances were awesome! It’s a 2.5 hr I will never forget, and I don’t regret a single bit (but well, maybe my wallet does but it’s okay! It was worth it!) Honestly, I didn’t know I needed this concert until I experienced it! The way you boys actually got us to let loose and fully enjoy the concert, thank you, really. You boys are such good performers, I’m just so proud of you! You boys have grown so much, improved so much I just feel so proud that I don’t even know how to express it anymore!! :’) I’m not the best fan or the number 1 fan, but you boys are just so amazing with what you do, I will always support your music. You boys are doing so well, and I really hope the band will continue to do even better! Here’s to more great music from DAY6!

To fellow MyDays that attended the Singapore concert, you guys are amazing. For the fan projects, the fan video, for being hyped for the concert, and for having a (generally) good behavior, I really thank you guys for making this concert a memorable one, not only for DAY6, but for my own self. DAY6 would be proud! :’)

And for anyone who actually read this post, I’m sorry for the length and for sounding like a mom when I probably don’t deserve it but I’m just so proud of DAY6 even though I didn’t do anything as much as other MyDays but-- Anyway, thank you for reading this! :)

#day6 #day6 gravity tour in singapore

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mystarmyangel · 6 years

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[TRANS] 180205 Instiz hot post: SNSD YoonA’s life goal .jpg (Character’s benchmark)

T/l note: Some of these were actually shared in a post back in 2014. You can check here for the translation

YoonA: “I think that the Sean-Jung Hyeyoung couple is the most ideal couple to me,” and, “My greatest goal and dream in life is to marry like them.” (this was not translated by Limyoonabar, took this from Soshified)

▶ The first celebrity in the twenties to join Honor Society

From 2010, YoonA has been steadily participting in ‘Fruit of Love’ donation activities. By 2013, because of the large sum of donations over the years, she was invited to join the society but she continuously rejected the offer. It was only in 2015 that she joined after being offered again. She decided to join the society after hearing that her participation can help to promote the culture of sharing.

(150710Article Trans from above)

Honor Society YoonA is attracting a lot of attention after being elected as the model taxpayer as well as joining as a member of Honor Society. On the 49th Taxpayer’s Day,YoonA and actor Song Seung Heon were both awarded the presidential award. Also, YoonA has also received attention after being reported that she joins Honor Society early this year. Both YoonA and Song Seung Heon were also appointed as honorary ambassadors of the National Tax Service for a year. Meanwhile, netizens responded with comments like “Honor Society, awesome”, “Honor Society, your heart is as pretty as your face” and so on.

▶ Since early debut (You Are My Destiny), started sponsoring World Vision Organisation

YoonA’s intention is to do charity silently, so there isnt any news on it. Only when fans saw her name from a year-end donor list released by a certain area government on the donors who donated more than several ten millions won did people find out. Her sponsorship on kids from 3rd world countries since her early debut is also discovered through World Vision organisation’s year end report. YoonA’s participation in volunteer work is also only revealed when actress Jung Ae-ri said in a magazine interview “I participated in volunteer work with YoonA. She is someone who will try as much as possible not to publicise the things that she did"

▶ Consistently providing financial aid to Seoul Jung-gu (Helping the needy families in the year end)

Continuous donations to families with financial difficulties. SNSD’s YoonA who is the ambassador of Jung-gu, donated 20 million wons to Dream Hearty in last year December 21st

▶ Donation to blindness awareness charity concert

▶ Regular donation to UNICEF + Uniheroes’s 1st donor in Korea

YoonA who has been donating to UNICEF all this while... UNICEF started the worldwide children's campaign called Uniheroes and appointed YoonA as the ambassador. She became the first donor on the spot upon appointed as the ambassador

▶ YoonA who made a surprise visit with a cake to a disabled student who is also a fan of hers

▶ YoonA who went overseas to do volunteer work during SNSD’s resting period

▶ Extracted from KAIST university student Jang Ha Jin’s autobiography who is also a former trainee in SM ...

Jang HaJin: “YoonA unnie, the more i get to know her, the more i find out how sincere she is. She has a soft and kind personality, i have never heard her speaking ill of others, always giving in and thinking for others. She is always smilimg too. I have never seen her arguing with others or throwing temper too. In the 3 years, she has never quarrel with anyone or throw a temper.”

She picked YoonA as the kindest person among the people who she trained with.

(T/l note: you can find a longer trans of this extract from the 2014 post, link alr provided in the start of this post)

▶ YoonA, upon arrival at Changsha airport - China (T/l note: Instiz poster wrote Taiwan, but actually it is Changsha)

YoonA who almost has a mishap due to the welcoming crowd, but she is still smiling

▶ YoonA arrival in China Airport (T/l note: Instiz’s poster wrote China airport, but actually first gif is in Bangkok, the rest was in China)

Stopping the manager from yelling at the fans due to the overwhelming and squeezy crowd

- An account by a staff from drama, ‘You Are My Destiny’ filming -

Even though YoonA was the leading actress, but she did not prepare a chair as she think she is only a rookie actress. So she couldn’t probably sit down... I felt sorry for YoonA because she has a lot of things to do as the lead One staff asked YoonA to sit on the director’s chair when the director was not around but until the very end, YoonA has not once sat down... YoonA said at the wrap up party that even so (no chair prepared), she is very thankful that staffs kept asking her to sit down. Lastly she even wrote cards. This is the proof shot from that staff

From her rookie days until now, everytime she wrapped up filming for a drama, she will write letters and give presents to all the behind the scene staffs to express her gratitude.

Even if it is not wrapup party, but she also gifted biscults and so on to staffs on Pepero day

▶ Writing letters and giving gifts to her staffs

▶ Angel-like YoonA’s fanaccount

▶ Actress Kim Min Hee mentioned about treating sensible YoonA and Sooyoung to a meal

Kim Min Hee: While having our meal in a Samgyeopsal shop, Sooyoung and YoonA immediately stood up from their seat and came over to greet me upon seeing me. To have SNSD greeting me infront of my kids make me feel really proud, because i was so happy i also treated them the meal

▶ YoonA’s surprise gift for actress Kim Nam Joo

“Kim Nam Joo really love YoonA’s hair accessory when she was watching the drama. Upon knowing this from staffs, YoonA wrote a letter with the hair accessory together and send it to Kim Nam Joo. And she is really thankful.” Then she continued, “She intially wanted to give the hair accessory to her daughter, but because she was touched by YoonA’s sincerity, so she wore it during her drama filming”

▶ Singer Park Gangsung mentioned YoonA

Park Gangsung: I wanted to get a autograph from TVXQ so i went backstage, however no staffs recognised me, and even asked me who i am, even after i said i am a singer, they continue to ignore me and shut me out. And then YoonA walked over and greeted me 'Sunbaenim’ loudly. I am really thankful for the attention she showed me.

Lending her sneakers to Jessica, and wore slippers instead for the rehearsal

Giving up the cushion when there is another woman participating in the filming

Source: Instiz Cr: Chinese Trans by 黄黄 (Limyoonabar) Eng Trans: mystarmyangel

(DO NOT TAKE OUT WITHOUT PROPER CREDITS)

#YoonA #YoonAngel #Trans

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voidbeantm · 6 years

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the post-concert sadness is intense this time round and i really didn't feel like dumping this on twitter or any of my friends so it's going here ignore me just let me ramble

i really dont know what it is about concerts that leave so many people with post-concert sadness. it's so common and yet it's really hard to pinpoint a main cause.

part of it has to be the crash that comes when the post-concert euphoria wears off. it's like caffeine. the buzz is incredible but the crash is extremely draining.

maybe it's the fact that ive spent so long looking at these people and these performances through a small screen. as much as i talk about how important it is to conceptualise and treat celebrities like real people, the fact of the matter is that no matter what, celebrities never really seem like "real people". yes, they're real people but they're essentially strangers. and when you spend most of your time observing them through a screen, your brain starts feeling about them the same way it feels about fictional characters you really really like. they're real but you never really expect to see them with your own two eyes, walking and talking in front of you. there's a disconnect between how you feel and what you know rationally. suddenly, it hits you that these people are real and right there, being completely incredible. every frustrating facial expression, every surprising and dangerous dance move, every tiny moment of friendship and banter, it's real, they're doing it right in front of your eyes.

maybe it's the fact that for the first time ever, im not alone during a concert and suddenly, my anxieties leave me completely and allow me to completely let loose instead of holding back just a smidge like i always have. ive seen them twice before this but none of them were the korean concerts and ive always been alone and ive never gone this wild before. it's freeing and euphoric and we refer again to what i said about euphoria crash.

maybe it's seeing them in their most natural comfortable state relative to being onstage. the two times i saw them previously were in singapore and malaysia. it's evident that they're much more comfortable in their homeland. which, by the way, completely understandable!! for one, there's no language barrier in the way and they're free to express themselves fully without having to pause for the translator which, no matter what, will always distrupt the natural flow of banter. there's the fact that the concert hall is so so so much bigger. there's the fact that the crowd at home probably just feels familiar and comfortable. vixx and kstarlights have such a close rapport that they rarely have to guess how the crowd will react to the things they say or do. with foreign crowds that you dont perform to as often, every single time it's a gamble. there's a much bigger pressure to impress and do as well as possible to leave a lasting impression in order to grow your audience there. i dont know the right words to describe it but there was just something different about seeing them this time. they were so open and comfortable. maybe what i said about finally having friends to share this experience with earlier applies here as well in a way. when i was alone, it wasnt like i enjoyed them any less, i just felt a tiny bit less free to let loose. in the company of familiar and comfortable people, i was finally able to. it could possibly be the same for them as well.

on my end there was the whole business of sitting so far away that i watched the whole thing through either my binoculars or the display screen. i always forget that im not able to pause a real life performance and go back to rewatch parts i might have missed. during concerts, it's do or die. if you miss it, you miss it. i haven't had the chance to check fanaccounts or fancams in detail on twitter but even a brief glace told me that i most definitely missed quite a few bits. and with the amount rewinding i freely admit to doing, it's not a surprise how much i hate missing out on things.

related to the above, im actually not sure how much of me missing out was actually just me being unable to remember most of anything that happens during a concert once it is over. especially when it comes to new songs. aside from a few key parts of the choreography, i barely remember what the performances for the new songs were like. i can't remember most of what happened. this always happens to me after every single concert and apparently, im not the only one. it's like there's something about the nature of a concert that exists in a time-shifted dimension. everything exists and is held in that dimension, in that moment of time alone. you're only ever able to bring scraps of it out with you. it's like trying to hold onto a dream after you've woken up. unless you write down everything right away, it's gone. but then you see a stray photo, the odd fancam, and it triggers a memory. it's almost magic. and you can't just rewatch the performances through fancams or the dvd even though you'd have a much easier time seeing everything going on but it's just different. you'd be back to seeing them on a screen again. and dreams dont work like that anyway dreams are lived once, the rest are just disjointed memories.

finally, there is just plain old missing them. i already miss them. i just got reminded once again that they're real and in front of me over a day ago and now they're back to being images on a screen. every song i hear, every video i watch just makes me remember that, at one point, they were real. and i miss them.

honestly, this it didnt really fully hit until i boarded the plane alone and set off for home. for the first time in three days, i was without friends to fill the void or the stress of travelling on a time limit to distract me. suddenly, i just felt sad and hollow and tired. on a personal level im probably also exhausted both physically and mentally from the constant travelling, especially on a time limit as well as socially from meeting "new" people and being in the presence of people in general for a few days straight. ren and natsu were incredible and so fun (i will not ever get over what it's like to hang out with actual starlights ever) but you know how it is with introversion. even when you with people you want to be with, your energy will deplete. my brain is telling me it's going to clock out for a good few days before its ready to come back again

i dont have a satisfying conclusion to this mess of words. i dont even know how i feel now that ive bled off all of my feelings into text. it's a mix of sadness, wistfulness, and residual awe because everything i said above as well as having to say goodbye to my friends.

i dont want this long ramble to make it seem like im not grateful for the opportunity to see them in a korean concert. i absolutely am. i will cherish this memory forever. i just. i wish i were both less and more predictable of a person. if i could i want to do it again. i want to see them in a korean concert again. but i don't know what i'll be like a year from now. what if i no longer like them? some people probably find these to be blasphemous words but im not going to lie about myself. interests change. ive gone through so many obsessions in my over two decades of life. given, this is the most involved ive ever been in an interest and the only fandom ive ever made any friends in. but what if i do stop liking them? based on available data, the average length of an obsession is about three years for me. im approaching my third year as a starlight. my projected expiry date is coming up. i dont want it to. but i dont think i can stop it if it does. i shouldn't. no one is obligated to like anything they dont want to. but i dont want to not like them anymore. i dont want to lose what ive managed to find here.

#personal #rambles #long post #i hope i formatted the read more right

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neocatharsis · 7 years

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[FANACCOUNT] 170901 MOTTE in Manila

I’m posting this late lol

I’m happy to see that Jiyong was in a good mood yesterday and he have several rest days before coming here.

I love the stage production. The side of Kwon Jiyong that we have never experience before.

Jiyong and dara was cute but i hope the shippers didn’t chant daragon near the end. Its the only thing that ruin the experience in a sense that its Jiyong’s solo concert. Other than that, it was a great experience.

While watching the video where his friends and family answering the question who is g-dragon and kwon jiyong to you, it was so endearing.

His monologue was too emotional to me. He is sharing his true feelings. I hope someday he can find whom he really is and be genuinely happy

While he was doing his speech before Divina Commedia he went to our side and he was so near. He looks so cute and handsome hahaha

I was worried when he hit his mouth on the mic because he was bleeding and shouted does it hurt lol. But he manage to joke and tell its normsl when kissing something like that and kept doing the kissing thing with his towel.

Whenever Jiyong mentions bigbang it warms my heart especially when he promised that they will comeback together ^^ and when he sang Taeyang’s darling<3

He didn’t get close to fans on Untitled but he sang it so beautifully on stage ^^. I’m thankful that i was able to watch this concert.

#personal #vip #kjy #fanaccount #bigbang #kwonjiyong #g dragon

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taemdeok · 7 years

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Hello! Hope you had a great trip, it must've been fun! Anway, just wanted to ask, were you in the standing pens for taem's con? Cause I've seen so many fan accounts about how taemin's even more handsome in person and I'm really bummed I didn't get to see their faces clearly at music bank :/ but would love to hear what you'd say on this! Also, any fan accounts you can share with us?

hi! yes i was standing for all 3 nights! i have been close to him before at fansigns/fanmeets and music shows but this concert was the first time i was that close for a long period of time over an entire weekend. fansigns are so quick even though you’re less than a meter away from him, and music show recordings are about 20~30 minutes long, it goes so quick it’s not enough time to memorize his face. i mention this a lot but irl he has this aura that radiates something special idek like i feel so comforted by him it’s so calming and not intimidating or scary at all. also his eyes sparkle so beautifully and it’s rare that a picture or video can capture that. his skin is smooth and soft looking. he has a birthmark on the left side of his hip toward his back which i had never seen ever in a picture before cus of editing/lighting. when i went to the 1of1 fanmeet it was pretty late in the night and when i met taemin up close i could see the stubble on that part under his lip that he doesn’t shave properly sometimes…gosh there is a lot of fanaccounts but i wrote most of the important things on my twitter cus it’s easier to record things i remember at the time than write a post later on ^^ i feel like once u see him up close irl pictures look so much different and idk how to explain why but u can kinda see how he looks irl but it’s still slightly off and they also make u crave seeing him irl again o

#sorry this is so long i have a few cute things i remember if u want i can reply in a read more!!#replies

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sweetkpopfanfic · 7 years

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Fanaccount of the ISEOULU Concert in Kuala Lumpur 23/5/2017 (NCT 127)

First off I just wanted to say that this concert was FREE ADMISSION, and I was able to get tickets for zone A, which was right behind the VIP seating area. Of course the ones closest to the stage were Rock Zone tickets (won by lottery) so those who were sitting in Rock Zone would provide a slightly different fanaccount (and better pictures), so this is my account of the concert from where I was standing, which is about 500m to 600 meters from the stage.

Another thing to note is that this concert was used to promote Seoul City tourism, so even if it was a two hour concert, Yesung, Red Velvet and NCT 127 were not the only performers for the whole two hours. We had local Malaysian acts, Altimet and De Fam and a speech given by the vice mayor of Seoul and a magic performance. By the time all of that was over, Yesung, Red Velvet and NCT 127 only had about an hour left to perform. They each performed 4 songs and their ment had to be sped up.

This post is for NCT 127 but I have a separate one for Red Velvet and Yesung, so check those out if you want the full fan account!

NCT 127

Okay this is gonna be a long one because I am a huge NCT stan.

I have to say I thought I was going to be the only NCT stan. I thought everyone was here for Red Velvet and Yesung but I was so wrong, because when their intro VCR played, the screaming amplified by the thousands, glasses cracked, the building shook and about 10,000 cell phones were raised up in the air.

They wore mostly short sleeves or sleeveless for Johnny AND THE JOHNGUNS ARE REAL AND BEAUTIFUL HOLY SHIT I DIED.

JOHNGUNS ARE EVEN BIGGER IN PERSON

Malaysia is a fucking tropical country and they all had those hats, caps and beanies (comeback hair obviously) but it was SUPER FUCKING FRUSTRATING because we couldn’t see their gorgeous faces!!!!! I could hardly see Mark’s from where I was because of that damn bucket hat!!!!

P.S I have never been so mad at a piece of clothing before. I legit wanted to run on stage and tear those things off.

All the artists had a translator, but NCT 127 hardly used theirs because Johnny and Mark did most of the talking, once again to promote Seoul tourism.

Mark said his favourite place is the Hangang river, and he recommended we go check it out.

They performed Firetruck, Once Again, Good Thing and Limitless (in this order)

You could hear the whole crowd screaming SOBANGCHA LMAO

The Malaysian fans actually prepared a birthday project for Haechan and Taeil but we couldn’t do it because they were rushing through their ment, so that was disappointing TT

They didn’t even do their individual member introduction, only the group one.

Taeyong was arguably the most popular member. We all screamed for the members when they performed but when Taeyong came out to do his rap bit, no matter what the song was, holy shit the crowd lost their chill (not that we had any).

Speaking of Taeyong, the rumours of him being the visual king is absolutely 500% true. I was not even in close proximity and even I can see he is ethereal. His jawline was no joke. The man can cut me up and serve me raw.

The members are a lot skinnier in real life. You know the saying ‘the camera puts on ten pounds’? It’s very true. So to all the antis who say the members are fat or ugly or what not you all can shut the fuck up because these people are really skinny in real life.

Haechan is pretty skinny as well, but HIS MELANIN BOI KEEP IT GLOWING

Johnny is a whole lot sexier in person. I am serious. I know we go all ‘oh daddy’ on him as a joke (or sometimes as a joke) but I swear to god in real life HE IS NO JOKE (I’m serious about and I will fite for this)

The girl next to me was a Taeil stan (Taeil stan where you at?) because she kept screaming uncontrollably every time he popped up.

It was mostly live (or at least live with backing tracks) but I’m pretty convinced Taeil did his part live.

Taeyong seemed to have a small cold or something because he was sniffling during the ment (MY SON PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF)

This was all too short for me because after Limitless they all rushed back and Yesung came on to perform. I wish we had more time with them!!!

All in all they were SPOT ON with their performance. They literally arrived Malaysia TWO WHOLE HOURS before the concert, went back to do their makeup and what not and performed. I don’t think they had any rehearsal time whatsoever, so they were flawless. Even my brother, who is not a big NCT Stan, kept singing along with all their songs and I now know how big NCT is in Malaysia. I honestly thought I was the only one because most of my Kpop friends are more into BTS or EXO (which I also love) but now I know I’m not alone. I mean the fan support for them was Red Velvet and Yesung put together. I had an amazing time and this was honestly one of the best days of my life.

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runawayfridays · 7 years

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The WINGS Tour in Manila

By Jen

Episode III: The Wings Tour in Manila Day 2, happened on May 7th of 2017, the day when BTS snatched my wig with their live performances. AGAIN. It’s almost 2 months now since they stopped here in the Philippines for their tour, and every time I see updates from their tour in every country they went to, I can’t help myself but to reminisce and go back to that day through looking at the photos and fancams I took at the concert.

I still remember, with arms both raised up high, army bomb on the left and phone on the right. I screamed my lungs out as Bangtan heat up the MOA Arena once again. I guess, if that day wasn’t really that special, I don’t think I’d still be able to write this fanaccount up until now. Well, that’s PCD (Post Concert Depression) for the longest time. Seeing them live for the 3rd time didn’t make that concert experience less exciting. In fact, I was more hyped to see them again that time. Maybe because they happened to be here on my birthday. And another reason would be because I was blessed to be picked for the pulp royalty, giving me the privilege to attend the sound check and see them practice their songs and interact with us, ARMYs, in their casual clothes. Though, my PR experience would be a lot more exciting if I could just take Rej and Erika with me and be in the same section as well. Too bad, I can just hope that we can share this experience again together next time.

So, going back to The Wings Tour in Manila Day 2, here’s how my concert experience went..(according to how I still remember, LOL) Though birthday presents are usually wrapped in colorful gift wrappers and some were with big ribbons, mine came in dashing outfits and cool hairstyles. And I couldn’t ask for more. I swear they all looked so good. I mean, yes I saw them already before but it was all different this time.

THE SOUND CHECK

After the long wait at the PR strapping, our battle preparation(A.K.A stuffing our tummies with food),sending me off at the gate entrance, lining up at the lobby and meeting new friends(Hi Princess, Christine, Lauren, and Karla!), it is finally time to see BTS! We were assisted to enter one side of the arena and locate the best spot for the activity.

Then, it started. My eyes were so full I didn’t know who to focus on as they come out one by one, but Namjoon took my attention with his flashy neon colored hoodie that he later on posted on their twitter account as his Kim Daily entry. He was so cute wearing that beanie and flashing his deep dimples. It was so deep I could fill it with water and dive in there.

The first song they sang was Baepsae, and I immediately missed Erika coz this was our jam. So, with her in mind, I jammed and danced to Baepsae not minding other people around me. But then my attention was caught by a very good looking, even in his bare-face, Kim Seokjin, wearing an oversized hoodie. And, I must say, the word HANDSOME was written in bold-capital letters all over his face.

The second song was Dope, and again, I jammed all the way as the boys are roaming around the stage meeting their ARMYs from different sides. I still remember, it was his part when Min Yoongi went in front of us. Wearing a black cap, black shirt and black pants, his milky white skin is glowing and it's so blinding. On the other hand, Jeon Jungkook in specs and oversized white shirt was so manly yet adorable. And I can't help myself to squeal. But then, Park Jimin came to my side just as I was singing and dancing. He was as if memorizing every face in front of him. He just can’t stop staring at us. So, I stared back and tried to lock eyes with him but he's just so sexy in those black sunglasses, making me throw him lots of hearts in different forms.

Talking about sexy, did I already mention Kim Taehyung being so sexy, even while wearing a face mask, in a beret, dark blue long sleeved shirt and his favorite red pants? I still remember the way he just stood there in front of me, and wiggled his eyebrows. I swear, that was the sexiest thing he did that night. The memory was still clear to me until now. And of course how can I also forget how manly and sexy Jung Hoseok in specs, black cap, black shirt and black shorts? I think that was the longest jhooope I ever screamed. He's just so ughhh.

The last song they rehearsed was 21st Century Girls, and again I missed my girls outside and wished I could dance with them as well, but at least my new found friends are there to join me dance to the song while raising our hands up. If I could just take a photo to share this to Erika and Rej but too bad, phones weren’t allowed inside. Although three songs weren’t enough to feed us, ARMYs, it is enough to make us more hyped for the concert itself. Wooo~

EPISODE III: THE WINGS TOUR

After the sound check we were given a quick break to catch our breaths, take a pic with our new found friends, drink some water, go to the rest room and ready ourselves to be blown away again by BTS. But of course, I also used this quick break to call my girls and share my feels and check if they were already lining up outside. It was so quick that the next thing I knew was that I was already inside the arena again, clinging onto that barrier and gawking at how close I was at the stage. Never mind the pushing and tight space, what's important for me that time was that I.AM.SO.CLOSE.

As the arena is being filled with ARMYs, my excitement rises until the lights were all out signaling the start of the show. And everyone, including me, were screaming and waving our hands and light sticks. This was the moment we've all been waiting for. So I sent a quick text to Erika and Rej saying how close I was and to enjoy the show.

So, dim the lights, play intro VCR, music cue, and drop the white curtain… Not Today, Am I Wrong, Baepsae, Dope

The white curtain falls just as Namjoon deliver his lines from Not Today, and everyone inside the arena went wild joining Bangtan in saying the line Chong, Jeojun, Balsa! This song was really perfect for the opening act. It definitely hyped up my soul. After a quick ment, welcoming the ARMYs, Not Today was then followed by Am I Wrong, Baepsae and Dope. And, I just cant with the feels!

After heating up the stage with powerful choreographies, they proceeded with their solo stages...

BEGIN The solo stages started with the golden maknae impressing all the ARMYs with his footwork and vocals in his own song Begin. I wasn’t really expecting that they prepared a choreo for this song. Just listening to Jungkook delivering the lyrics to this song is already something, but seeing him sing and dance to this song is totally a package I cannot complain and refuse.

LIE Next up is sexy mochi Jimin, performing his song Lie while oozing with sexiness. He dances gracefully even while wearing a blindfold. I was surprised that he even managed to add a lifting in his choreo!

FIRST LOVE Then the piano appears, a sign that it is Yoongi’s turn. His stage is really amazing, just him on the piano doing his thing, rapping his swag out of his heart and piercing through mine.

REFLECTION I still remember how Namjoon pointed his mic to us, ARMYs, while performing his song Reflection just so he could let us shout “Kim Namjoon! Saranghae!”. It was so loud that it really echoes inside the whole arena.

STIGMA Just as RapMon exits through the telephone booth propped at the stage, Kim Taehyung comes out so manly in a glittery coat and sings his self-written song, Stigma. In front of the mic stand, he belted out his most awaited high note. For this song, I just had to stay still to listen to him reach that high note and I was not disappointed. Also, it just made his stage even sexier with that black and white effect on the screen. HIS OVERALL PERFORMANCE WAS JUST SO SEXY!

MAMA For Hoseok’s stage, I, again, screamed the longest jhooope I ever screamed v2.0. I really enjoyed J-hope’s stage for MAMA. With, those back-up dancers accompanying him on the extended stage, he led the whole crowd in singing, dancing and clapping to the a Capella part of his song. I really got goosebumps when I thought he was gonna cry in that part but instead, he flashed his proud smile. And with his baby pictures flashing on the big LED screen, he ended his stage with me having a big bright smile on my face.😃

AWAKE Jin, being the last to perform his solo track, didn’t also disappoint the many ARMYs, including me of course, who sang passionately with him. Just like him, his stage is a true definition of beauty. And that high note with so much emotions while he was being lifted as if he was gonna spread his wings and fly, with glitter-like confetti falling from the ceiling, was the highlight of his performance. I almost asked myself if that is how heaven looked like.

For The Wings Tour, BTS didn’t only prepared solo stages, they also came armed with unit stages that most of the ARMYs looked forward to witness…

LOST The first unit to showcase their prepared performance was the Vocal Line. Jin, Jimin, V, and Jungkook went up the stage to perform their song Lost. Surprised by the choreography, I found myself literally lost in that moment while absorbing every lyrics of the song. I’ve been wanting to see them perform this song live, and now that all that I have was the memory of me shouting out the words of the song, which is the same exact words I really do wanted to shout to the whole world, all that I can do was to wish to go back to that moment and get lost again.

CYPHER PT.4 How could I even forget the unit stage of our Rap Line, Rap Monster, Suga, and J-Hope? Cypher pt.4 was my most awaited performance that night. Dressed in those fancy robes and sunglasses, they didn’t failed to hyped me up with their performance. It was so lit! I was jumping while shouting the lines “Sorry Bae!” and tried to rap with them. Oh, how I wish I was able to bop to this song with Erika and Rej.

Other than the unit stages, Bangtan also performed ARMYs’ all-time-favorite hits…

I NEED U, SAVE ME, FIRE These three songs with killer dance routine is definitely a must watch in their concert. When I Need U started to play, I suddenly felt emotional while remembering the time they sang this as their last song for their Epilogue concert. It was the exact same song from a year ago, but with different feels and a new memory. (TRIVIA: I Need U is BTS’s first win on a music show and they won this on the exact date of my birthday.) And, if someone would ask me to list BTS’s best choreographies for their songs, Save Me would be a permanent on my list. J-hope’s “Whoop whoop!” part would always be my favorite. Talking about best choreographies, Fire, would also be in my list. They just took synchronicity, energy and coolness to a whole new level! Defining the lines, “Hot! Hot! Hot! Hot! Hotter!”, they literally burned me with feels that night.

THE MEDLEY (N.O., NO MORE DREAM, BOY IN LUV, DANGER, RUN) Hot, sexy, and wild. Yes, those were the right words to describe this stage. I never knew I needed a medley and a live band version of these songs until that night. I just lost it all when they huddled up at the center and bounce to the intro of N.O.

The crowd went wild when they started to go in different directions. I still remember how Taehyung walked coolly to our side, my heart started beating so fast and I was already trying to catch my breath. I started to panic more when all the members came one after the other. They were just being so rude the whole performance, body rolling, hip thrusting and body waving in front of us. And, I am so lucky to be so close and experience all of that first hand.

The song switched then to No More Dream, and the screaming just got louder. I froze on my spot with my jaw hanging wide open when I realize how close I was to them. So close, that I could actually see the color of Hoseok’s contacts and his sharp jaw that cuts through my soul. I could even poke Jimin’s cheeks if would reach onto him. It was so fluffy, I thought I was gonnna die! And, how could I even forget Jungkook nailing his rap part in this song while bopping with full energy? Gosh, he looked so hot. The chorus came as well as Rapmon went to our side, proving his dancing skills, while doing the “La La Lalala” part while holding his mic up in the air with a satisfied smile on his face.

It just got hotter when they gathered up at the center and started dancing to Boy In Luv, the fanchants were so loud, and the lines “Wae nae mameul heundeuneun gondae..” was ringing in my ears. It went on like this just as the song changed to Danger. And finally, the last song for this medley, Run. They all started running around the stage and jumping in excitement. I was still in awe and couldn’t believe that they were really in front of me. And, that’s when Jin came with a bottled water in his hand and started showering us. The fact that I felt that cold water sprinkling on my face, proved that everything is really happening. I got back to my senses when gold confetti blasted up in the air signaling the end of this segment. It wouldn’t be called The Wings Tour if they won’t perform the hottest songs from their WINGS album so…

21ST CENTURY GIRL, BOY MEETS EVIL, BLOOD, SWEAT AND TEARS Excitement rushed through my body when I heard 21st Century Girl started to play. This song is really my jam. The choreo was so sexy yet cute and adorable. And, with Taehyung at the center, I started to grin from ear to ear as I watched the dance break part.😁

After having fun with that song, the lights went off and the spotlight was suddenly on J-Hope. And, he started to dance to his Intro: Boy Meets Evil. I wasn’t able to stop myself from joining him do a body wave while singing the lines “Too bad..But it’s too sweet..” They continued on to perform Blood, Sweat and Tears. And, I got goosebumps all over my body. Band versions would always be the best. And, of course, the super sexy choreo that I just witnessed that night could not be easily erased from my memory.

Of course, they weren’t just dancing and singing all through out the concert. There were VCRs prepared for the ARMYs. There’s this one VCR that really stood out. It was supposed to be the supplementary story of this whole trilogy. The VCR that would end all the theories and confusions of every ARMY. But, how could anyone try to concentrate in watching when they’re, first, so handsome in that VCR. And, second, when it was translated to Filipino? I swear, I wasn’t able to understand a single thing coz I find it so hilarious!

It wasn’t just the VCR that is in Filipino, even in their talks/ments, all the members tried communicating to Philippine ARMYs in Filipino. I can’t stop laughing while listening to Taehyung asking us the questions, in his robot-like accent, “Ang bilis ng oras diba? Sana hindi na matapos itong concert na ito. Kayo din ba? Kayo din ba? Kayo din ba? Maraming salamat sa pagpunta. Mahal ko kayo.” How could I also forget the derp faces he did in front of the camera?😂 Suga, on the other hand, translated his oh so famous line “Kkaepjjang” to Filipino, saying PH ARMYs were “Magaling!” while doing a thumbs up. Being the cheesy maknae he is, Jungkook, told us that “Gusto ko lagi tayo magkasama”. And me, being the sentimental fan, went all “awww” after he stated those lines. Meanwhile, I still remember how Jimin made me cringe when he asked us if we liked their performance and when we answered yes, he quickly added the question “talaga ba?” with that cute smile. I just wanted to squish him at that moment! The cheesiness and cringing didn’t just stopped there, it continued on when Jin suddenly shouted “gigil nyo si akooo!”, while holding up a paper, he kept in his pocket, with the words Mahal kita♡ Beaming with excitement, J-Hope declared “ARMY ang aming pakpak”, emphasizing the word Pakpak, in which made the crowd answer, Ganern Ganern. And that is the history of J-Hope’s PakGanern ft. PH ARMYs. And lastly, Namjoon ended the talk by saying, “Maraming salamat sa pagpunta, magkita tayo muli.” That last line played over and over again in my head. That was the only thing I needed to hear, that they’ll be back and we’ll see each other again.

Though I never wanted that night to end, there’s nothing I could do but to just enjoy the last few moments I could still see them live and up close...

OUTRO: WINGS Just as the words FLY HIGH PHILIPPINES ARMY lit up at the stage, Outro:Wings started to play. And, one by one, the members came out in those cute striped long sleeves. They wander around the stage again but this time with a soft and light feeling. It’s as if they’re gonna take me to cloud-nine. And, they actually did. It was Taehyung again who came first to our spot, body waving from side to side, looking so cute in that beret. Oh, I live for Tae’s eyebrows. Then, Jimin came and a little VMin moment happened. But, being the rude Jimin he is, he bent down in front of me and leaned in really really close as if he was teasing me. I swear, I almost dropped everything when he did that and I was already in panic mode. It didn’t do me any good when he left coz after that, Jungkook came flashing me those bunny smiles. And he did the same thing Jimin did. He bent down as well and pointed his mic to us. He was so close! The next thing I knew, my whole body was shaking and I can’t control my trembling hands. Imagine being flocked by the maknae line one at a time! Good thing it was time for their little fun time and they started doing dorky dance steps in the middle just before J-hope do his rap part. And when the chorus came, they started running again. Suga came to our side and I saw his breath-taking gummy smile. Jin came as well while blowing kisses to everyone. I was really flying so high for having such a good time and for having a fancam that, I think, would haunt me for the rest of my life.

2! 3! HOPING FOR MORE BETTER DAYS Okay, now I’m emotional. I’ve been imagining how would it felt like singing this song at their concert, with the other ARMYs and with Bangtan, of course. And this is how I felt, it was so soothing. It’s as if all the things I worry would be gone soon. It was really a great song they did for ARMYs. They always made me feel loved and understood.

SPRING DAY 봄날 Spring Day, the last song for their concert, The Wings Tour. I told myself not to cry and get too emotional when they perform this but I can’t help it. Every word they spoke just hits me and I’m drowning. It was so beautiful hearing the ARMYs sing for bangtan as they take their bows and thank everyone for coming and doing great while the confetti was falling from the ceiling. It was a fantastic experience. I already missed BTS just as they were disappearing one by one on the stage. The concert has ended and I was still standing there beside the barrier when suddenly a VCR played again. I liked that they always have this behind the scene preparation video with the credits every after their concert. It helps me believe that everything I witnessed was real and not a dream, as they even remember to add “Our WINGS, ARMY” to their long thank you list.

After the concert, I got reunited with Erika and Rej. We were all smiling so widely, though I knew we all wished we were together. The experience would be a lot more enjoyable. I also got to see my friend, Kaisha, and her sister, Ayel, with their cousin, outside. And we just can’t get over with the feels. It was truly a whole new experience for me and BTS. And, guess who’s the happiest birthday girl ever? 🙋 It was definitely the best and most memorable birthday I ever had! Everything was so worth it. See you again, Bangtan!

#jen #bts #concert #fanaccount #wings tour

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170428 [FANACCOUNT] GREETING EXO @ LAX/ MEETING HAHA BY ACCIDENT AND THEN EVENTUALLY ENDING UP ON HIS INSTAGRAM POST/EXORDIUM IN L.A. EXPERIENCE

Hey guys, I'm back again for another fan account and boy was it like the best day of my life. OMG...if you don’t feel like reading all of this, I’m just going to leave some highlights for you and of course I’ll bold the most relevant parts.

ME @ LAX TO GREET EXO BECAUSE OF FANGIRL SHENANIGANS

CHANYEOL ACTUALLY SPOKE BACK TO ME (fancam link)

CHEN AND XIUMIN POLITELY GREETED ME (fancam link)

KAI ACKNOWLEDGED MY EXISTENCE AGAIN PT 2. (fancam link)

WE MET HAHA RANDOMLY...A WTF HOW MOMENT SERIOUSLY LOL

WE MADE IT ON HAHA’S INSTAGRAM POST LOL (INSTA POST

EXO CONCERT WAS HYPE AS FUKK/ I STAN THE RIGHT GROUP

KAI IS STILL EFFIN BEAUTIFUL EVEN FROM THE 3RD TIER OF A STADIUM

So I went to Los Angeles again for the 2nd solo Exo concert The EXOr’dium in America and as expected the show was hyped, exciting and unforgettable. I came into L.A. the day before to buy the 2.0 Exo light stick and some other kpop merch from Music Plaza in Koreatown and finally got my hands on an In and Out burger lol. Anyway the next day I woke up really early around 5am (I was stuck on east coast time) and I looked on my phone to see that Exo had left Mexico in the early morning and were en route on a flight to L.A. So me and my girl Jay (my exo fangirl bestie) decided on a whim that we were going to go to the airport to greet them in. We found out that they would arrive in about 3 hours because we saw in the previews of exo in mexico that they had just left. We went to LAX, we were less than 5 minutes away because our hotel is right next to the airport, and got some breakfast and started searching for the hotspot where Exo would be. So we found it with a couple of other fangirls who had been there all early morning lol So we waited for a couple hours as more fans started to show up and waited anxiously for exo. As we were waiting, A woman and a guy came up to us to interview us lol. They asked if we were exo fans, where we were from and why did we like exo. They asked for me to dance and I told them that I couldn't but i did sing for them lol. (Its so embarrasing when i think about it. Anyway, they asked me who my fave member was, I told them Kai and they told me to say something to Kai because he would be watching it lmfao. I was like Wtf at first because it felt random lol. So I gave him a short message and then we continued to wait for EXO.

Fast forward to a good 20-30 minutes later, Exo comes out, everyone grew really excited so I whipped out my phone to take a video. They were moving real fast so I had to make sure that I caught up to speed because it turned a bit chaotic. So i recorded as they were walking in and then quickly ran side of the start of the line where security was guarding them, trying to keep a safe distance and so I stood there and then D.O shows up first. I say "Hi Do!" He looks at me and doesn't say anything. I was totally fine with that because he looked tired as hell and I know all too well that feeling when you're tired and don't want to talk at all so it's ok. So behind him was Chanyeol so I greet him "HI Chanyeol! Good morning!" He looked right at me and at first I thought he didn't say anything either because he also looked super tired and it was also loud. But when i looked back at my fancam hours later, Chanyeol actually said Hi back to me! Lmfaooo! You can hear his deep voice in the fancam lol. So after Chanyeol was Chen and once again, he looked so tired, like he had just woken up but my bright cheery ass was like "Good Morning Chen Hi!" And he looked at me and bowed. Right behind him was Xiumin and I said the same thing. Xiumin was chill, he was looking down and then when I greeted him, he looked at me and bowed as well. I was going crazy like..omg...these guys are really responding to me. Then behind Xiumin came Kai and Sehun. I saw sehun first (I mean he’s taller than Kai) and called out for him and they were moving quickly. As soon as I realized that Kai had passed me a little I called out for him and greeted him. Kai actually turned around and bowed his head politely. By that time I lost my shit lmfao. I think you can hear that in the fancam.

So they went out the door and I quickly followed however one of the Security guy had a good grip on my arm and was carefully preventing me from doing the unexpected, which I would never.... (Shame me if you must but I was really living in the moment.) I missed Baekhyun because he was hidden between D.O and Chanyeol and Suho was behind everyone that I missed him because he blended in with the other staff passing by -dead-. Anyway. I caught up to them and was able to greet Sehun in which he smiled slightly looking down at the ground. By that time, exo went into their van and left and had all the fangirls abuzz. Some of them were crying and a lot were just so excited.

So after a couple of minutes of exchanging pics and contacts from other fans we walked away to catch the shuttle to our hotel. As soon as we walked away, my friend Jay looked to the right and ....said so casually, "Isn't that Haha?" I looked when she said that and saw that he had heard her and I gasped like a fangirl seeing the unexpected and I go "HAHA!" The guys he was with started to laugh and Haha got up and looked away like he didn't think he was going to be recognized after all the chaos that ensued when EXO had just came through. In my shock I had asked one of Haha's friends of I could take a pic with him and he said yeah. Him and his friends conversed in a joking matter, of course i couldn't understood what was said but I'm guessing that they didn't expect anyone to notice them because Haha looked surprised lol. Anyway, he came over to take a photo and so he grabbed my phone, (my phone was blessed by Haha's hands) and we took 2 pics together after gathering with my friends. After doing that we thanked him and then went back to the hotel. Later on we found out that he posted a pic of us on his instagram and I just couldn’t fathom how crazy my day had turned out lol.

The concert was so hype. Exo started off well but you could tell the tour had taken its toll on them. However through the show, exo gained so much energy once again through the crowd. Everyone was singing loud, drowning out the members live singing at one point, and dancing. Baekhyun complimented us saying that we sang well and asked if it wasn't too hard to follow lol. Anyway Exo sung loud and the vocals were on point. Holy hell the members served some true visuals. Kai once again confirmed that seeing him in person is like 1000 times better than seeing a pic. He is the real deal. Visuals were A1, his stylist did right by him. He gave so much energy with his dance...it was so cool to see him once again just kill it. He is a force. They seemed to have had a good time because at one point Suho was having fun with the crowd that he forgot one part of his line and started singing after realizing his missed his timing lmfao! Near the end, we all sang Happy Birthday to Baekhyun and then he sung happy birthday to himself lmfao. The members played with some of the masks, headbands masks and toys on the stage. I think the highlight was the small toy hands. CHANYEOL and D.o couldn't get enough of them so they were playing around making the crowd and the members laugh and Suho called Chanyeol crazy lmfao. Suho had to make sure they were focused because they kept laughing and playing but it was such a good time that it felt like they could go on and on. They also shouted out Tony Testa who was in the crowd. He was getting ready to leave and then he did a small dance that had EXO hyped up lol. It was fun and cool. Overall the concert was awesome. The whole day was awesome and I have officially deemed that day the best day in my life. Suho announced that they were working on a new album and that they would be back next year with a new album plus a new concert so I can not wait to do it all over again next year!

#fan account #FANACCOUNT #exo #170428 #exor'dium #exordium #chanyeol #baekhyun #suho #sehun #kai #chen #xiumin #d.o #haha

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SF9 Fansign Foreign Fanaccount

I don’t know if this is something anyone would be interested in, but I recently returned from visiting Korea where I entered one of SF9′s fansign events. If you’re curious to know how they interacted with me as a foreign fan, I’ll explain below. I tried to condense as much as possible, but it’s lengthy. Also, if you have any questions, you can ask me (:

I’ll post pictures of the post its. This fansign was incredibly short notice so I just put the same thing on all of them. I wrote, please draw something that makes you happy. Or something along those lines :P

I also wasted a lot of time panicking about what I would say, if it would be awkward, why I was even there. This was my first fansign and I was the only foreign fan and I felt incredibly out of place, but I actually really want to go to another fansign after my experience with SF9!

Youngbin was first. He’s my bias so I was like, alright then, just kill me now. He wasn’t paying attention when I first walked up. Even when I sat down, he was looking at his lap or the table. It wasn’t until I scooted my album in front of him that he looked up and his expression was literally the greatest thing I’ve ever seen. He just sat there in shock for a solid 10-15 seconds straight gawking at me and I just sat there smiling because I completely understood his reaction. His facial expressions the entire time were very animated and adorable!

Once he looked down at the post it which I’d had my friend translate (I don’t know if he saw it was in Hangul and assumed I knew Korean) he started speaking Korean to me. I had to tell him I don’t know Korean, and his next expression was so cute, I can’t even explain in words. He was just super concentrated on searching through his brain for whatever English he could possibly think of.

He started pointing out my septum piercing and tried to say that I looked cool (I only realized this after the fact) because the way he was pronouncing it was weird, so I thought he was still trying to speak Korean. “Cool” obviously wasn’t going to work so he began thinking of a different word. He eventually came up with “swag” and I legitimately died inside. I have zero swag. Hahaha. I went along with it, though, and he asked me where I was from. When I said Arizona, he acted like that was really cool which he probably doesn’t know that it’s seriously not, because Arizona sucks, and he passed me off to Inseong, making sure to tell him that I’m from Arizona.

Inseong also seemed very interested that I was from Arizona. He told me that my hair is attractive and asked what color it is. I was just stoked that we understood each other so I could tell him meaningless details about my hair color and he knew exactly what I was saying. He explained that he hasn’t been to the United States before but it is like a dream of his to go there. I said I would see him when he comes to America and he was like, I’ll see you in Arizona. When he got to my post it, he said he would draw me because I’m pretty. I told him that he better make me pretty, and he gave it a valiant effort:

Taeyang was nothing like I expected. I never particularly cared about him before - but now I’m like, alright, you got my attention.

He first asked if I lived in Korea. I explained I was just visiting. He asked if I was with my friends and I told him I was. I didn’t know he meant at the fan sign, so he started looking around, and I had to tell him they weren’t there with me. He asked me if I would come back to Korea which I told him I’d like to. He then very clearly stated, “I want you to come back.” He literally said this like 50 times, no joke. Hahaha. In my head I’m like, dude, okay, I’ll come back, but I tried to appease him and say that if they have a concert, I would come back.

He asked me who my favorite is. I told him Youngbin and he was like, “Oh, you think he’s cute?” I admitted that, yes, Youngbin is cute, but I let him know that he was cute, too. He started saying that he wants me to come back again, and at this point I’m pretty sure that someone, whoever the dudes standing in the back were, moved my album along so I wouldn’t hold up the line. Taeyang was giving me this half handshake, half handhold thing, still telling me he wants me to come back even when I was already in the next seat over. It was hilarious. The last thing he said was that he’ll wait for me XD

Rowoon was next. There was probably fear in his eyes when he saw me because the first thing he said was, I don’t speak English very well. I laughed and said, I don’t speak Korean very well. He said, good, and gave me a fist bump. I died. We were like two awkward turds just sitting there. He did say he liked my nails, though, which I was like, fuck. Because then I had to show him. But my stupid hands were shaking. Hahaha. So that was embarrassing. He also drew a hamburger, pointed at it, and said, “Hamburger.”

Jaeyoon was next and he also was not what I was expecting. He was very playful, which does fit him, but I had been expecting to have the interaction we’d had with Dawon for some reason.

Immediately, he asked for my name and got really close and smiled really big. Me: My name is Tiffany. JY: Chippany? Me: Tiffany JY: Oh! Tippany.

I laughed and went along with that because it was as close as we were going to get. He started pointing at my name on the post it, saying something about France. I didn’t understand, so I asked what he meant, but he moved along and asked me if I like SF9. Me, jokingly: Who? JY, looking around: SF9! Me, also looking around: Where? Who?

We went back and forth like this so much that he forgot to draw on my post it. Hahaha. At some point, he finally said he was just joking and I let him know that I was just joking too.

Hwiyoung came after Jaeyoon and the first thing he said was that he liked my hair. On the post it, he drew a cat. I told him that I liked dogs. He said something, it was like half Korean/half English or terribly mispronounced English, I have no idea, but I got “big dog” out of it. He brought his hands up, maybe like paws or something, and started doing this weird circular motion. I seriously don’t know how to describe it, I don’t know what he was doing, but it was funny.

I had caught Chani in my peripheral, though, and noticed that he didn’t have anyone sitting in front of him, so I just automatically looked over and he looked at me, and I seriously would’ve been fine if he’d ignored me, but then he just smiled and his little baby face is the sweetest thing! Seriously ):<

My heart shriveled up and died inside. I’m sorry Hwiyoung, for getting distracted by Chani.

I can’t even remember what happened or what was said with Chani. I know we said hello and he took his time with his signature and the post it. I think he went by pretty quick, though, but that was okay because he actually held up his hand for me to touch. Most of time I kept getting handshakes. Hahaha. His hand was small and precious and dainty. I have man hands compared to him.

Dawon went very quickly as well. He basically just asked who my favorites were. Maybe because I didn’t say him, he was like, alright, I see we’re done here and moved me along XD I wasn’t offended. I think I had also exhausted most of my efforts with everyone else, so by the time I got to the last few, I was at a loss for what to do. Or maybe more happened but I can’t remember.

Zuho was last, and again, he went quick. He’d been sleeping and yawning throughout the entire fansign so I’m pretty sure he was tired at that point. I was like the 77th person to go up there anyways :P He reacted to my post it, though, and leaned over and said something to Dawon. I interpreted it as exasperation, but I’m honestly not sure. He drew a face on the post it and I asked him who it was and he told me it was Naruto hahahaha.

#sf9 #sf9 fansign #170225 fansign #sf9 170225 #youngbin #inseong #taeyang #rowoon #jaeyoon #hwiyoung #chani #dawon #zuho

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