#i need to secure a virgin bf and put him on the husband pipeline asap

[cinnamonest]

i really like the idea of modern au incel kazuha being with this really experienced "dom" reader (who is actually just an ordinary person) who likes to do those things that you do with the shy and inexperienced cute boys. That is, telling them the right way to pleasure girls while you watch said boys be all shy and squirmy because they never knew what squeezing boobs felt like until then. And reader thinks he's disposable because he's def like all those losers that'll lower themselves to any degree possible for a kiss on the cheek

But... deep down kazuha is disgusted by the thought of his inexperience and status as a virgin be mistaken for submission and would more than love to show reader how dominant he can be

(It’s so funny you say that part about what boobs feel like because I remember in high school this boy I was with got to touch tiddies for the first time, bro was literally shocked, like I saw his eyes go wide and his jaw visibly drop. He said “I thought it would be like firm-squishy. like a balloon. but it’s so much softer than that!!” with all the excitement of a little boy in a toy store and I still think about that interaction, it cracks me up lmao)

Darling is simply on the cute virgin boy agenda. There's nothing quite like a boy who has never had a crumb of pussy going buckwild the moment he gets the green light.

And the littlest sliver of female attention is euphoric for him. Makes him feel a certain kind of way. It's pleasant, exciting, makes his heart pound, makes him feel jittery and like he wants to wrap his hands around your throat and rut into you like an animal—

He's caught off guard by his own thoughts. It's a very new feeling, something he kind of feels bad for thinking about, feels like these urges are impure and shameful.

…But because he's a virgin with no experience, all he has to go on is porn and the occasional meme or post. And the girls in porn like it, and he sees a lot of posts where girls say things about wanting to be choked and have their hair pulled on and such. It may be lighthearted, but there has to be some truth to it.

And you wouldn't want him to ruin the mood by asking for it or anything, he's certain you'll like it, so he'll just spring it on you without asking, hold you by your throat and pin you down — you'll like that for sure.

#man #i need to secure a virgin bf and put him on the husband pipeline asap #i have such a primal need for a virgin boy like if I can't own him completely and exclusively what's even the point #...damn maybe im the yandere