#i need to be HELD. romantically. platonically..secret third thing-ly. i dont care

[soldier-poet-king]

Red wine is so good like. What did we do to deserve her. What would I do without her. Truly I'm...

#franposting #REST ASSURED. i had one (1) glass #and i ate A FULL MEAL first #for everyone who has been following todays meltdown. itll be fine. #i mean it's rotten work and totally not worth it #but yes i will live. alas #really tho. im just. crying cat in blanket meme. emotionally. 24/7 #everything is wrong bad and i need to be alone (or away from my family) #but also i am so lonely and isolated for in person contact #and touch. my god. i hate ppl being in my space when i didnt invite them #but also if i am not held i am going to fuckin implode #i need to be HELD. romantically. platonically..secret third thing-ly. i dont care #where is the human contact. im begging u. #that is such a horrible selfish pathetic thing to say but also #im in the worst of both worlds. i dont get mental aloneness peace bc family #but my family sucks and i dont get any phsyical comfort either #i dont WANT it from them #it makes my skin crawl a bit. tbh #i crave contact but only from some ppl. not my family. there cant be mental baggage #ughhh uggh ughhhhhhhhh i am going to BED to CRY