#i might cry if i meet kwite but idrk

[fish-gutssz]

im finna say this rn.

if and or when I meet someone that I admire from the internet (aka johnnie guilbert) I can and WILL burst into tears

now idk if its an adhd or autism thing but I know I just genuinely wont be able to do anything about it, I will definitely cry

and I'm starting to feel like maybe because of that I shouldn't go meet people I admire, because if some random person just starts crying as soon as they see you, wouldn't that make you a bit uncomfy?? the last thing I want to do is to make my literall idols feel uncomfortable

#pls someone say this isnt like parasocial or smth #johnnie guilbert #jake and johnnie #joe bartolozzi #joe bart #i might cry if i meet kwite but idrk #rebbeca sugar #help me pls #silly #sillyposting #pls someone tell me its not just me #jake webber