#i love dreading going home from olaces because i hate being at home

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#oh boy oh boy i love being backed into a fucking corner and unable to escape #i love that i have to live with a mother who every time she gas a bad day it becomes “yell at kes” time #because im available and dont fight back #i love that i get yelled at for a messy room thats not even that messy #i love having to rely on my parents for a car so i can go to work and for a house so i have somewhere to live be ause i have no money #and it seems like no one wants to fucking hire me in or out of my desired career path #i love dreading going home from olaces because i hate being at home #i love wgen my mom comes home and says to her 2 mentally ill kids that “if she had a razor blade she would've committed su1c1de at work” #because someone hit and ran my sister today #i love this i love it so much #fucking hell i hate it here #personal #suicide cw #Suicide tw