#i literally ran xc for 11 yrs-ish. i had one friend on any team during that time. but still

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sometimes the most random things make me miss being on a team soooo bad

#i literally said after my last xcmeet in hs that i was never doing a sport again #then where did they catch me on my first day of college? #moving in early. to run xc. #i even miss fris but i miss varsity sports more. Ig cuz i ran so long #now its like adulthood... maybe someday when i get a real job I'll like have a longer term team again #i still need to ask my next workplace about what my days off/hours might be to see if i can sign up for a frisbee league... #it's just like. Running will never be a part of my life like that again. sports won't be #Doesn't matter that I'm a better runner now than I was when I was 19 #now it's just me. no team. occasional meetups. It's me and my plan and whatever I want. #and i like my running more now but i still MISS IT. #i literally ran xc for 11 yrs-ish. i had one friend on any team during that time. but still #when i played soccer i played with my best friend but we had been friends since meeting on a Rec team at age 9. #i never had other team friends #it's just. The environment of it or whatever. #(it's not like sad like i was someone with an intentional division bw my sports teams and the rest of my life) #Club fris was different there but again mostly my friends there were friends I had from outside the team #ANYWYA #Tetrapod runs #Sort of